Is not finding love - or at least getting laid - while I was still young.😔

My message to everyone: If there is someone you like, go for it while you're still young, at least before you turn 25. It's not fun being a lone, 28-year-old virgin.

FA is loading really slow, and some of the pictures are taking a long time to show when viewing them. Even one or two suddenly gets a "Host Error Message".

Anyone else experiencing this, too?

Well, I'm feeling really depressed now...


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...I miss the horses at my riding center...


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...I miss my horseback riding lessons...


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Sure, I have Horse Haven to play and keep me company, but my life isn't the same without the real thing. Does anyone else who ride horses feel the same way?

New horse remodels have been implemented, including a few Exclusive and Fantasy horses. :D

Well, due to the Stay Home Work Safe Order that has been issued until April 3rd in Texas, my horseback riding lessons have been put on hold because the riding center I go to have temporarily closed its doors. Because of this, I'm left with extra free time.

This would be a perfect time for me to continue writing my story, but the outbreak is making me so damn nervous it's hard for me to concentrate on writing anything. I don't know how other people do it so easily.

I have no problems playing video games, like Horse Haven Word Adventures on my tablet, Star Wars Battlefront 2 and Minecraft on PS4, and even getting the Platinum Trophy on Shadow of the Colossus just last night (which is a great game and storyline, by the way.), and yet I can't seem to put my hands and fingers to work on a keyboard? Why is this so difficult?

Anyway, I am going to try to get some chapters out for the story, though I'm still stuck at chapter 4 since the beginning. I'm actually starting to get bored of playing video games, contrary to belief. Don't expect too high of me, though.

I wish to spread a message everywhere and for everyone - furry, human or otherwise - to read, a message that I wish even those who want nothing to do with me to at least read. A Message of Strength and Unity.



There were times when we were once fighting amongst ourselves and many people were hurt, traumatized or tragically lost. There were times when we argue, blame and/or point fingers at people or the government(s) for the mistakes they made. There were times where others turn their backs on each other or ignore those in need, be they enemies, strangers or friends.

As of now, this isn't any of those times.

As I speak, thousands of lives across the world are losing their lives or their love ones to an unseen enemy that we are struggling to combat against. People are panicking all over the world and are making rash and/or selfish decisions, overshopping being one of them. How can we help those who are in need of our help if we aren't in our right state of minds? When we're driven by fear and anger?

No, the only way we can help those in need is to maintain calmness and keeping our spirits high.

This is the time where we all must put aside our petty feuds, animosity and grudges and lower the torches and pitchforks, and come together as one community, both humans and furries. I understand clearly that we must keep our distances from one another during this pandemic, but that doesn't mean that we can't be still be together in spirit and through the internet. We must show the true side of ourselves by sharing our kindness and strength with everyone, including strangers, friends and family, and give our hand-ups to those who struggle to stay on their feet. Every Act of Random Kindness at a time can go a long way. Prayers, donations, food, money. All of this can be achieved if we all work together. Every little bit counts.

United we stand strong against a common enemy. If we were to continue being divided or ignored, then how can we act?

Share your love and kindness with those who truly need it, even if that person doesn't wanted it. They will try to push you away or get angry, but even they will come to understand that our common enemy does not discriminate and will slowly come to accept the help that they're given.

To all those that read my message, please share or boost this journal entry with everyone. And I mean EVERYONE, even those who don't want anything to do with us.

Again, the time for petty feuds and grudges must come to an end. Now is when we must stand together with courage, strength and kindness for all.

Why is it of all places that have to have confirmed cases of Covid-19, it has to be fucking TEXAS???

Just whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy?????

So Haven Haven released the new horse models as well as a new UI for the game.

However, there are some models that have not been changed just yet. I got a few horses that will require new submissions here, but they will be few.

Instead of purging like I mentioned in an older entry, I decided to keep the old submissions so you guys can compare the differences between the old models and the new models. The old models will be moved to Scraps, though.

Submission uploads will be slow, but it will be done.

In the event that the site goes down again, you can find me on SoFurry as well. I haven't posted much there like I usually do, but it will be where I will post stories more often than photos.

My page link: https://orionlight.sofurry.com/

https://m.facebook.com/HorseHavenWorldAdventures/videos/783838928775342/?notif_id=1582496215108251&notif_t=notify_me_page&ref=notif

So the developers are working on remodeling the horses on their game, and I am very impressed at the differences between what they are showing and what we have now. Here is the link below to view the video.

https://www.facebook.com/HorseHavenWorldAdventures/videos/619472022211393/?sfnsn=mo&d=n&vh=e

However, due to the pandemic event occurring in the East, the release date of these newer models is unknown, but the developers have promised us guaranteed that it will be coming this year. At the moment, all they can do right now is work on fixes on the game while staying safe from the coronavirus. Because of the quarantine and they have to work from their homes, it will be slow progress on the game.

Additionally, in the event that the new models do become public, there is a possibility of me doing a purge on my gallery and reposting the same horses with their new looks.

Looks like the admins have made improvements on the Modern Template. It seems we can now scroll from the Submission screen from Newest to Oldest and vice versa now.

I don't know what else is new, but if I do find something different I will update this journal entry about it.

If anyone knows where Raeni's new FA account is, can you please link their userpage for me? They left a journal entry that they moved, but when I tried to view it, their account has been disabled along with all their content. I was too late to view it.

Thanks in advance.

Gonna try my hand on this user since I haven't been lucky with others. Their artworks are pretty good, too. If you want a chance as well, the link is below. Wish me luck.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9396324/

Lately I've been having personal issues going on in my life. I had honestly hoped that things would be better for me when the new year came, but it doesn't feel like things have brighten up for me. I've been fighting against depression, obesity, laziness, oversleeping until it's 2 to 5 in the afternoon, lack of self-confidence and motivation...

Hell, it just feels like everything is slowly going downhill and worse for me as I get older. It's because of all of this is why I haven't even bothered picking up my keyboard and type my story for the last few months. I mean, I want to type so goddamn badly, yet my body and mentality is like, "Nope. Not today". I mean, there are times I pick up the 'board, only to just type a few sentences before putting it away again. After that, I'm just... exhausted.

I'm sorry if I'm disappointing you all, especially those who are eager to read my story. Truly, I am, but if you understood who I truly am and everything about me, then you understand why this is happening.

Even with all the games and even though I try to keep a positive attitude and a smile on my face, I know I have little chance to turn things around for me, even with all the positive reinforcement from my friends and (sometimes) my family.

Change is hard especially with all the issues I'm going through.

Hope you all had good memories of 2019.

Not bad. Already I got used to it and how it works, although some of the people I follow doesn't feel the same. Remember, with a new year comes new changes. Just take some time to explore the new UI format before making a decision.

Merry Christmas to all of you!

Just happened. Couldn't access the browser version at all. Opened the app, but couldn't see anything. No posts, videos, nothing. Just a message saying unable to connect.

Happy Thanksgiving to all my followers and friends. Where would I be without you?

Well, the worst of the sickness is gone, but I'm not completely out of the woods yet. I still have a bit of a cough and phlegm going, but just a few more days and I'll be at least 99% better again.

Glad I don't have pneumonia or anything.

Song reference aside, I am officially sick. Scratchy voice and throat, runny nose, phlegmy cough, the whole works. I took the flu shot weeks ago and I was hoping to avoid getting sick this Winter.

I actually woke up in the middle of the night choking and coughing violently. It was a scary moment for me.

All I feel like doing is sleeping until the sickness goes away.

And so I turn another year older. Yay.

I will turn a year older...

I don't know what I want to do, nor know what I desire since there are a lot of things I want.

I wish I could have an anthro "horse" version of my MLP character...

Maybe I'll just play games or just chill or something...

I wish Galaxy's Edge was here in Houston so I can get my own custom lightsaber...

...Sigh...

Earlier, I saw an ad about an app called Furry Amino. I was bored so I thought I give it a look. It was quite an interesting site. Then minutes later, I get a notification saying that my profile is hidden...

...because it violates the community guidelines and my profile picture has not been used with permission.

.......Seriously???????????????

I used my profile picture that I have here, and they say I don't have the permission required to use it when it shows that it's clearly mine????????

Then they tell me to click on a link they provided on how to unhide my profile, so I look around and all I saw was absolute bullshit. They want me to use one of the curator's free avatar instead of my own.

I was like, "No."

I left and deleted my account. Now if only I can erase traces of my Google account from Amino as well, which is one of my most regretful decisions ever.