Fall Out Boy!
Posted 18 years agoSweet, I'm going to a Fall Out Boy concert in Vegas tomorrow, because a friend had an extra ticket.
Art Trades and AX (Anime Expo)
Posted 18 years agoFirst off, I've been kinda down recently, and it's easier to deal with when I distract myself/keep busy, so with that in mind, I'm just curious if anyone out there wants to do any art trades of anykind. It'll give me stuff to do, plus it would be fun to have other people draw my characters. And if you have no art talents and just want to commission me, I'd be willing to draw for money as well. So yeah. I'm a whore, but you can get crappy doodles out of it. *Smiles*
Oh and one more thing, anyone out there going to Anime Expo? I'll be there with some friends, and I'm just curious how many other furs will be there. If anyone sees me feel free to say hi. I'll be one of the several thousand geeky guys in glasses wondering around buying things.
Oh and one more thing, anyone out there going to Anime Expo? I'll be there with some friends, and I'm just curious how many other furs will be there. If anyone sees me feel free to say hi. I'll be one of the several thousand geeky guys in glasses wondering around buying things.
Who am I?
Posted 18 years agoAllright, everyone knows I'm a gay 22 year old Arizonan artist, but heres a little more info for those who care.
Getting to Know Me Better
What time did you get up this morning?
I don't actually know. It was my day off, so pretty late. I'd say 10 or 11 in the morning.
Diamonds or pearls?
Yay Pokemon! Lol. Uhmm neither though. I don't like jewlery.
What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Pirates Of The Carribean 3 (Not the greatest movie, but at least it was better then Spiderman 3)
What is your favourite TV show? 24 (Jack Bauer is my hero.)
What do you usually have for breakfast? Cinnamon Life.
Favourite cuisine?
Greek, Italian, Mexican, Cajun, and American Diner style food.
What foods do you dislike?
Pickles and Fish
What is your favourite CD at the moment?
I usually listen to music in MP3 formats and listen to just random stuff. Right now I've been in a country kick so I've been listening to a lot of Bobby Pinson, Rascall Flatts, and a bunch of other talented country artists. Before that I was listening to the most recent Fall Out Boy and My Chemical Romance CDs
Morning or night person?
Night. I love hiking, walking running, and pretty much everything at night. I like being outside in the dark. The world just seems so different then... (God I sound retarded don't I?)
Favourite sandwich?
French Dip!
What characteristic do you despise?
People who treat others like shit for no reason. If someone does something to piss you off, fine treat them like shit, but don't take out your frustrations on people who didn't do anything!
Favourite item of clothing?
Right now, my watch. All my shirts and pants are starting to show wear and tear, even my boots are falling apart. My watch is the only thing that seems to be hanging in there.
If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would it be?
I would take Stephen to Africa.
What colour is your bathroom?
Uhhhh white?
Favourite brand of clothing?
Dickies.
Where would you retire to?
I don't want to think that far ahead.
What was your most memorable birthday?
Uhmmm I don't really have any birthdays that stand out as far as I remember. Most of the time its just another day.
Favourite sport to watch?
Soccer (The premiership is fucking awesome) followed by Barebackbull Riding. (Little known fact, my dad used to be a barebackbull rider, but my mom made him quit)
When is your birthday?
January 24th
What is your shoe size?
11 or 12 depending on the cut; I have fat feet.
Pets?
Two cats although I really wish I could get a dog. Apartments are just not dog friendly though.
What did you want to be when you were little?
Since I was like 5 I've wanted to be a comic book artist.
What is your favourite flower?
Orchids
What date on the calendar are you looking forward to?
October. I have a disney world trip planned. Plus its halloween, and being a huge horror movie fan that is my favorite holliday.
What music do you like? I like everything except some techno and rap (Although there are a few songs from even those genres that I like)
Your Favourite Book?
Either Drawing Blood by Poppy Z Brite or American Gods by Neil Gaiman.
What do you want most right now?
My relationship to actually work out.
Who is your hero.
I don't know. I used to look up to my favorite writers, artists, directors, etc, now I don't idolize them in the same way I used to. I don't really have a hero anymore. Thats really a depressing though now that I think about it.
Goal in life
To someday have sex in the woods during a rainstorm.
Favorite Movie
Pleasantville
Favorite passtimes
Drawing, Hiking, reading, climbing, walking, movies, music, and sex
Fursuit makers....
Posted 18 years agoAnyone know someone whose really good at making fursuits, but willing to make one for cheap, or do one as part of some sort of art trade or some other kind of trade?
Bizzare Dreams
Posted 18 years agoOkay, I think there is something seriously wrong with my subconscious. That, and or, I'm incredibly retarded. Why do I think this? Well, because for two night in a row, I have had the strangest dream ever. Basically, I'm in a car crash, and I wake up as my furry self only to have Lucario tell me I'm in a purgatory of sorts. Basically my body is dying, and I have to go through this whole purgatory thing if I want to keep living. Lucario isn't actually Lucario, but a spirit guide who took the form of something important to me. And in his own words "Since you're a sad pathetic geek with know life, this is the form I'm stuck with."
So yeah... Me and Lucario, and eventually a few more spirit guides (Kogenta, Beast Boy, and a tap dancing Spiderman) all have to go through this really dark weird fucked up world that’s based on all my fears and insecurities. The first night it was just me and Lucario trying to get through a forest made up entirely of trees that had add and kept getting up and running around. Then we had to go deal with this really creepy monster that kidnapped us and wouldn't let us go because it was afraid of being alone. We escaped, and then got on a boat in a wierd purple river, Lucario cuddled up with me and I fell asleep, and that was the end of the first dream.
The second night (last night) picked up back on the river, Lucario and I woke up only to almost drown when we were attacked (And almost raped) by a huge giant squid. We were rescued by Spiderman, but after he rescued us he kept singing and tap dancing. Lucario explained he represented my disappointment with life. We ditched Spiderman and I asked Lucario what he represented. He told me loyalty, courage, responsibility and leadership. I asked him who represents my humor, irresponsibility, and stupidity, and then Beast Boy showed up.
The three of us proceeded to try and get through a huge maze (While Beast Boy told a lot of bad and stupid jokes. I laughed, and Lucario groaned.) Eventually we figured out the maze didn't actually end, and we just had to climb over the wall to get out. We then got kidnapped and put into a coal mine were we stripped, chained up, and forced to work. We were told once we made enough money they'd let us go. We worked for a whole day, and then taken to this room to sleep for the night where we met up with Kogenta, who was also naked and chained up. After a very happy naked chain filled sex scene between me, lucario, beast boy, and kogenta, Kogenta helped us escape by getting really pissed off at the guards and breaking all our chains.
Lucario was weary about bringing Kogenta along with us (Because of his temper), but admitted he could be useful if I could figure out how to control him. He however just kept getting pissed over every thing and attacking stuff. I finally managed to control him by having sex with him again. (Yeah it was a good dream) Finally we got to a castle, and Stephen and Lukai were on the far end of it, but then a bunch of horrible monsters showed up, and Lucario said in order to get passed we'd have to kill them all. . I then woke up. So yeah... I'm definitely a warped person...
So yeah... Me and Lucario, and eventually a few more spirit guides (Kogenta, Beast Boy, and a tap dancing Spiderman) all have to go through this really dark weird fucked up world that’s based on all my fears and insecurities. The first night it was just me and Lucario trying to get through a forest made up entirely of trees that had add and kept getting up and running around. Then we had to go deal with this really creepy monster that kidnapped us and wouldn't let us go because it was afraid of being alone. We escaped, and then got on a boat in a wierd purple river, Lucario cuddled up with me and I fell asleep, and that was the end of the first dream.
The second night (last night) picked up back on the river, Lucario and I woke up only to almost drown when we were attacked (And almost raped) by a huge giant squid. We were rescued by Spiderman, but after he rescued us he kept singing and tap dancing. Lucario explained he represented my disappointment with life. We ditched Spiderman and I asked Lucario what he represented. He told me loyalty, courage, responsibility and leadership. I asked him who represents my humor, irresponsibility, and stupidity, and then Beast Boy showed up.
The three of us proceeded to try and get through a huge maze (While Beast Boy told a lot of bad and stupid jokes. I laughed, and Lucario groaned.) Eventually we figured out the maze didn't actually end, and we just had to climb over the wall to get out. We then got kidnapped and put into a coal mine were we stripped, chained up, and forced to work. We were told once we made enough money they'd let us go. We worked for a whole day, and then taken to this room to sleep for the night where we met up with Kogenta, who was also naked and chained up. After a very happy naked chain filled sex scene between me, lucario, beast boy, and kogenta, Kogenta helped us escape by getting really pissed off at the guards and breaking all our chains.
Lucario was weary about bringing Kogenta along with us (Because of his temper), but admitted he could be useful if I could figure out how to control him. He however just kept getting pissed over every thing and attacking stuff. I finally managed to control him by having sex with him again. (Yeah it was a good dream) Finally we got to a castle, and Stephen and Lukai were on the far end of it, but then a bunch of horrible monsters showed up, and Lucario said in order to get passed we'd have to kill them all. . I then woke up. So yeah... I'm definitely a warped person...
Stolen from like fifty people...
Posted 18 years ago1. What is your natural hair color?
Brown
2. Where was your default picture taken?
Uhh...
3. What's your middle name?
Ryan
4. What's your current status?
In an open relationship with someone I love.
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Yep. I think so since he's dating me.
6. What is your current mood?
Tired...
7. What color underwear are you wearing?
They have spiderman on them. =^_^=
8. What makes you happy?
My boyfriend, Comic books, toys, good movies, good tv shows, food, and Dr. Pepper
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what you would change?
I'd get to my boyfriend before his last boyfriend, and would never agree to an open relationship.
11.If you must be one animal - what would you be?
Wolf... Duh!
12. Ever had a near death experience?
Sorta. I'd rather not talk about it though.
13. Something you do a lot?
Sing.
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
House of wolves - My Chemical Romance
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
I don't know who I actually stole it from, I saw it on like ten peoples journal and copied it.
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Matthew Lyn Lillard
17. When was the last time you cried?
A couple days ago.
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
I suck at singing, but love doing so. The most people I've ever sung in front of is five or six people.
19. If you could have a super power what would it be?
Transfromation. It would be useful to look like anyone or anything I wanted. Plus it would make sex more interesting.
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Facial expression. I don't know why but you can learn a lot about a person just by watching their face when they talk to you.
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I get different stuff each time, but it's always iced or cold, and filled with sugar.
22. What's your biggest secret?
If I told you it wouldn't be a secret... Lol. Actually, I dont' really keep a lot of secrets. At least I try not to.
23. Favorite color?
Midnight Blue, and Royal Purple.
24. When was the last time you lied?
Prolly not too long ago. I've noticed recently that I don't really lie, but I exagerate a lot when I'm telling people stuff. I don't do it on purpose, and until recently, didn't really notice it. I am trying to work on it though.
25. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows?
Of course! Avatar is bad ass!
27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
I just finished eating/drinking my Spiderman cereal and milk.
29. What's your favorite smell?
Vanilla mixed with a little lavender. I had a body was that combined these two scents and it was freaking sexy smelling. Now I really just enjoy the two smells together.
30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
I don't know. Either dramatic or petted. Dramatic cause I deal with (and cause) a lot of drama. Petted because Stephen hates that word and thinks it sounds stupid.
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Yesterday
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
No. *Whimpers* Some day I want to have sex in the rain, preforably in the woods.
33. What are you thinking about right now?
Pokemon diamond art that I want to draw.
34. What should you be doing?
Getting ready for work.
35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
My coworkers.
36. How often do you pray?
A lot more often then anyone would think.
37. Do you like working in the yard?
No...
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Something rediculous and or unique.
39. Do you act differently around your crush?
Not really.
40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex?
Addicted - Simple Plan
Brown
2. Where was your default picture taken?
Uhh...
3. What's your middle name?
Ryan
4. What's your current status?
In an open relationship with someone I love.
5. Honestly, does your crush like you back?
Yep. I think so since he's dating me.
6. What is your current mood?
Tired...
7. What color underwear are you wearing?
They have spiderman on them. =^_^=
8. What makes you happy?
My boyfriend, Comic books, toys, good movies, good tv shows, food, and Dr. Pepper
10. If you could go back in time, and change something what you would change?
I'd get to my boyfriend before his last boyfriend, and would never agree to an open relationship.
11.If you must be one animal - what would you be?
Wolf... Duh!
12. Ever had a near death experience?
Sorta. I'd rather not talk about it though.
13. Something you do a lot?
Sing.
14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now?
House of wolves - My Chemical Romance
15. Who did you copy and paste this from?
I don't know who I actually stole it from, I saw it on like ten peoples journal and copied it.
16. Name someone with the same b-day as you?
Matthew Lyn Lillard
17. When was the last time you cried?
A couple days ago.
18. Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
I suck at singing, but love doing so. The most people I've ever sung in front of is five or six people.
19. If you could have a super power what would it be?
Transfromation. It would be useful to look like anyone or anything I wanted. Plus it would make sex more interesting.
20. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite/same sex?
Facial expression. I don't know why but you can learn a lot about a person just by watching their face when they talk to you.
21. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
I get different stuff each time, but it's always iced or cold, and filled with sugar.
22. What's your biggest secret?
If I told you it wouldn't be a secret... Lol. Actually, I dont' really keep a lot of secrets. At least I try not to.
23. Favorite color?
Midnight Blue, and Royal Purple.
24. When was the last time you lied?
Prolly not too long ago. I've noticed recently that I don't really lie, but I exagerate a lot when I'm telling people stuff. I don't do it on purpose, and until recently, didn't really notice it. I am trying to work on it though.
25. Do you still watch kiddie movies or TV shows?
Of course! Avatar is bad ass!
27. What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
I just finished eating/drinking my Spiderman cereal and milk.
29. What's your favorite smell?
Vanilla mixed with a little lavender. I had a body was that combined these two scents and it was freaking sexy smelling. Now I really just enjoy the two smells together.
30. If you could describe your life in one word what would it be?
I don't know. Either dramatic or petted. Dramatic cause I deal with (and cause) a lot of drama. Petted because Stephen hates that word and thinks it sounds stupid.
31. When was the last time you gave/received a hug?
Yesterday
32. Have you ever been kissed in the rain?
No. *Whimpers* Some day I want to have sex in the rain, preforably in the woods.
33. What are you thinking about right now?
Pokemon diamond art that I want to draw.
34. What should you be doing?
Getting ready for work.
35. What was the last thing that made you upset/angry?
My coworkers.
36. How often do you pray?
A lot more often then anyone would think.
37. Do you like working in the yard?
No...
38. If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
Something rediculous and or unique.
39. Do you act differently around your crush?
Not really.
40. Name one song that reminds you of an ex?
Addicted - Simple Plan
I'm gay....
Posted 18 years ago1. When did you realize you liked boys?
When I started hitting puberty (11-13)
2. When did you first kiss another boy?
Not until highschool
3. when was your first time?
Shortly after I turned 18
4. top/bottom/switch?
Switch
5. is your fursona gay?
Yes!
6. Do you have a preferred body type?
I like slim but fit guys. I don't like too many muscles or someone who is either too skinny or too fat. It has to be a middle line with a good balance of slim, slightly muscular, and with very little fat.
7. Have you ever had a crush on a straight guy?
Sorta...
8. Celebrity crushes?
Toby Maguire, and Topher Grace are both hotties!
9. Furry crushes?
Just on my boyfriend.
10. Dick, butt, balls or other?
I like big butts and I can not lie, all you other brother can't deny.... Lol... Uhm... Seriously though, I like a guy with a cute butt.
11. Shaved or not?
Trimmed, but never fully shaven.
12. Any particular kinks?
Uhmm, feet are the only thing that really come to mind. Although there are a few kinks I'd like to try, they're not something I really consider myself interested in, more just curious about.
13. Fav Porn Comics?
Genus Male
14. Would you consider doing it with a girl?
No.
15. Have you done it with a girl?
Sorta, it's complicated...
16. Do you ever do anything stereotypically flaming?
Sometimes, I honestly don't really act like a flamer. I just happen to have some interests that are rather gay.
17. Do you try to act 'straight' around non-gays?
I am just myself no matter what the situation (That can cause problems) I don't hold back, and just try and be myself.
18. Are you 'out' to your family/close friends?
Yes. I came out in high school, and was actually kicked out by my family, although I have reconciled with them since then.
19. Who was the first gay fur artist you encountered?
I honestly don't remember. I do know I drew a picture of a anthro wolf that appeared in a dream of mine, someone asked if I was a furry after seeing the drawing, I had no idea what they meant, and looked it up, and found furry porn.
20. What is a 'must have' in your porn?
Uhmmm I don't know how to answer that. I do like a lot of fan art porn of a few characters, other then that, I like well drawn pics.
21. Do you ever daydream/have personal fantasies?
All the time.
22. Do you have a fur species besides your own character that really gets you hot under the collar?
Hmmm, Cats can be really sexy when drawn right.
23. Do you know any gay manga/anime you could recommend to folks?
Only the Ring Finger Knows, Three Wolf Mountain, Wild Rock, Man's Best Friend, and Map of Tokyo Savage.
24. How many gay friends do you have?
3 or 4
25. Do you own any sex toys?
Yes... just a butt plug...
26. Are you circumcised? Do you prefer cut or uncut cocks?
I am circumcised, and I do prefer cut over uncut.
27. Rough or Romantic?
How bout romantic roughness? Lol. No seriously though, sometimes when you're with someone you really love and it gets really passionate, it can be a lot of fun.
Comissions?
Posted 18 years agoAllright I'm a really really poor Wolf, and I need to find a way to make more money, in fact I need to try and make as much money as I possibily can. In the past I've tried doing comissions only to have pretty lousy results. (Both on my side and on the customer side) Everything from non payment for a drawing I did, descriptions so vague I couldn't even muster a guess at what the customer wants, and some problems with the way I mailed things. I did learn my lesson about how to properly pack and mail art so it's not damaged, but yeah... I'm thinking about possibily trying to do comissions again. I know I'm not as good as half the furry artists out there, but hey that means I'm only half bad. Lol. Seriously though, if you think you'd be interested in a pic send me an e-mail. I'm thinking the price range will be between 20-50 dollars depending on how complicated the drawing is, and how big. Basically for that price you'd be getting any rough idea sketches I did, the completed pen and ink drawing, and I'd e-mail (Or send it on a cd if you want) a digitally colored version as well. If you're really poor, but a talented artist, I may be willing to work out a trade instead of payment. Also, if anyone is good at making fursuits you could have free comissions for life. Lol. (I'm sorta joking... Although I really do want a fursuit, I just don't know when I'll ever have the money for one) but yeah.. I need money, so you get drawings. Yay for broke wolf.
What would you like to see me draw?
Posted 18 years agoJust out of curiosity and lack of inspiration, what would everyone out there on Furaffinity like to see me draw? I have a gift drawing I'm going to be doing for a friend, and after that I don't know what I'm going to do. So any suggestion wether it be type of drawings, or requests for specific drawings are welcome. So yeah... Lol.. That is all....
Movie Meme...
Posted 18 years agoIf you've seen 85 or more of these you have no life...
(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
(x) Braveheart
Total: 10
(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
total: 12
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 11
(X) Harry Potter 1
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(X) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(X) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(X) I, Robot
(x) Roots
Total: 20
(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(X) King Kong
Total: 11
(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(X) Flubber
Total: 12
(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(X) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
Total: 9
(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Child's Play 2
(x) Child's Play 3
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(X) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total: 14
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Identity
(x) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(X) Predator
(x) Predator II
(x) The Fog (Original)
(X) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Curious George
Total: 14
(X) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
(x) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
(X) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss's Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Frailty
(x) War of the Worlds
(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
Total: 13
(x) My Best Friend's Wedding
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Calendar Girls
(x) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
(x) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total: 14
(X) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-Men 3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of fire
(x) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
Total: 18
(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
(x) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total: 8
I've seen 166 of the movies on this list. That is really sad.....
(x) Rocky Horror Picture Show
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Boondock Saints
(x) Fight Club
(x) Starsky and Hutch
(x) Neverending Story
(x) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane
(x) Braveheart
Total: 10
(x) The Princess Bride
(x) AnchorMan: The Legend of Ron Burgandy
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
(x) Labyrinth
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) White Noise
(x) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
(x) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
total: 12
(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
(x) American Pie Band Camp
Total: 11
(X) Harry Potter 1
(X) Harry Potter 2
(X) Harry Potter 3
(X) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
(x) Little Black Book
(x) The Village
(x) Lilo & Stitch
(X) Finding Nemo
(x) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(X) The Grinch
(x) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
(x) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(X) I, Robot
(x) Roots
Total: 20
(x) Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story
(x) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
( ) Along Came Polly
(x) Deep Impact
(x) KingPin
(x) Never Been Kissed
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(X) King Kong
Total: 11
(x) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
(x) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(X) Flubber
Total: 12
(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
(x) Practical Magic
(x) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
(x) From Hell
(X) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
(x) I Am Sam
(x) The Whole Nine Yards
Total: 9
(X) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
(x) Child's Play 2
(x) Child's Play 3
(x) Bride of Chucky
(x) Seed of Chucky
(x) Ten Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
(x) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
(x) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(X) The Mask
( ) Son Of The Mask
Total: 14
(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
(x) Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
(x) Ocean's Twelve
(x) Identity
(x) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(X) Predator
(x) Predator II
(x) The Fog (Original)
(X) Ice Age
(x) Ice Age 2: The Meltdown
(x) Curious George
Total: 14
(X) Independence Day
(x) Cujo
(x) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
(x) Christine
(X) ET
(x) Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss's Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Frailty
(x) War of the Worlds
(X) Rush Hour
(X) Rush Hour 2
Total: 13
(x) My Best Friend's Wedding
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
(x) She's All That
(x) Calendar Girls
(x) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
(x) Event Horizon
(x) Ever After
(x) Wizard of Oz
(x) Forrest Gump
(x) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3
Total: 14
(X) X-Men
(x) X2
(x) X-Men 3
(X) Spider-Man
(X) Spider-Man 2
(x) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
(x) Reign of fire
(x) The Skulls
(x) Cruel Intentions
(x) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(X) Shrek
(X) Shrek 2
Total: 18
(x) Swimfan
(x) Miracle
(x) Old School
(x) The Notebook
(x) K-Pax
(x) Krippendorf's Tribe
( ) A Walk to Remember
( ) Ice Castles
(x) Boogeyman
(x) The 40-year-old-virgin
Total: 8
I've seen 166 of the movies on this list. That is really sad.....
Hellboy: Sword of Storms
Posted 18 years agoCheck out my review of Hellboy: Sword of Storms http://www.tokidokijournal.com/article.php?id=663 also go out and buy it! It's pretty good.
Happy V-Day
Posted 18 years agoIt's that time of year again. Time for the single to feel lonely and depressed, and those with a partner to spend all their cash on chocolate, flowers, and a fancy dinner. I'm in the second category this year, and I'm glad for it. I really love Furkitfox. He's really a wonderful guy, and I'm lucky to have him. Whatever happens between us, he'll always mean the world to me. Anyways, I just wanted to wish everyone a happy valentines day. Wether you're going to be cuddling up to your partner, or going to sleep alone, I hope everyone has a good day. So happy V-Day!
Almost my birthday...
Posted 18 years agoYay it's the day before my birthday! I turn 22 on January 24th (tomorrow) So yay for that!
Who likes books?
Posted 19 years agoA lot of times books will inspire me to draw. I love reading, and do it whenever I can. Anyways, that said I've got a lot of books laying around waiting for me to read, and looking at the huge ass stack I realized how diverse it was. But yeah, after all fifty books I have lined up are read I'll be out of stuff to read so I want suggestions. Also, I'm curious what genres and auhors other furs read, so if anyone reads this journal, I want you to tell me either recommend books for me to read, tell me who are you favorite authors, or just list some of your favorite books.
And since I wouldn't make any one else do something I wasn't willing to do, here is a list of some of my favorite authors and a few of my favorite books from each of them
Poppy Z. Brite (Drawing Blood, Exquisite Corpse, Lost Souls, Liquor, Prime)
Neil Gaiman (American Gods, Stardust, Neverwhere, The Sandman comic book)
Stephen King (The Dark Tower Series, Cell, It, Shining, Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, Dark Half, Cycle of the werewolf, Bag of bones and a million others that are all excellent!)
Douglas Adams (The Hitchikers Guide to the galaxy trilogy)
Michael Chrichton (Jurassic Park, Congo, Sphere, Andromeda Strain, Rising Sun)
Thomas Harris (Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal)
J.K. Rowling (Harry Potter)
Lemony Snicket (Series of unfortunate events)
Clive Barker (Sacrament, Thief of always, Cabal, Hellbound Heart)
Laurel K. Hamilton (The Anita Blake series)
Diana Gabaldon (The Outlander series)
Matthew Pearl (Dante Club)
Bret Easton Ellis (Rules of Attraction, American Psycho)
Yann Martel (Life of Pi)
Lois Lowry (Giver)
And since I wouldn't make any one else do something I wasn't willing to do, here is a list of some of my favorite authors and a few of my favorite books from each of them
Poppy Z. Brite (Drawing Blood, Exquisite Corpse, Lost Souls, Liquor, Prime)
Neil Gaiman (American Gods, Stardust, Neverwhere, The Sandman comic book)
Stephen King (The Dark Tower Series, Cell, It, Shining, Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, Dark Half, Cycle of the werewolf, Bag of bones and a million others that are all excellent!)
Douglas Adams (The Hitchikers Guide to the galaxy trilogy)
Michael Chrichton (Jurassic Park, Congo, Sphere, Andromeda Strain, Rising Sun)
Thomas Harris (Red Dragon, Silence of the Lambs, Hannibal)
J.K. Rowling (Harry Potter)
Lemony Snicket (Series of unfortunate events)
Clive Barker (Sacrament, Thief of always, Cabal, Hellbound Heart)
Laurel K. Hamilton (The Anita Blake series)
Diana Gabaldon (The Outlander series)
Matthew Pearl (Dante Club)
Bret Easton Ellis (Rules of Attraction, American Psycho)
Yann Martel (Life of Pi)
Lois Lowry (Giver)
Character
Posted 19 years agoOkay one of those things on characters. I sorta have 4. I have just myself drawn as a wolf, Lavender the sexy cross dressing stripper cat, and then Jay and David. I'm going to try and do this on all four of them so each question I'm going to answer four times in this order Jarrad/Lavender/Jay/David (I just like making things complicated)
1. What is your character's name?
Jarrad / Lavender / Jay / David
2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
All four are just generic furry really...
3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
Food! / Who the hell did I sleep with last night? / Where did I leave my gun? / Food.... Hey why is Jay's gun in my room? /
4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?
Jeans and an emo t-shirt / Either his silk kimono or his blue mini skirt / His leather motorcycle jacket, a white t-shirt, camo pants and a big pair of combat boots / Designer jeans, sexy red t-shirts, goggles, and a nice pair of sandalls.
5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
"Whoa I'm blue?" / "God I'm sexy...." / "Where did I get that scar?" / "God I love my goggles!"
6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
He'll eat anything but Fish and pickles / Loves sushi and expensive foods / loves meat and potatoes / Loves Dr. Pepper and donuts (The breakfast of champions)
7. How is your character similar to you?
Jarrad is essentially just me with maybe a little bit less restraint / Lavender was originally just designed to be a sexy cross dressing character, but I will admit me and Lavender share a love of scented things like perfume and body sprays (His favorite smell is a mix of Lavender and Vanilla) / Jay is a bad ass who holds in his emotions. He's essentially based on my dad in a lot of ways. We are similar though in that we both take awhile before we really trust people enough to let them actually get to know us. / David is who I wish I was. A funny, geeky, optimistic, gay, artistic, computer hacker, with a heart of gold.
8. How is he/she different?
Jarrad isn't really different at all / Lavender crossdresses, something I'd never ever even consider doing. / Jay kills people for a living and is kind of afraid of his emotions. / David is just amazing. He can draw and paint better then I can, he's cuter, more optimistic, he's amazing with computers, he has a better sense of fashion, and he's wittier.
9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
Yes / No / No / Hell No
10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Yiff / Yiff / Ride my awesome motorcycle through the city / make Jay take me out on his awesome motorcycle
11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
I don't know anyones opinions on my characters in all honesty...
12. What advantages does your character have over you?
None he has a lot of the same problems I do / Lavender has the confidence thing going for him. He's so self confident and just knows he's the best / Jay is a super soldier, so yeah he's a heck of a lot buffer and more physically fit / David just has a really great attitude and is just really sexy.
13. What disadvantages?
NA / He's a slut and he doesn't have the ability to actually love someone the way I do. To him sex is just a fun pass time. He doesn't connect with people or allow himself to become emotionally attatched / He's has a harder time trusting people, he's afraid to express emotions, and he's afraid of falling in love. / He fell in love with someone who may not be capable of loving him back
14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
No. Because he's essentially just me, furkitfox knows everything about him. / Yes. He secretly enjoys watching sports likes football, baseball, soccer, and rugby. / Yes, but I can't tell just in case I ever do get around to doing a comic book about him and David / Yes, but again I can't tell you...
15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
No.
16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
Nope / Nope / Yes / Yes
17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
I honestly have no idea...
18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
I'd take a little bit from each of the characters. I'd take Lavenders self confidence, Jays physique, and David's personality.
19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?
Nope
20. Have you written any stories about your character?
Yes I've written about Jay and David
21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
He's become blue / I haven't made any changes to Lavender since I created him / No changes to Jay either / David used to be a grey color but I decided to give it a purplish hue.
22. Give us a one-liner from him/her.
"Uhmm, I'm not good at making jokes... Oh wait! I got one! What has four legs, is big, green, fuzzy, and if it fell out of a tree would kill you? He he... A pool table." / "To me, men are like bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest." / "There are very few personal problems that cannot be solved through a suitable application of high explosives." / "I plan on living forever. So far, so good."
23. What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?
Has a crush on Angelina Jolie / Is Bi, not gay / Loves Knock Knock jokes and bad puns / Used to work as a stripper at Ganymede Rising a bizzare gay club in the dowtown area.
24. If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?
Take him on a date and seduce him. / Take him on a date and seduce him / Ask him not to shoot, Get him to take me out on a date on his awesome motorcycle, seduce him into giving me said motorcycle / Steal Jay's motorcycle so I could use it to take David on a date and seduce him.
1. What is your character's name?
Jarrad / Lavender / Jay / David
2. What kind of character is it (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?
All four are just generic furry really...
3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?
Food! / Who the hell did I sleep with last night? / Where did I leave my gun? / Food.... Hey why is Jay's gun in my room? /
4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?
Jeans and an emo t-shirt / Either his silk kimono or his blue mini skirt / His leather motorcycle jacket, a white t-shirt, camo pants and a big pair of combat boots / Designer jeans, sexy red t-shirts, goggles, and a nice pair of sandalls.
5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?
"Whoa I'm blue?" / "God I'm sexy...." / "Where did I get that scar?" / "God I love my goggles!"
6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?
He'll eat anything but Fish and pickles / Loves sushi and expensive foods / loves meat and potatoes / Loves Dr. Pepper and donuts (The breakfast of champions)
7. How is your character similar to you?
Jarrad is essentially just me with maybe a little bit less restraint / Lavender was originally just designed to be a sexy cross dressing character, but I will admit me and Lavender share a love of scented things like perfume and body sprays (His favorite smell is a mix of Lavender and Vanilla) / Jay is a bad ass who holds in his emotions. He's essentially based on my dad in a lot of ways. We are similar though in that we both take awhile before we really trust people enough to let them actually get to know us. / David is who I wish I was. A funny, geeky, optimistic, gay, artistic, computer hacker, with a heart of gold.
8. How is he/she different?
Jarrad isn't really different at all / Lavender crossdresses, something I'd never ever even consider doing. / Jay kills people for a living and is kind of afraid of his emotions. / David is just amazing. He can draw and paint better then I can, he's cuter, more optimistic, he's amazing with computers, he has a better sense of fashion, and he's wittier.
9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?
Yes / No / No / Hell No
10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?
Yiff / Yiff / Ride my awesome motorcycle through the city / make Jay take me out on his awesome motorcycle
11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?
I don't know anyones opinions on my characters in all honesty...
12. What advantages does your character have over you?
None he has a lot of the same problems I do / Lavender has the confidence thing going for him. He's so self confident and just knows he's the best / Jay is a super soldier, so yeah he's a heck of a lot buffer and more physically fit / David just has a really great attitude and is just really sexy.
13. What disadvantages?
NA / He's a slut and he doesn't have the ability to actually love someone the way I do. To him sex is just a fun pass time. He doesn't connect with people or allow himself to become emotionally attatched / He's has a harder time trusting people, he's afraid to express emotions, and he's afraid of falling in love. / He fell in love with someone who may not be capable of loving him back
14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?
No. Because he's essentially just me, furkitfox knows everything about him. / Yes. He secretly enjoys watching sports likes football, baseball, soccer, and rugby. / Yes, but I can't tell just in case I ever do get around to doing a comic book about him and David / Yes, but again I can't tell you...
15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?
No.
16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?
Nope / Nope / Yes / Yes
17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?
I honestly have no idea...
18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?
I'd take a little bit from each of the characters. I'd take Lavenders self confidence, Jays physique, and David's personality.
19. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?
Nope
20. Have you written any stories about your character?
Yes I've written about Jay and David
21. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?
He's become blue / I haven't made any changes to Lavender since I created him / No changes to Jay either / David used to be a grey color but I decided to give it a purplish hue.
22. Give us a one-liner from him/her.
"Uhmm, I'm not good at making jokes... Oh wait! I got one! What has four legs, is big, green, fuzzy, and if it fell out of a tree would kill you? He he... A pool table." / "To me, men are like bank accounts. Without a lot of money, they don't generate much interest." / "There are very few personal problems that cannot be solved through a suitable application of high explosives." / "I plan on living forever. So far, so good."
23. What's something people would be surprised to learn about your character?
Has a crush on Angelina Jolie / Is Bi, not gay / Loves Knock Knock jokes and bad puns / Used to work as a stripper at Ganymede Rising a bizzare gay club in the dowtown area.
24. If you met your character in real life, what would you do with him or her?
Take him on a date and seduce him. / Take him on a date and seduce him / Ask him not to shoot, Get him to take me out on a date on his awesome motorcycle, seduce him into giving me said motorcycle / Steal Jay's motorcycle so I could use it to take David on a date and seduce him.
Who am I?
Posted 19 years agoGENERAL
(001) Your gender: Male
(002) Sexual orientation: Homosexual (I'm a 5.9 on the Kinsey scale)
(003) Single? Yes
(004) Do you want to be? No
(005) Your birthday: 01/24/1985
(006) Age you wish you were: 19
(007) Your height: 5'11"
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: Brown (Although sometimes I die it)
(010) Piercings: Not at the moment, but I'd consider it.
(011) Tattoos: not yet, but I really want one.
DO YOU
(012) Smoke? Never >.<
(013) Do drugs? Nope
(014) Read the newspaper? No
(015) Pray? More often then anyone would think...
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes...
(017) Take walks in the rain? Ahhh wet... Lol. Actually I love the rain.
(018) Drive? Yes
(019) Like to drive fast? Of course!
(020) Hurt yourself? All the time, but it's usually on accident (I'm clumsy)
HAVE YOU EVER
(021) Been out of the country? Yes. I've been to France, Canada, and Mexico
(022) Been in love? Yes...
(023) Done drugs? No
(024) Gone skinny dipping? Nope
(025) Had any type of surgery? Yes
(026) Ran away from home? Nope
(027) Played strip poker? Not really...
(028) Gotten beaten up? No
(029) Been picked on? Yes -_-
(030) Been on stage? A couple of times, when I was younger
(031) Slept outdoors? Yeah
(032) Thought about suicide? Yes, but I wouldn't do it
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Way too often
(034) If yes, what is your record? two nights o.o
(035) Talked on the phone all night? Yes
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yeah
(037) Slept all day? Yeah
(038) Killed someone? No
(039) Made out with a stranger? No
(041) Had sex with a stranger? No
(042) Kissed the same sex? Yes
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Very much so
(044) Been betrayed? Yes!
(045) Broken the law? Yes
(046) Met a famous person? Yes.
(047) Been on radio/TV? Nope
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? Yeah
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? Yeah
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? Yes
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yeah
APPAREL
(052) Shoe brand - Big black steel toed leather work boots (They're the only thing I can find that is durable enough)
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? School: jeans and a t-shirt Work: nice button shirt and slacks
(054) Wear hats? Nope not anymore (I once owned an awesome beret)
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Yes, but I try not to.
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? No >.<
(057) Favorite place to shop: For clothes? I don't know...
(058) Favorite article of clothing: It's a tie between a T-shirt with Spiderman that is a parody of DaVinci's Vitruvian man and a awesome leather greenday watch. (Thank you Kit)
(059) Are you trendy: Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
(060) Life on other planets: Yes
(061) Miracles? Yes!
(062) Astrology? No
(063) Magic? No
(064) God? Yeah, probably
(065) Satan? Mmmm, sexy...
(066) Santa? No
(067) Ghosts? Yes!
(068) Luck? Yes
(069) Love at first sight? No
(070) Yin and Yang? Yes!
(071) Witches? Yeah, but not like...flying ones or something @_@
(072) Easter bunny? No...
(073) Fidelity? Yes.
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Nope
LOVE
(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No
(076) Do you remember your first love? yes
(077) Still love him/her? Yes
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? Sometimes
(079) What do you find romantic? When someone does something you know they don't like just to try and bring a smile to your face. Self sacrifice is one of the biggest forms of love.
(080) Turn-on: People with a sense of humor, candles, tails, sexy smiles, and most importantly good taste.
(081) Turn-off: Pretty much anyone who treats me like crap
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? No
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Don't care...
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? No... I dated someone who looked gross but we never really loved each other...
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I have no idea...
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? Teen Titans Season 2 (Pounces Kit)
(087) Are you in love? Do I love someone...? Yes?
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(088) That you laughed at? Kit (Furkitfox)
(089) That laughed at you? Kit
(090) That turned you on? Kit
(091) You went shopping with? Kit
(092) To disappoint you? My mom and dad
(093) To ask you out? I don't know.... It's been awhile...
(094) To make you cry? Kit
(095) To brighten up your day? Kit
(096) That you thought about? Kit
(097) You saw a movie with? Kit
(098) You talked to on the phone? Kit
(099) You talked to through IM? White Arbiter
(100) You saw? Kit
(101) You turned down? Turned down for what?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(104) Smiled? A few moments ago
(105) Laughed? Last night, at the movie
(106) Cried? A couple of days ago
(107) Bought something? I bought lunch
(108) Danced? A long long time
(109) Were sarcastic? Never...
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? I got hugged this morning
(111) Talked to an enemy? I don't have any enemies...that I know of
(112) Watched your favorite movie? Quite a while ago
(113) Talked on the phone? Earlier today
(114) Listened to the radio? Earlier today
(115) Watched TV? Monday night (Heroes on NBC is awesome!)
(116) Went out? Last night
(117) Helped someone? I tried to help Kit when he is stressed
(119) Said "I love you"? Earlier today
(120) Got drunk? Awhile back...
(001) Your gender: Male
(002) Sexual orientation: Homosexual (I'm a 5.9 on the Kinsey scale)
(003) Single? Yes
(004) Do you want to be? No
(005) Your birthday: 01/24/1985
(006) Age you wish you were: 19
(007) Your height: 5'11"
(008) The color of your eyes: Brown
(009) The color of your hair: Brown (Although sometimes I die it)
(010) Piercings: Not at the moment, but I'd consider it.
(011) Tattoos: not yet, but I really want one.
DO YOU
(012) Smoke? Never >.<
(013) Do drugs? Nope
(014) Read the newspaper? No
(015) Pray? More often then anyone would think...
(016) Talk to strangers who IM you? Yes...
(017) Take walks in the rain? Ahhh wet... Lol. Actually I love the rain.
(018) Drive? Yes
(019) Like to drive fast? Of course!
(020) Hurt yourself? All the time, but it's usually on accident (I'm clumsy)
HAVE YOU EVER
(021) Been out of the country? Yes. I've been to France, Canada, and Mexico
(022) Been in love? Yes...
(023) Done drugs? No
(024) Gone skinny dipping? Nope
(025) Had any type of surgery? Yes
(026) Ran away from home? Nope
(027) Played strip poker? Not really...
(028) Gotten beaten up? No
(029) Been picked on? Yes -_-
(030) Been on stage? A couple of times, when I was younger
(031) Slept outdoors? Yeah
(032) Thought about suicide? Yes, but I wouldn't do it
(033) Pulled an all-nighter? Way too often
(034) If yes, what is your record? two nights o.o
(035) Talked on the phone all night? Yes
(036) Slept with the opposite sex without having sex? Yeah
(037) Slept all day? Yeah
(038) Killed someone? No
(039) Made out with a stranger? No
(041) Had sex with a stranger? No
(042) Kissed the same sex? Yes
(043) Done anything sexual with the same sex? Very much so
(044) Been betrayed? Yes!
(045) Broken the law? Yes
(046) Met a famous person? Yes.
(047) Been on radio/TV? Nope
(048) Been in a mosh-pit? Yeah
(049) Had a nervous breakdown? Yeah
(050) Been criticized about your sexual performance? Yes
(051) Had a dream that kept coming back? Yeah
APPAREL
(052) Shoe brand - Big black steel toed leather work boots (They're the only thing I can find that is durable enough)
(053) What are you normally wearing to school/work? School: jeans and a t-shirt Work: nice button shirt and slacks
(054) Wear hats? Nope not anymore (I once owned an awesome beret)
(055) Are you guilty of judging other people by their clothing? Yes, but I try not to.
(056) Do you wear make-up daily? No >.<
(057) Favorite place to shop: For clothes? I don't know...
(058) Favorite article of clothing: It's a tie between a T-shirt with Spiderman that is a parody of DaVinci's Vitruvian man and a awesome leather greenday watch. (Thank you Kit)
(059) Are you trendy: Nope
DO YOU BELIEVE IN
(060) Life on other planets: Yes
(061) Miracles? Yes!
(062) Astrology? No
(063) Magic? No
(064) God? Yeah, probably
(065) Satan? Mmmm, sexy...
(066) Santa? No
(067) Ghosts? Yes!
(068) Luck? Yes
(069) Love at first sight? No
(070) Yin and Yang? Yes!
(071) Witches? Yeah, but not like...flying ones or something @_@
(072) Easter bunny? No...
(073) Fidelity? Yes.
(074) A pot of gold at the end of the rainbow? Nope
LOVE
(075) Did you get frightened or uncomfortable seeing that as a section title? No
(076) Do you remember your first love? yes
(077) Still love him/her? Yes
(078) Do you consider love a mistake? Sometimes
(079) What do you find romantic? When someone does something you know they don't like just to try and bring a smile to your face. Self sacrifice is one of the biggest forms of love.
(080) Turn-on: People with a sense of humor, candles, tails, sexy smiles, and most importantly good taste.
(081) Turn-off: Pretty much anyone who treats me like crap
(082) Do you base your judgment on looks alone? No
(083) Have you ever wished it was more "socially acceptable" for a girl to ask a guy out? Don't care...
(084) Have you ever been romantically attracted to someone physically unattractive? No... I dated someone who looked gross but we never really loved each other...
(085) Do you think the opposite sex finds you good looking? I have no idea...
(086) What's the last present someone gave you? Teen Titans Season 2 (Pounces Kit)
(087) Are you in love? Do I love someone...? Yes?
WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON...
(088) That you laughed at? Kit (Furkitfox)
(089) That laughed at you? Kit
(090) That turned you on? Kit
(091) You went shopping with? Kit
(092) To disappoint you? My mom and dad
(093) To ask you out? I don't know.... It's been awhile...
(094) To make you cry? Kit
(095) To brighten up your day? Kit
(096) That you thought about? Kit
(097) You saw a movie with? Kit
(098) You talked to on the phone? Kit
(099) You talked to through IM? White Arbiter
(100) You saw? Kit
(101) You turned down? Turned down for what?
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU
(104) Smiled? A few moments ago
(105) Laughed? Last night, at the movie
(106) Cried? A couple of days ago
(107) Bought something? I bought lunch
(108) Danced? A long long time
(109) Were sarcastic? Never...
(110) Hugged/kissed someone? I got hugged this morning
(111) Talked to an enemy? I don't have any enemies...that I know of
(112) Watched your favorite movie? Quite a while ago
(113) Talked on the phone? Earlier today
(114) Listened to the radio? Earlier today
(115) Watched TV? Monday night (Heroes on NBC is awesome!)
(116) Went out? Last night
(117) Helped someone? I tried to help Kit when he is stressed
(119) Said "I love you"? Earlier today
(120) Got drunk? Awhile back...
Halloween Drawing...
Posted 19 years agoAllright, I'm at work, and I'm thinking about drawing a pic or two of my furry self in halloween costume. I'm thinking either as a witch or in a Phantom of the opera outfit. Anyone have any other suggestions ?
Chinchilla!
Posted 19 years agoAllright, I just inherited a free Chinchilla. (An aqquaintence had one and could not keep it) The thing is I'm trying to decide what to name him. They had named him cody, but I'm not sure I actually like that name. My roomate suggested pichu, and Steve McQueen as names, and I came up with Taro, but I don't like any of them so far. Should I just leave his name, or change it, and if I do change it, does anyone have any suggestions as to what?
No Subject
Posted 19 years agoI work too much. I'll have worked 50 hours this week. (Way, way too much!) Which sucks since it leaves little time for drawing. I have two sketches I want to color, and several ideas for drawings, but no time to work on them. It really sucks sometimes. Anyways, if I ever get some free time I'll hopefully post some more artwork....
How do you find Mr. Right?
Posted 19 years agoJust a silly little question, but how does one go about finding the person they want to spend the rest of their life with? How does one find someone they are interested in who is interested in them back? *Sighs*
I know this is angsty (God I'm Emo!) but bear with me and think about this. I live in Flagstaff, Arizona. There are not a lot of furs anywhere near my area. Most of the time when I date regular folk they usually get wierded out by the fact that I draw furry porn. So either I have to find a person with a really really open mind, or I have to find another fur.
Well, sounds simple until you think about it. There are no furs in my area. Heck there aren't even that many in this entire state. Of those I have to try and find one who is single, likes me, and is willing to date me. I know of one. A great guy I met a long while back. Thing is I don't think he likes me. Plus he doesn't live in the same city as me.
*Whimpers*
So what do I do. I want to start dating, but to do so kinda takes two... I can't handle a long distance online relationship. For me, that isn't real. Someone can say they hug you or say they are kissing away your tears, but typing it and actually having someone do it are completely different. I am greedy and need the real thing.
I'm just kind of starting to think I'll never find it. I feel like I'll never find someone who likes me that I can be with.
There are few people I'd even really consider dating at all. One the guy I mentioned earlier (Mmmmm badger) a wolf who lives in Alaska who is honestly one of the nicest guys I've ever talked to. A cat in Phoenix who although recently single I can't really pursue due to stupid reasons.... And.... Oh and a Folf in Texas who is the ex of a friend of mine. Yeah... That is all the furs I can even consider dating, and I dont' think any of them would consider dating me.
At least not seriously anyways....
So how do I find Mr. Goodfur? Or is this one of those things were I'm supposed to just sit, be patient, and hope Mr. Good Fur finds me? Cause, I've been patient for a long while. I let my heart be broken.
It's my turn. I desserve a chance. Don't I?
I know this is angsty (God I'm Emo!) but bear with me and think about this. I live in Flagstaff, Arizona. There are not a lot of furs anywhere near my area. Most of the time when I date regular folk they usually get wierded out by the fact that I draw furry porn. So either I have to find a person with a really really open mind, or I have to find another fur.
Well, sounds simple until you think about it. There are no furs in my area. Heck there aren't even that many in this entire state. Of those I have to try and find one who is single, likes me, and is willing to date me. I know of one. A great guy I met a long while back. Thing is I don't think he likes me. Plus he doesn't live in the same city as me.
*Whimpers*
So what do I do. I want to start dating, but to do so kinda takes two... I can't handle a long distance online relationship. For me, that isn't real. Someone can say they hug you or say they are kissing away your tears, but typing it and actually having someone do it are completely different. I am greedy and need the real thing.
I'm just kind of starting to think I'll never find it. I feel like I'll never find someone who likes me that I can be with.
There are few people I'd even really consider dating at all. One the guy I mentioned earlier (Mmmmm badger) a wolf who lives in Alaska who is honestly one of the nicest guys I've ever talked to. A cat in Phoenix who although recently single I can't really pursue due to stupid reasons.... And.... Oh and a Folf in Texas who is the ex of a friend of mine. Yeah... That is all the furs I can even consider dating, and I dont' think any of them would consider dating me.
At least not seriously anyways....
So how do I find Mr. Goodfur? Or is this one of those things were I'm supposed to just sit, be patient, and hope Mr. Good Fur finds me? Cause, I've been patient for a long while. I let my heart be broken.
It's my turn. I desserve a chance. Don't I?
Ruthlessly Stolen Meme
Posted 19 years agoYay I stole a Meme. (Don't remember from who, otherwise I'd give them credit....
Anyways, here we go....
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
~ Losing You... I still dream of you. Is it the same way for you? Doesn't hi and goodbye sound so cruel?
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
~ Yay a window...
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
~ American Idol (Before that, 24)
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
~ 2 something
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
~ 2:22
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
~ The song Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
~ I just got back from shopping. My parents took me out for a belated birthday celebration.
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
~ I was flipping through my Strangers in Paradise comic books/trade paperbacks. (Which is what the above quote is from)
9. What are you wearing?
~ Teen Titans t-shirt, A pair of blue ecko jeans, a black Levis belt, my leather greenday watch, Generic black leather steel toe boots, and my homeade stitch necklace (A stitch key chain on a string)
10. Did you dream last night?
~ I had a wierd dream about furs in love in a really dark world that I may turn into a story or drawing or something....
11. When did you last laugh?
~ At my mom because of the wierd look she got in hot topic when she complained about the lack of Flogging Molly shirts (Flogging Molly is one of her favorite bands)
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
~ Posters, and wallscrolls and cardboard cutouts and in store displays for various anime and video games
13. Seen anything weird lately?
~ Nope.... No more then usual
14. What do you think of this quiz?
~ Meh...
15. What is the last film you saw?
~ Half Light (On DVD) Underworld Evolution (In Theaters)
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
~ Whatever my friend Kit wanted.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
~ At the age of 18 when my parents found out I was gay they kicked me out on the streets and I had to finish up highschool with out a home (sleeping out of my car) until eventually a friends mom took pitty on me and let me move in.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
~ People would just be themselves and not try to be something there not, not hide who they are, or be ashamed of it.
19. George Bush:
~ I have a plan for Iraq, and it's to.... Hey look a kitty...
20. Do you like to dance?
~ Lol. Uhmm can I, or do I like to, cause those are two different questions... Lol.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
~ Sarah, or Alexandria
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
~ Either Aiden, Ganymede, or John
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
~ I'd love to! I've been to France, and I'd love to maybe have a summer home there, and although I haven't been to Japan, I think it would be an interesting experience to live there.
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
~ I'm sorry...
Anyways, here we go....
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
~ Losing You... I still dream of you. Is it the same way for you? Doesn't hi and goodbye sound so cruel?
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
~ Yay a window...
3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
~ American Idol (Before that, 24)
4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
~ 2 something
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
~ 2:22
6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
~ The song Grand Theft Autumn by Fall Out Boy
7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
~ I just got back from shopping. My parents took me out for a belated birthday celebration.
8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
~ I was flipping through my Strangers in Paradise comic books/trade paperbacks. (Which is what the above quote is from)
9. What are you wearing?
~ Teen Titans t-shirt, A pair of blue ecko jeans, a black Levis belt, my leather greenday watch, Generic black leather steel toe boots, and my homeade stitch necklace (A stitch key chain on a string)
10. Did you dream last night?
~ I had a wierd dream about furs in love in a really dark world that I may turn into a story or drawing or something....
11. When did you last laugh?
~ At my mom because of the wierd look she got in hot topic when she complained about the lack of Flogging Molly shirts (Flogging Molly is one of her favorite bands)
12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
~ Posters, and wallscrolls and cardboard cutouts and in store displays for various anime and video games
13. Seen anything weird lately?
~ Nope.... No more then usual
14. What do you think of this quiz?
~ Meh...
15. What is the last film you saw?
~ Half Light (On DVD) Underworld Evolution (In Theaters)
16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
~ Whatever my friend Kit wanted.
17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:
~ At the age of 18 when my parents found out I was gay they kicked me out on the streets and I had to finish up highschool with out a home (sleeping out of my car) until eventually a friends mom took pitty on me and let me move in.
18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
~ People would just be themselves and not try to be something there not, not hide who they are, or be ashamed of it.
19. George Bush:
~ I have a plan for Iraq, and it's to.... Hey look a kitty...
20. Do you like to dance?
~ Lol. Uhmm can I, or do I like to, cause those are two different questions... Lol.
21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
~ Sarah, or Alexandria
22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?
~ Either Aiden, Ganymede, or John
23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
~ I'd love to! I've been to France, and I'd love to maybe have a summer home there, and although I haven't been to Japan, I think it would be an interesting experience to live there.
24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
~ I'm sorry...
Single, 21, Gay, Furry Artist looking for a mate...
Posted 19 years agoHeya all. It's me again. *Smiles* For those of you who don't know, I'm currently single. I've also decided to start looking for a mate. (I'm not a big fan of that term, but right now it's the best word I can come up with for what I want)
You see, I want to find someone (Hopefully a fur) who I can have a serious committed relationship with. Someone who will love me, and I can love in return. I'm hoping for someone relatively cute (Although honestly looks really aren't important to me) someone not too much younger or older then me, who is funny, intelligent, responsibile, a decent cook, and who I could introduce to and would get a long with my family ( A big deal for me!)
Anyways, I don't really care where I find this person. If I thought someone were the "one" (I don't believe there is only one person for each person, but one I'm saying is someone I could spend the rest of my life with) I would move anywhere on the globe to be with them.
Anyways, if you're Mr. Right feel free to IM, or e-mail me. I'll make sure and respond. *Smiles*
You see, I want to find someone (Hopefully a fur) who I can have a serious committed relationship with. Someone who will love me, and I can love in return. I'm hoping for someone relatively cute (Although honestly looks really aren't important to me) someone not too much younger or older then me, who is funny, intelligent, responsibile, a decent cook, and who I could introduce to and would get a long with my family ( A big deal for me!)
Anyways, I don't really care where I find this person. If I thought someone were the "one" (I don't believe there is only one person for each person, but one I'm saying is someone I could spend the rest of my life with) I would move anywhere on the globe to be with them.
Anyways, if you're Mr. Right feel free to IM, or e-mail me. I'll make sure and respond. *Smiles*
Viva Las Vegas!
Posted 19 years agoHeya All,
I'm on my way to Vegas for a short vacation. You see, tomorrow (January 24th) is my 21st birthday. Yay for being 21! Anyways, expect lots of photos and maybe a few drawings when I get back! By the way if you want to know what I want for my birthday, either a 100 watches on Fur Affinity, or, a comission from one of my three or four favortie furry artists....
I'm on my way to Vegas for a short vacation. You see, tomorrow (January 24th) is my 21st birthday. Yay for being 21! Anyways, expect lots of photos and maybe a few drawings when I get back! By the way if you want to know what I want for my birthday, either a 100 watches on Fur Affinity, or, a comission from one of my three or four favortie furry artists....
The Creeks A'rising, and the Lord Ain't Willing....
Posted 19 years agoThe Creeks A'rising, and the Lord Ain't Willing or Hell and Highwater Have Come...
Heya all.... I didn't think I'd be posting another journal entry (Especially so soon after the last one) But I was amazed by the amount of responses I got so, with the new found knowledge that seem people actually read these, I'm posting again.
Anyways, for those of you who don't know me that well, I'm a 20 (Going on 21 in 3 days) year old gay furry artist living in Flagstaff Arizona. I currently work at Blockbuster (Not the best job in the world, but the free movies are nice) and I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do with my life.
I recently got out of a one month relationship (My second shortest relationship of all time. The longest being two years) and I can't help but feeling lost. I really thought he was the one! (Not that I believe there is only one person out there for each person) I just thought he was the person I could spend the rest of my life with, and finding out he didn't feel the same hurts quite a bit.
In addition, the pain of rejection as once again brought to my attention my many, many shortcomings. The biggest of which is my fear of abandonment. Ever since my parents kicked me out of the house for being gay, I've had a long history of being abandoned and or hurt by those I care about. It's something that makes it harder for me to trust people. It also makes me very paranoid sometimes. This is something I really need to work on if I'm ever going to have a sucessful relationship I need to be able to trust my parrtner fully.
In addition to paranoia, I few other not so great traits. The biggest of which is that currently I really have no future or ambitions. Other then someday wanting to draw a comic book, I have no real goals, nor do I have any idea what I want to do with my life. I have no direction or drive, and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to decide what I want, let alone go about making it happen...
Finally last but not least, I'm a bit clingy and too emotional. I don't fall for people easily. A person has to be very special for me to even like them as a friend. When I do fall though, I fall hard and fast. Something that is really not healthy! I've only fallen in love 3 times in my life. All three times with people I shouldn't have let myself love. Once I'm in love I cling to them. Which can be annoying. Also, since I wear my emotions on my sleeve and hold nothing back, when I began to feel sad or hurt or rejected I fall apart. Not contrrolling my emotions, I become a mess of tears and hurt feelings.
*Sighs* You'd think since I recognize all my many problems I'd have made some progress in facing and overcoming them, but the truth is I don't even know where to start? How does one begin a journey of self improvement? How does one go about changing who we are?
*Sighs* I just know I need to work through these things before I pursue any other relationships.... *Sighs* In closing I'm going to post the lyrics from a song thats been in my head for the last few days. I'd say it's off topic, but honestly it kinda fits well with the way I feel insider right now.
No Way Out
(From Brother Bear)
Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone
But there's nothing I can say to change
the things I've done
Of all the things I hid from you
I cannot hide the shame
And I pray someone, something will come
to take away the pain
There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
I can't face another day
Tell me where, did I go wrong
Everyone I loved, they're all gone
I'd do everything differently
but I can't turn back the time
There's no shelter from the storm
inside of me
There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
I can't face another day
Anyways, not the entire song, but the only part I can remember right now. My roomate keeps reminding me the song ends on an upbeat note, but for some stupid reason this is the only part I can remember. Sad ain't it.... *Smiles* Well bye for now....
Heya all.... I didn't think I'd be posting another journal entry (Especially so soon after the last one) But I was amazed by the amount of responses I got so, with the new found knowledge that seem people actually read these, I'm posting again.
Anyways, for those of you who don't know me that well, I'm a 20 (Going on 21 in 3 days) year old gay furry artist living in Flagstaff Arizona. I currently work at Blockbuster (Not the best job in the world, but the free movies are nice) and I have no idea what the hell I'm going to do with my life.
I recently got out of a one month relationship (My second shortest relationship of all time. The longest being two years) and I can't help but feeling lost. I really thought he was the one! (Not that I believe there is only one person out there for each person) I just thought he was the person I could spend the rest of my life with, and finding out he didn't feel the same hurts quite a bit.
In addition, the pain of rejection as once again brought to my attention my many, many shortcomings. The biggest of which is my fear of abandonment. Ever since my parents kicked me out of the house for being gay, I've had a long history of being abandoned and or hurt by those I care about. It's something that makes it harder for me to trust people. It also makes me very paranoid sometimes. This is something I really need to work on if I'm ever going to have a sucessful relationship I need to be able to trust my parrtner fully.
In addition to paranoia, I few other not so great traits. The biggest of which is that currently I really have no future or ambitions. Other then someday wanting to draw a comic book, I have no real goals, nor do I have any idea what I want to do with my life. I have no direction or drive, and I don't know how to fix it. I don't know how to decide what I want, let alone go about making it happen...
Finally last but not least, I'm a bit clingy and too emotional. I don't fall for people easily. A person has to be very special for me to even like them as a friend. When I do fall though, I fall hard and fast. Something that is really not healthy! I've only fallen in love 3 times in my life. All three times with people I shouldn't have let myself love. Once I'm in love I cling to them. Which can be annoying. Also, since I wear my emotions on my sleeve and hold nothing back, when I began to feel sad or hurt or rejected I fall apart. Not contrrolling my emotions, I become a mess of tears and hurt feelings.
*Sighs* You'd think since I recognize all my many problems I'd have made some progress in facing and overcoming them, but the truth is I don't even know where to start? How does one begin a journey of self improvement? How does one go about changing who we are?
*Sighs* I just know I need to work through these things before I pursue any other relationships.... *Sighs* In closing I'm going to post the lyrics from a song thats been in my head for the last few days. I'd say it's off topic, but honestly it kinda fits well with the way I feel insider right now.
No Way Out
(From Brother Bear)
Everywhere I turn, I hurt someone
But there's nothing I can say to change
the things I've done
Of all the things I hid from you
I cannot hide the shame
And I pray someone, something will come
to take away the pain
There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
I can't face another day
Tell me where, did I go wrong
Everyone I loved, they're all gone
I'd do everything differently
but I can't turn back the time
There's no shelter from the storm
inside of me
There's no way out of this dark place
No hope, no future
I know I can't be free
But I can't see another way
I can't face another day
Anyways, not the entire song, but the only part I can remember right now. My roomate keeps reminding me the song ends on an upbeat note, but for some stupid reason this is the only part I can remember. Sad ain't it.... *Smiles* Well bye for now....
Single Lonely Artist Seeks Great Fur For Life Long Fun.
Posted 20 years agoHeya everyone out there in Furaffinity. This is my first journal entry (Since no one reads them anyways, I didn't see the point of posting one) Anyways, I recently became single again. *Whimpers* It's what I get for falling in love with a bi-sexual friend of mine who is looking for a woman.
When the relationship started, I knew it prolly wouldn't last, but still I held out hope that he would feel for me the way I feel for him. We'd been friends for awhile, and roomates for awhile as well, and I just thought he would fall for me.
You see, I really could have been happy spending the rest of my life with him. I loved him! I don't know if I'll ever find someone else I can get that close to again, but eventually I'm going to have to start looking.
That said I just want to let anyone who might IM or contact me know that in the back of my head I'm prolly going to be weighing wether or not I would consider dating you or not. Well, that's all for now....
When the relationship started, I knew it prolly wouldn't last, but still I held out hope that he would feel for me the way I feel for him. We'd been friends for awhile, and roomates for awhile as well, and I just thought he would fall for me.
You see, I really could have been happy spending the rest of my life with him. I loved him! I don't know if I'll ever find someone else I can get that close to again, but eventually I'm going to have to start looking.
That said I just want to let anyone who might IM or contact me know that in the back of my head I'm prolly going to be weighing wether or not I would consider dating you or not. Well, that's all for now....