YOU FINALLY FUCKING SNAP OVER ONE THING LIKE YOUR SCREAMING IN YOUR HEAD THE FUCKING ONE THING YOU KNOW DAMN WELL WILL NEVER BE YOURS WHICH YOUVE FOUGHT TOOTH AND NAIL FOR YOURSELF TO FORGET AND YOU SAT THERE AT NIGHT AND CRIED BECUASE YOUR MIND WAS JUST TO FULL OF ALL THESE CONFUSING EMOTIONS AND THEN YOU SEE SOMETHING THAT JUST FUCKING HINTS AT HOW MUCH HATRED HAS ACCUMULATED OVER THIS SPAN OF A FEW MONTHS YOU WANT TO SCREAM AT THEM BUT YOU FUCKING CANT.. YOU KNOW WHY BECUASE YOURE WEAK AND UNINTIMIDATEING. THAT SHAKING WHEN YOUR JUST STANDING THERE THE PURE UTTER FUCKONGRAGE YOU FEEL AND THE SCARY FACES FINALLY SURFACE AFTER SO LONG OF SURPRESSING THE DAMNED FEELING YOU FINALLY LET IT GO...but not really.. becuase your scared. Your scared to the point of no return so you just sit there.. staring at the wall.. saying that your just fine even when tears push at your eyes the possibility of you crying in the middle of these people iminant but still you sit there.. silent. .always silent

I want to find a good plushie maker so i can get a warrick plushie thats all i want.. that and a dog. But thats not going to happen

So, im sorry i havent been suppah active, im in a depression rut but uhm. im ok! im not like... dead or anything just.. sad.. and lonely.. and.. hngh.. kinda feel like a second choice to most right now.. me and grandma had a good talk today about shit n stuff but uhm yea oh i found this like afuckingdorable shop with a bunch or up-cycled shit in it..uhm.. so yea.. ive been really stressed about school and stuff... just..yea. but i mean..
not super bad right now. get to go to mff not complaining about that... just in a butt mood i hate being sick so much

i just want my scalie butts here.. i want dragon cuddles >.> Teufel and Kaz should be here and some how fit on my bed -pouts- I really dont know how that would work but i call the middle. im thinking about putting a color streak in my hair...uhm
im lonely... hngh

no one really talks to me besides three people..

hngh
im just uhm.. rambling now

Idk im bored

Alright so i need some help with getting stuff done, NOW hear me out on this i want to graduate as early as i can so i dont have to do this anymore but im stuck i need some help i need more help with english then anything else righy now and maybe some math, i know i know i cant learn if im 'CHEATING' well im sorry i cant be a fucking genius anyway so i want to like do a survey of hey are you able to be my homework assistant uhm itll just be highschool level shit like algebra and english and world history ah note me? Or something

im tired so tired but im on teamspeak with friends
hngh

FUCKING SHOOT ME PEOPLE need to grow up thank you



Blow up moment over

Fucking jesus all mighty

FUCKING NO DONT YOU DARE BRING YOUR CRACKER ASS BACK HERE OR SO HELP ME I'LL FIND YOUR FAMILY AND KILL YOU





fuck snow

Its sedimentary dear watson i spouted this off to my friend devin today while working on a project

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3aF9AJm0RFc

i love johnny cash

i got a new icon for fucking finally


larger version to come

http://www.livestream.com/thepaddedroom1

hey

uhm hey?

its nicole

OOOH hey!

yea.. hey

like really am i that invisible to you

Im willing to pay yes -flails- i only have one for toriya and the one i had for z got all bent to hell

so i went to the doctor for a check up and i have this thing where my fingers will start to stop bending as well cuz of this build up of calcium around the joints..
so
uhm
i might have to stop drawning.. guys.. im scared.
what am i going to do
.

With a female some one who is a bit playful but knows limititations
is very patient and understanding as he cant not speak despite a limited vocabulary hes more into quiet things like walking reading


Uhm female preferences but if a very feminine guy i can maybe make exceptions

ill fucking be there.

yea


(best meme ever)

Ok so when you come at me and say i need you to move all of your rabbit stuff by your self when we both know its not a one person job cuz im not the biggest. And not give me a valid reason beside just becuase like sorry dude but nah im not going scare the shit out of my rabbit and put him in the fucking kitchen like sorry the dog will try to eat him no.. just fucking tell me why like shit its not a fucking national secret


Honestly

http://www.livestream.com/thepaddedroom1


mic will be one if you want to ask questions :D

http://www.livestream.com/thepaddedroom1

come one sit right down and watch some ratty goodness