You may ask where the fuck have I gone, but it's actually quite simple. I'm just tired of my old warehouse of models, and the warehouse of new ones is not observed yet + I went to Isaac's community and continue to make music mods + I ran out of ideas, I used to spend my resources to somehow convey what is happening in my sick head to the canvas, but now I'm tired, it's boring to do hentai, but I don't have the strength or ideas for something more serious, and there's little point in it. So far so, let's see what will happen in the future and whether I will be in this future

The Lisa the Painful soundtrack is one of the most unique soundtracks I've ever heard. Absolutely random and insane, made from sometimes random sounds that burn out the brain, but how hard it is to listen to it separately, that's exactly how it fits with the game, but even among all this chaos there are really melodic specimens. But as I said, it's best to listen to it with a game that I also highly recommend.

I'm very tired guys, I have neither the strength nor the desire to continue doing anything, I just want to die as soon as possible. I will stop making arts for a while because if I do it now I will hate it like everything else now

It came out and is on YouTube, I won't leave a link, otherwise it’s not so interesting

If you are wondering where I disappeared, in the wake of the popularity of VHS horror, I decided to make my own with some kind of garbage and Sonic lore

I rarely have dreams, but each of them is like a separate work of madness, however there was one dream that I still remember. Once I dreamed of a girl, she was beautiful and very kind, I remember that we just went to different places that my brain generated (I remember only one of them, it was something like Niagara Falls, but if civilization got to it, there were a lot of pipes and that's all I remember). When I woke up, I could not remember either the appearance, or the voice, or at least the name of this girl, I definitely don’t know anyone who could be like her and apparently I won’t recognize anymore. I still don’t know why my brain decided to make fun of me, but at that moment it succeeded.

The last thing I wanted to do was turn these posts into political ones, but since speaking out has been forbidden for us for 3 years, I have nothing left but to write about it here, without fear of going to prison for 15 years and receiving hatred from the supporters of this lawlessness. Today and tomorrow, as far as I know, there are rallies in support of the Russian troops, and seeing all these people sent to these rallies under fear of dismissal, I see people who sold not only their future and the future of their children, they sold the lives of the inhabitants of Ukraine. Yesterday I did not understand how it can be ashamed of one's nation, today I understand. I'm really ashamed and also ashamed that I can't do anything.

1.Patreon is closed now
2.Ko-fi closed too
3. I went back to Donation Alerts because it seems to be the only service that works now, if you are interested in commissions or just want to support my worthless existence, then the link to DA: https://www.donationalerts.com/r/fox2omo (I will be glad to any support)
That's all, thanks for reading

I don’t know if there are women among my audience, but if there is, then I congratulate you, you are the most beautiful in this world

In the midst of all the hell that's going on right now, I suddenly noticed that Crush 40's YouTube channel started posting their songs, some of which weren't written for sonic games, one of which is the song "Is It You". This is in my opinion the best of the romantic songs that I have ever heard and I have always been sorry that I have no one to listen to it with, well, it's still a sorry...

Well... I didn't want to write about it here or at least mention it, but it seems that the time has come... yesterday it became known that PayPal no longer works in the country where I live (I think you have already understood what position I am in now and what country I am a citizen of) this means that I can no longer take orders and that I will not be able to receive money from Patreon, which means that I have lost my only source of income. Patreon will have to close because of this. I don’t know what to do, I lost my last hope for at least some kind of life and ... I just don’t know ... Thanks to those who supported me financially on Patreon or with the help of orders, thanks also to those who leave comments under these entries. I don’t know what will happen next and I don’t really want to think about it. I hope this is not the last time you see me.

The last post showed that most people do not believe in humanity, well in that case what makes you live on?

Do you believe in humanity still?

Long time no see, I haven't been here for a while, but bad things in our lives have a habit of coming back, so I'm back with another unnecessary story, I don't know if you're happy about it or not, but in any case I will continue. Josh Woodward's Here Today is an album that I've been introduced to relatively recently and it immediately attracted me with his cover: an endless road among endless fields and gray clouds. I really like the way this album arranges an emotional swing from life-affirming songs to songs that are pleasantly melancholy. This is one of those albums that is just nice to listen to on some nice evening.

Happy Loneliness Day, my friends.

Why Hello Kitty & Friends opening theme is so damn good

Repeat here if you haven't seen the last post
Commissions are now 8$, yeah we haven't reach 50$ per month on patreon yet (and not in the near future), but now I've got more free time and less art ideas

Actually what is the problem, it's no secret that the interest of the public is the difference from art to art and some get more feedback, some less. The problem is that sometimes the arts you put the least effort into get more feedback than the ones you really put in the effort and that's okay, the problem is my own perception of it. It just annoys me because of what it is now difficult for me to perceive my early arts. I can’t do anything with the perception of this or with the reasons for this, I just live with it.

I don’t know if anyone needs these posts at all, but I will continue to write them anyway because this is my account lol. Magna-Fi is one of those bands that is hard to find right now, I mean for example Spotify where there is only one of the two released albums (VerseChorusKillMe). Oddly enough, sonic fans are probably the only ones who remember this band now because they participated in the soundtrack for Shadow The Hedgehog (All Hail Shadow is their song yeah). If you are somehow familiar with the SHG soundtrack you have an idea of ​​what this group is.

All my life I try to do something more than just content, even in pron I try to put in something more by referring to the names of different songs and writing these strange posts, I don’t know if I succeed or not, sometimes I feel like I’m just trying to seem like something more than just a guy doing a pron and really I'm no different from the rest. You can say that I chose the wrong platform where you can talk about this and you are probably right, but someone should and ... I don’t know, I’m probably just pretending

Continuing theme of my favorite albums, Loveless by My Bloody Valentine, it is not an ordinary album and not everyone may like it, and besides, it only fits into a certain mood, for example, I while listening it always imagined a sunset. If you love guitar noise, are single, or have someone to listen to it with, you might like it.

Why people start drinking Mr. Wayne? To forget, sad that I didn’t work out with alcohol.

Continuing theme of my non-existent diaries, I will write here about my favorite thing - music. Albums, songs, performers and stuff like that. I'll start with one of my favorite albums in general. Radiohead - The Bends, it's kinda depressed, but that's why I love it. Highly recommended to listen it, if you're not.

Again, you may have noticed that I began to use KM-style models less often, you may not believe me, but I never liked them, I find them ugly and in fact I used them for not having alternatives, and not having alternatives is the worst thing in life.

Oh wow, it tooks only six months, maybe by the age of 20 I will have 150. I'm exaggerating, of course, don't take all my words seriously