So i told myself not to take life so seriously and just have fun. Thats what 'm doing now yay!!!!

Is it because I'm an Aries or is it because i'm attracted to the impossible? I swear I'm blind toward good guys who like me, instead I go after bad boys and popular fur. Ive been burned to many times this past month and I'm putting a lot of my energy into someone I just met to see if i can build a connect. Unfortunately he's leaving this coming Thursday and it feels like all my efforts are in vain. Why cant there be a guy who's attractive likes me for who I am, wants more than just a friend, is a furry, and local. Instead of me falling for douche bags, pricks, temporary, or the impossible. Luckily no one reads these and i cant just vent :D

So if anyone actually read these. I got a job at a great company, which means i get paid well, and I can get a fursuit going. so far all i have is a mannequin head and a balaclava. but next pay checks ill be buying foam and fur and stuff yay. slowly i will acquire one!!!

Im emotionally drained from the weekend of fun, but as it ends so did my relationship with my mate. Im broken and torn.