I am still hurting from the big lie that an ex friend of mine told...

I feel so hurt by what happen and I feel like I am going to have issues of trusting people and letting people in so easily like I use to...

I don't know what to do because this ex friend was really there when I needed them the most in my dark hours but to be "thrown under the bus"... I just don't know what to do.

Plus the fact he not only he broke my trust but the trust of someone else too. I honestly can't bring myself to hate anyone or even try to stay mad at someone....

Matt is moving in with J finally!!! yay and stuffs! but matt needs help so they are doing a ych with one of matt and j characters! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11530099/

go check it out bishes!!!!

go here and see what i am saying you bishes of foxes http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:35818782

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5022305/

go there and pass out some lightbulbs bishes!!!!

i want to get into a couple rps on sl (hopefully)

one of them being soul eater
and the other idk yet but something where my otter is an assin. (cant spell right now lol)

is anyone interested or know where i can go?

the soul eater i want to be a weapon. I have already figure that the weapon i want to be is an axe

because of someone i thought was a fucking friend of three years lied about something and somehow made it seem like i am in the wrong...

someone that told me that they loved me and cared about me, just to see that they would rather lie than tell the truth... I honestly....

its because of this person i cant ever trust anyone without questioning their true motives towards me now. I dont know if its because they want to get into my pants or they are really being my friend like i need them too be.

I honestly feel like now i was taken advantage because of the break up i had....

fucking hell... what the hell is wrong with people these days now....

this movie i want to see but i am trying my damnest to find the song in this trailer! someone help me?

idk why got this song gets to me all the damn time T.T fuck i cry over the girly moments like the scene in moulin rouge when the guy gets the girl but she dies on him T.T

check it out http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4991924/

I am a big soul eater fan! i found this fan song and wow...

Damn it why do I have to date at all? I am tired of the jackasses, jerks that think just because they got a dick and they have to use it. I miss having mate so much... I don't know why it just feel like I am not cut out for dating at all. >.< god...

Here are two art raffles going on!!!

one: octonnibal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4947502/

two: Subdivisions http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4948969/

FOLLOW THE RULES ON THESE RAFFLES MY BISHES!!!!

I have to be honest with everything...

I had the hardest time dealing with the break up with my ex mate and then my ex telling me he couldn't be my friend at all.

There was one person there for my darkest moments, the times that i felt like i was falling down into a bottomless pit of sadness and depression. The one person that never took sides with anyone and always spoke the truth when i needed it tho at times it wasnt what i really wanted to hear at times.

I want the world to know that my best friend that i dont know what i would do without is  Fenra

he was always there for every step of the way and i hope he will always be there as i always want to be there for him no matter what is going on



btw Fenra i am sorry if this embarrass you but everyone needs to know that you have been my shining light in this darkness i was dealing with. I love you silly Stallion!

you ever wonder what the term soulmate really means? it means to me that the person can still love you when you make mistakes or have bad flaws. The only person that know what you need or thinking on your worse days. The person can read you so easily when you are trying to hide what you are feeling. The person that you know from that moment when your eyes meet.the person that even there are many miles between you and the other person it still feels like you two are right next to each other when you lay down to sleep. The person that when they are not around that it feels like there is something missing but its gone the moment they are near you or a simple text. The person that will give up anything just to see you smile. the only person that when kissing, it always feels like the first kiss over and over. The person that completes you always.

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> https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4935574/

FOLLOW THE RULES BISHES!!!

I am letting go the pain, sorrow, and hurting.

I am getting out of the darkness that was drowning me.

I can feel numbness fading, giving way to something new.

I am cutting the chains holding me down from seeing the light.

I feel my heart growing stronger at long last.

I wont let anything or anyone hold me back from getting what i need the most.

I can finally look into the night sky and feel the stars near me like i use to.

I dont care what comes at me anymore because i know it wont hurt me at all.

I am finally the strong person i need and want to be at last.

So i can finally handle the world and what it can throw at me!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4898022/ follow the rule and have fun ^^

i heard this song and makes me smile... i cant wait for the day that i can play this non stop for someone special

i am still open for commission and i really need the money note me if you are interested...

Is there any Virginia furs? Virginia beach, Portsmouth, or Norfolk?

The day i met you,
there was something different about you.

You were always there when i needed a friend to listen to me,
never taking sides and helping me see what was going on.

You seem to know what i needed to hear at the right times.

I always looked forwarded to hanging out with you when we could.

Everytime we talked to each other,
it seemed like we were in our own little world.

Then the day came when my heart broke from life,
You finally told me what you have been hiding from me for so long.

You showed me the feelings you had for me for the longest time,
always not telling me because you wanted what was best for me.

All you ever wanted was for me to be happy no matter what i was doing
or who with i was with at the time.

My heart maybe a bit broken and has a few scars on it but to you,
you see past all that and only see the real me.

You see past all the pain and anger i had been through,
you been there for the ups and downs.

I have always loved you but now more than ever
that love keeps growing more and more for you everyday.

I never leave your side no matter what is going on.

My heart is made of glass and its been broken a few times,
but you see the beauty thats in it rather how it looks now.

From this day forward,
I want the world to know that I love you
And that i am giving my heart to you.

All I ever need to know that you love me too,
And if you are ok with letting the world know now
Who has my heart?

This just sucks and I don't want it to be my birthday tomorrow... For the first time I have to celebrate it alone for the first time...

I wish so many times were different right now