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enegry drink rant( one of many to come)
General | Posted 15 years ago*sighs* its 6:14 in the morning and I'm still up... why didn't i save that energy drink for tomorrow? this goes on the orca's list of "things not to do". So until i fall asleep, I'm watching bleach YAY!!!! gotta love Bleach. if you don't... i will find you lol. no I'm just kidding! But what i need to do is start cleaning my contact list up. i have ppl on my list that i haven't spoken to in months, almost like years. i also need to find a job, which i am going to force myself to do in a couple of hours. hopefully i wont fall asleep in front of someone ^ ^ lets see what else is going on... OH!! I am alive!!! I never understood that, when ppl post that they are still alive. Can post if your dead right... O_O right??? a zombie fur posting journals. *shivers* scary thought (for me that is. not trying to bash anybody or start drama. if zombie furs float your boat kudos to you, i just dont rock that way)
i really should start posting more journals. i just need a push *shrugs* who knows i just might push myself ^ ^ OH!! and im STILL looking for an orca plushie. WHY ARE WE SO HARD TO FIND IN PLUSH!!!! maybe im just not looking hard enough... *thinks* hmmm.... have you ever looked for something, but then found what you were looking for, but it was the thing that you gave up looking for days ago? i do that all the time. but what really bugs me is when i'm about to say something the i forget what i was saying. BIG frustration to me. I also should start drawing again. I dont know why i stopped, well i know why i stopped ( drama and lost my sensei T^T) but i should start up again. i just need to find some type of inspiration, if you can think of anything let me know PLEASE!!!! what else what else to rant about. OH yea... my boyfriend... let me tell you about him... he's freaking awesome that what he is ^ ^ totally lost with out that dragon. he's helped me through alot, and honestly( i know he's gonna read this and give me the eye) i dont think i would be here right now if it was for him, and two other wonderful fur friends(one i know, and one im getting to know. damn kitty gotta be so tall. DAMN YOU TALL PPL!!!!)
No but in all honesty, i don't think i would be here right now typing this rant. I usually dont tell people my busness but no one really reads my journals (unlike the truely famous people on this site, when there journals go up its like BAM!!! everyone has read it ^ ^ LOVE YOU FAMOUS FURS!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!) but to save you the drama I'm going to make a long story short. I came out to my parents, who i love dearly with all my heart. Now i've been locked up in the closet from when ever i can remember. My folks are old school, and when i say old school, I mean it. So I came clean with them (didnt tell them i was a fur because who knows what woulda happened then) and my dad gave me this firm yet gentle look, and said, " If your going to live that lifestyle, you have to get out of my house" At first i thought it was a big bluff, my folks would do that to get me to do what ever they wanted. But as the days went on,i noticed that they were for real, which scared the shit out of me. long story short, i was put out and was an emotional reck. Now, im the type of person that doesnt freely share my feelings. Its like pulling teeth, teeth that have been weilded INTO the center of the earth and your trying to pull it out with a pair of chopsticks. there is only one person who i truely trust with my emotions and he knows who he is. im just thankful that i have many friends that helped me though this. imma stop talking about it now, its just ugh...
ANYWOO... i dont have much to rant about now... OH but i do have a question for you!!! yes you the fur/scalie/ zombie fur *shivers* who is reading this.
whats the longest period of time you stayed up? (omg that sounds so dirty. lol put your dirty and/or clean answer)
well thats all for now.. untill next time friends *huggles tightly*
i really should start posting more journals. i just need a push *shrugs* who knows i just might push myself ^ ^ OH!! and im STILL looking for an orca plushie. WHY ARE WE SO HARD TO FIND IN PLUSH!!!! maybe im just not looking hard enough... *thinks* hmmm.... have you ever looked for something, but then found what you were looking for, but it was the thing that you gave up looking for days ago? i do that all the time. but what really bugs me is when i'm about to say something the i forget what i was saying. BIG frustration to me. I also should start drawing again. I dont know why i stopped, well i know why i stopped ( drama and lost my sensei T^T) but i should start up again. i just need to find some type of inspiration, if you can think of anything let me know PLEASE!!!! what else what else to rant about. OH yea... my boyfriend... let me tell you about him... he's freaking awesome that what he is ^ ^ totally lost with out that dragon. he's helped me through alot, and honestly( i know he's gonna read this and give me the eye) i dont think i would be here right now if it was for him, and two other wonderful fur friends(one i know, and one im getting to know. damn kitty gotta be so tall. DAMN YOU TALL PPL!!!!)
No but in all honesty, i don't think i would be here right now typing this rant. I usually dont tell people my busness but no one really reads my journals (unlike the truely famous people on this site, when there journals go up its like BAM!!! everyone has read it ^ ^ LOVE YOU FAMOUS FURS!!! YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!) but to save you the drama I'm going to make a long story short. I came out to my parents, who i love dearly with all my heart. Now i've been locked up in the closet from when ever i can remember. My folks are old school, and when i say old school, I mean it. So I came clean with them (didnt tell them i was a fur because who knows what woulda happened then) and my dad gave me this firm yet gentle look, and said, " If your going to live that lifestyle, you have to get out of my house" At first i thought it was a big bluff, my folks would do that to get me to do what ever they wanted. But as the days went on,i noticed that they were for real, which scared the shit out of me. long story short, i was put out and was an emotional reck. Now, im the type of person that doesnt freely share my feelings. Its like pulling teeth, teeth that have been weilded INTO the center of the earth and your trying to pull it out with a pair of chopsticks. there is only one person who i truely trust with my emotions and he knows who he is. im just thankful that i have many friends that helped me though this. imma stop talking about it now, its just ugh...
ANYWOO... i dont have much to rant about now... OH but i do have a question for you!!! yes you the fur/scalie/ zombie fur *shivers* who is reading this.
whats the longest period of time you stayed up? (omg that sounds so dirty. lol put your dirty and/or clean answer)
well thats all for now.. untill next time friends *huggles tightly*
On the hunt for an orca plushie
General | Posted 15 years agoim just searching the web right now looking for anyone who could make custom orca plushies. was thinking about getting a plushie for each of my pod. if anyone knows anyone who makes plushies or a good site can you please drop me a line, it would mean a lot ^ ^
on the hunt for a puppeh!!!!!!
General | Posted 15 years agoITS TIME FOR ANOTHER PUPPY!!!!!!! i need help choosing a breed, right now i want a lab, pitbull mix, husky, or german shepard ^w^ please please please help me out. im going crazy here!!!!!! these are some of the puppies i like
lil boy
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16549560
Ashton
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16338697
LEVI!!!!!!!!
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16375665
socks!!!
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16470937
oooo vote on which puppy you think i should get and tell your friends it would really help me out ALOT!!!!!(FYI these are my top four, but i have more)
lil boy
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16549560
Ashton
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16338697
LEVI!!!!!!!!
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16375665
socks!!!
http://www.petfinder.com/petdetail/16470937
oooo vote on which puppy you think i should get and tell your friends it would really help me out ALOT!!!!!(FYI these are my top four, but i have more)
Hi guys!
General | Posted 15 years agoHey everyone, im just posting this to tell you that i may not be on for a while. i have some stuff that i need to straighten out in my life, some of you know what im talking about and some of you dont. but dont worry i'm completely emotionally and physicaly safe. just going to be working a lot and saving up of a specail someone. so if you dont hear form me in a while its okay. but dont you worry i'll be back!
... have a moment?
General | Posted 15 years agogot this from a friend ^ ^ just wondering what people feel about me *blushes*
What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:
~More ~
● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
What if?~
● I died:
● I kissed you:
● I fell:
● I lived next door to you:
● I showed up at your house unexpectedly:
● I stole something:
● I was murdered:
● I cried:
● I asked you to marry me:
● I was hospitalized:
~Would you~
● Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me?:
● Keep a secret if i told you one?:
● Hold my hand?:
● Study with me?:
● Cook for me?:
● Love me?:
● Date me?:
● Have sex with me?:
~More ~
● When and how did we meet?:
● Describe me in three words:
● What was your first impression of me?:
● What do you think of me now?:
● What reminds you of me?:
● Could you see us together forever?:
● Whens the last time you saw me?:
● Are you gonna re-post this to see what I say about you?:
Review of the album - B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobb
General | Posted 15 years agoYay! I'm doing my first review!!!! okay here we go ^ ^
B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray
When i first go this album, i was thinking, is it going to be like every other rap artist and just talk about getting some ass and drinking and smoking weed. BOY WAS I WRONG!!!! And i was happy about that!!!
Bobby Ray Simmons aka B.o.B is unlike many hip-hop artist. He is a guitarist, pianist, trumpeter and writes his own lyrics. Now you may be wondering, " Jared why does this matter?" Very easy question to answer my friends, he has roots. In R&B (the kind your parents listen too, not the kind with the booty shaking and beating up your boy friend because he cheating on you) the two main insterments are a piano and a trumpet. Is this just a cowinkadink? I think not. As i listened to this album, i couldnt help but taste flavors of Little Richard, Stevie Wonder, Anita Baker, and a load of other classic artist, which was amasing. Now enough about the artist and on to the songs
Favorite 4 songs of this album:
4.Nothin' On You- I really enjoyed this song because, its explaining how she has the artist heart, no matter how far he will go. He is telling her that even if he did deside to chase after a groupie, they wouldnt truely love him. We all know what groupies want, your money and fame. But all in all i like this song.
3. Bet I - I find this song kinda funny but it goes hard! Basicily what this song is talking about no matter where you put him in the world, he can set it off. In other words he's saying that he isnt his music, his music is him.
2. The Kids - This song really reminded me of my old neigborhood which i am so thank full that i got out of, unlike some of my friends, my they rest in peace. What this song is talking about is the challanges that kids have to go through to do the right thing, even if the others around you arnt. its a struggle to stand out and stand up to others that are doing wrong, but it can be done. And the outcome is a lifetime of blessings.
DRUM ROLL!!! DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA !
1.Ghost In The Machine- Wow. . . simply, i love this song. I cant even begin to describe what this song made me feel, all i can say is listen to it. you'll like it. you'll really like it.
So over all review of the album?
1/2 four and a half notes! it has this orcas stamp of aproval ^ ^
If you would like to have a FRIENDLY disscussion about music feel free to note or message me anytime ^ ^
untill next time!
Jared Darkwater
B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray
When i first go this album, i was thinking, is it going to be like every other rap artist and just talk about getting some ass and drinking and smoking weed. BOY WAS I WRONG!!!! And i was happy about that!!!
Bobby Ray Simmons aka B.o.B is unlike many hip-hop artist. He is a guitarist, pianist, trumpeter and writes his own lyrics. Now you may be wondering, " Jared why does this matter?" Very easy question to answer my friends, he has roots. In R&B (the kind your parents listen too, not the kind with the booty shaking and beating up your boy friend because he cheating on you) the two main insterments are a piano and a trumpet. Is this just a cowinkadink? I think not. As i listened to this album, i couldnt help but taste flavors of Little Richard, Stevie Wonder, Anita Baker, and a load of other classic artist, which was amasing. Now enough about the artist and on to the songs
Favorite 4 songs of this album:
4.Nothin' On You- I really enjoyed this song because, its explaining how she has the artist heart, no matter how far he will go. He is telling her that even if he did deside to chase after a groupie, they wouldnt truely love him. We all know what groupies want, your money and fame. But all in all i like this song.
3. Bet I - I find this song kinda funny but it goes hard! Basicily what this song is talking about no matter where you put him in the world, he can set it off. In other words he's saying that he isnt his music, his music is him.
2. The Kids - This song really reminded me of my old neigborhood which i am so thank full that i got out of, unlike some of my friends, my they rest in peace. What this song is talking about is the challanges that kids have to go through to do the right thing, even if the others around you arnt. its a struggle to stand out and stand up to others that are doing wrong, but it can be done. And the outcome is a lifetime of blessings.
DRUM ROLL!!! DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA DADA !
1.Ghost In The Machine- Wow. . . simply, i love this song. I cant even begin to describe what this song made me feel, all i can say is listen to it. you'll like it. you'll really like it.
So over all review of the album?
1/2 four and a half notes! it has this orcas stamp of aproval ^ ^
If you would like to have a FRIENDLY disscussion about music feel free to note or message me anytime ^ ^
untill next time!
Jared Darkwater
Hello Everyone!
General | Posted 15 years ago Wow this is my first journal ever, ive been on FA for a little while but havent really used it. BUT that has changed after a special dragon talked me into using it more ^_^ So im really excited about being here. I'm a huge art and music freak, and as a music freak, i was thinking about doing a review of some albums that have come out in the past, but mostly ones that are out now.
I'm not sure if i should or not, maybe if i get some positive feed back then i will. also going to do movie reviews too. . . i think, yea i think i will. But honestly i havent seen a good movie in a while, do i set my expectations too high for the directors? Not sure, but sometimes they can do a hell of a lot better then with some of the stuff they come up with.
I'll do one movie post a week and two music post a week, that seems fair ^ ^ right? Also i listen too all kinds of music so im would be more than happy to hear a request for a certain song. Oh, I DO NOT LISTEN TO COUNTRY. If you want a grumpy orca on your hands then put country music on my I-Pod, you wouldnt be able to run or swim fast enough to get away. *chuckles* well thats it for now. might post something else today. we will see!!!
Jared Darkwater
I'm not sure if i should or not, maybe if i get some positive feed back then i will. also going to do movie reviews too. . . i think, yea i think i will. But honestly i havent seen a good movie in a while, do i set my expectations too high for the directors? Not sure, but sometimes they can do a hell of a lot better then with some of the stuff they come up with.
I'll do one movie post a week and two music post a week, that seems fair ^ ^ right? Also i listen too all kinds of music so im would be more than happy to hear a request for a certain song. Oh, I DO NOT LISTEN TO COUNTRY. If you want a grumpy orca on your hands then put country music on my I-Pod, you wouldnt be able to run or swim fast enough to get away. *chuckles* well thats it for now. might post something else today. we will see!!!
Jared Darkwater
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