Hey all, so, it's been a long time since I've added anything onto this profile.
I just kinda fell away from here, I still got art, but didn't post it often. Wanting to change this, though a few other things have also changed.
I've come to realise I'm NB, AMAB, and pretty much all pronouns are fine with me, always have been.
I don't do streaming and such commonly, but I would like too once a few family situations are over.
I mean that's kind of it, thanks for listening. :D

Hop on by, and enjoy the stream!

https://www.twitch.tv/wizardoforuz

I am currently playing through the Darksiders trilogy, starting with 1!

Come and join!

https://www.twitch.tv/wizardoforuz

Finally killing Handsome Jack and getting to TVHM on Borderlands 2!
Whoo~
https://www.twitch.tv/chargedupgames

Yo!

Haha, not gonna do this every time, but I figured posting it every once in a while is a good idea!

Streaming some Slime Rancher at the moment, gonna be chill AF!

Feel free to pop on by!

https://www.twitch.tv/chargedupgames

Yo, so, for the past few days I've been streaming.

Mostly at random times, nothing really set, but I figured I'd let you guys know.

Sometimes I stream GTA5 with , other times it's Terratech, or it can be Path of Exile or really just anything else.

I'm not a full time streamer, and IDK if I could be, but I'm having fun.

https://www.twitch.tv/chargedupgames

250 WATCHERS AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Anyone got ideas to celebrate? xD

So, I wanna flesh out my characters a little more, and I like the idea of a sort of interview, with a bunch of questions for example.
However, every one I can find is either a list that's already been filled out where I'll have to manually delete EVERY answer, and some of these go on for a few hundred questions.
Or, they're all single questions and it's hard to find questions that relate.

So, since you guys know my characters pretty well, I figure I'd let you ask them.

You can specify a character if you want, or just go for a general question that I'll add to my list, and then make a whole text file where each character answers. :D

More often than not, before, I used to ALWAYS tag the stuff I was uploading with the style of artwork, the theme, species, and gender.

And now, I don't really bother with that, and honestly... I prefer it this way. It doesn't really save me any time, but I realised that they honestly don't mean anything. They don't seem to affect anything at all. Plus, if I have to list a gender, I can just do it in the tags.

For those of you who don't know, Crusader Kings 2 is temporarily free on Steam. I recommend getting it, it's extremely in depth and a time sink.

Anyway, why does the second part of the journal title matter?

Well, because some people on the internet went a little crazy over one term.

https://twitter.com/CrusaderKings/s.....39649122795521 (Please do not attack anyone. Reason with them.)
'For a limited time only, Crusader Kings II is currently available for free on Steam! Download it today and keep it forever. Tell your friends to Deus Vult today!'

Can you tell what term? Well, it's Deus Vult.

Yes, that is right. People got pissed about the marketing team for a game set in the crusades... Using a term that was used in the crusades. Because God forbid game developers want to make a game historically accurate.

This reminds me of the whole Kingdom Come debacle, and the vitriol it got when it was revealed that there'd be no black people, or some of the vitriol it got of its' constant mention of religion. I personally wouldn't have been too bothered if there was or wasn't beforehand, but I'm genuinely glad that the creator stuck to his guns, because the game feels clearer. It's not bogged down by outside politics. It's meant to be set in 15th century bohemia, and it does a fine good job of conveying that to you.

Yes, I understand there MAY have been black people in that country during those times, but the numbers would be so mind boggingly low that you'd probably never see the NPC anyway.

In summary, don't get your knickers in a twist, and be cool to eachother.

I don't know exactly why I'm creating this journal, maybe it's the fact that I'm just tired and feeling emotional. Maybe, upon rethinking, I'll take this down.
I don't know, honestly, and I'm sure none of you do either.
But, I'd like to say, I'm sorry.

I'm sorry to a few select artists who I didn't pay on time and tried to make stupid excuses, I was dumber then. I make sure to pay whenever I can now.
I'm sorry to those whom I've just lost contact with, I don't mean for that to happen, I just struggle with starting up a conversation, or sometimes I struggle to reply.
I'm sorry to those who I've hurt, or angered. I sometimes don't think, or my anger clouds my mind and I become an insufferable asshole.

I completely deserve to be blocked, or ignored, or just plain hated.
I know that a lot of the people that may have experienced this, will probably never see this journal.
But, I need to get it off my chest anyway.

I am so incredibly sorry for my actions in the past.
I'm not gonna promise they won't happen again, we all slip from time to time. I just promise one thing.

I will try.

Kinda bored, tbh, throw me a few questions haha.

Maybe with like 200 watchers one person will see this and ask me stuff, rip.

That's one thing that annoys me.

Like, I understand the fee sucks, but just add it automatically. If your art sells for 19 bucks, and the fee is 1 buck, don't just say '19 bucks and pay the fee'
Just say '20 bucks'

I have a problem.
Now, it's not a major problem, but it's still there.
I have art to upload.
I have folders to sort out.
I have stories to write.
And yet, I keep pushing it aside. Even when I have time to do these things, with no obligations to anyone else, I waste my time on CS:GO, Rimworld, and YouTube.
And I'm sorry, I've promised things to people that I'm not doing simple because I'm 'lazy'
And I know that's not right, but I just have been in a major depressive funk recently, but even if I wasn't I still wouldn't get this done, because I procrastinate, and I'm sorry.

http://www.strawpoll.me/14403363

:D

It just goes to show that really, all it takes is one fuck up.

This was completely my fault, and I apologise for it, should have kept the security on my phone as stringent as the security on my PC.

If you got this message 'Looks is it you? your OLD photo https://goo.gl/****** ahahah' basically it's not me, I was fast asleep when it happened.

Luckily I've done damage control, as best as I can, and basically informed people.

But I got blocked by some, even though it's not even my fault, and it's an honest mistake.

Anyway, just be careful of that message.

Yo, so, the super awesome is doing a raffle.
I love their stuff, obvs, so plz join!

https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/8486827/

Hello!

So, I know what you're all thinking. 'But Oruz, you're only at 196 watchers, why is this a 200 watcher thing?'

Aha! Because, my friendo, this journal is for you asking your questions. When I hit 200 watchers, I will answer them.

So, ask whatever you wish, no matter what. You can ask about my characters, my fetishes, or even just what I like to eat.

:D

I'd just like to apologise for the big lack of uploads and general need to fix my profile, mainly the commissions bit, I just kept pushing plans aside.
As it's late now, I shall be posting them tomorrow.

I need some halloween related bee puns for a few titles on uploads! :D

I don't really talk about stuff like this often.
But I just had to make an exception for a game that I've been rather addicted too, that I've used as a time killer.

That game is... 64.0
The concept is simple.
You have 4 buttons. Up, down, left and right.
You shoot the squares that are the same colour as the background, and don't shoot the ones that are different colours.
Sounds easy, sure, but it's surprisingly difficult.

However, this isn't just what makes the game good.
The game also sports a brilliant soundtrack, and even though it's just 5 songs long I could listen to those 5 songs all day.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zcYSRE8ABz0
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bublF7QajcU
Those are 2 of them.
The artists; Schtiffles, Fading and djchacha did an amazing job on the soundtrack.
http://store.steampowered.com/app/578850/640/
Seriously, pick this game up now.

I'm stuck on a last name for my femboy bird, Adrian.
Same with my batto, Winnie.
:D

Leave your questions here!
I'll answer as soon as I'm awake.

That's right, I'm bored so it's time for an AMA.

No question too nice, no question too naughty, no OC too scared to reply.

Either direct questions at myself, or my characters.

Also, fave song atm: https://youtu.be/5idTPv7YoHU