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Posted 13 years agothis account is about as vacant as Michele bachmann's thick ass skull. now I'm 
venrat
im not sure I will be on this account anymore so I guess I'll see you on the flip side
venratim not sure I will be on this account anymore so I guess I'll see you on the flip side
tablet contest!
Posted 14 years agosuper crazy furry mob gathering here> http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3110750/ for a chance to win a bamboo tablet!!!! Im there too!!
free art Fridays!! by: Eniabflow
Posted 14 years agowatch out for f.f.a.m. (furry free art mobs) cause 
eniabflow is doing Free Art Fridays!!! here>http://www.furaffinity.net/view/653...../#cid:51660738
I hopes I wins X3
eniabflow is doing Free Art Fridays!!! here>http://www.furaffinity.net/view/653...../#cid:51660738I hopes I wins X3
OH MY BUDDHA!!
Posted 14 years agoI HAVE... A HALF TANK OF GAS :D!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who gives a shit if we have school tomorrow?!?! I HAVE A HALF TANK OF GAS!!!! and like, 15 bucks in change LOL I'M FIRETRUCKING AWESOME !!!!
I could just fly too the moon....
who gives a shit if we have school tomorrow?!?! I HAVE A HALF TANK OF GAS!!!! and like, 15 bucks in change LOL I'M FIRETRUCKING AWESOME !!!!
I could just fly too the moon....
Fill this random shit out...from Harley_Badger
Posted 14 years ago01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink, what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain what/where.
09) Worst habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite animal and is it your fursona?
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What eye colour do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe in/appreciate romance?
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
34) Are you spiritual?
35) What is your most memorable moment with me?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
02) What was your dream growing up?
03) What talent do you wish you had?
04) If I bought you a drink, what would it be?
05) Favorite vegetable?
06) What was the last book you read?
07) What zodiac sign are you?
08) Any tattoos and/or piercings? Explain what/where.
09) Worst habit?
10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?
11) What is your favorite animal and is it your fursona?
12) Do you have a pessimistic or optimistic attitude?
13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?
14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?
15) Tell me one weird fact about you.
16) Do you have any pets?
17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?
18) What was your first impression of me?
19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?
20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?
21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?
22) What eye colour do you have?
23) Ever been arrested?
24) Bottle or can soda?
25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?
26) What's your favorite place to hang out?
27) Do you believe in ghosts?
28) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?
29) Do you swear a lot?
30) Biggest pet peeve?
31) In one word, how would you describe yourself?
32) Do you believe in/appreciate romance?
33) Favorite and least favorite food?
34) Are you spiritual?
35) What is your most memorable moment with me?
36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?
im driving around by myself now...
Posted 14 years agoeverything has been changing the past year and a half and I feel so strange. I have been so isolated from everyone I know because of my changing schools or what ever :P now I'm just kind of lonely. hmm. I have absolutely no clue why but I thought that when I got my drivers licensed, that I would start hearing from my old friends but I didn't. I wish I know why they aren't interested anymore , how I am not the same. I just want to be friends. I just want to belong. where did they go. where did I go? is it my fault? what did I do? can I fix it? how? its too frustrating. I don't have anywhere to go....
No Subject
Posted 14 years agoblatantly stole from HarleyBadger, who stole it from emersoncollie and spatsbear
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[X] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[_] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[_] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[_] bought porn
[X] tried drugs (meh. not all that great)
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
[X] taken painkillers
[_] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[_] wished someone to die
[_] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 14
[_] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist
[_] received a ticket
[_] been to rehab
[_] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[_] been to a club
[_] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade (twice)
[X] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[_] had a spring break in Florida
[_] sniffed anything
[X] wore black nail polish (i was far from fashionable in 6th grade XD)
[X] wore arm bands (see my point?)
[X] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap {I was young and naive}
[_] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 23
[_] dressed gothic
[_] dressed girly
[X] dressed punk (I guess, If you include skinny jeans and tight shirt.)
[_] dressed grunge
[X] stole something
[X] been too drunk to remember anything
[_] blacked out
[_] fainted
[_] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
[X] had a crush on a friend
[_] been to a concert
[_] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[X] been called a slut ( kids are cruel :'(
[_] called someone a slut
[X] installed speakers in a car
[X] broken a mirror (thats just how I roll)
[_] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[_] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 30
[_] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[X] seen an R-rated movie
[X] cruised the mall (I don't "cruise" but sure :P)
[X] skipped school
[X] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[X] gone to court
[_] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[X] caught something on fire
[_] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 37
[_] owned/rented an apartment/house
[_] broke the law in the police's presence
[_] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[_] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[_] kissed a stranger
[_] rode in the car with a stranger
[X] been harassed (physically and emotionally)
[X] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 41
[X] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[_] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[X] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[_] drank and drove
[X] prank-called someone
[X] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[X] cheated on a test
49..... this is rigged.
If you have 00-10 ... write [I'm a goody-goody]
If you have 11-20 ... write [I'm still a goody-goody]
If you have 21-30 ... write [I'm average]
If you have 31-40 ... write [I'm a bad kid]
If you have 41-50 ... write [I'm a very bad influence]
If you have 51-60 ... write [I'm a horrible person]
If you have 61-70 ... write [I should be in jail]
If you have 71-80 ... write [I should be dead]
If you have 81-90 ... write [I got a ticket to Hell]
HAVE YOU...
[X] smoked
[X] consumed alcohol
[_] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex
[X] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex
[X] kissed someone of the same sex
[_] had sex
[X] had someone in your room other than family
[X] watched porn
[_] bought porn
[X] tried drugs (meh. not all that great)
TOTAL SO FAR: 7
[X] taken painkillers
[_] taken someone else's prescription medicine
[X] lied to your parents
[X] lied to a friend
[X] snuck out of the house
[X] done something illegal
[X] felt hurt
[X] hurt someone
[_] wished someone to die
[_] seen someone die
TOTAL SO FAR: 14
[_] missed curfew
[X] stayed out all night
[X] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[X] been to a therapist
[_] received a ticket
[_] been to rehab
[_] dyed your hair
[X] been in an accident
[_] been to a club
[_] been to a bar
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ ] been to a wild party
[ ] been to a Mardi Gras parade (twice)
[X] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night
[_] had a spring break in Florida
[_] sniffed anything
[X] wore black nail polish (i was far from fashionable in 6th grade XD)
[X] wore arm bands (see my point?)
[X] wore t-shirts with band names
[X] listened to rap {I was young and naive}
[_] owned a 50 Cent CD
TOTAL SO FAR: 23
[_] dressed gothic
[_] dressed girly
[X] dressed punk (I guess, If you include skinny jeans and tight shirt.)
[_] dressed grunge
[X] stole something
[X] been too drunk to remember anything
[_] blacked out
[_] fainted
[_] had a crush on a neighbour
TOTAL SO FAR: 26
[X] had a crush on a friend
[_] been to a concert
[_] dry-humped someone; been dry humped
[X] been called a slut ( kids are cruel :'(
[_] called someone a slut
[X] installed speakers in a car
[X] broken a mirror (thats just how I roll)
[_] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[_] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush
TOTAL SO FAR: 30
[_] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper
[X] seen an R-rated movie
[X] cruised the mall (I don't "cruise" but sure :P)
[X] skipped school
[X] had surgery
[X] had an injury
[X] gone to court
[_] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping
[X] caught something on fire
[_] lied about your age
TOTAL SO FAR: 37
[_] owned/rented an apartment/house
[_] broke the law in the police's presence
[_] made out with someone who had a GF/BF
[_] got in trouble with the police
[X] talked to a stranger
[X] hugged a stranger
[_] kissed a stranger
[_] rode in the car with a stranger
[X] been harassed (physically and emotionally)
[X] been verbally harassed
TOTAL SO FAR: 41
[X] met face-to-face with someone you met online
[X] stayed online for 5+ hours straight
[_] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight
[X] watched TV for 5 hours straight
[X] been to a fair
[X] been called a bad influence
[_] drank and drove
[X] prank-called someone
[X] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex
[X] cheated on a test
49..... this is rigged.
oh if I were a...
Posted 14 years ago Oh if I were a... MOUSE, I would be me.
I think I'm a mouse with a small cup of tea,
and a hand full of bread crumbs which I dip in my drink.
I sit in my small chair and think,
of the names that would fit me as corona,
a special name for my little rodent persona.
I would wonder about with a hat and a cane,
a little spectacle on my left eye and an umbrella if it were to rain.
I can't think of a way to make me more happy,
but my fox will always be a part of my heart inside me,
inside my chest beating ever so sweetly.
the sound of my giggles would only bring me twice as many.
hopes and dreams for love and health always granted good and plenty.
fear non-existent in my brave rodent heart
for nothing is as frightening as my family brought apart,
so I will fight for my loved ones and all my friends
and they would fight for me too,
side by side until the end.
But for now, I wait until my thought is solid and whole,
for tomorrow is a new day, and I'm still free to choose my Role.
I think I'm a mouse with a small cup of tea,
and a hand full of bread crumbs which I dip in my drink.
I sit in my small chair and think,
of the names that would fit me as corona,
a special name for my little rodent persona.
I would wonder about with a hat and a cane,
a little spectacle on my left eye and an umbrella if it were to rain.
I can't think of a way to make me more happy,
but my fox will always be a part of my heart inside me,
inside my chest beating ever so sweetly.
the sound of my giggles would only bring me twice as many.
hopes and dreams for love and health always granted good and plenty.
fear non-existent in my brave rodent heart
for nothing is as frightening as my family brought apart,
so I will fight for my loved ones and all my friends
and they would fight for me too,
side by side until the end.
But for now, I wait until my thought is solid and whole,
for tomorrow is a new day, and I'm still free to choose my Role.
when I have a free moment...
Posted 14 years agoI usually remember something that I haven't done/seen/used/ETC. I have been on FA a few times this past few weeks. it feels like it has been sooo long since I have spoken to any other furs. I have been wondering whats been going on with everyone else. so yeah. :P
i told some one today
Posted 14 years agotoday i told someone i was gay. she asked after i had her help me finish a rough draft for a paper due today (it was about gay marriage). she wrote it on a piece of paper and handed it to me. at first i kind of shuttered and moved the paper over with out thinking.(for the past month and a half, I have been really talking my self into trying to tell some one and this caused me to just try to avoid the question instead of just saying i was straight.)so she goes back up two seats ahead of me. when she came back i kind of just sat there. that was when i realized that by doing that, i pretty much made it obvious. i was extremely scared(mostly from the gallon of adrenalin that my body dumped into my blood). after she looked at me i started saying something i can't even remember. at that point, i started to black out and the only thing i could that at is "just nod your head dumb ass!"
so i did. she said that she wouldn't say it to anyone but i don't even know who was around me when it happened.i just can't remember. after about what felt like my brain shutting down and rebooting,( i think i stared at the wall for 2 minutes) i started thinking" she knows your gay. you just told her your... gay."
that was about 10:20 today and i have been having panic attacks all day. i feel so... strange. not happy nor sad,angry,or even remorseful. i don't really know if there is anything left to say.
so i did. she said that she wouldn't say it to anyone but i don't even know who was around me when it happened.i just can't remember. after about what felt like my brain shutting down and rebooting,( i think i stared at the wall for 2 minutes) i started thinking" she knows your gay. you just told her your... gay."
that was about 10:20 today and i have been having panic attacks all day. i feel so... strange. not happy nor sad,angry,or even remorseful. i don't really know if there is anything left to say.
