So a couple of days ago I finally got started on the oneshot I was talking about, and it's coming along nicely so far. However, at the point where I started to describing the horses something just occurred to me. Yes, I said horses, meaning more than one horse and that is the ONLY spoiler I will give you this time.

Anyway, what I was thinking about is deciding whether to introduce the new character I got as a gift a few weeks ago into the oneshot, or should I delay her for another oneshot that has been dancing in my head.

Thing is, I'm struggling with this decision, and I wanted to get this out before the weekend, because I don't know what her breed is and for some reason I don't know what color she really is. I asked around in social media and I got mixed responses on her breed and color, and I can't decide which one is right. Even as I write it out, I struggled describing her correctly.

For now, I'm just going to continue writing out the story while I come up with the decision whether to put in the new character or delay her for another. I was asked not to let it gather dust and I did promise to give her some attention.

Thanks for keeping your faith in me, and I apologize in advance for any spoilers. I wanted to keep it a complete surprise, but sometimes something happens that requires me to look for help from my followers, you know?

I decided to bring back some old stories I worked on years ago. I did have it uploaded here before, but a mental breakdown forced me to take it down.

They're back up again, so I hope you can at least enjoy those while I work on the erotica I promised before.

WhinnyLeMare is currently facing extreme financial problems and they and they're family are close to getting evicted from their home.

More information is available in the link below as well as a GoFundMe link inside.

https://www.sofurry.com/view/1445393

I implore you to go help them!

I was merely kidding when I said that I won't write another word in MFIAU unless someone gives their vote on what I should focus on. To be honest, I was actually considering to write the erotica out and get it over with before I continue my main project regardless of what people says.

Sure there is a likely chance I may forget something to write in MFIAU, but I'm pretty much positive that it will come back to me when I get back to it. I have a good memory sometimes just as long as I don't get writer's block or anything. Keep in mind that it has been almost two years since my last erotica, so forgive me if I make any mistakes later on.

Now if only I had a cover art I wanted to go with the erotica so it can entice the readers and attract more to my work.

Also, I seem to notice that my stories, as well as every other writers' stories, don't get as much Faves as artwork submissions. Why is that? I mean, sure the art is nice and all, but people would only look at it for a few seconds and fave before moving on. Reading submissions, however, lasts much longer than that because it has the entertainment that attracts attention and should be just as enjoyable as art.

People should at least take their time to give the stories their equal attention rather than just focus on Artworks. That is what I'm trying to do, though most of the stories I like involve equines and humans.

There is an FA user that I will not name that I wish I hadn't the pleasure to meet with. I honestly don't know what their problem was, but I'm honestly glad I decided not to follow them anymore.

To make the story short, it started with a complete misunderstanding when the person has blocked me for no reason. I really don't know why or what caused the block, so when I found out that the user was also on a social media site that I frequent as well, I decided to contact them there. Keep in mind that I was being completely civil about this and all I did was ask why I was blocked. I did nothing to deserve it, so I believed that it was an honest mistake. On my first message, I did not get a reply back, and I waited for at least 24 hours before I messaged them again.

it was only until after my 2nd message that I got a response on the following day, and what I got appalled me. Apparently it WAS a case of misunderstanding and the block was indeed a mistake, but they suddenly went on a tangent having a stressful day after school and stuff, and like how "I was stalking them and being a creep". As if metaphorically delivering a kick to the balls, not only did they decide keep the block up here, but also went ahead and put me on the ignore list on the social media site as well. I never got a chance to respond back afterwards.

I was both in shock and hurt, and I regret making the attempt to fix the problem. How was I "stalking" them? They had a link to their social media account on their userpage, so why have that in when they assume that they're being stalked?

I'm not going to report her to the site admins because there is nothing in their rulebook about a case of mistaken blocking and misunderstanding, but I wish to advise those who are currently following the user:

If you are mistakenly blocked by that person, don't bother trying to fix the issue and just unfollow them. It's not worth it getting insulted over something so petty as a misunderstanding, and honestly, I think the user has social issues when it comes to people they never met personally.

I will give the name of the suspected user if asked via PM so you can be wary of any future issues, but I would advise doing anything rash towards them afterwards.

That's all.

I apologize in advance to those expecting chapter 4 of My Friend is a Unicorn. It seems that it's been taking me longer than usual to get it done, what with life's constant distractions and me not finding a lot of time to continue. I only manage to maybe get a paragraph or two done before I have to stop and get some sleep. I've been working on it at nightfall before having to stop by 10 PM, which is the house rule I must follow and getting off my tablet every day. I'm still trying to figure out an ironclad schedule to where I can focus mostly on writing over gaming, which is hard considering I'm a gamer by heart 95% of the time. :/

Not only that, it seems that I also have an idea for a solo-chapter erotica involving human-and-mare bestiality, which has been dancing around and plaguing my mind for quite a while. I'm not sure when chapter 4 will be finished and I'm pretty sure this time it will be slightly longer than the last three, so I'm juggling between whether to continue the chapter or work on the erotica idea. And then there is the part where I get stuck between decisions.

One, if I just continue on writing the next chapter, then the desire to write the erotica will flux between more or less until I either finish it or put it aside and fall into temptation.

-or-

Two, if I attempt to write the erotica, then I may end up temporarily forgetting some things that I want to put in the chapter of the story. And because this is an erotica, there is a likely chance I will take a break as writing them tends to leave me a bit... "overheated", so to speak. I will get back into the swing of writing again once I calm down a bit after a few days, and getting it done means I will focus better on the story.


You see the conundrum I'm currently in? And since I am unable to come to a decision, I turn to you, my fellow followers and readers. To you, I ask this:

With the two pros and cons I mentioned above, what would you have me do?

Finish writing chapter four, or start writing the erotica? I'm really stuck here and hearing my followers may help push me.

Your Voice, Your Vote. Leave your answers in the comments. Keep in mind that I will not type another word in the chapter until I get at least one answer from someone. They will stay in my head though, so no worries about me scrapping anything. A "mild threat", if you will.

Thank you.

An awesome artist named  kitsunewaffles-chan have announced her health complications and has officially started a GoFundMe page, which can be found in her journal. Link to journal is below this line.

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/9129060/#

If you love her and her artworks, then please give her your support with well wishes as well as a donation, and spread the word around.

Every little bit helps and can bring the furry kingdom a little closer together.

I still don't have a reference sheet for my OC yet. I just wanted an SFW reference sheet of Orion Light. Here is my description whether he would be anthro or feral. Keep in mind that he is NOT a My Little Pony OC anymore. I like MLP, but I officially decided to change him to be a winged horse a few months ago.

Name: Orion Light

Gender: Male

Species/Breed: Arabian Pegasus

Mane & Tail color: Blonde

Coat color: White

Eye color: Baby Blue

I'm looking for anyone and been asking around who are willing to draw up a reference sheet for me and is great at making horse arts. I've seen a lot of them and I followed most who draw amazing equine artworks, but many of them only commissions them for a price and I don't have any credit right now. I don't even own a credit card either. Sure there are a few times I catch a free reference sheet raffle in my notifications, but I never win any of them whenever I put my number in, and most of them aren't for horses. I'm really the most unluckiest pegasus in the world.

I honestly don't care if it's drawn as basic or majestic, but if anyone who sees this journal knows someone who can draw a horse pegasus reference sheet for free for me, I would truly be grateful for it.

I would try to do it myself, but my drawing isn't that good and I lost the talent growing up. Plus, I cannot find any Android Apps that does freestyle painting over line art images I saved on my device.

Please help.

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This is terrible!

Sorry if I haven't been updating yet. Things got a little slow with too many distractions in real life, so I only got a little here and there done with chapter 3. Thankfully, I have the whole weekend off to myself, so right now I am working on it more even as we speak. I had to do a bit of more research for some things despite some of my knowledge about horses, which you will see in the chapter some time.

Anyway, just letting you know what I'm up to. Chapter might be a little longer than the last two, but we'll see.

Lately for the past few months all I felt like doing is sleeping through entire day. I go to bed around 10 to 11 PM, and when I wake up it's near 3 in the afternoon! I haven't been like this before and I always have been on most days waking up around 9 or 10 AM. I do hope I'm not coming down with something.

This is affecting my time to write, and I got little to nothing done for chapter 3 today because I am still feeling sleepy. I really want to do some writing now that I got my spark back for it, but this is really hard. Hell, even my Mother is still sleeping.

Even though Sunday is considered generally a "Lazy Day", but this is affecting me everyday. Which is why I only manage to get a lot done on my first two chapters during the nights past bedtime. Could this be a factor?

Is anyone else feeling this way, or is it just me?

(Sigh) I had expected this to happen. Got a notification of a Watcher that was titled "Deleted by the user". Not sure what it meant, but I'm going under the assumption that whoever was watching me decided to stop due to the constant new submissions I made. Probably annoyed them.

Thanks a lot, Furaffinity. Your little problems cost me a valuable reader. -_-

I'm taking a break from writing for today since all this BS is causing me nothing but stress, plus I have horseback riding later this evening. I'll get back to it tomorrow. Hopefully.

(Sigh)

This will be the last time I make any new submissions of my old chapters. If I get another new problem or if something happens that gives me any trouble I will be done and scrap the story completely. I'm already at my wits' end here with all this shit happening and I just want to continue on writing chapter 3.

(Sigh) And here I thought everything would be just fine, despite having some bad days. It honestly feels the universe is out to get me and want to throw as many monkey wrenches into my life as it can. I think I'm starting to see why I had stopped writing for a long while.

I really don't want to stop writing, but I'm sure some of you understand how I feel.

In case you are wondering where the chapters of My Friend Is A Unicorn went, I deleted the submissions, but let me finish before you start asking questions.

It seems things aren't going right with the sites I'm posting them on as there are some errors that pop up after publishing or things just don't want to work the way it should. Plus, whenever I forget to add something to a chapter, it would seem the chapter isn't 100% complete.

That said, I will be changing up how you can read the chapters. This way, you don't have to get constant new submissions of the same chapter as I'm sure it is annoying and possibly drive people away from reading it altogether. I dont want that to happen.

That's where I found a solution! I found out a new feature that would allow people to view a chapter from Google Docs directly rather than clicking on the Download button and take up space in your device storage (Believe me, it does.). Because I'm writing out the story on my tablet using the Google Docs application, it has this new feature called "Link Sharing". What it does is when enabled, it will give me a copy of a URL that will allow those who click on it to view the story from Google Docs directly. I can paste the link in the description

But that's not all. Whenever there is a change or need to add something new to the chapter, it will be made in seconds and any who is currently reading it while I make the change will see it as if live. No need to worry about making new submissions or changing files. How's that for getting around the bugs and errors that plague Sofurry and Furaffinity?

So with that, I should be able to post it as there are no rules against this here. So if you want to read the story, be sure to look in the description below for the link. DON'T CLICK ON DOWNLOAD AS IT WILL JUST OPEN UP THE IMAGE, NOT DOWNLOAD THE STORY ITSELF. You can still fave, however, to add it to your Favorites gallery. If you cannot view the link, then I will provide a link to Sofurry where you can view the full chapter there.

The only thing to worry about is either the site made a rule against doing this or that Google decides to be a dick and remove the new feature.

Just when I thought things should be smooth sailing more problems show up, this time it's on Sofurry!

I copied and pasted my first chapter, but when I checked out the results after publishing I saw there were cuts of spacing in between sentences. Not only that, I try to fix the problem but when I either add or delete something, the font and colors change and all the italics vanish.

In simple terms, it becomes PLAIN TEXT.

Argh! It's like the goddamn universe doesn't want me to post my stuff and share my work with other people online!

I made a report ticket on the issue about and I'm hoping something will be done about this.

This is so damn frustrating.

Geez...

From March 18 to April 3rd.

16 days in total due to a CPU failure, but I am glad they haven't give up and they have the donators to thank for that.

I wish I was able to give my support, but all I could do is just pray everything went well for them, despite my misgivings in my last few journals.

Well, as I said initially and promised, I'm going to be posting the "My Friend Is A Unicorn" chapters on Sofurry first. I want to make sure I am 100% satisfied with what I write there so I don't have to keep adding new submissions for every time I make an update on the pdf files. If I am okay with it, THEN I will post the new chapter here.

It will take at least 2-3 days of submitting a new chapter here after publishing it on Sofurry, so if you want to keep up to date with the latest submissions follow me at https://orionlight.sofurry.com.

Not a joke, in case you're wondering.

Lately since I've started writing I've been having trouble getting some sleep. It's because my mind going into overdrive and I get so many ideas I want to put in the story, you know. Just yesterday, I didn't sleep until 7 am and didn't wake now until after 4 this afternoon.

I'm going to have to plan a time schedule and try to start writing during the day as the last two chapters were done during the night.

Do not worry about the new chapter, it will be worked on soon enough, but right now it feels like I got a bad headache and working on my tablet will make it worse. Gotta have my sleep if I want to continue writing great stories, right?

Thanks for listening.

Lately FA have been - and still is - giving me trouble regarding the story submissions. Whenever I have an updated version of a chapter that has already been published, it won't change to the new pdf file no matter how many times I smashed the Change Submission File and Submit buttons, so I ended up making a new submission with the updated chapter, which seems to help get around this problem.

I am sorry in advance if you see multiple submissions of the same chapter and title in your submissions feed and yesterday I have already made a report on this issue to the admins, who have yet to reply back at this time, so I have no idea if this possible "bug" is resolved. They probably don't work nor respond on weekends, so hopefully by Monday I'll get a response back.

I never had this problem on Sofurry, though, since all I have to do is Copy my stuff and Paste it on the submissions Main Body. Site is still down, but the admins there are saying on their Twitter page that they're hopeful it will be up by Tuesday or Wednesday this week. To be honest, though, I'm starting to have my doubts about that.

It may be just my crazy imagination, but the site may have been either attacked or was shut down permanently and the admins are hiding it with made-up stories while not actually being retired and not wanting to have anything to do with it. Again, I could be wrong and my mind have this bad habit of imagining wild scenarios on things, which gets me into trouble more often than not with my running mouth, admittedly.

Anyway, on a side note, I will be working on chapter 3 tomorrow, and thinking about all where this one may go, chances are this may either be a long one or split into two parts. I may be wrong as recently I thought my last chapters would have HALF the words than they are. Lol

Going to sleep, and thanks for listening.

Like I said before, adding story submissions is a lot more complicated than images, as the file takes far too long to update on my end. If at any point you get an update on any of my stories but cannot find it, please do not worry because there was a possible issue on my end. An updated version will be made immediately once the issue is resolved.

Now you understand why I prefer to put my stories in Sofurry first because it doesn't have the same process of submitting stories like Furaffinity. It has a Copy-&-Paste Format whereas I can just copy my words from Google Doc and paste it on Sofurry. Simple as that.

Well, crud. Today was supposed to be the day the site comes back online, but just found out that their equipment won't be coming in until between March 27th and April 3rd.

In other news, I have made a large progress on the draft of chapter 1 to make up for some of the lost time. Even after the draft, I still have to review it over again to make sure that I didn't miss adding anything before officially going public. Of course, there will always be something that I forget to add even after it goes up, so chances are some new pieces will be added here and there. No need to worry about grammar though. Rest assured I got some awesome advice from an awesome and famous writer.

Anyway, back to typing for me.

Things offline have been very hectic for me for the last several days, so I apologize for those who are expecting the premiere of My Friend Is A Unicorn. Rest assured that I am working on the draft of the first chapter and only got about 1,000 words finished, but it's been slow due to real life issues. If I wasn't living with my crazy mother or having to deal with constant distractions, it would have gotten done faster. Plus, I do very little to no writing on Thursdays and Saturdays because those days are especially busy for me.

If only the library down the street from where I live didn't go out the business. The silence there would help me greatly. :(

Good news, though is Sofurry will be up and running again by tomorrow, and hopefully I will get the chapter done before the end of this week, but no guarantees will be made.

Great. Sofurry is down and won't be until around March 20th. Something about power supply failure in one of their servers and won't be getting a replacement until then.

Just when I was about to get started on fixing my story reupload issues.

...Where I wish I had my own credit card. I mean, I see all these amazing horse artists making equally amazing horse artworks, and yet 95% of them will only make amazing commissions for those who meet their payment requirements. That other 5% are willing to take a free request when asked or make commissions for free out of the goodness of their hearts, but the former won't get it done within days after the request as paid commissions take high priority, and the latter are very few and hard to find now these days.

(Sigh) I just wish it was really simple to get a credit card.

People are always so judgmental about others, especially when they don't even know that person. Not only that, I had believed that upon joining the furry fandom meant that we could get away from the toxicity and cruelty that is the real world around us and be part of the friendly community. I had hoped that it would at least help me with my social skills since I am having trouble making friends even in real life.

But no. People out there now want to spread their hate and malice, commit petty crimes and make other bad decisions even in the furry communities, and most of the time they get away with it.

As for me, I am terrible when it comes to first impressions and when I talk, most people think I sound manipulative and demanding even though I never meant to. Because of my lack of communication skills and the tendency to be impulsive, I end up losing opportunities to make new friends, people don't want to be around me and prefer to avoid me like a plague rather than help me.

Maybe I should just go and live out in the wilderness, maybe live among the horses and just die a lonely death. At least they aren't as complicated as humans and more understanding. I'm sure that nobody, other than my distant family and friends that I never get in touch with anymore, would even notice I'm gone. I'm nothing but a small speck in a large universe that will get dusted away at some point in time.

I'm really lonely and depressed right now, and I could really need a friend.

Just recently I was thinking of a human x anthro mares story involving 1 human and 4 mares, the latter each from a different sub-species.

A White Unicorn with the appearance of Amalthea or, better yet, LoneWolf69's sexy Alyssa. Just the body appearance is all, not taking anyone's OC without permission unless they want their OC to be in my future stories. The reason is mainly because I like their tail designs.

A Black Friesian Pegasus (I looked around the furry sites and I am very surprised to see that no one ever drew up one. I personally think a Friesian Mare with wings would look very sexy indeed. So far, I only saw Friesian pegasus stallions, but not mares.)

A cream-colored Horse Fairy Hybrid with Pink Mane/Tail with large, faded rainbow-colored gossamer wings.

A Gypsy Vanner with white and brown-patched coat with blond mane that reaches close to her posterior and tail that would extend a few past her hooves. She would fur-matching hair that would reach past her hands if they hang at her sides as well as hair over her hooves, just like their feral counterpart.

This has been running around in my head for a while and I must admit that it is very tempting for me to write a story about it.

I was also thinking that if somebody does see this entry they could try to make an art commission of the 4 mares I described that I could use as a cover art for said story idea, but knowing my luck from the past couple of years I doubt anyone is willing to do it, especially if it is for free.