Emmers offered to pay my way in to ren faire this weekend. Money is pretty tight at home lately and I thought I would be able to go but she offered me and shes even making phent for me! Well phenty parts shes so nice to me nnyyaah so nice

that lump in your throat when you know you want to but afraid some one will catch you and ask you why your doing it

-phone goes off-
-look at it excitedly- they replied!
-checks it-oh.. -sighs and flops- not them..

well not in a great mood i mean teufel is coming over tomorrow idk
just in a crap mood
idk
im still bummed that Warrick isnt going to be made i dont have the money after recent events so eeeh

Oh my god.. I already hate driving illegally but ben and I went all the fuck to ohmaha and back cuz of something I dony really want to talk. About.. I just got home.. im so tired

im a bit tired..
i dont know why i wasnt doing much today i dont do much anywany

ZERO HAS BEEN PAID OFF
BIG HUGE HUMONGOUS THANKS TO TEUFEL HE IS SUCH A DOLL
OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH

Im having a guy day even though im like have the worst girl moment right now.. ok I hate tampons but I hate pads more like I haaate tampons becuase if im not bleeding enough the cottony shiz hurts like a fucker and pads for me are so uncomfortable becuase I move a lot so they just get all bent out of shape ugh so im sitting here in pain cuz this damned tampon feels like a sand paper tube like twisting its killer


Anyway

Im having a guy day so aah if you want guy pronouns for a day :3

I have a commission to finish tomorrow and thats about it, im going to adventurland this weekend instead of the 20th

Its pretty quiet not many people talk to me but at least theres no drama im thinking a lot about the future and shit which scares me sometimes but right now I think its pretty solid

My headphones are shite i want to kick babies

lolitas scare me.. its like go at it yo just dont come around me please like i dont care what makes you happy man but id rather not have to be freaked out by all that pink

i cant with this posing shit right now like i want it to be awesome cuz oh my gosh but fuuuuccck mee

So I cleaned yesterday and was super proud of my self, and I got praise from grandma which doesnt happen much anymore. Well any way I got a note asking for a commission coolio right'? So I thought id sketch out the pose and I got to get my pen and tablet.. I cant for the fucking life of me cant find my pen.. like seriously I just clean my room how the flying fuck did I lose it well.. till further notice all art will be postponed sorry

i cleaned my room.. and did my luandry..

had a ok day
uneventful like normal

my fucking tablet pen is like ho-fucking-dini like what in all fuck
im gonna fucking kill babies

idk why but yup
so uhm
ZeroDusk is my name
woop woop
idk

that does animated icons for cheaps
im looking for something creepy for my icon

so close god damn it
got like 250 i think till its paid off
oh my god
Zero is gonna look kick ass as fuck

All information is on my main profile

im open for commissions even references if you really want one!

prices and stuff are on my profile!

so im trying to link my bank with my paypal and when it says to verify it says to pick my number i do so it says its not registered and asks me to do it a different way, ok i do this
so i pick the option and do it again it says its not registered.. what the hell yes it is i havent changed my number since i got this damned paypal account and what the fuck
i need some help the email people didnt help

like eeh 5 bucks

pick a species!
1.dog(you can even pick a breed)
2.wolf
3.cat(pick your breed)
4.horse
5.pony
6.deer
7.caribou
8.rat/mouse
those are what i can think of off the top of my head but if you know anymore dont be afraid to list below
pick a gender
pick a color palette!

comment below!

Not ready for today.. im not... just..-sighs- havent felt like this in some time..

so im trying to survey around for chibi fursuit head makers.. cuz like.. yea realistic Z is for not childern crowds i dont want to scare kids

47 days.. hngh..