Well, getting back onto the site didn't go as smoothly as I'd imagined it to be. I won't apologize this time, I've said sorry way to much for it to mean anything anymore. Y'all must be very disappointed in me and I understand. I'm really sad I couldn't put any more effort to make things right, but I am still trying my best. I hope one day I can redeem myself to y'all.

It's really difficult for me to sort through my notes to fine all the people I owe up to. So please, if I own you anything comment below and I'll put it on my list. I'll do my best to fix everything. Please do not note me unless it is a private or important matter that can not be discussed publicly. Thank you.

List: (To be updated)

Well kind of over did everything for the con @_@ so I'm doing a half off sale of all the prints I made. All prints ordered will be mailed to you, must be in the US. Not sure how much it would cost to ship outside the US but if you really want it I can check and get back to ya.

Here are the prints and buttons for sale: http://i61.photobucket.com/albums/h.....G_1865copy.jpg

All sales are final after mailing.
Deals available while supplies last.

Prices for the prints now:
-Large prints (11X14) $10
-Small prints (8X10) $5
-All five 1in. buttons $1

Deals:
-Get both BowserXYoshi (the large and small) prints for $12
-Get both Fionna sketch prints for $8
-Get both Large prints (bowerXyoshi and Santa Beast) for $15
-Get all three color Small prints for $10
-Get all Small prints for $15
-Get everything all Large prints, Small prints, and Five buttons for $30


There are a whole bunch of other kind of prints I have but these are the most that I have made into prints. If you are interested in any of these please comment or better please note me.

All transactions will be done through Paypal.

GaymerX2 in San Francisco starts this weekend and I'm so excited, also nervous, about having a table at this convention. I can't wait for all the fun and social anxiety attacks! Woo! I'll be at the con all weekend most likely running around in my panda kigurumi. If you are happening to be attending, stop by my table and say hi. I'll be shy but I'm always like conversation.

Well still in a funk, a deep funk but I think I've let myself sink too far. I really want to make a change and get back to FA. I've been so depressed that its been hard for me to come back on here. I've become so lazy and distracted. I'm not taking action and only thinking about what's been happening when I should be doing something to solve all my problems.

I'm making a effort to come back to FA, finish all my overdue work and get back to making awesome art for you guys. It's really all been about you guys. I felt so disappointed in myself in getting overwhelmed in all these commissions just to keep my head above water. I've been so selfish, thinking only about myself and not taking care of y'all better! Makes me sad I tried to so hard to make things right but only succeeded and pushing myself farther from FA. Hopefully I can, with time, make things better.

I'm still having financial troubles, I'm not asking for any more commissions. I still have a lot of things to take care of before I can open up anything. Though any donation can help. I'm sure I don't have much of people's trust or respect anymore, but I'm just asking for help this time not a service. If you do donate please let me know who you are on FA so I can properly send an appreciation note to you and possibly repay you later in the future for your kindness.

My paypal: Tigers_retreat[at]yahoo.com

I'll be doing my streaming again, I'll try to be on everyday too keep my from slacking off. Please if you notice I haven't been on here in a couple of days please write on my page reminding me to get back on. I really need help to keep my on track, I've been slipping to much and it's really hurting me.

Streams will be a mix between working on past commissions and requests, to working on my own projects and pieces, to the nice suggestion streams I did a while ago. I really want to get better at keeping myself on track. I'll do my best!

I'll see y'all plenty guys! I missed y'all I hope y'all haven't forgotten about me. I understand, I'm not asking for your forgiveness just another chance.

 nievelion $50
~D $80
~S $5
 HannibalAzul $25
 Wicked1One11 $25

This list is incomplete but I'll finish soon. These will be the people I'll be trying to refund. I'll still be working on people's commissions till I can refund y'all.

Sorry this should of started Saturday, I know better than to try and make a date T-T.

YCH's with  taiko 's donkey superhero character, I told y'all that y'all didn't have to pay till the picture was started on. If you some how did pay before hand please let me know. As of now the YCH pieces have become requests and you no longer have to pay.
 skittles671
 TigerStripes
 ChazWolf

Will start refunds this Saturday, I can only do a few at a time so I'll still be continuing any that I haven't refunded. A list will be posted of who will be refunded and a list of everyone else who's commissions will be worked on till I am able to refund them if i don't happen to finish them before I acquire the money. Thank you again for your patience.

In the next three weeks I will start refunding all the commissions I have not yet completed. I can't put into words how sorry I am that I couldn't complete all my work on time and how bad I've been with scheduling myself and updates. 2013 has turned me into something I never want to be again. I don't want to keep doing these and find it to be 2015. To push me into getting these commissions done I'll be refunding when I receive my first paycheck of February. Any commissions I have yet to complete will be refunded and process on those commissions will cease same with any requests. This does not mean that they will never be finished. They will just be on halt and all of them will basically be changed into standby requests. Which will be worked on now and again but there will be no updates and there will be no suggested finishing date. I have been really stressed these past few months, I haven't been able to work on any of my own ideas cause of the weight of all these commissions. I'm letting them all go so that I can concentrate on my own work this year. I hope everyone can understand but I won't blame anyone for being angry at me.

In about three weeks commissions will halt and refunded.

Will I not be taking anymore commissions for the rest of 2014?
Maybe, if I find myself in trouble again. I'll most likely sell something instead but I will try my best to keep myself up on my feet.

Thank you to all the people who supported me, I apologize again.

Updates and commissions, I'm working on them one by one, slowly working to complete them. Updates won't come fast cause I'm concentrating on a few at a time instead of all at once. I really appreciate everyone's patience, I can't apologize enough for the unfortunate delays in all my commissions. I'm working my way to complete them all. If you feel like you can't wait anymore and would like your money back please feel free to note me about and I'll gladly refund your commission.
I want to thank all of ya'll for supporting me last year, it really did help me get through a tough time with money.

Life and stuff, still working really hard at Starbucks. I have a lot to deal with money wise so I can't lower my hours just yet. I still need money to pay bills and get other things taken care of, but eventually I'll be asking my manager to lower my hours at the store to allow me to concentrate on my projects and art.

This Friday (tomorrow, Jan. 17th) is my 21st birthday, yay! I don't believe I'll being doing anything big and awesome. Unfortunately most of my friends have made other plans around this time so I don't have many people to celebrate it with, except for one person. I was planning to attend FC in San Jose from Thursday till Sunday, but I'm kinda low on funds. Plus I don't have a guarantee I'll have anywhere to stay during the con. I'm thinking about coming down on Saturday and party it out through till Sunday. Hopefully I'll be able to do that. I'm unsure, I'll be traveling alone which usually ends with me turning around and heading back home. We'll see.

I have canceled the kickstarter for the Horse Hung comic. I'll still be making it but on my own time. I'll try to get it down before GaymerX in San Francisco where I have planned to buy a booth. The comic might not be as big but it might be a nice short read. Thank you to all who viewed/voted/helped with suggestions. I really appreciate it all! Hopefully I can make it just as good as I planned to. Also will be finishing the other comic I'm making. The two people who donated for that will be receiving a digital copy of Horse Hung as well.

I hope everyone has a wonderful weekend and everyone at FC is enjoying themselves ! ^^

Well life is cruel, sorry guys but I might not make my quota of finishing all my commissions by the end of the year. Couldn't find my tablet pen when packing for Texas. I've been helping a homeless friend and her son with a place to stay for the past two months which is why I've been so slow. She surprised me with cleaning my bed area one day. I believe she must of put it some where or thrown it away by accident. I'll still be finishing up all my traditional sketches but I can't finish any of my digital ones. I don't know what to do. I hope frys has individual tablet pens. I'm really sorry guys about this, I'm trying really hard to keep everything rolling while working. I feel really bad doing this to y'all, I didn't mean it to take this long.

When I return, if I can't find it I'll order a new one and start on commissions right away. Kickstarter isn't going well which isn't surprising so I'm lowering my hours at work to give me a good few days of free time to work on y'all's commissions. Hopefully next year will be better.

Well, I hope everyone has a happy holiday and a great new year! Be safe this winter!

I hope everyone is having and has had a wonderful turkey day! I'm spending my holiday out of the Bay area, but can't really say where but I'm having wonderful holiday. I'm so glad I was able to get so many days off from work. Even though I'm on holiday I am still concentrating my time on commissions mostly the traditional ones. Wasn't able to do very much work the past two weeks cause I opened up my home to a friend and her son cause of housing problems. I have a goal to finish at least three of them before I leave back home on Sunday. In a wrap, Happy Thanksgiving!

Other news and stuff, still pretty far from completing all my commission before the new year begins but I'm not giving up, when December hits I'm going to spend as much time as I can on them. Will probably be doing a lot of all nighters. Plus I'll have another week of holiday for Christmas back home in Texas so lots of extra time to finish stuff. Making up plans for next year and stuff. Turning 21 in January during Further Confusion, so woot woot! Next year will be devoted to comics and stuff cause I haven't really been doing them as much as I want to and really need practice with it. Also planning to quit my job cause it's getting a bit stressful but I would need to go back to taking commissions again so i'm not sure how i feel about that. But I will probably be taking commissions as a fundraiser to get a cintiq!

That's about it! Have a wonderful holiday! Updates Monday when I get home.

Will be on again later tonight!

Sadly still unable to get ustream or livestream to work on my computer so there is a 10 watcher limit @_@ If anyone knows of a good streaming place please let me know!

Tomorrow I will be working on these two guy's pieces in the attempts of completion, I'm pretty sure i'll be able to do it. If work calls in, I don't know I'll probably decline but I always feel so bad doing so. So I really hope they call me in. @^@

Also will be working on the comic here and there, really need to raise up money for the end of this month, if you'd like to help more information about there here: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5206026/

Finish traditional sketch for  jeanned (50% done)

If there is any time left, work on Commi Fursona YCH for daitenshi

I'll be working Saturday, so on Sunday I'm not sure who's pieces I'll be working on but I'll make another journal tomorrow about it.

This week has been a really busy one. Unfortunately I was called into work Friday so I was not able to get any work done that day and was unable to finish Saturday. So my plan right now is to work on it as much as possible throughout the week in the mornings before i head off to work.

Finish traditional sketch for  jeanned (50% done)
If there is any time left, work on Commi Fursona YCH for  daitenshi

If these aren't done by the end of the week then I spend Saturday on finishing them.

Sunday: I will only be concentrating on getting one work done if i have to spend my saturday working on jeanned and daitenshi's pictures. I'm thinking of just finishing Daitenshi's other piece.

Well that's all for now, hope ya'll are having a wonderful weekend and have a nice week ahead of ya'll.

Going to be posting a journal every weekend to notify/show what pieces I'll be completing on my free days. Every scheduled date for a commission is not a solid "this is when it's going to be complete". Stuff happens out of the blew and I might not be able to complete the pieces on time like I'd hope to so please don't take it that way. This is only showing what I'm working on at the moment in the hopes of completing. Taking the tactic of finishing pieces one at a time instead of working on them all at once. Thank y'all for your patients, if you feel unsatisfied with my timing of completing your commissions please note me about refunds and I'll gladly give you your money back. I am very thankful for the support I got from my recent unemployment. I am doing my best to complete all the pieces I promised for people.

Today (Sunday, Oct. 20)
Finishing up traditional sketch for  Bsmith329 (50% done)
Starting Traditional sketch for  Taiko and send for approval
Finish digital YCH for  draftstallion2005 (50%)

Friday and Saturday (Oct. 26-27)
Finish (if not completed Sunday)  draftstallion2005 piece
Finish traditional sketch for  jeanned (50% done)
If there is any time left, work on Commi Fursona YCH for  daitenshi

Ok guys that will be the schedule for this current week and will be updated next weekend when I see my schedule for work. Thank ya'll for being patient, hopefully this will work out on keeping me on track with everything!

Hope everyone has had a wonderful weekend! Also have a nice week! <3 from Panda_lover!

So for the past few weeks, I can't even remember how long ago it was that I stopped having internet at my place because it was getting too much to pay for and I was stretching my money too thin to get everything paid on time. I was doing good with using wifi from starbucks near my house but it was just too much of a hassel to us their slow internet to update everybody at the same time. As well as my second job (catering) starting picking up lot so new events so for the past month I have been continuously working two jobs so I haven't been able to give as much attention to my work and updating. I've been doing a lot of apologizing and i know it's really repetitive, but I can only say I'm doing my best to get the work done ^^. I'm trying to keep at my goal at finishing everything by the end of the year. O^O if you don't like me anymore and you want your money back don't be afraid to ask, I'd be glad to pay you back. I'm sorry I couldn't be as affective at getting pieces done as I had wished I could have been. I am very appreciative of everybody's support in my hard times during this year. I'll do my best to be a better artist to work with next year. Still climbing that hill D:.

Working at starbucks has been very good, I've been getting plenty of hours and really happen to have a steady job again. Getting a little bit more stable :3 I missed making drinks for people, i love being a barista.

Been really lonely and dealing with lots of depression so i made a little snake friend at a really cool local reptile shop and brought him home. He's been doing well and really chill. Much better than having a fish like i originally wanted haha.

Sorry this update will be shorter than I wanted it to be, >_> just got called into work again. Extra hours woot woot!

I'll see ya'll this weekend for sure, mostly sunday, i'll be planning streams. Look out tomorrow for more info on that!

Have a wonderful friday everyone! Be safe!

I'm really sorry for the really long delays in updates with everyone but I just got internet at home so now i can update everyone much easier! This weekend I'll be doing massive updates and will be starting streams again. Thanks for ya'll patients and i'll be getting back to updating everyone regularly.

This is just a list for myself just to make it easier to update people on their sketches and YCH's.

Traditional sketches:
 fausttigre ~ done
 xeralt ~ 50%
 skotavus ~ 50%
 jarlarild ~ 90%
 jeanned ~ 50%
 mattthehusky ~ 40%
 zigzagziggy ~ 50%
 taiko ~ 0%
 CarlFrost ~ 0%
YCH's: All have been sketched, update will be on Monday (15th)

Sheepdawg lovin'

1st:  daitenshi
2nd:  kajitorataotsu


Bat Threesome

 skittles671


Batfoursome

 skittles671


Sheepdawg roleplay

 daitenshi


Safari ride

 draftstallion2005


Thigh crushing

1st:  rubberkitten
2nd:  daitenshi

The rest of my digital sketches will be done throughout this week and hopefully i'll get back my internet (been using cafe wifi for a while) next week and i'll start streaming again.

if I had somehow forgotten you as a traditional sketch or YCH, please notify me, my notes aren't very organized ^^;; I could of missed a few people...

So I'll be working on commissions here and there throughout the week, but I'm closing at my job all this week so not that much time to spare. I have the weekend off again and will be working on all the commissions and requests and will be updating everyone this weekend. Saturday I'll be working on Traditional sketches while on Sunday I'll be doing YCH's and digital sketches.

Hopefully I can keep up with the schedule, hope everyone has a wonderful week ^^!

Sorry guys if I haven't gotten back to ya'll about ya'lls commissions. Don't worry I'm still working on them today but I have been in a really down mood and would rather not talk to anyone at the moment so with all the work I've been doing today I'll be updating ya'll tomorrow about it. Again sorry for the inconvenience.

CLOSED Though being in a down mood isn't going to stop me from what I said I was going to do today. I'm going to be taking in three sketch requests today and will be doing them later tonight. The first three people to comment "May I please have a sketch request" will get one. I'm also taking in three more sketch commissions, again the first three that comment "May I please have a sketch commission" will get the slots.

Please follow the directions there will be no fixes, please make sure you have the correct sentence in your comments, plus make sure to read previous comments to make sure there is actually a slot available. There will be only three of each, no exceptions.

About the sketch commissions and requests, there will only be two chances for corrections. After the second update of your picture, your picture will be completed and no corrections can be made.

Sketch requests, limited two characters

Sketch commissions are $10 (two characters) extra $5 for each additional character.

Thanks for reading ya'll, hope ya'll are having a wonderful weekend!

Sorry for being absent for a while @.@ Last weekend I attended SF Pride and had a lot of fun, except for the slight spiral of depression in the middle of it but all is well. Lots of people like my outfit on Sunday, yay! But most of them were women lol.

Also BART (Public transportation here) had gone on strike this weekend, so everyday I had to keep up several hours early to make it into the city on time and get home super late @_@. Luckily their strike ends today and I'll be able to spend more time in the mornings on stuff rather than worry about getting across the bay.

I hope ya'll had a great 4th of July ! all i did was eat chili hotdogs and watch The Help with my roommates.

This weekend I have off, I will hopefully get stuff done! >^< I'll try and not let anything else get in the way!

Sat: Will be working on all my traditional sketches, working on them till noon.

Lunch break till 1

Then at 1 till 6 I'll be working on all my digital sketches

Sunday: I'll be working on all the YCH's and making another set of YCH's as promised to a friend of mine.

Most likely Saturday night I'll be making a journal about requests sketches, I'll be taking a few. Unfortunately I can not stream at all cause I had canceled my internet so most of my work will be at a coffee shop and I doubt they have powerful enough internet to allow streaming.

Thanks for reading ya'll, expect a lot this weekend!

Just picked up my laptop from the store, so far it is working fine and as far as I can see all the data is still on my computer :3 so glad I found a cheaper route and was able to replace the keyboard. So now I can finish all the work that was delayed due to my computer's unfortunate accident. But that'll have to wait for tomorrow, unfortunately I have to go to my second job @.@. But I might stay up tonight after coming back home and stream a little while I'm working on artz.

Thank you all for continuing to support me while my computer was in the tech hospital, I'm sorry to keep yall waiting for so long D:.

Well I'll either see ya'll later tonight or definitely tomorrow! :D Have a nice weekend everybody!

So just paid off the repairs for my laptop straight from my pocket, @.@ hopefully i have enough from my other job to finish paying my late bills. But i'm glad I could at least pay off my laptop, unfortunately i forgot to bring my harddrive with my when i left for work this morning so I couldn't get it today but i'll be leaving back into the city tomorrow with my hard drive to pick up my laptop. It's been so long since i had it @>@ my precious baby will be back in my arms! Hopefully nothing like this happens again!

I'll be busy most of Saturday running round paying bills, getting my laptop, and working the rest of the night away. but Sunday hopefully if all my data is still on my laptop I'll be working on all the art that's has been delayed.

Goals for this weekend is:

-Finish 2 traditional sketch commissions
-finish 2 digital sketch commissions
-finish one old YCH
-Start on new YCH
-Finish one of the Art Whore Auction winners

I believe that's it. Thank you all for all the help and support I maybe asking for a little more here and there hopefully I can work these two jobs and be stable.

Next weekend I'll have the days off but I believe it will be pride weekend so I'm not sure i'll be able to get much done during then so i'll have to do some work during the week so I don't get behind. but I'm not going to think that far ahead, I'll take this slow.

Looking for five slots to be filled, this will probably be the last commission sketch stream for a long while. After this i'll be concentrating more on my traditional sketches and planning out next month for all my requests...

 rubberkitten (25%)

Thank you guys so much for all your help and support, i'm really glad i could make all this art for you guys

Flipped them and sketched over the previous pictures i posed through my phone. These YCH's will be up till they reach a goal of $200 or more to pay for the repairs to my laptop. It shouldn't be that hard, there are six positions so each one needs to at least get to 35 or so.

These will all become full drawings, shading and everything. Please check my gallery to check out the previous YCH auction winners.


http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10749392/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10749348/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/10749432/


Other news, Finishing up the first process of most of my traditional sketches and will be sending out approval notes tonight and tomorrow. Then the next two days i'll be working on finishing them.

If you are interested in any traditional or digital sketches I am still open. Please let me know through the comments or note me! Ranges from $10-20

I'm still taking them and I'll be streaming hopefully later tonight and most likely next morning! If anyone is interested please let me know or just join the stream and ask for one :3