FurTheMore was my first furry con ever.
I remember joking as a teenager, my denial phase, I would go to one for laughs. Well, teen me, I did laugh. At my assumption.
I have never met so many like minded, amazing people in my LIFE. I have been to anime & video game conventions before, but this, this felt like home to me and that is something I rarely ever feel.
I was scared that I wouldn't be able to connect with anyone due to my trust issues and general discomfort with crowds & people as a whole. But oh my gosh... I cannot be more thankful for the furry community. I finally feel like I can come out of my shell and be okay. That is the best feeling to have, especially when you've lived the majority of your life being frightened of everyone.
Thank you sooo much for being so sweet to Mochan and I, I cannot thank everybody enough.
I plan to go to more in the future and I'll try being a lil bit more active. ;w;

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im gonna D I E

Really, really early. I mean I'm not complaining but boy, hwo can anyone deny climate change anymore...
I've been spending the last few months just chilling, working on personal issues and my art style.
Eventually I'll figure out what I wanna do with my art... I really feel like painting traditionally lately.
Annddd that's it. nvn;; i dont have much to say lol
take this

i lost three years of mi life with school and anutha five with more school

Been in a deep depression for the month, it's starting to take an upturn finally. I'm getting appointments for a doctor and psychiatrist soon, so that should reaallly help me take control of what genetics fucked me over with. I'm trying to update my wardrobe... so husband and I got our hair cut, he has a slick back and he combs it back and it's my PERFECT GREASER DREAM COME TRUE. WOOO.

I plan on actually going to Fur the More coming up this spring and MFF next year!! :'3 Finally. Freedom!!!

I'm also making holiday postcards. Gotta go get a roll of stamps but let me know if you want one. I'll be using white acrylic gesso on tanned paper with some color highlights. n~n

I hope you all have a great holiday season that isn't too stressful!! :3

Well it turns out I have one more class!!!! Booo!
It's okay though I get to work on my own stuff again, so I'm happy about that.

Also there was an amazing Animal Crossing New Leaf update, if anybody plays, please lemme know!!! I have a lot of fun goofing off in that game. :3 I gotta start farming bells again so anybody willing to join me on the island is appreciated!!

I got one week left until I'm done with school entirely and I'm graduated!!! ;w; Wow!

I'm currently finishing up my senior projects and I'll probably post those later on.

I'm also going to try to make it to a meet up tomorrow, though I am pretty nervous... I spent 2 years working on myself and school that I feel like I kind of forgot how to socialize.......... eek. ;;;;; That's okay though, I'll have Mocha glued to me. <:3 So uhhmm hi to everybody in advance, I'm SCARED.

WOO I am not moving accounts but I am moving out of our room mate's house.
It'll be nice to have a lot of freedom to express myself as well as the privacy too.
I feel like there's been soooooooooooo much going on but it should start letting up when we're done moving.

Also thank goodness for sugar free chocolate frosting, I don't think I would've made it through.

I dunno where I wanna be active as far as furry communities go. FA is kind of like my home base, lol.
Anyways, due to moving and school bogging me down, I won't be active until another month passes.
Thanks for hanging with me!!

working on some personal issues that caused a block in creativity
belglglhl

I hope everyone is having a good time at Fur the More!! ;w;
We'll try to go next year. School literally ruins all plans, y'know!

Mochà and I might be going depending on our schedules!!!! \n0n/
We're hoping next year when we're done with school, we'll attempt to make our fur suits.

listen to me I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'M SAYING
LAA LAA LAAA.

Ok I swear I'm going to try to keep up. Mood disorders make you do silly things...

Should I post my sketches on Fur Affinity to make it my big furry stomping grounds or just finished work?
om not sure!!!
lemme know

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Cons I want to attend
Fur The More '16
~~~whatever...~~~

I need to do commissions to get cute merchandise and gifts for my friends.
how do i go about this.... I feel like I always over think it and complicate it. Any pointers or guides to it would help a lot. I usually overhype myself up on it and end up scaring myself out of ever doing it, nyeheheh. Woops.

migrating to here n^n!!