well alot has happened since my last entry, i moved in with my super cute and sweet boyfriend desert mutt. we got a kitty name lucy from our local petsmart, on saturdays they have animals from the animal shelters. shes 8 months old, a Siamese mix with blue eyes. shes sooo playful and such a lovebug lol. so far living with desert has been a dream, weve waited so long to do this and it was well worth the wait, i get to see him everyday and sleep next to him every night. doin laundry at the laundry mat sucks though lol. well thats all i have for now

i couldnt think of a name for the journal so i went with something a bit interesting. ugh god why is there nothing on tv, its like sure i get like 100+ channels, but theres never anything on. its rather sad actually, you pay all this extra money and for what? more channels to just filp through only to relized, holy crap there nothing on. i guess its a good work out for your thumbs, thats dish networks real goal here. they'er trying to make sure that none of thier customers have fat thumbs. thats thinkin proactivly, good job dish network, you are a shaker and a mover sir. lol god my friend is rumbing off on me way too much. pretty soon ill be spouting out random sayings like "you must be a library book cuz im checkin you out" ahh my such a sponge, lol

have you ever had a day when everything seems glum and not worth it? i seem to be having more and more of those days lately. its like i dont really have much drive anymore. i feel whiny posting this stuff but its whats on my mind lately. blah blah blah, thats all i can think of, everything is a waste and it was seems pointless. lol god i sound emo, but im really not

so im at my friends house and we just finished decorating the house for a 4th of july bbq. im tired, hot and starving, but we cant eat until 3:00 ::pouts:: i havent been on my comp in like forever, it kinda sad lol. school starts soon, i really dont want to go, i feel like im wasting me time cuz nothing is happening, im not any closer to geting my degree. i hate goin to ctc, its boring and i feel like im not really getting that college experience, but there arent any universities around here. all i knoe is i need to do something cuz i dont know how much longer i can stay working at the place i work

so it seems someone hates me or something this month, everything i had planned for this month has either fallen through, or sucked major ass. the fair came to town this month and i really wanted to go, but my other half ended up haveing to work and no one wants to go to the fair alone, fine so the next day it rained....all day. and then on the final day it closed early and i didnt know so i missed it. so that weekend didnt happen. then someone i thought was my friend total blind sided me and turns out....they are a total prick, hmmm lets see what else......i nearly got fired for something i didnt do, not that thats such a bad thing cuz i super hate my job but hey money doesnt grow on trees. and theres a few other things but because they are more private matters i wont go into details, wow i just realized something......i can be so whiney, lol. its a wonder i have friends

so i heard about this site from a friend and i thought id make a prof, get to know some more furs :P. lol hmm i really cant think of anything else to say....... im sittin at my friends house, waiting to get this B-B-Q started, even though i dont eat meat lol. hey its the party that counts ok. its my friends sisters b-day so hey what can i say. hmmmm may be i could tell you all a lil more about me. lets see im 18, about to be 19 in like......a week! i have a cute n querky boyfriend, who i care about sooooo much. im a nursing major at CTC and i think green is the awesomest freakin color ever! lol and yea thats uh... about it.