Where are you staying?
THE hotel to be at

What day are you getting there?
Thursday-Monday

How are you traveling?
Alaska Airline ;3

Who will you be rooming with?
 barisaxophone77  majorra  tehgrav

How is the best way to find you?
Tweet me! https://twitter.com/Rein_422

Are there any panels you might be attending?
Maybe one or two but mostly just looking for new friends

What do you look like?
Well I am generally a taur so just look for a huge taur kat x3 (Check Twitter for RL pic)

Will you be suiting?
I wish I could don't have one...yet

Do you do free art?
I draw awesome stick figures

Do you do trades?
Why knot?

Do you do badges?
Nope

What is your gender?
Male

How tall are you?
5' 8"

Can I talk to you?
I love chatting and meeting furiends

Can I touch you?
Hugs are alright :)

Can I visit your room?
If you get clearance from everyone else...I am the guest

Can I buy you drinks?
That sounds like a good time

Can I give you stuff?
All depends I guess

Can I hug or snuggle with you?
Buy me a drink first and we'll talk

Are you nice?
Generally yes and are you?

Do you have an artist table?
Nope

Will you be going to parties?
If I am invited :)

If I see you, how should I get your attention?
Make eye contact and say hello or just come up and say hi :)

Where will you be most of the time during the day/s?
Anywhere and everywhere :)

What/where will you be eating?
I have no idea yet...first time going

Can I come with you for food/fun/etc?
just ask but sure

Can I look in your sketchbook?
If you ask yes

Can I draw in your sketchbook?
Would love that pretty please yes

Can I take your picture?
You ask for permission first yes?

What's your goal(s) for the con this year?
Just to get some art meet some new furiends and enjoy the first con of 2015


Who else is going?!?!

HEY ALL!

 Motiif is auctioning off a cute cheetah girl character

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/15558165/

SOMEONE BUY HER NOW!~

I was bored and saw  Ladon_Umia took this so I did too x3

== Results from http://bdsmtest.org/ ==
93% Non-monogamist
87% Primal (Prey)
84% Primal (Predator)
79% Voyeur
76% Daddy/Mommy
76% Experimentalist
75% Girl/Boy
75% Switch
72% Brat
71% Sadist
71% Submissive
68% Bondage Giver
66% Bondage Receiver
66% Masochist
63% Exhibitionist
61% Slave
54% Brat Tamer
52% Pervert
46% Dominant
46% Master/Mistress
42% All-Rounder
41% Degradation Receiver
35% Degradation Giver
28% Vanilla
See my results online at http://bdsmtest.org/result.php?id=33406

I must say this is pretty accurate for me x3

2015 is here and yes this is late but I don't care x3

I have lots of big plans for this year and look forward to actually really coming out of my shell this year!

I know this sounds dorky but I actually made about 15 New Years resolutions this year and I know I am strong enough to get them all and I feel so much better talking about myself and am willing to change and craving something new this year. I have been thinking a lot about bettering myself and really serious about it so here goes!

I have started dieting and watching my portions which sucks but I know I will be losing weight soon and will feel better. This is the only diet I have tried and its knot as bad as people make it seem its just about control and yes I have been cheating already but I haven't been cheating horribly as I have Doritos and haven't opened a bag yet...I gave up soda for the most part and do admit I had one today x3

I am gonna try and be more social and get away from this blasted computer more chances and I have been messing with  finwolfsky and he is teaching me how to mix and DJ! I hope I can get more serious about this and really truly wanna make music a career if I can and would love love love love making music and sharing it with others and its always been a passion of mine

LAST BUT KNOT LEAST

I am making plans that after 5 long years up here in Billings I will be moving out of this city! Honestly Billings and its lack of furs in this city is dulling me and with me wanting to change this year I am wanting excitement and for five years and with hardly anything as far as accomplishments to show for it...its time to move on...no offense to anyone but I just really need this change for myself.

Seattle is my first choice and the one that just feels right... I have been there three times and it just feels like home and the right area to make a living and friendships so I must follow through with this. I am starting to save money and currently looking for a second part time job to dedicate to moving funds.

Other then that work is starting to drag and now that we are changing from an OfficeMax to an OfficeDepot store which must be completed March 10th things are starting to get ugly and I am remembering why I left Depot in the first place along with other obvious reasons. Depot policies and the way they run business just doesn't sit well with me for over all retention of customers plus the fact that there would be 3 stores in Billings now and so much scuttlebutt goes around of them closing one store.

Oh and I also now have a twitter account and if you wish to follow me it's Rein_422

thats enough rambling for now but at least you're caught up if you read that far x3

Thanks again and stay classy

~Omega_422

Sooooo its a been a while since I last checked in here at all as RL has again been keeping me away but I just went through all my submissions and everything is up to date other then here so just thought I would let y'all know I am still alive and well

Plans for the year are up in the air as there is already travel plans for family purposes but I would like to try to make a con this year. Other then that its been snowing like crazy up here and thankfully the new car has been handling it well which is nice. Things at work are slow and not much to sell with all the crazy weather

I have a couple new fursona's in mind and am working on making them up now so if you have any ideas just let me know. Other then that I have no complaints and things are steady for now

Thanks for reading and have a good one

~Nightstorm

http://igg.me/p/facerig/x/6247953

I think its very cool and can't wait to get mine x3

Anyone up for a few games or meeting new peeps on LoL

This is another game I frequently play and recently cleared my friends list and now thinking I should buff it back up

Omegaalpha0422 is the summoner name

I am a random non-serious fun player most of the time and went Silver 3 ranked this year yay x3 but mostly I enjoy playing with friends and waste lots of time thinking of odd challenges like Soraka top and Gragas jungle so yea just add friend and lets play

Looking forward to seeing you on the fields of Justice and don't worry...we got this ;D

~Nightstorm

Helllloooo people and the title pretty much says it all x3

Now where to begin...hmmm well for starters I have a new job with fewer hours so that is a plus and it should allow me to maybe perhaps post and hang with my friends now.

SO much has been going on though lately and normally I am a private fur and tend to keep from whining on here so if your curious then please ask...but heres a low down

 sharifa2711 my mate got into a car accident about a week ago and was rushed in for mostly back pain but luckily she was not severely injured although since the car was t-boned it was deemed a total loss...and dealing with the insurance companies has been relatively smooth and very helpful so thank goodness they are helping. So in summary both  sharifa2711 and I are alright...just a little bummed about the car being gone, We both loved our Mazda 6 and will miss it...but hopefully when we get down to Utah we can pick something about the same if not better

As previously stated I did leave Schwans and now I am a manager at OfficeMax so its a plus and back in retail which has its moments...and customers are definitely a challenge again. I get along with everyone I work with so far and it seems like it should be a fun job

We all had a Halloween fur bash at the house on Thursday and thank you again everyone for coming out and partying it was very nice to see more new faces and friends and really we all should do this more often :D

I have been away from the fur fandom too long and I do wish to get back into the groove of things...so maybe a con next year...not really sure yet...RL is still being persistent and taking most of my attention but my plans are #1 to keep my loving mate happy and hopefully get some more of us onto FA and more known in the fur community

**My fail attempt at a Poem and just kinda how I feel over all in my life**

Keep your comments to yourself

I seem to only post journals when I am depressed or upset so just leave me be if you don't mind



Broken Toy -

Here I lie, upon this dusty old shelf

So much of my life I have spent in this place

The previous owner only caring for them self

Being used only for what I was not intended

Once I finally cracked and bended

They took me back saying I wouldn't hold up

Here I have been all this time the years passing by

Waiting and waiting for my unknown fate

"What's this? Someone taking notice?" I think to myself

As a hand reaches up and pulls me down

dusting me off and making me shine

Such tender hands and the look in their eyes

They almost feel my pain of what I endured

as the broken cogs and wheels could not be obscured

I feel happy again feeling that this may be my new second chance

A smile on her face as she cleans the dust and grit

"Take me! Take me!" I cry out in silence

doing my best to convince them that I am worth the time

"Let make your days and nights shine"

Yet alas, I hear those words that are all too familiar

"This one looks like a rare find, but so much damage and nothing divine"

So they slowly place me back

Upon the old shelf, I feel my heart crack

I am too far broken and worn

This is my fate since I was pulled and torn

I fear I shall remain here the tests of time

A broken toy that has lost his shine...

9 months later : NOT A FUCKING THING HAS CHANGED :D

So  Sylvari_Miasma tagged me in her journal so I think I might as well do the same...and I will get you later for this Syl...*shakes fist*


First off.... Rules!
1. You must post these rules (Very Important indeed).
2. Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal.
3. Answer the questions the tagger set for you in their post, and create eleven new questions for the people you tag to answer.
4. You have to choose 11 people to tag and post their icons on your journal.
5. Go to their page and tell them you have tagged him/her.
6. No tag backs.
7. No stuff in the tagging section about "you are tagged if you are reading this." You legitimately (AKA, really, truly, with all honesty) have to tag 11 people.


1) What is your favorite book? Jazmyn or Life's Dream by Bernard Doove

2) Do you have a hobby, if yes, what is it? I am a furry full time (does that count?) and I have many hobbies gaming, snowboarding are the top two

3) If you were stranded on a desert island and can have one person for company, who would it be? hopefully someone female to be honest XD

4) What's your favorite video game? Don't really have a all time favorite...but looking forward to Old Republic

5) Best word that describes you: Kind

6) Google+ or Facebook? *headtilts?*

7) Favorite Movie? I have a lot and it just depends on my mood

8) What things tend to set you off on a rant? Politics and intolerance...lots of things can set me off when I am in the right mood

9) What would be your perfect day? being a furry for realz 8D

10) Is it better to tell a white lie or the brutal truth? I prefer to tell the brutal truth...honesty always prevails

11) -Stolen from Kiba- Why are you not a taur? I are taur...*points to hir lower half

Now to tag peoplz >.> I chooooose

 chadpanther  chocolatevixen  clappy9  barisaxophone77  Dorn  riverbreak  reliongarrouth  Lirra666  shingo.contepomi  tibertheotter  5p1ic3

My questions shall consist of

1) What is your favorite Mountain Dew flavor?
2) What is your favorite color?
3) If you were to become a fur, what would you do first?
4) What would you consider to be your good luck charm?
5) If you could live anywhere else for the rest of your days...where would you choose
6) What is your favorite music genre?
7) Would you want everyone to be a fur or a mixture of hoomans and furs?
8) Whats your favorite breed of Dog?
9) Star Wars or Star Trek? (if you pick Star Trek...you will be punished LMAO)
10) What do you want to leave behind that will make your mark in your life?
11) How does one answer this last question?

You may begin with the questions now...Good luck and no talking amongst yourselves >:)

I have had this idea for some time now and it keeps bugging me to ask so fuck it...if you don't want to read then please stop (for those of you who actually amazingly read my journals)...

First off I just want to ask what is up with the women of today. I mean...I am a really nice guy or so I keep getting told. A month ago I was trying to date this girl (she was human but knew of furries btw) I was honest, very loving, willing to give up almost everything for her, I asked her all the serious questions and maybe that could be where I went wrong but the whole time I was over at her house or around her she would always say that I was the nicest guy she had ever met and get this the only one to ever buy her a dozen roses (which YES I LOVE giving a girl flowers) I rubbed her feet and would love to just sit and stare at her...she had a dog that she loved dearly and treated her very well and we would go on late night walks which was nice. She was going to college as a singing major and was politically active which kinda lead to a few headaches but it was good conversations for the most part.

I will admit I was having a lot of fear and jealousy when she was spending time with her best friend and the same girl who introduced me to her and I admitted that to her one night and I honestly can't explain why I was so afraid of it but I always have that stupid thought that I will one day screw up somewhere and it will lead to her not wanting to see me again which basically happened here. One thing that really bothered me was that one day this friend of mine who introduced me to her was telling me what I should be doing with her and that she would choose her over me and all I could say to dissolve the matter was "Oh I know she would..." >_< what was I thinking there I am not sure but that was kinda the first sign that something was going to happen...but when I was around her all my worries flaked away and my main focus was to just see her happy and her smile. One of the last nights I was over at her place we cuddled together on her couch and she slept on my chest till I accidentally woke her up. A few days later I was asked to help the other girl move her stuff into her new dorm room on campus and I agreed to but stupid me I ended up staying up late and nearly slept in showing up late she was already upset with me and clearly stressed about moving but deciding to take it out on me. when we arrived at her new dorm she gave me her car keys and asked if I would unload her car which I was ok with doing...I went to go move her car closer and she came out and freaked out about it and I was already tired and kind of upset that she was taking out her stress on me...not to mention that she invited the girl I was seeing over to her new dorm and I made her wait in the parking lot for 45 minutes and she was insistent on informing me of it which makes me feel like I let them both down so I told her I was only going to move her car a little closer which she was just insisting it was impossible to get it closer so she started arguing with me about it and I just raised my hand up and asked her to stop in a louder voice and then she looks at me and says to go home and that she would handle the rest of it which I was not going to let happen so I finished unloading her car and listening to my iPod while doing so as by now I was getting ready to become very upset with both of them. After that was done I was going to help her organize but she said they would both get it and that I would only get into there way so after a few minutes I left very pissed off and got ready for work. Another few days later I IM'd her asking her what was up and she seemed very distant and hesitant to talk to me so I just finally asked what was bothering her and she said that honestly she didn't see anything romantic happening between us...just a really good friend vibe. I can not tell you how many times I have heard that and she still hasn't IM'd me wanting to hang out or anything so I am just going to be another good friend I am afraid.

I really don't know what I did specifically but at this point...I screwed up again so what else is new. The thing that sucks is that you see all these great furry couples here and elsewhere and you can't help but wonder "When is it my turn...or do I even get a turn? which I still say that I don't deserve :/ ) I really am just so tired of trying to date or even expressing my care in this world or to anyone. I want to know what is wrong with me and why do I have to be that sensitive guy that is too afraid of rejection.

I say this a lot too but I always have the thought in my head that any girl I see and I think "Wow she looks cute or I should ask her out..." my brain will say that she deserves better and what are you thinking trying to ask her out...what if she says no? what if she laughs at me or something...

I have a really bad image of myself and I realize that but its something I can't control no matter how much I drink (which this usually makes it worse) or how much therapy I have tried. I just really don't honestly believe that I deserve the happiness of having someone and according to what my friend was telling me that one day I don't know how to date anyone or how to even keep a conversation going. I feel so broken and this last month I keep trying to figure where I went wrong which leads to worse insomnia and the drinking issues >//>

Heres a small list about me and the dating world (at least how I figure it)

1. I have a very VERY poor self image but know deep down I would devote my heart to someone 110%
2. I have an insane fear of rejection and a very soft heart so any little mistake is a big one *perfectionist*
3. I really honestly don't know the DO's and DON'Ts of dating
4. I have many complications and I need validation of interest and need a lift up emotionally often
5. I am very picky and being a chakat I have many friends and mates who I speak with daily
6. I am introverted but given the right push I love being outside and doing fun sport activities
7. I am very eager to just settle down and am not afraid to ask the big questions (AKA - Marriage, children, etc.)
8. I really don't take compliments easily and at times (85% of the time) I am feminist in nature
9. I am usually very sexually active and honestly paw off A LOT...soo ummm >/////< yea
10. If someday children are a factor I would rather die then put them through a divorce like I went through

Those are probably the big 10 for me...

This whole last month as been horrible in general. Back to School at Office Depot has kept me busy and the hours were almost more then I could handle...I haven't had a day off in about 12 days. I just felt like a drone most of the time and with this girl crap happening it only made me more moody around my customers (not to mention that two other co-workers of mine went through the same crap one being married however and the other being with the girl for 8 months) For the most part I just drown the drunken sorrow into all these games I have been playing lately. I really miss the way things were back in high school and wish I could go back with the knowledge I had now.

Other then that...it feels really good to talk about this and I feel a lot better but still can't sleep so I will find something to do I suppose

thank you for reading if you did

~ Chakat Nightstorm

~ Oakley Omega (Skoyote)

Because I could ;P

lol...actually this test is pretty accurate...at least for me it was ^^ enjoy!~

TAKE YOUR OWN TEST >>> http://www.signalpatterns.com/web_apps

Passionate


You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.


Curious


You like to get to the bottom of things. You're not content knowing what someone did; you want to know why they did it.

You don't simply take things as they are and move on; you're not content skimming along on the surface; you don't feel you're wasting time by digging for the meaning of things.


Organized


You like to think a task through before you embark on it. If it's the slightest bit complicated, you make a list (even if it's only in your mind) and methodically work your way through it. When you have a goal in mind, you're not satisfied until you reach it.

You are not one of those people who ignore the details, and you don't understand how anyone can get anything accomplished without thoughtful planning ahead of time.


Innovative


You come up with a lot of ideas; if one doesn't work out, there's always another waiting in the wings. You often have interesting solutions to difficult problems. You're practically a one-person brainstorming session.

You are less interested changing the world than in dealing with things as they are. Unlike those who spend all their time trying to solve problems, you prefer to zero in on things that work and stick with them.


Creative


You are good at solving problems, coming up with original ideas, and seeing connections between things, connections that most other people miss. People with a high score on the "creative" trait often are employed in such fields as finance and scientific research, and enjoy avant garde and classical music as well as literary fiction and scholarly non-fiction.

You do not shun abstractions and concepts in favor of the concrete and tangible.


Solitary


You are a private person, not very comfortable in a big group, and view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

You not prefer hanging out with others to spending time alone; you do not tend to feel at home in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.


Assertive


You behave in a confident and forceful manner, take charge of the situation, raise your hand in class, stand up for what you think is right, and lead others. Among those who have a high score on the "assertive" trait, many have jobs in which they are valued for their organizational skills as well as their talent for supervising others.

You are not interested in fading into the woodwork, leaving everything to fate, taking more time than necessary to accomplish a task, or avoiding confrontation.


Understanding


You are willing to take the time to find out what's going on with other people, especially if they're in distress. You're a good listener, you don't criticize, and you offer unbiased, respectful, honest advice when it's requested. With a high score on the "understanding" trait, it is likely that you are enthusiastic about charitable work, helping others, and making the world a better place.

You don't feel the need to impose your standards on others or say things that, even though true, cause pain.


Astute


You are a quick study. You generally don't need to have things explained to you more than once. When presented with a problem, you will often have an instant understanding of where to look for the solution.

You do not take your sweet time when presented with a new task to complete or problem to solve. You don't avoid assignments that require you to learn new skills.


Intellectual


You are thoughtful, rational, and comfortable in the world of ideas. People find you interesting to talk to. You're the living embodiment of the saying "You learn something new every day." In general, those with a high score on the "intellectual" trait are employed in such fields as teaching and research, and are enthusiastic about reading, foreign films, and classical music.

You do not avoid abstract conversation, experimenting with new ideas, or studying new things. It bores you to stick to the straight and narrow of what you already know.

Work continues to normal...been with my job for a year now so thats definitely a plus.

Not really sure what else to put on here, honestly wouldn't mind for some conversation when I am at home...then again I tend to either play a game or I have my building project on SL going so if anyone is interested just ask

other then that carry on furries...nothing to see here

Well...I just came back from Utah two days ago...the trip was good for me and I took care of a lot of things...the car is registered and insured and it runs like a champ...work continues as normal...other then that its the same ole' drag

~Night

Well work continues as usual and I am happy there...I should be heading down to Utah here in the next couple weeks to come down and get my brothers old car then I will have wheels ^^

Other then that...if anyone has any questions or concerns...let me know

~Night

Well since I had so little feedback on what I could do for an alt fursona...I just decided to start from scratch and make one up...if your curious or haven't been told...simply ask and I might give out some hints...

for those of you who don't care...good for you and all that ^^

Night~

Thinking and been toying around with the idea of making another fursona but I need ideas and suggestions as I act like a total Goob and am so very indecisive



1. What sex should I take? Male, Female, Herm? so many choices ;)



2. What Species best would fit for all those different sexes



3. What fur color and any interesting patterns that best match my personality



4. Name choices?



5. Whatever else you can think of :D



Thanks in advance to those who read this...and *hugs* to those who comment or give ideas



Tail High!



~Nightstorm

Just wanted to let everyone know I am doing ok...mostly hoping and waiting for Tax returns to get going and see how much money I made last year...this should get me back on track with expenses and what not...YAY \o/

Other then that just been playing a lot of DotA lately and just realizing how sad my life is becoming...to be honest I am so damn bored all the time and hardly have the time to get together with friends as work tends to schedule me at the worst times, but all you can do is smile and not let it ruin your day I guess right?

As far as any RL mate situation goes I am thinking I might honestly avoid that this year...yea sure I crave to have someone with me...but when I truly think about it...I have so many personal issues like jealousy, fear of not being enough, etc, plus not to mention that the biggest is the fear of rejection...especially when I have thoughts in my head constantly of "you stupid idiot, you couldn't even make them smile or laugh." "you are so pathetic and they deserve someone better then you..."

Yea...its always that fear so I think I should honestly take the year off...yet again for the dating game...for many other reasons as well but that would be the major one as always is.

Well its 3 am here and I have work in 12 hours so I'm out...Thank you all to whoever read this far, everyone else have a good day and be safe

~Night

P.S. - I am also wondering what to do with the chakat character as far as what commissions I might get this year and still thinking of ideas for a new second anthro character, if you think of any suggestions let me know

Stolen from  hobbesdawg

1) Where did you begin 2010?
At a bar that my former roomates band was playing at

2) What was your status by Valentine’s Day?
No no no no I believe its called "National Single Awareness Day"

3) Were you in school anytime this year?
Umm does going to a College for a few hours as a guest count?

4) How did you earn your money?
My job and also a little money was sent from my parents

5) Did you have to go to the hospital?
Nope...have yet to visit a hospital thankfully

6) Did you have any encounters with the police?
Not myself no...funny story though

7) Would you relive 2010 over and over again?
probably not...

8) What did you purchase that was over $1000?
Nothing

9) Did you know anybody who got married?
I heard about a few marriages...nobody major though

10) Did you know anybody who passed away?
Grandfather did actually...still miss him a lot

11) Did you know anyone who had a baby?
Don't recall actually...so probably not

12) Did you move anywhere?
Yarp, February

13) What concerts/shows did you go to?
Went to my first concert and saw Deadmau5
Long Live the Mau5

14) Are you registered to vote?
Yep

15) Do you still have the same job as you did in 2009?
Nope...had a total of 3 this year...this economy makes sure of that

16) Has anyone betrayed you in 2010?
If they did I forgot about it

17) Where do you live now?
Billings, Montana

18) Describe your birthday?
Oh what a gay, hellish day that was...was my 21st though :)

19) What’s one thing you thought you’d never do but did in 2010?
A NEGRO MOVED INTO MY HOUSE  barisaxophone77

20) What has been your favorite moment?
Going to Rainfurrest 2010 and going to Seattle

21) What’s something you learned about yourself?
I'm an Honorary Black Person...  barisaxophone77 told me so

22) Any new additions to your family?
Don't think so

23) What was your best month?
End of September and RF again

24) Were you in a relationship this year?
Well...some would say so

25) What music will you remember 2010 by?
Music from the Deadmau5 concert

26) Favorite book you read?
Bridges

27) Favorite Movie
Sherlock Holmes

28) Favorite TV show?
still watch hardly any TV anymore :)

29) New friend?
quite a few new furs in Billings which is nice to see

30) Would you say you’ve changed since the beginning of this year?
Definitely...hopefully for the better <.>

31) Do you think 2011 will be better or worse?
I'm a realist so I don't truly know till it happens ^.^

Well...its Christmas Eve, Theres a little snow on the ground and I'm in good company with my roomies  rebelnine  chadpanther  barisaxophone77

Yet there is one drawback. After upgrading my phone to a Driod 2 which I love...I revieved a call yesterday from a Verizon Agent wanting to know when I could pay the missed payment and ofcourse asking if I could make a FULL payment to my account...I simply told her that I would be paid tomorrow and would probably pay off the late notice but the other payment of 135$ would be paid before January 8th which is my due date. She then proceeded to tell me that if that payment was going to be late just to notify her of it via the *PMT or whatever and I told her I would do just that.

Sometimes I wonder if upgrading to this phone was such a good idea at the time. but anyways...what kind of made me most upset was that after she kept asking for when I was being paid and when payments would be made...and I know its not her fault necessarily but she ended the call after saying thank you for choosing Verizon Wireless "You have a nice holiday sir..." I don't know if I might just be being ungrateful here...but when you are prodded for 3 or 4 minutes on if your going to be paying something or not and then have the guts to say that...to me its just rude...again though I know it wasn't her fault, just sometimes Verizon makes me so damn angry not to mention I have been a faithful customer for 6 or 7 years now.

Other then that the only other bill I have left is paying back rent still...yes still, from when I was unemployed from this summer for like 3 or 4 months. another huge chunk of my holiday paycheck which I received this morning is going to that now...

However I would like to thank  Chadpanther for being so patient with me with paying him back. he usually takes care of rent for us which I have never met someone so patient when it comes to that...compared to me I would be a house nazi when it came to bills...

So when we break this all down it is as follows

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Paycheck for 12/24 - 479.00

Verizon Wireless - 237.80 Paid 12/24/10 : 135$ left to pay

Rent payment 185$ Paid hopefully today : 300$ left to pay
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Oh...should I also mention that I have had to take out Cash Advances from my bank in order to make these payments and keep up with my bills?

*sighs* Oh well...I suppose I should at least be thankful for that I am not out on the street and I have a job that can support my lifestyle, plus not to mention that Taxes will definitely put me ahead and caught up ahead of everything that I owe...

Sorry for the rant...its just kinda hard when you always have that thought in your head, sad part is that this isn't even all the stuff that is bothering me right now...first would have to be no vehicle and Driver's license expired before I could renew it so trying to get that done...other and final thing is that I owe my Dad around 800$ just for money that I borrowed and promised to payback so even when I do get my Taxes back most of that will be gone as well XD

For anyone who read this far and did not exit and delete it like I'm sure I would if it weren't mine...Thanks for reading and again...I apologize for such a long rant...and again...I'm very thankful for what I have...I just needed to share whats been bothering me.

Merry Christmas to all of my friends, family, loves, and mates...and alright *pause*

Merry Christmas to my 3 crazy roommates - Life couldn't be more insane and fun without you guys 8D

Love to you all

~Night

Just wanted to wish everyone a Merry Christmas or whatever you like to celebrate

Life here is pretty boring and working in retail keeps me busy with all the shoppers. Today is another day with next week being pay week so thats a plus I suppose getting paid on the 24th.

Anyways...Merry Christmas and Have a Happy New Year and overall safe Holiday Season

~Night

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Alright...since the new expansion of World of Warcraft came out I decided to break down and become an alliance dog...literally!

the new Race of Worgen is very fun so far and I love the story behind them...been thinking of writing some fantasy stories about them as well...yet as of now I am working on leveling one of the few that I have in mind of making...which brings me to making this journal..would anyone like to join me in the fun and wonder that is the addicting disease of WoW...also RPing is very much accepted *giggle*...if so shoot me an response to this and we can go from there

or if you happen to be on Doomhammer send a whisper to Nightfine

Life is usual...and I'm never been satisfied...as its the same ole grind...day in and day out

I want change to be honest...but so afraid of change...also being to lazy to change MYSELF first doesn't really help that much

Wow!

I don't honestly know what to say about that...other then thanks for visiting and hopefully one day when I find something that I myself do and feel it worthy to be posted on here maybe that number will continue to go up :)

In the meantime...thank you all again for the visits and comments...It's truly the one thing that I love doing anymore and feel more complete within myself...heh...that reminds me...you know back in High School when the teacher always asked and I quote

*clears throat*

"Where do you see yourself in five or ten years?"

I never would have thought I would be in this area or even know what a furry was...its been two years and it is the one thing that definitely keeps my sanity...and my kinks...yes my kinks alive :D

Much love to you all

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Well lets seee...I work today at 5 pm getting only 4 hours of work today but at least its something coming back from the Trip to Rainfurrest which was a much needed trip for all of us living together  barisaxophone77  Chadpanther  rebelnine

I myself had a very successful con...ended up with some very nice prints and 3 badges done...also won 3 pieces in the Art show :D

I can hardly wait for next year for then I hope to have the money to start going to more cons and meeting all the lovely furs...I must say...out of all the groups I have been in way back when in High School and before that...Furries and the people who play them are the most generous and caring people

Love all the fuzzbutts I know personally and those I met at the Con It was nice to meet you and hope to see you again in the future

~Nightstorm