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General | Posted 6 years agoSo been close to a year now since I did a journal. Life is much better. Mental illness is in check lol. I like my job and work. My other medical conditions have improved, though still not 100 but way better than I was. Just lots of things I was struggling with have gotten better. I'm moving out this week with a friend I can trust and I'll be way closer to work. I feel good. Thanks to everyone here for being supportive and to my super dear furry friends who were always there to counsel me and help me.
Shout out to
duskoe and 
thunder-fox you guys have helped me so much over the years
Shout out to
duskoe and 
thunder-fox you guys have helped me so much over the yearsJust really struggling lately
General | Posted 7 years agoJust needing to vent about everything so I guess I'll do it here. Finally had the perfect job for me. Could have afforded to live decently and it kept me active which helped me lose weight and helped with my CPPS which I've been struggling with for 3 years now with out any real progress. I'm so tired of it. Feeling like I'm never going to get better. Just constant discomfort and pain and a ruined sex drive from it. So now I'm back home looking for work. Thought I had a good chance at a merchandiser job that paid well too, but apparently I'm not qualified to stack chips even. I don't have insurance anymore and I can't afford my antidepressants anymore until I get work. They're like 300 a month. I think I need to finish my degree in the fall but I don't even know how I'm supposed to live while I do that. The despair and anxiety is really getting to me. I don't know. Like I said, it's all really getting to me. Just I can feel everything I once liked about myself is deteriorating or already gone. My creativity? Gone. My ambition? Gone. My confidence? Gone. My hair? Going. My memory? Almost gone. Just not much left and definitely not much of value to anyone. I just hope something good happens soon cause I don't think I can just work some job that doesn't pay enough to live as I just waste away. I'm very scared.
Everyone check out my friend's great art!
General | Posted 7 years agoHe's doing great work now and you should get a commission while he's still got slots!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29018790/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29018790/
Fursuit Recommendations?
General | Posted 8 years agoHey all! I think I'm ready to start getting to work on getting myself a fursuit or at least a partial. Anyone know of any reliable and affordable suit makers?
Great YCH Vore Animation Auction!!!
General | Posted 8 years agoHey guys! My good friend, 
creativecanine is having YCH auction for his return to FA! It's for a real cute vore animation! Check it out!
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23610442/
creativecanine is having YCH auction for his return to FA! It's for a real cute vore animation! Check it out!http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23610442/
Chicago Furs out there?
General | Posted 8 years agoJust moved to the area and am looking for some new, fuzzy friends!
Chicago Furs out there?
General | Posted 8 years agoJust moved to the Chicago area and I'm looking for new fuzzy friends
Thanks for all the new watches!
General | Posted 9 years agoGlad ya'll like this silly pandy!
Anyone know of any NYC/NJ fur groups?
General | Posted 9 years agoLooking to meet new furs while I'm here
Pandy getting a visit!?!?!?!
General | Posted 9 years agoSo excited that my awesome, special puppy prince, Galileo visit me in New York in a couple weeks!
visit me in New York in a couple weeks!Finally getting started on my ref sheet!
General | Posted 9 years agoSo excited :3
Just call me Pandy
General | Posted 9 years agoGood News! New Job and New Life!
General | Posted 9 years agoWas feeling kinda down lately, but I got a new job that will have me traveling across the country that I'm really excited about. Now that I'm going to have money coming in, I plan on getting lots of commissions so I can finally flood my page with tons of pics of my silly pandy. :) yus. Can't wait
100 truths thing
General | Posted 10 years agoTagged by my Puppy Prince CreativeCanine so I will do as commanded.
1.) Real Name: Dain
2.) Nicknames: Pandy, Irish
3.) Zodiac Sign: Taurus
4.) Gender: Male
5.) Nursery: I went to a special services preschool since I was born a preemie with a Gross Motor Delay
6.) Primary School: Daniel Young Elementary
7.) Secondary School: Blue Springs South
8.) Hair Color: Dirty Blonde with a bit of Auburn
9.) Long or Short: Medium. My hair doesn't really get long, just thicker and poofier.
10.) Loud or Quiet: Quiet, I just like me sometimes.
11.) Sweats or Jeans: I prefer khakis or cords, personally.
12.) Phone or Camera: Phone since it's more versatile.
13.) Health Freak: I'm trying to be, but I'm not very disciplined.
14.) Drink or Smoke: Smoking is gross. I drink sometimes with friends or at parties.
15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: A couple, but one still more than the others.
16.) Political orientation: Was conservative when I was younger but now I'm feelin' the Bern.
17.) Piercings: Hate piercings, anything more than ears (especially nose piercings) are mega turn offs to me.
18.) Tattoos: I would like my family crest eventually, but idk where since I have kinda bad skin for it.
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
19.) Airplane: Dozens of times
20.) Car Accident: Yes. Rear ended just a couple weeks ago.
21.) Fist Fight: When I was a kid, nothing as an adult or teen.
FIRSTS:
22.) First piercing: Nope
23.) First Best Friend: It's changed a lot and I have many, but Duskoe has always been there for me.
24.) First Instrument played: Never played one, but would love to learn the Violin some day.
25.) First award: I was the first person in my class to read 100 books in 1st grade.
26.) First Crush: IDK, probably my best friend growing up's older brother, looking back it makes sense.
27.) First Language: English
28.) First Big Vacation: Colorado with my fam when I was like 4.
LASTS:
29.) Last Person you talked to: My Dad
30.) Last Person You Texted: My nerdy friend, Brett
31.) Last Person You Watched: not sure
32.) Last Food You Ate: Popcorn and my Galileo prince cause he was asking for it :P
32.) Last Movie You Watched: Star Wars
34.) Last Song You listened to: The Power Rangers theme
35.) Last Thing You Bought: Shovel Knight on steam
36.) Last Person You Hugged: My Dog, Roy
FAVES:
37.) Food: I love Indian food
38.) Drinks: Raspberry iced tea. Alcoholic: White Russian
39.) Clothing: A nice sweater or pullover with corduroys or khakis
40.) Book: The Religion, by Tim Willocks
41.) Color: Grey, white, red, green, sage, and gold
42.) Flower: White rose
43.) Music: I listen to a lot of different stuff. I like a lot of grand orchestral stuff and also my Irish music
44.) Movie: The Count of Monte Cristo, Galaxy Quest
46.) Subjects: History, Poli-Sci, Theatre
IN THE PAST YEAR YOU...
47.) [ ] Kissed in the rain
48.) [x] Celebrated Halloween.
49.) [x] Had Your Heart Broken (It's still not put back together :( )
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
51.) [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation.
52.) [ ] Used a Weapon
53.) [ ] Breathed fire
54.) [ ] Had an Abortion.
55.) [X] Done something you've Regretted (still trying to fix it)
56.) [X] Broke a Promise
57.) [X] Kept a Secret
58.) [X] Pretended To Be Happy
59.) [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life (it still hurts though)
60.) [X] Pretended To Be Sick
61.) [ ] Left The Country
62.) [X] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
63.) [X] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64.) [x] Ran a Mile
65.) [ ] Went To the Beach
66.) [ ] Stayed Single (Dated for a couple weeks, idk if it counts)
CURRENTLY:
67.) Eating: Oatmeal
68) Drinking: Water
69.) Getting Ready To: Meet up with my pup, idk what to do though
70.) Listening To:
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: Hanging out with my pup prince, hopefully we can do it again tomorrow
72.) Waiting For: School to start and for someone that really cares to come into my life
YOUR FUTURE:
73.) Want Kids: Maybe
74.) Want To Get Married: Definitely absolutely yes
75.) Careers in minds: I like acting but I doubt there's a future for me there, probably a writer or maybe go into law/politics
WHICH IS BETTER ON A GIRL/GUY:
76.) Lips or Eyes: Eyes
77.) Shorter or Taller: Not picky
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneously romantic I agree with Leo is the best
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Both but the tummy is most important
80.) Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: Had a lot more hookups but I want something real
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: not a traditional troublemaker but I do start shit without realizing it a lot.
HAVE YOU EVER:
83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: yeah but haven't warn them since I was 12
84.) Ran Away From Home: No
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: Carried a knife on me when I worked as a delivery boy in the ghetto
86.) Killed Somebody: no just dying by death from a thousand cuts
87.) Broken Someone's Heart: I wish someone liked me that much, but nope mine's the only one that gets broken
88.) Been Arrested: Nope, this Panda Knight follows the law
89.) Have you ever Texted something personal to a wrong number: Yeah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90.) Yourself: I don't know.
91.) Miracles: Yeah. I need one now though
92.) Love at First Sight: Yes, but it's never reciprocated (forever alone)
93.) Heaven: yeah
94.) Santa Claus: pfff I'm a big boy
96.) Magic: I wish
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: More than anything, but it doesn't look like it will happen.
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: No. Honestly, I feel like a miserable piece of shit who's nothing but a fuck up.
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You're With: Fuck off. I'm alone and miserable, said that already
100.) Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People (tagged only 3 cause I is lazy)
CreativeCanine so I will do as commanded.1.) Real Name: Dain
2.) Nicknames: Pandy, Irish
3.) Zodiac Sign: Taurus
4.) Gender: Male
5.) Nursery: I went to a special services preschool since I was born a preemie with a Gross Motor Delay
6.) Primary School: Daniel Young Elementary
7.) Secondary School: Blue Springs South
8.) Hair Color: Dirty Blonde with a bit of Auburn
9.) Long or Short: Medium. My hair doesn't really get long, just thicker and poofier.
10.) Loud or Quiet: Quiet, I just like me sometimes.
11.) Sweats or Jeans: I prefer khakis or cords, personally.
12.) Phone or Camera: Phone since it's more versatile.
13.) Health Freak: I'm trying to be, but I'm not very disciplined.
14.) Drink or Smoke: Smoking is gross. I drink sometimes with friends or at parties.
15.) Do You Have A Crush On Someone: A couple, but one still more than the others.
16.) Political orientation: Was conservative when I was younger but now I'm feelin' the Bern.
17.) Piercings: Hate piercings, anything more than ears (especially nose piercings) are mega turn offs to me.
18.) Tattoos: I would like my family crest eventually, but idk where since I have kinda bad skin for it.
HAVE YOU EVER [BEEN IN]:
19.) Airplane: Dozens of times
20.) Car Accident: Yes. Rear ended just a couple weeks ago.
21.) Fist Fight: When I was a kid, nothing as an adult or teen.
FIRSTS:
22.) First piercing: Nope
23.) First Best Friend: It's changed a lot and I have many, but
Duskoe has always been there for me. 24.) First Instrument played: Never played one, but would love to learn the Violin some day.
25.) First award: I was the first person in my class to read 100 books in 1st grade.
26.) First Crush: IDK, probably my best friend growing up's older brother, looking back it makes sense.
27.) First Language: English
28.) First Big Vacation: Colorado with my fam when I was like 4.
LASTS:
29.) Last Person you talked to: My Dad
30.) Last Person You Texted: My nerdy friend, Brett
31.) Last Person You Watched: not sure
32.) Last Food You Ate: Popcorn and my Galileo prince cause he was asking for it :P
32.) Last Movie You Watched: Star Wars
34.) Last Song You listened to: The Power Rangers theme
35.) Last Thing You Bought: Shovel Knight on steam
36.) Last Person You Hugged: My Dog, Roy
FAVES:
37.) Food: I love Indian food
38.) Drinks: Raspberry iced tea. Alcoholic: White Russian
39.) Clothing: A nice sweater or pullover with corduroys or khakis
40.) Book: The Religion, by Tim Willocks
41.) Color: Grey, white, red, green, sage, and gold
42.) Flower: White rose
43.) Music: I listen to a lot of different stuff. I like a lot of grand orchestral stuff and also my Irish music
44.) Movie: The Count of Monte Cristo, Galaxy Quest
46.) Subjects: History, Poli-Sci, Theatre
IN THE PAST YEAR YOU...
47.) [ ] Kissed in the rain
48.) [x] Celebrated Halloween.
49.) [x] Had Your Heart Broken (It's still not put back together :( )
50.) [ ] Went Over the Minutes on Your Cell Phone
51.) [x] Someone Questioned Your Sexual Orientation.
52.) [ ] Used a Weapon
53.) [ ] Breathed fire
54.) [ ] Had an Abortion.
55.) [X] Done something you've Regretted (still trying to fix it)
56.) [X] Broke a Promise
57.) [X] Kept a Secret
58.) [X] Pretended To Be Happy
59.) [x] Met Someone Who Changed Your Life (it still hurts though)
60.) [X] Pretended To Be Sick
61.) [ ] Left The Country
62.) [X] Tried something you normally wouldn't like, and liked it.
63.) [X] Cried Over The Silliest Thing
64.) [x] Ran a Mile
65.) [ ] Went To the Beach
66.) [ ] Stayed Single (Dated for a couple weeks, idk if it counts)
CURRENTLY:
67.) Eating: Oatmeal
68) Drinking: Water
69.) Getting Ready To: Meet up with my pup, idk what to do though
70.) Listening To:
71.) Plans For Tomorrow/Today: Hanging out with my pup prince, hopefully we can do it again tomorrow
72.) Waiting For: School to start and for someone that really cares to come into my life
YOUR FUTURE:
73.) Want Kids: Maybe
74.) Want To Get Married: Definitely absolutely yes
75.) Careers in minds: I like acting but I doubt there's a future for me there, probably a writer or maybe go into law/politics
WHICH IS BETTER ON A GIRL/GUY:
76.) Lips or Eyes: Eyes
77.) Shorter or Taller: Not picky
78.) Romantic or Spontaneous: Spontaneously romantic I agree with Leo is the best
79.) Nice Stomach or Nice Arms: Both but the tummy is most important
80.) Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
81.) Hook-up Or Relationship: Had a lot more hookups but I want something real
82.) Troublemaker or Hesitant: not a traditional troublemaker but I do start shit without realizing it a lot.
HAVE YOU EVER:
83.) Lost Glasses/Contacts: yeah but haven't warn them since I was 12
84.) Ran Away From Home: No
85.) Held A Weapon, For Self Defense: Carried a knife on me when I worked as a delivery boy in the ghetto
86.) Killed Somebody: no just dying by death from a thousand cuts
87.) Broken Someone's Heart: I wish someone liked me that much, but nope mine's the only one that gets broken
88.) Been Arrested: Nope, this Panda Knight follows the law
89.) Have you ever Texted something personal to a wrong number: Yeah
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
90.) Yourself: I don't know.
91.) Miracles: Yeah. I need one now though
92.) Love at First Sight: Yes, but it's never reciprocated (forever alone)
93.) Heaven: yeah
94.) Santa Claus: pfff I'm a big boy
96.) Magic: I wish
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97.) Is There One Person You Wanna Be With, Right Now: More than anything, but it doesn't look like it will happen.
98.) Are You Seriously Happy With Where You Are, In Life: No. Honestly, I feel like a miserable piece of shit who's nothing but a fuck up.
99.) Are You Happy With The Person You're With: Fuck off. I'm alone and miserable, said that already
100.) Post as 100 Truths and Tag five People (tagged only 3 cause I is lazy)
Feels are hard
General | Posted 10 years agoNot a whole lot else to say.
Had a great time with my fur friends last night!
General | Posted 10 years agoThey're the best
Man, life really hurts sometimes
General | Posted 10 years agoUgh
Happy Halloween!
General | Posted 10 years agoHope everyone's is super great. *Belly rubs for all*
