My birthday is coming up on Monday which is what it is. I went to Furpoc last weekend which was honestly decent, I had an ok time, just it was short for me due to work, and didn't get to get the max amount of enjoyment. I want to go on more adventures, and experience more things. It just gets hard with work and school.

I've lost touch with people over time, and that has saddened me, and I try to keep in contact with who i can. Please reach out to me as sometimes it's hard for me to keep on top of things. I work alot and am doing school, so my time is not what it used to be.,,,

I also am going to the Delaware FurBowl so I'll get a bit of fun. Some suiting and drinking generally.


Also going to MFF beginning of December, so hopefully that will be the blast of excitement I need.

Did some basic suiting, overheated due to the AC being super dead, I'm sure I am not the only one. Then went to a rather nice after party at Reavers house.

Been working like 60 hours a week since January on basically a salary and during weekends I have been visiting people, people have been coming over, and been going to things like the Delaware Furbowl and now just returned from Fur'The'More about a few hours ago.

It's been a stressful few months and Ive been finding time to enjoy myself when I can. Thanks for new friends and old ones who make my life forever a party, even during the aggravating days.  GeneralFolfie1 living on my couch, usually joining me on my travels and becoming part of the insanity since over a year ago. He traveled up with me and back. I did so much messed up drunken fursuiting on Thursday because the con was kinda dead, and caused random chaos.

Might as well throw my friend code up here 0430-9543-4328. I would like someone to mess around it with.

 Robertge is holding a raffle to give away a physical copy of Pokemon X

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Well Anthrocon did come and go much more rapidly this year for me dispite coming a day earlier then usual, and not sure why. The hours seem to be moving more rapidly then I remember unfortently and just kind of aggrovates me. Dispite of course attempting to spend time with people, it will always be diffacult in a convention of this many furrys. I certainly fursuits more this year then previous, and honestly it was so goddam hot that I am suprised I didn't pass out.

I drove down with  Sasuke and roomed with  Matchwood, his mate, and  jouva. Unfortunately there is a large amount of unnecessary tension in the room due to general messiness among other issues and things didn't go well as planned. I honestly will probably change some things in the future as the arguing that happened I was not happy dealing with and I feel some relationships may change due to the problems that happened.

Of course I mentioned I suited alot, did my best to try to keep the suits smelling decent with all the sweating due to the excessive heat, which honestly you could only do so much about. I also want to find out more about those hanger fans so the body's can drive more extensively. I had some issues with the vision with my new partial which is a raccoon with LED eyes, whiskers and claws which hopefully they will be resolved soon. I met up with a enough people, usually brief as expected, and got to spend extra time with a few special people.

I did managed to drink a decent amount on Friday at a room as I played a that "cards against humanity" game, which I suck at. I spent Saterday night pretty much drinking and dancing at that Images bar with a group of friends in fursuit, ended up getting picked up with  Sasuke by a bunch of mundanes and taken to a 24 hour food bar after the Images closed, granted still drunk.

I didn't make it to any panels this year or get to see any performances unfortunately and missed out on that dance video due to not enough practice time. About all I manged to do was the rather unexciting fursuit games. I went to the dealers dun a few times and pretty much only picked up one thing which a friend asked for.

Of course I always appreciate seeing photos of myself, and always could use a bit of help in improving how to interact in suit as for me it's always a learning experience. I always seem to go home a bit disappointed of things I didn't do at this convention, every-time I go for the last 10 years.

I also need to decide on a different note, if I should go for certification training and get proper certifications for network security, administration, management, and sever and routing database work, or just go for a bachelors degree in computer science with a heavy lean in networking, or something along those lines. Downside is I need to maintain working pretty much full-time to handle bills and can't go any location too far away. I can get finacial aid and aid from a few other organizations.

Well signing off for now.

I'll be heading to AC I believe on Wednesday, hopefully I'll beable to fit all my suit stuff in the car. Hopefully I can find some interesting ones to harass when I get there.

Well I've been through Furfright this year which was where I got to see some people I haven't seen in a very long time and honestly I did enjoy myself but time grew short very quickly. Between the fire alarm and the rushing home from the hurricane it was a awkward convention to be sure. I wish I could name everyone I met, but honestly it would take me too long. That and my memory was a bit fuzzy.



I drive there from NY and arrived after work on Thursday, and end up staying till Sunday night. I did a large amount of suiting at that convention, and wish I could have seen more photos, but I always seem to not find them lol. I was staying with  Sasuke for the duration of the con.



After I was stranded in Westchester for about a week with my friend  kuperfox where at least he had electricity, though the internet did go out for the week. My home however had no power for two weeks, no internet, no heat, no water, and no way to cook things since everything in my home is electric. When I returned home I ha to wait another 4 days till power returned, and internet returned a week later.



Obviously, it was shortly after MFF happened where I rode in a minivan driven by  vinniethedoberman, riding with  Kudoz,  Huttser-Coyote, and  theother_BlitzGshep. They also were who I stayed with at the con from Thursday to Monday. I met a lot of new people at this con, made some new friends among other things, and managed to utilize both suits to the fullest. I managed to spend time with Sasuke,  CJ._the_Husky,  ashfox,  SniperCoyote,  KovatheWolf,  Pilot,  MrWolf and a good amount of others. It was a hell of a time, always appreciate people putting up with my fluffy ass.


I would like my next con to be FWA, apparently Sasuke is willing to give me his room as he apparently got someone to room with, I just would need to find people to stay in the room. So if anyone needs a room help me out, else I need to figure out something else.

It's been a pretty hellish few weeks and honestly been incredibly hard for me to cope. The start of it all was hearing :pandaguy: passed away, an old friend and someone that always was rather bright and cheery despite his medical conditions when I saw him at cons that it was a pleasure. It was something rather surprising to me and was a loss. I talked to friends and other people about it and honestly it amazes me how many people can know someone, even briefly. Then again, I've been in the fandom over 10 years so that shouldn't surprise me at all at this point.

Second occurrence that happened was I was informed by my employer that my hours were going to be cut in half from 40 hours a week to about 25 hours a week, while only getting a pay increase from $9 to $10. So I'll be out about $400 or so a month which with the amount I am paying out for rent, collision for car and insurance, the car load, and food is rather detrimental. So I need to find out some other options.

The third thing that really hit home and really hurt was my grandmother passed away last weekend suddenly. I knew her health was not the greatest but we didn't at all expect her system to completely shut down and pass away while hospitalized for the few days she was there. She was the last person alive on my father's side of the family as my grandfather died about 20 years ago on my 6th birthday. We held a funeral for her yesterday with a few of her friends and my mother's side of the family in the best way we could afford, and honestly my father did his best to say a eulogy ad the priest decided to go on vacation that week.

The last thing that really did devastate me was :Sasuke: broke up with me. I honestly can understand it that I just wasn't the right person for him and have just too many failings to ever be a good mate. I honestly had a feeling deep inside that it was going to happen, but it still was quite hard to deal with hearing, granted it was at least amicable and there was no hate or harshness to it. I do still care for him, but I can accept I am just not right for him.

Pretty much all of this happened all around the same time so I'm an emotional wreck and honesty having a hard time coping with everything.

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Returned from FWA and honesty it was a good time and I did get to spend some quality time with some people, did make a few new friends, and had the amusing circumstance of having to barrow skrat's fursuit fox head as mine was in repair. There were a decent amount of familiar faces there from the north east of my area, and honestly so many I've never seen before. I could mention names of people I saw there but who knows how long that could take.

Furry has become so diverse that it's hard to follow things anymore. Something odd that happened was there was an anime con called MOMO con that occurred within the same weekend, so you were seeing furs there, and anime people popping in here.

On a side note we had a few bums invade the conspace and one even started dancing until he was thrown out, and then came in again with a different shirt. The morning of Monday while I was downstairs, a black man blasted through the hallway, followed by two cops. Atlanta is a special place with scary people.

Where the hell did this year go, time went, and so did alot of crazyness. I had a school semester which I will be taking a break off these coming months, and will be doing a few new work related things besides the boring target photo stuff. I desire to do more and lead more exciting things in my life. I do seek to be more stable and to find my way.

I really need more excitement and want to enjoy more. I can't see where I will be in a year, only just hope it's a good place. Being positive is the most important thing at this point. hope those I care about are doing well and will beable to have a fun new year.

I honestly think this is the first con in years that I felt I really didn't have enough time to spend with people, there were parties I wanted to go to, people I didn't get to be around, and not enough snugs to be had. A few people I got to spend some time with, thank you for the fun times, boozes, and excitement. I still got no birthday cake :c *pats belly*. I will say I ran around alot this con and suited more then I have in the past, thanks to the new bodysuit by Rexpup and nice weather. I'm sure there are plenty I left out, but I figured to give a couple shoutouts.

 kodipup
 aurafox
 joeysparkz
 doryuu
 howee
 raccoondrew
 electropaw
 twitchdawoof
 palmerhusky
 mrwolf
 padfox
 pup1k
 sevenwolf For his party of great fun indeed.

fauxpaw, Midori, Canus, Panda

After I send out a few more payments for things for a couple projects, I'll be heading to MFF on the 17th for a full weekend of fun and pleasure. Basically, I consider this my birthday con and I always strive to enjoy myself. I do hope there are people who come to see me, I most likely will be romping about in my fursuit.

I also recently got both a new laptop and a net netbook so I can be on top of things again.

My grandmother went to the hospital yesterday after not consuming food and barely drinking for about three days. Having issues keeping anything down and was dizzy, nausea, had a headache, and various other ailments. Just ran around yesterday and tried to keep things together.

My cat who I had under my care for about 12 years was killed yesterday. Some animal got to him and bit him on the neck, severing his main artery. My mother found him when she was walking the dogs and came to me freaking out. Honestly, I'm just too much in shock to react.

I loved this cat, he was very kind, affectionate, and always around when I needed him. He even managed to survive a house fire. Anyone who ever visited my home was well acquainted with my cat Chaos, who was always around and always needed to get involved, who always came at the snap of a finger.

RIP my friend, I'm really going to be missing your company.

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Got my wisdom teeth pulled today and in lotsa pain. and the bleeding is horrendous. please help mehhhhhh *cries* This sucks so much, how does one best deal with this torture...

On a side note I am going to furfright!

Last weekend me,  mcfrisky ,  ska ,  geekwhoeatsrice , and  pichu912 went to Cony Island for shenanigans and whatnot. Me and  mcfrisky were suiting, getting all sorts of reactions from people. My god did a ton of people stop us for photos, it got silly after a while. I would love to do this sort of thing again in the future,

I'm not really used to this sort of attention and whatnot, it was certainly an experience.  pichu912 was nice enough to take some photos and videos of the event.

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I need one for ya know references and such for the future and could really use someone to help me do one.

Would love to see some pictures of me from AC, and whatnot, am curious how I looked in fullsuit. I did have alot of fun at Anthrocon, and it was the first time I ever wore a complete suit, so I guess I was premiering it. My god it's alot of work both putting it on, and romping around in it. I would like to really learn how to perform well in it.

Ya I fail and didn't plan for one yet, could really use one in or close to the hotel because of the fursuit. If anyone could assist I would really appreciate it.

So I'll be at AC with my new suit and do wonder who else I'll see, should be hella fun.

I'll be heading to AC and MFF this year. I would very much like to go to Furfright but I don't know anyone who has spare space in their room as of right now. I will now have a full suit and hopefully get some decent pictures of it soon, and in addition my friend who was staying with my for about 3 weeks left today to my saddness.

I just recently returned from quite an amazing convention. The time I spent at FAU 2011 this year is one I won't forget. This was the first con I got to wear a fursuit that I own. I have been spending time with some I care alot about as well. In addition to all of this  GolaWaya is visiting me till June 10th and I do hope I can meet all expectations. There is so much I want to do and never enough time to accomplish everything.

I will be getting a body suit soon enough, and I do have a bit of a desire to get another set of paws. There is so much I desire to experience and hope I can try everything I can out. There will be a furry BBQ I will be heading to next weekend so I guess my fun won't be ending.

One thing I notice is I really need to start studying better for my calculus, but really lack the motivation to do so. In addition I've been following the many changes that might be occurring with sony's copyrite battles and whatnot over the ps3 and do wonder what all of it will mean in the end. So many things are changing around me that I am failing to keep up and honestly wonder if I am just behind in life. I still have to transfer to a college after this and I need to learn to really focus.

On a side note I have someone working on a partial suit for me, should be interesting to see how this comes out.