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Posted 5 years agoSo i still to this day get people asking me if my old goodra model is out and about and avaliable and i have to say...
No, i never released it due to how i just didnt like the outcome of the model and how it looked.
So recently i have been seeing art of it all over the place once again and it has peeked my interest to such a extent that i have been working on a new model of it with a lot more finer detail with the current methods i currently do when it comes to modeling characters now.
i am planning on making multiple variations of the model, one that is SFW, and two that are NSFW
and maybe a third with the bits inside its body like the penis like some drawings depict how it is, but i tend to favor genitals with hefty balls and bits on the outside and not internal, so we shall see what variations i come up with.
as for being able to purchase them, i dont know just yet, but there will be work featuring them doing lewd things in the future very soon once i finish the models.
be showing previews also soon.
No, i never released it due to how i just didnt like the outcome of the model and how it looked.
So recently i have been seeing art of it all over the place once again and it has peeked my interest to such a extent that i have been working on a new model of it with a lot more finer detail with the current methods i currently do when it comes to modeling characters now.
i am planning on making multiple variations of the model, one that is SFW, and two that are NSFW
and maybe a third with the bits inside its body like the penis like some drawings depict how it is, but i tend to favor genitals with hefty balls and bits on the outside and not internal, so we shall see what variations i come up with.
as for being able to purchase them, i dont know just yet, but there will be work featuring them doing lewd things in the future very soon once i finish the models.
be showing previews also soon.
i am still alive
Posted 5 years agoI am still alive and well, but i have been taking a break from a lot of social platforms and such.
as well i have been wanting to focus on my own pieces as i have been really wanting to get out of the commission struggle for a little while to do my own thing.
as much as i love making stuff for others and i will continue to do so.
i dont want to look at years flying back and not having my own wants of work being done even if doing commissions for people make me happy, i wanna get some stuff out of my head as well into this artform.
as well i have been wanting to focus on my own pieces as i have been really wanting to get out of the commission struggle for a little while to do my own thing.
as much as i love making stuff for others and i will continue to do so.
i dont want to look at years flying back and not having my own wants of work being done even if doing commissions for people make me happy, i wanna get some stuff out of my head as well into this artform.
COMMISSION PUBLIC SLOT QUE LIST!
Posted 5 years agoFor those who are curious about commissions or are dead set in wanting a commission done from me, here is a place where i am going to remain using to keep people posted and updated on what the line may look like and to where they can claim a spot!
I know i am not to vocal and i wanna try to find a way to fix this.
I tend to pick up a commission and then go into a trance of just work and RL responsibility's mode and it makes it hard for those wanting something done always on the fence and unsure if or where they would be for my avalability to work for them on something they want done and have their heart set on getting done.
So here is the link to the now being updated "Slot list"
Link: https://trello.com/b/BfSMUIZW/commi.....-que-slot-list
This will keep anyone interested or currently on the list informed on where i am with the current project i am on and when you are moved up on the list for availability to have work done for you.
shout out to @Hatedapples: for a 200$ tip
Posted 5 years agoI wanted to honestly give a shout out and another thank you publicly for such a amazing tip atop their commission i'll be working on for them!
Hatedapples it means the world to me and my family that you not only hired me to make your character, but also being so generous especially in time's like these.
i hope the character i make for you come's out just like you dreamed it would in 3d.
cant wait to start seeing it come to life very soon.
Hatedapples it means the world to me and my family that you not only hired me to make your character, but also being so generous especially in time's like these.i hope the character i make for you come's out just like you dreamed it would in 3d.
cant wait to start seeing it come to life very soon.
Loads of message's only one lizzy
Posted 5 years agoI wanna say thank you to all who are taking a interest in wanting me to do a commission for them!
At the current moment while i am open, i am taking bits of mental breaks from time to time that go about a week or two between commissions to allow some time for myself to work on what i personally wanna make.
that or just play games and avoid modeling sometimes.
i will get to your message's as quickly as i can, i am trying to establish a website as well for a more polished way to observe the slot list of people who are currently in the line and que and get things more originized so you know when i might have time for your project and such.
but i wanna thank everyone for watching, supporting etc.
it means a great deal to me, and i know i am a pretty quite creator, i struggle with really coming out and speaking.
but holly hell 700 watcher's is coming up really quickly on here and it's been amazing seeing it grow from literally nothing to something like this of people liking what i create and wanting their own characters made by me.
it's flattering and heartfully appreciated.
At the current moment while i am open, i am taking bits of mental breaks from time to time that go about a week or two between commissions to allow some time for myself to work on what i personally wanna make.
that or just play games and avoid modeling sometimes.
i will get to your message's as quickly as i can, i am trying to establish a website as well for a more polished way to observe the slot list of people who are currently in the line and que and get things more originized so you know when i might have time for your project and such.
but i wanna thank everyone for watching, supporting etc.
it means a great deal to me, and i know i am a pretty quite creator, i struggle with really coming out and speaking.
but holly hell 700 watcher's is coming up really quickly on here and it's been amazing seeing it grow from literally nothing to something like this of people liking what i create and wanting their own characters made by me.
it's flattering and heartfully appreciated.
Sorry for slowdown
Posted 5 years agoAs of late i have been working a lot when it comes to commissions and really just pushing the edge and learning new things to improve my craft.
As of late i spent a lot of money on a new computer to further improve my cpu power for better rendering and use of zbrush to further get more out of my models than ever before.
While i love working on commissions the number of requests coming in have really gotten overwhelming and while i am trying to reply to everyone.
i am also trying to keep my sanity as while it is fun to do commissions for people, it takes a lot of my time doing things i wanna make for myself and due to this, the pandemic, the new change's, studying as well as working for others, it has put me in strange mindset's and emotional states that have really tested me.
i will be posting more stuff soon, and to those supporting my work with watches, patron donations etc.
i really appreciate your patience and understanding.
i am trying to come up with a new full project of characters for real stories or just good scenes for people to enjoy and start to like, been liking the idea of shortstack goblin like character's, so be on the look out for those sexy mini treats!
but yeah, i hope i can get to most of you and your commissions, but these things do take a lot of time to create.
As of late i spent a lot of money on a new computer to further improve my cpu power for better rendering and use of zbrush to further get more out of my models than ever before.
While i love working on commissions the number of requests coming in have really gotten overwhelming and while i am trying to reply to everyone.
i am also trying to keep my sanity as while it is fun to do commissions for people, it takes a lot of my time doing things i wanna make for myself and due to this, the pandemic, the new change's, studying as well as working for others, it has put me in strange mindset's and emotional states that have really tested me.
i will be posting more stuff soon, and to those supporting my work with watches, patron donations etc.
i really appreciate your patience and understanding.
i am trying to come up with a new full project of characters for real stories or just good scenes for people to enjoy and start to like, been liking the idea of shortstack goblin like character's, so be on the look out for those sexy mini treats!
but yeah, i hope i can get to most of you and your commissions, but these things do take a lot of time to create.
To people interested in commissions for VRCHAT
Posted 5 years agoOkay, i have to put this out there so i can link this to some people who currently are asking me for certain things in vrchat.
I only make the models and have them game ready for upload.
I do not upload them and i am not a modder who is adjusting things for models that you might of bought from others.
While i believe i can do a lot of the stuff being requested, i am not a specialist in doing it and it is not something i am interested in really doing.
if you need trouble shooting, i suggest joining the vrchat discord and asking "Modders" on there to help with certain things as some people are aimmed toward those goals.
So to those interested in a character made from scratch and is game ready for upload then i am your gal.
but beyond this, please understand, while i have certain skills in area's of 3d, it does not mean i am a "ALL IN ONE" gal.
i use Zbrush, blender, substance painter
if you are curious if my models can go into other programs, if they take obj. or FBX. then by all means yeah!
but i am not aware of how to convert my models to certain speacial need to really dig in deep to convert like "SFM" to the source engine required upload fileing.
This is why in the industry of gaming dev's their are multiple people for multiple jobs.
i am happy to continue to learn, but yeah, i am sorry i am not the "ALL IN ONE" kinda person just yet.
maybe one day xD
I only make the models and have them game ready for upload.
I do not upload them and i am not a modder who is adjusting things for models that you might of bought from others.
While i believe i can do a lot of the stuff being requested, i am not a specialist in doing it and it is not something i am interested in really doing.
if you need trouble shooting, i suggest joining the vrchat discord and asking "Modders" on there to help with certain things as some people are aimmed toward those goals.
So to those interested in a character made from scratch and is game ready for upload then i am your gal.
but beyond this, please understand, while i have certain skills in area's of 3d, it does not mean i am a "ALL IN ONE" gal.
i use Zbrush, blender, substance painter
if you are curious if my models can go into other programs, if they take obj. or FBX. then by all means yeah!
but i am not aware of how to convert my models to certain speacial need to really dig in deep to convert like "SFM" to the source engine required upload fileing.
This is why in the industry of gaming dev's their are multiple people for multiple jobs.
i am happy to continue to learn, but yeah, i am sorry i am not the "ALL IN ONE" kinda person just yet.
maybe one day xD
Changing prices of models Please read!
Posted 6 years agoOkay, so i know no one likes price changes.
But i gotta be truly honest with everyone, i undersell my stuff and i know i do and it is mostly based on my own fear of people.
i can't live decently on 120$ a commission.
For a lot of these commissions i work around 12 hours or more, not included edits of changes needed from the person commissioning me, rendering previews for good visual aid for my customers and also the very long and intense work that is "retopology" to make things work for programs like "Vrchat" and retail said quality.
This is my passion and i wanna be able to make everyones characters, but with the current list growing and lack of extra hands i have to both feed myself on 120$ per commission and one at a time...i need to kinda save myself from me.
So, i hope you don't mind the jump in price, but i'll say it comes with a lot and wont fault on quality.
full body characters: 200$
includes -
baked textures
example: normal maps, ao maps, specular roughness, metal, color vertex maps.
rigging - rigging of character for animation ready and posing - with or without IK bones for easy adjustment - vrchat name ready bones.
basic outfits - Depending on complexity of outfits, things like shirts or pants will be included with this package.
includes - Blinking shapekey and also your choice of tummy growth or breast growth if you want them.
(( this does not include genitalia, genitalia is a addon, you can ether have the outfit or the clothing))
-genitalia prices not changed-
price - 30$ for male or female
40$ for herm combo.
fully rigged with character and comes with growth shapekey for bigger adjustments.
constant support and visual aids -
will constantly show you previews and rendered videos of model.
allows for adjustments for your personal convenience in how you want the model to come out.
But i gotta be truly honest with everyone, i undersell my stuff and i know i do and it is mostly based on my own fear of people.
i can't live decently on 120$ a commission.
For a lot of these commissions i work around 12 hours or more, not included edits of changes needed from the person commissioning me, rendering previews for good visual aid for my customers and also the very long and intense work that is "retopology" to make things work for programs like "Vrchat" and retail said quality.
This is my passion and i wanna be able to make everyones characters, but with the current list growing and lack of extra hands i have to both feed myself on 120$ per commission and one at a time...i need to kinda save myself from me.
So, i hope you don't mind the jump in price, but i'll say it comes with a lot and wont fault on quality.
full body characters: 200$
includes -
baked textures
example: normal maps, ao maps, specular roughness, metal, color vertex maps.
rigging - rigging of character for animation ready and posing - with or without IK bones for easy adjustment - vrchat name ready bones.
basic outfits - Depending on complexity of outfits, things like shirts or pants will be included with this package.
includes - Blinking shapekey and also your choice of tummy growth or breast growth if you want them.
(( this does not include genitalia, genitalia is a addon, you can ether have the outfit or the clothing))
-genitalia prices not changed-
price - 30$ for male or female
40$ for herm combo.
fully rigged with character and comes with growth shapekey for bigger adjustments.
constant support and visual aids -
will constantly show you previews and rendered videos of model.
allows for adjustments for your personal convenience in how you want the model to come out.
Gone for a week February 1st to 9th
Posted 6 years agoAs much as I wanna do commissions I have some family stuff going on the beginning of this month.
I am heading back to San Diego to see my family and I won’t have my computer with me until I return, so yeah.
I do have a list made so I have current people interested on the list, if you want in just dm me and I’ll put you on it, it’s growing so this is nice, just wish I could be faster to bring you all wonderful ocs in 3d
I am heading back to San Diego to see my family and I won’t have my computer with me until I return, so yeah.
I do have a list made so I have current people interested on the list, if you want in just dm me and I’ll put you on it, it’s growing so this is nice, just wish I could be faster to bring you all wonderful ocs in 3d
WE BROKE 600!!!
Posted 6 years agoHoly crap we did it!
we broke another hundred milestone on here when i was away!
you people are all so fluffing amazing i appreciate you all so much!
thank you for supporting and following my content it means a whole lot to me!
I think for my 600 milestone i'll be making a free model for my fans that will be cub related and cute and SFW!
so please stay tuned and thank you once again for watching my stuff and talking to me, it means a lot when i hear awesome stuff from yall or critiques on what i can do to improve my work.
we broke another hundred milestone on here when i was away!
you people are all so fluffing amazing i appreciate you all so much!
thank you for supporting and following my content it means a whole lot to me!
I think for my 600 milestone i'll be making a free model for my fans that will be cub related and cute and SFW!
so please stay tuned and thank you once again for watching my stuff and talking to me, it means a lot when i hear awesome stuff from yall or critiques on what i can do to improve my work.
Commissions update
Posted 6 years agoWhen it comes to working with me, i like to be as transparent as i possibly can be.
So i thought i make this little journal entry to help refresh what it is like to work with me personally, what to expect and why i feel this method works for everyone in mind.
The more references the better!:
When working with a 3d artist it is slightly a bit different than working with 2d commission artists, both have a different mindset in the field the have to work around with.
For 2d artist they have to visualize what their making and put it down on paper that has no rotations or axis in a 3d space ((unless their animating))
With 3d artist we are like children who need instruction, the more references and examples you supply us with give us a better understanding of your vision in a 3d space to help form a body on all areas like calves, breast size, deformation detailing, etc.
so the more is the better ^w^
never be ashamed to give us your all in what "You" are wanting out of this hire.
Paypal:
Now some other people might work with a different method of payment, but when it comes to me and my practice i use this method to help insure that :
a.) I have documents and receipts to show what you are paying for, what is on the list and if anything shadiness happens both on my side and your side paypal has a method of looking into it.
B.) i can work on a "DOWN PAYMENT" method. I don't like being payed in full right out the gate as i feel i myself need to earn my keep.
But also its a better form of accepting the terms and agreement we both made in this hire.
I don't work until half the payment is done and when this happens it is a confirmation and understanding agreement that this is what we both wish to do.
i give you the option as well to pay in full if you really wish to and even tip if you feel i deserve a bit more than what i am selling as i am told i undersell myself and abilities.
All and all this is what makes me comfortable and i hope makes you the employer comfortable as well.
Business discord:
As of late i have recently decided to make myself a server discord dedicated to literally my customers past and present and me.
Like video game updates on patch notes, i constantly keep updating this to both keep myself in check but also keep you in the loop.
regardless of this group if you wish to decline joining i keep you updated in messages with pictures, videos of the creation currently in progress so you can get what you want and change what might be needed to help make your vision come true.
since this has happened, i have felt more organized in what i am doing.
Why do you sell for so cheap compared to some other 3d artists here?:
While i wish i could sell things for 700$ a pop, i realize that not everyone is a fucking millionaire.
I want people to feel they can still get something awesome and nice for even a cheaper price than my other artist competitors in this sector.
When i worked on second life items, i did the same thing for my shop, i didn't want things i made to be "1000 linden" i wanted to price things fairly based on how i personally felt they where worth but also make people smile as they can have something of mine and really enjoy it and feel
"Holy crap, i didn't have to decide on if i could eat this week or not"
i have been in those situations and i never enjoyed it, if people want to tip me a bit more for something i make then by all means, i REALLY appreciate it, but it is never required to have to sell a arm to get something i make and work for them.
i just require, respect, good vibes, a decent price to help me afford some art tools and smiles.
what happens when hired with me:
You get to be hands on with the creation from the start.
almost daily i send you pictures and updates of the body and the idea you have in mind for it on discord.
from there, it starts coming to light and once finished and the final payment is given ((if you only did half))
you acquire a zip file with inside a password
a license agreement stating what is allowed with the model etc.
a .blend file for the latest blender version to open the model in detail.
baked texture maps like normal maps, speculor, emission, ao maps etc.
a rigged model with a armature skeleton.
outside the zip i usually make a turntable video of the model i created, the name of the person who commissioned me, or persons who commissioned me.
and if it is for vrchat, well, depending on what you bought like facial animations etc.
we go in-game and i transfer you the stuff.
Ending:
I hope this gives you a good overlook of how it is working with me, and i hope if other people are out in this sector doing commission work, maybe even learn from this as i have heard loads of horror stories and well, i never want to be listed as one of those creators who comes off as a scumbag.
so thanks for reading and i hope to see you in my list of people wanting something created by me.
Tris and the wild west zootopia story idea.
Posted 6 years agoThe setting of the story i have in mind is centered around a fox named "Tris" short for Triskit.
While living on a farm outside of the main town of armadillo she lived with a lovely young bovine named emily.
They used to handle the ostrages for eggs and transportation needs of other people in the west interested in their cattle of fine fast legged long birds.
But one day a roudy pack of wolves known as the "bulletteeth gang" showed up at their doorstep unannounced.
after a week of hell with the group of torture abuse, toying and use of them they burned down their ranch.
emily attempted to stop them and in doing so allowed enough time for Tris to get on her ostrage and run, but in the attempt emily lost her life from the gang leader, a large build monster of a wolf who towered over every one of his gang members in both muscle mass and height.
After running she found herself some shelter many miles away from her now burnt down homestead and was cared for by a young lion who fancy himself a fine baker of goods like bread.
in this world while there is a strict rule among animals not to consume one another, that prey animals where not for the consumption of predators, in the wild west you find a large assortment of characters who like to bend the rules to their favor.
From here Tris developed a hatred for feeling inferior, she never wanted to feel like a damsel in distress of needing to be saved, she lost her love, her life, her home and her sense of stability and now was going to go head first in the the work of bounty hunting and collecting of those who seek to not follow the rules of the new developing world.
Bounty hunters always had a mixed bag, no one was your friend, those who seek to run from you saw you as tools of a law enforcement that where bending the rules of their own law books in order to get what they wanted and not dirty their own paws.
While also those in law enforcement saw bounty hunters as wild cards that can both be seen as a tool but also wanted to be seen at the end of a rope along with other criminals.
Seekers of nothing but quick silver and selling of Flesh to partake in their own bad habits.
Tris was all of these things, but further more, she was going to turn this world to be in her favor, If she died, she had nothing to lose, her only eye on the board was to take down the head wolf who tore her world to pieces like a dried up leaf.
Once this was over she had no care what might happened next.
(( Let me know if you guys might like or enjoy reading about this kind of thing, as i feel very interested in doing it.))
While living on a farm outside of the main town of armadillo she lived with a lovely young bovine named emily.
They used to handle the ostrages for eggs and transportation needs of other people in the west interested in their cattle of fine fast legged long birds.
But one day a roudy pack of wolves known as the "bulletteeth gang" showed up at their doorstep unannounced.
after a week of hell with the group of torture abuse, toying and use of them they burned down their ranch.
emily attempted to stop them and in doing so allowed enough time for Tris to get on her ostrage and run, but in the attempt emily lost her life from the gang leader, a large build monster of a wolf who towered over every one of his gang members in both muscle mass and height.
After running she found herself some shelter many miles away from her now burnt down homestead and was cared for by a young lion who fancy himself a fine baker of goods like bread.
in this world while there is a strict rule among animals not to consume one another, that prey animals where not for the consumption of predators, in the wild west you find a large assortment of characters who like to bend the rules to their favor.
From here Tris developed a hatred for feeling inferior, she never wanted to feel like a damsel in distress of needing to be saved, she lost her love, her life, her home and her sense of stability and now was going to go head first in the the work of bounty hunting and collecting of those who seek to not follow the rules of the new developing world.
Bounty hunters always had a mixed bag, no one was your friend, those who seek to run from you saw you as tools of a law enforcement that where bending the rules of their own law books in order to get what they wanted and not dirty their own paws.
While also those in law enforcement saw bounty hunters as wild cards that can both be seen as a tool but also wanted to be seen at the end of a rope along with other criminals.
Seekers of nothing but quick silver and selling of Flesh to partake in their own bad habits.
Tris was all of these things, but further more, she was going to turn this world to be in her favor, If she died, she had nothing to lose, her only eye on the board was to take down the head wolf who tore her world to pieces like a dried up leaf.
Once this was over she had no care what might happened next.
(( Let me know if you guys might like or enjoy reading about this kind of thing, as i feel very interested in doing it.))
VRCHAT characters with dynamic bones!
Posted 6 years agoOkay, so i have taken a entire day to pretty much look into how to make avatars for vrchat and i can honestly say after the recent upload of my "Raccoon"
we are in buisness and ready for future projects to start heading over there with dynamic bones!
So yeah, i will be opening my commissions even more for the concept of making avatars as well as rigging and setting them up for vrchat as a whole!
pretty excited about this as it seems it is what a lot of people have wanted from me and my creations for quite some time now and i am pleased to say that, that is going to be happening really, really soon!
Christmas commission sales!
Posted 6 years agoStarting on november 12th
I will be having a sale on commissions!
instead of the 120 price tag, commissions will cost 80!
thats 40 dollars off!
i currently have openings in my slots up to 15 as we speak!
*NOTE*
This is for the model and rigging only!
what you will get!
a full render turntable of your avatar in video form!
a blend. file with a fully rigged character of your OC.
if you wish for it to be proper poly count for vrchat please let me know so i can get it down to the 70k limit needed!
I will be having a sale on commissions!
instead of the 120 price tag, commissions will cost 80!
thats 40 dollars off!
i currently have openings in my slots up to 15 as we speak!
*NOTE*
This is for the model and rigging only!
what you will get!
a full render turntable of your avatar in video form!
a blend. file with a fully rigged character of your OC.
if you wish for it to be proper poly count for vrchat please let me know so i can get it down to the 70k limit needed!
What would people want to see in secondlife?
Posted 6 years agoAlright, i wanna ask you people who play this game, what toony kinda stuff would you like to see in secondlife?
Now i dont know how to script so this is based on pretty much mesh items.
So like, what would you think would be awesome to see?
toonish food worlds and assets?
armor?
candy armor stuff?
Goo caves and assets pertaining to goo like worlds?
Now i dont know how to script so this is based on pretty much mesh items.
So like, what would you think would be awesome to see?
toonish food worlds and assets?
armor?
candy armor stuff?
Goo caves and assets pertaining to goo like worlds?
Thank you watches and supporters -
Posted 6 years ago So recently i have been diving into the space of "plushie styled" characters.
and i have to say i honestly love this kinda thing.
It just feels so much fun to make these characters like this, you have to make seams on them to show where the sewing patterns are.
certain things like even teeth need to look more plump than sharp and have sewing patterns on the sides to indicate that "No if i chew on you, my chews only squeak not hurt"
But also, i have been recently diving into the other realms of this with certain objects like pencils or household objects being merged with certain characters and it has me excited when i am drawing up concept ideas.
i honestly dont know why i even started this, i know that a few writings of mine for a story i some day want to tell has the people in this world all being stuffed animals of some sort, but yeah... maybe it just finally piled up in my brain so much now that it needs to finally come out.
But yeah, i wanna thank a whole lot of you for following my work and supporting my content with views and favorites and watches, it means the world to me that people enjoy my work.
i never thought i would have people enjoy my 3d stuff, let alone ever thought i would develop making 3d stuff people thought was worth a damn in the first place.
been my dream since i was a kid and i saw toystory for the first time.
kinda a reason i strived to survive my cancer, i wanted to grow up to make 3d characters and creations and i am happy to say, i feel beyond blessed to be here today to do this.
so from the bottom, top and middle of my heart, i wanna thank all you crazy turtle petting loony peeps for supporting my work.I honestly dont like inktober...atleast what it is now
Posted 6 years agoI don't know if i am the only one, but i kinda want to rant for a little but on a topic i find kinda innocent enough.
Now, the practice of inktober was for artists to practice their work and produce it and show off what they made each day, this is cool.
But over time it has now become a pretty much "BULLSHIT" publicity thing.
i know a few artist who will do some October themed things or drawings in the beginning of the year and wait to publish those for October each day so they can bring on this "illusion" that honestly kinda makes other people looking to get into art feel discouraged or down right feel like they can do this.
Now it obviously isn't everyone, i wont be caught saying its "ALL"
But, i don't know i always found it kinda bullshit to do these kinda things, i have tried don't get me wrong, but i work in 3d, unless i am making some assets that i dont give a shit about their quality and am more focused on time crunching then honestly...its not really practice because i feel as though i am robbing myself.
nothing is stopping me from going back and improving these yeah, but i always found this very bad for some people out there.
I don't know, i think i am just bitching to bitch at this moment, i think the honest thing i can take away from this and be positive on both sides is, at least you get some practice...
but a small tip to other artist out there who feel like they will never be good enough, don't fall for this horse shit some people be baiting you out there during this month.
you can kinda tell after a while who is lying about producing certain works each day in inktober.
and based on a multitude of friends i know who participate in this....yeah, its more like "ink-year round just publish it on inktober"
If i return to second life to produce items in my store.
Posted 6 years agoSo, i have been thinking of making a slight return to secondlife, atleast in regards to my store, the last product i put on my secondlife store is about a year old now.
But the thing is, while i like the idea of returning, i dont think i would ever go into attempting to make avatars again.
I think the backwards ass program just makes it so not worth attempting and how it used to make me grow so angry, i dont see myself ever trying again.
Maybe with project sansar i would or vrchat for sure.
But yeah, if i ever made a return to secondlife it would mostly be items that are clothing items like collars, cute unique weapons or houses like a house made of icecream or some weird thing's for sim building like over sized food etc
you like would see in "cloudy with a chance of meatballs 2"
plushie characters or creatures made of food etc.
But the thing is, while i like the idea of returning, i dont think i would ever go into attempting to make avatars again.
I think the backwards ass program just makes it so not worth attempting and how it used to make me grow so angry, i dont see myself ever trying again.
Maybe with project sansar i would or vrchat for sure.
But yeah, if i ever made a return to secondlife it would mostly be items that are clothing items like collars, cute unique weapons or houses like a house made of icecream or some weird thing's for sim building like over sized food etc
you like would see in "cloudy with a chance of meatballs 2"
plushie characters or creatures made of food etc.
why wont people fight against yiffparty?
Posted 6 years agoA friend of mine recently let me in on a site called yiff party because they told me they saw my content on there.
for those of you who dont know what this site is, it is a pirating site, but not against big companies like microsoft of adobe....
no, this site is to pirate artist big or small through their patreon content.
every artist i know who i watch on their furafinity is on there.
my content is also on there and leaked so instead of people simply paying a fucking "DOLLAR"
to get literally character 3d models, assets for games, etc. i give out each month.
instead they get stolen if i post them anywhere on my patreon.
but my question is to the art community.....WHY THE FUCK IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THIS?!
why the fuck is this still standing?
Look i get piracy is never going to go away, i understand the concept for those wishing to stick it to the big guys for charging something like 600 dollars for a damn product or something.
but this site is aimmed at literally fucking over the smallest of artists out there in the community.
they have their own subreddit, their own website of people requesting artists to be posted on there.
its.....fucking depressing.
its hard enough getting people to try and support your content with a simple damn fav button or a like or god forbid a fucking retweet or share.....but now i have to worry about my fucking models i sell for literally cheaper than a mcdonalds burger that takes more time than someone slapping mayo on a burger.....
i am a waitress who works off of tips already....WHAT FUCKING MORE DO YOU FUCKING WANT?!
for those of you who dont know what this site is, it is a pirating site, but not against big companies like microsoft of adobe....
no, this site is to pirate artist big or small through their patreon content.
every artist i know who i watch on their furafinity is on there.
my content is also on there and leaked so instead of people simply paying a fucking "DOLLAR"
to get literally character 3d models, assets for games, etc. i give out each month.
instead they get stolen if i post them anywhere on my patreon.
but my question is to the art community.....WHY THE FUCK IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT THIS?!
why the fuck is this still standing?
Look i get piracy is never going to go away, i understand the concept for those wishing to stick it to the big guys for charging something like 600 dollars for a damn product or something.
but this site is aimmed at literally fucking over the smallest of artists out there in the community.
they have their own subreddit, their own website of people requesting artists to be posted on there.
its.....fucking depressing.
its hard enough getting people to try and support your content with a simple damn fav button or a like or god forbid a fucking retweet or share.....but now i have to worry about my fucking models i sell for literally cheaper than a mcdonalds burger that takes more time than someone slapping mayo on a burger.....
i am a waitress who works off of tips already....WHAT FUCKING MORE DO YOU FUCKING WANT?!
Why i work with commission customers 1 on 1 only.
Posted 6 years agoLook, i know some artist are able to take on multiple people in their slots, some artist even reaching 40+
But what i find kinda scary, shady and down right scummy are those who take peoples money and take on their commissions when that customer is in line of like 8 out of 10 or even 30+ in line.
why? because i have seen way to many horror stories of people who wait 2,3,8 months for a commission they payed the artist to do and never get a single WIP, lack of communication and have literally sent someone they dont know money on a possible "MAYBE" it will get worked on.
i never understood this way of practice and frankly i never will.
Look if you have a slot reserve with me, be it you are in line 6 out of 10 and are offering me money before you are first in line, i will never take your money....Why?
Because i dont think thats professional.
When i work with people who commission me, i want them to know i have their full attention, i like working one on one with my customers because if a FAN is willing to pay me for working on art and doing something i love to do, then i should RESPECT and ADMIRE their money and attention even more.
This is why i send them "DAILY" WIPS of the project on discord, this is why i have them add me on discord and stay in contact with me.
Because if you are dropping 80 - 125 or more dollars on me, you deserve to know whats being done and where that money is going and be assured that someone is working on something you payed for.
so when i see artists taking on 40 fucking slots, i just dont understand it.
So to people commissioning people and you are in a slot reserve, i am not gonna say to not pay a artist when you are in slot 32 out of 40.
if you trust the artist to get around to you then by all means it is your money and your choice on who you wish to work with.
But honestly, after all the horror stories i have heard, i am simply glad i do the way i do it.
If you request something i feel i dont wish to work on, i wont except your money, if for example you have a commission you wanna hire me for, but i feel i will eventually make something similar just not at this moment, i'll not take your commission and just tell you flat out
"hey, i might just make that article of clothing down the line and you wont have to pay me a huge amount for it, just wait and get it for 5 bucks in my store in the future or even free"
why?
because i rather have a line of trust toward people who genuinely enjoy my content, and not feel in order to get my attention for my stuff you need to shell out a shit ton of money....
so yeah, wanted to rant a bit since i have seen so many horror stories recently of bad practices from some artists with heavy slot loads.
obviously it isnt all heavy large slot load artists, because some genuinly can handle the large load as well as keep base with their customers, but yeah, thanks for letting me rant.
peace.
But what i find kinda scary, shady and down right scummy are those who take peoples money and take on their commissions when that customer is in line of like 8 out of 10 or even 30+ in line.
why? because i have seen way to many horror stories of people who wait 2,3,8 months for a commission they payed the artist to do and never get a single WIP, lack of communication and have literally sent someone they dont know money on a possible "MAYBE" it will get worked on.
i never understood this way of practice and frankly i never will.
Look if you have a slot reserve with me, be it you are in line 6 out of 10 and are offering me money before you are first in line, i will never take your money....Why?
Because i dont think thats professional.
When i work with people who commission me, i want them to know i have their full attention, i like working one on one with my customers because if a FAN is willing to pay me for working on art and doing something i love to do, then i should RESPECT and ADMIRE their money and attention even more.
This is why i send them "DAILY" WIPS of the project on discord, this is why i have them add me on discord and stay in contact with me.
Because if you are dropping 80 - 125 or more dollars on me, you deserve to know whats being done and where that money is going and be assured that someone is working on something you payed for.
so when i see artists taking on 40 fucking slots, i just dont understand it.
So to people commissioning people and you are in a slot reserve, i am not gonna say to not pay a artist when you are in slot 32 out of 40.
if you trust the artist to get around to you then by all means it is your money and your choice on who you wish to work with.
But honestly, after all the horror stories i have heard, i am simply glad i do the way i do it.
If you request something i feel i dont wish to work on, i wont except your money, if for example you have a commission you wanna hire me for, but i feel i will eventually make something similar just not at this moment, i'll not take your commission and just tell you flat out
"hey, i might just make that article of clothing down the line and you wont have to pay me a huge amount for it, just wait and get it for 5 bucks in my store in the future or even free"
why?
because i rather have a line of trust toward people who genuinely enjoy my content, and not feel in order to get my attention for my stuff you need to shell out a shit ton of money....
so yeah, wanted to rant a bit since i have seen so many horror stories recently of bad practices from some artists with heavy slot loads.
obviously it isnt all heavy large slot load artists, because some genuinly can handle the large load as well as keep base with their customers, but yeah, thanks for letting me rant.
peace.
Next project will be NSFW
Posted 6 years agoSo i have been feeling the urge to work on a NSFW model recently.
While i know i have been slacking in this department for some time now when it comes to making my models.
I think i finally got the urge to do it once more as for a time i was feeling as though i needed to be tight casted into making adult content or people would not want to support.
But seeing as people have been supporting and i have been able to slightly branch myself away from that kinda thing, i dont feel trapped like i once did.
So the next project will be for a very, very plump thick bear with a very big belly, and she will be having a rather large package.
I kinda want to also go into the realms of having her when she is pent up, having her balls animated to swell, there is something about the idea of not being able to cum, and having their balls swell up to a crazy size that gets to me, when i am not into really inflation stuff, but growth is a touch on some part of my pervy mind.
so yeah, the next project will be of a thick TS bear women who jerks off her member and her balls keep swelling in size.
I might need to go find some forums of how to do liquid animation for her to be able to shoot lots of cum as the finisher, but then again blue balling my audience sounds pretty nice too as i do love chastity.
so we shall see.
This model once done will also be a model my patrons can have access too on one of my monthly releases of a model, seeing as i have been lacking in that department as well for giving away.
While i know i have been slacking in this department for some time now when it comes to making my models.
I think i finally got the urge to do it once more as for a time i was feeling as though i needed to be tight casted into making adult content or people would not want to support.
But seeing as people have been supporting and i have been able to slightly branch myself away from that kinda thing, i dont feel trapped like i once did.
So the next project will be for a very, very plump thick bear with a very big belly, and she will be having a rather large package.
I kinda want to also go into the realms of having her when she is pent up, having her balls animated to swell, there is something about the idea of not being able to cum, and having their balls swell up to a crazy size that gets to me, when i am not into really inflation stuff, but growth is a touch on some part of my pervy mind.
so yeah, the next project will be of a thick TS bear women who jerks off her member and her balls keep swelling in size.
I might need to go find some forums of how to do liquid animation for her to be able to shoot lots of cum as the finisher, but then again blue balling my audience sounds pretty nice too as i do love chastity.
so we shall see.
This model once done will also be a model my patrons can have access too on one of my monthly releases of a model, seeing as i have been lacking in that department as well for giving away.
cancer and how it changed me.
Posted 6 years agoWhen i was 13 years old, i was diagnosed with acute childhood leukemia.
at this time, my life had been pretty much a average one, i had a father who, while was not with my mother and hasnt since i was born, i got to be around and had loads of siblings to be with from my step mother.
my mother who had my little brother as the time had me constantly surrounded by loved ones.
I felt loved, But there was something about me that i struggled with and fell asleep crying to every night.
This happened to be me feeling out of place in my body, seeing as i was a trans child.
When i was 13 i had started losing a lot of weight, i was growing pale, and i was starting sleep almost constantly in class and out of class.
this got so bad that teachers started to see drastic changes in my and took notice, they informed my parents of this, but they also suggested it might just be the flu.
well, during this time my, my mother, my brother and my mothers current boyfriend at the time "steve" where planning to go to big bear to go snow boarding, we did this every couple of years and it was always fun, i loved to shred the bunny slop.
well when we went this time, i was feeling ill and fatigued, so much so i only went down the slopes once, and after that, i asked my mother if i could just be on the bench and wait it out, take a breather...
that breather went to be 4 hours of me sleeping.
once this happened my mother took rapid notice and we went to the hospital where i was diagnosed.
As a kid, you dont really grasp the concept of your own mortality or the risk involved when the C-word hits.
while i was scared, i never really grasped it until around half of year of getting chemo, i had not been released from the hostpital for about 4 months in the beginning, and suddenly one night i started getting dreams of a monster i now call "the glutton spirit"
you can see him here - https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/glu.....5850175a9a0481
started to form in my sleep...this represented my cancer to me.
i started to surcome to the understanding of my own mortality, how i saw death, how i feared it and wanted to fight this battle to the end of the world.
but during this time as well, i took notice on how everything in my life was pushed on me to be a certain way, how to be a boy, to dress, to act, to change my hair, my nails everything....if i was going to die, i wanted to die being who i was.
so one day i informed my grandmother who was constantly at my side, i was trans, and that i only trusted her on telling and if she can help me find out information on hormone therapy.
she did.
while fighting chemo, losing my hair twice and still going to school, i started to dress, and be the way i wanted to.
now, while i could say things worked out well when i went to high school, and that my chemo was starting to slow down as i reached remission, i wish life was that simple.
but during my first and second year of highschool, i had met a group of girls who...became my new nightmare and hurdle in life.
I was raped for two years by them.
while i wish i had come out and reported them, that never happened and to this day i struggle with this.
the reason i didnt was, i already was going through cancer, i was a trans child who my parents after those two finally graduated and left have now found out i am trans and where dealing with this....i didnt want to add more to this plate they where already dealing with.
so i kept it a secret until my adult 20's when i finally told them.
to this day i still struggle walking down the road, in fact i even moved from my home town of san diego mostly because i feared being in my own home town, every street corner to me was a possibility of seeing them i thought.
But after speaking to therapists and finally coming to terms, telling my story to my parents, i have finally felt more at peace.
Cancer changed a lot of things for me, it brought a lot of misery, it brought a lot of dark thoughts, monsters, anger sadness etc.
but also, i got to experience going to places as well like my camp "reach for the stars"
where i met new friends who love to this day, a ex of mine who i still love and respect and talk to all the time.
But also, i was able to finally come out at a early age...fear while i still have it, didnt have a hold on me when it came to me being me like it did prior before my diagnoses....so in a weird way, i am glad i went through it, in know how lucky i was to be in a time i could get it cured.
But yeah....all and all, i can honestly say, if i hadnt gone through with it, i dont think i would of ever done what i have, learned what i have, or pushed myself into areas i thought i could never dream to learn and do like my 3d art.
at this time, my life had been pretty much a average one, i had a father who, while was not with my mother and hasnt since i was born, i got to be around and had loads of siblings to be with from my step mother.
my mother who had my little brother as the time had me constantly surrounded by loved ones.
I felt loved, But there was something about me that i struggled with and fell asleep crying to every night.
This happened to be me feeling out of place in my body, seeing as i was a trans child.
When i was 13 i had started losing a lot of weight, i was growing pale, and i was starting sleep almost constantly in class and out of class.
this got so bad that teachers started to see drastic changes in my and took notice, they informed my parents of this, but they also suggested it might just be the flu.
well, during this time my, my mother, my brother and my mothers current boyfriend at the time "steve" where planning to go to big bear to go snow boarding, we did this every couple of years and it was always fun, i loved to shred the bunny slop.
well when we went this time, i was feeling ill and fatigued, so much so i only went down the slopes once, and after that, i asked my mother if i could just be on the bench and wait it out, take a breather...
that breather went to be 4 hours of me sleeping.
once this happened my mother took rapid notice and we went to the hospital where i was diagnosed.
As a kid, you dont really grasp the concept of your own mortality or the risk involved when the C-word hits.
while i was scared, i never really grasped it until around half of year of getting chemo, i had not been released from the hostpital for about 4 months in the beginning, and suddenly one night i started getting dreams of a monster i now call "the glutton spirit"
you can see him here - https://sketchfab.com/3d-models/glu.....5850175a9a0481
started to form in my sleep...this represented my cancer to me.
i started to surcome to the understanding of my own mortality, how i saw death, how i feared it and wanted to fight this battle to the end of the world.
but during this time as well, i took notice on how everything in my life was pushed on me to be a certain way, how to be a boy, to dress, to act, to change my hair, my nails everything....if i was going to die, i wanted to die being who i was.
so one day i informed my grandmother who was constantly at my side, i was trans, and that i only trusted her on telling and if she can help me find out information on hormone therapy.
she did.
while fighting chemo, losing my hair twice and still going to school, i started to dress, and be the way i wanted to.
now, while i could say things worked out well when i went to high school, and that my chemo was starting to slow down as i reached remission, i wish life was that simple.
but during my first and second year of highschool, i had met a group of girls who...became my new nightmare and hurdle in life.
I was raped for two years by them.
while i wish i had come out and reported them, that never happened and to this day i struggle with this.
the reason i didnt was, i already was going through cancer, i was a trans child who my parents after those two finally graduated and left have now found out i am trans and where dealing with this....i didnt want to add more to this plate they where already dealing with.
so i kept it a secret until my adult 20's when i finally told them.
to this day i still struggle walking down the road, in fact i even moved from my home town of san diego mostly because i feared being in my own home town, every street corner to me was a possibility of seeing them i thought.
But after speaking to therapists and finally coming to terms, telling my story to my parents, i have finally felt more at peace.
Cancer changed a lot of things for me, it brought a lot of misery, it brought a lot of dark thoughts, monsters, anger sadness etc.
but also, i got to experience going to places as well like my camp "reach for the stars"
where i met new friends who love to this day, a ex of mine who i still love and respect and talk to all the time.
But also, i was able to finally come out at a early age...fear while i still have it, didnt have a hold on me when it came to me being me like it did prior before my diagnoses....so in a weird way, i am glad i went through it, in know how lucky i was to be in a time i could get it cured.
But yeah....all and all, i can honestly say, if i hadnt gone through with it, i dont think i would of ever done what i have, learned what i have, or pushed myself into areas i thought i could never dream to learn and do like my 3d art.
Making 3d models free monthly for patreon supporters!
Posted 6 years agoTo those out there wishing to have some of my models for cheaper than how i sell them in my shop, please, come and consider supporting the patreon.
every month a new model will be out and about for you to download for less than a dollar.
those who also support the patreon will also get a credit in my render videos in the end as a thank you for supporting my artwork.
i know some people cant afford a commission, so i thought this might be a better way to get my stuff out there for people to use in their own projects.
BUT!
i do ask, if you download any of my models, please just make a credit of the artist who modeled the model.
its simple, its easy, and it helps out a lot, as each model i do take a lot of effort and love.
You can currently get a few models now for free on my sketchfab.
but starting now, my models will be only available through people who support my patreon.
hope you consider being a patron, and keep enjoying my artwork.
patreon link - https://www.patreon.com/LizzyKoopa
every month a new model will be out and about for you to download for less than a dollar.
those who also support the patreon will also get a credit in my render videos in the end as a thank you for supporting my artwork.
i know some people cant afford a commission, so i thought this might be a better way to get my stuff out there for people to use in their own projects.
BUT!
i do ask, if you download any of my models, please just make a credit of the artist who modeled the model.
its simple, its easy, and it helps out a lot, as each model i do take a lot of effort and love.
You can currently get a few models now for free on my sketchfab.
but starting now, my models will be only available through people who support my patreon.
hope you consider being a patron, and keep enjoying my artwork.
patreon link - https://www.patreon.com/LizzyKoopa
sorry for lack of content.
Posted 6 years agoSorry ya'll for lack of content, i have currently being doing commission work and it has me burying my head deep into my work so i can make people smile with the content i make for them that they hire me for.
But also i have been battling being sick as well, darn stomach bug wont leave me alone.
But i will be returning soon in updating more characters and creations that might get you interested in hiring me for your own avatars.
Also will be doing some YCH bidding down the road.
But also i have been battling being sick as well, darn stomach bug wont leave me alone.
But i will be returning soon in updating more characters and creations that might get you interested in hiring me for your own avatars.
Also will be doing some YCH bidding down the road.
New diaper model in the works.
Posted 6 years agoWell, i am working on a cute character known as "gem" from toddlergirl, i am also working on a new diaper model that is better looking than my "little cows"
I want to make the areas where the thighs meet it fold a bit more naturally like you would get when you wear them yourselves.
So yeah, i have been in a "little" mood for a while now, so by examining myself in the mirror when in my "abdl" attire, i have been studying how things look at certain angles and hoping to make this work in my model.
So yeah, there is that.
I want to make the areas where the thighs meet it fold a bit more naturally like you would get when you wear them yourselves.
So yeah, i have been in a "little" mood for a while now, so by examining myself in the mirror when in my "abdl" attire, i have been studying how things look at certain angles and hoping to make this work in my model.
So yeah, there is that.
