Hello. I created my boosty account and I want to share it with you. I'm not sure that there are people who are satisfied with my work, but if there are still, then I invite you here)
I will save all my regular content and teasers on furaffinity and in the VK group. But if you want to support my work, then go to the Boosty website. I will be very grateful to you for this.
Some additional information:
Now it's hard for me to draw commissioned works (YCHs and commission) because I'm completely unhappy with my
artistic growth. I want to improve it. I want to like myself again. And for this I will often draw works for myself. I hope for your understanding.
PS: I finish all the art work of customers in the normal mode. Once again, I want to apologize for the insane delay.

BOOSTY - https://boosty.to/pandazoom

Probably, it's time to stop running away from your problems and finally appear here. I hope someone else remembers me ...
Over the past six months, I have had quite a few problems. And the most important of them is anxiety-depressive disorder.
It was because of this illness that I stopped my activity. Even for myself. I was so disgusting and terrible inside that I thought that I would commit suicide. My self-esteem fell below the baseboard because of my inflated expectation of myself.
I apologize to everyone who has been waiting for such a long time to work. I really try to pull myself together and cope with this disease. And the last drawing is proof of this. I finally started to recover.

I hope for the best, because everything is slowly getting better. I take pills that really make me feel better.

I hope there are still spectators here ...

Good day to all!
Finally, I "came to life" after a year of study. Especially the second half was so difficult for me .... Because of this, I was gone for almost half a year. And no activity at all. I'm sorry(
Now I am starting my activity again. I am trying to complete all your orders, which are still hanging on me.
Despite my summer practice, I will try not to disappear for so long.
I ask you, if you have any questions about orders - write to me in private messages on this site. I understand that I am very much to blame in front of you for such a long gap in activity (
Don't worry, I will try to finish all orders as soon as possible.

On my VK page you can see some of the works that did not make it to this site. You may be interested in this.
A link to my VK group is in my profile.

This year can be called "a porridge of shit and branches", because so much bad has not happened for a very long time, not only with the whole world, but also in everyone's personal life.

In my life, this year was not only bad (although there was enough of it too), but also good and positive. There were so many meetings, walks, calls, and trips, which brought a lot of emotions, interesting thoughts, and, of course, photos. This year I finally came to my senses (you understand), returned to my usual way of life, and finally returned to my loved one.

Truth in a unique ass ... Because of the quarantine, a lot of debts .... But this is quite fixable) But communication did not stop, and even strengthened with some.

There were both good and bad people this year. Everyone treats this in their own way. Personally, I do not like to erase something from memory on purpose ... Memory is something valuable that builds a personality out of you, so erasing it is like erasing your inner self.

For each person, memory is something different. For me, these are photographs. Therefore, I try to do them more often, putting in a lot of emotions. All these photos you can see on this link

I hope you will spend this New Year with joy in your heart and among loved ones.💗💗💗

Hello. How are you there?
Forgive me for being away for so long. I have a lot of university debts now. I was almost expelled! Oh God ...
I am slowly fulfilling all your orders, although I still try to cope with my studies first. In general, now I often catch myself thinking that all this study ... is not mine. I would love to sign up for a CGI graphics course. All the same, "graphic design" is not really mine ... Sorry for all this revelation. I just like digital more. Hopefully I will solve all these problems soon and be able to fully immerse myself in working on orders.

Love you :3

Oh, this autumn ... Personally, I started it with an autumn blues. So depressing, isn't it?
But because of this blues, I try to work harder to distract myself and improve my skills more. Well ... I try at least.
How is your autumn going?

Well, the summer is over. It was just amazing for me, despite the illness. So many memories and new acquaintances that my head is spinning. I hope you had an interesting summer too. Write about it. It will be interesting for me to read.
Work in progress. One of the comics will be finished in a couple of days. I try to do everything as quickly as possible. Damn, very uncomfortable in front of customers. I really didn't think I would be doing this work for that long.
And since at the university I continue to study on distance learning, I think I will finish arts pretty quickly.💕💕💕

Good day, my dear kittens. As you can see, the work on the YCHs is going very slowly, for which I would like to apologize.
I haven't disappeared anywhere. Do not worry. I left my hometown for a month in Novosibirsk. To my boyfriend. I planned to continue working at the same speed, but something not very pleasant happened. I got sick COVID-19. I felt just awful. But I have not recovered well, so soon the work will boil again.
I also found a lot of interesting impressions here, and of course references) I hope I will continue to delight you with my work.

📢📢📢Over the past couple of months, not a lot of work has appeared here. Sorry for the lack of activity recently. Session time is the most merciless time. Today I just finished my last exam. So from today I continue to draw and come up with new art.
I will try to develop my skills: 3

Now I live in such conditions where there are no special delicacies and food in general). Therefore, I try to experiment a lot with eda (I make food from the air😂😂😂). Why am I? This whole situation moves me to the juicy artifacts of food .... again. I try to work on my skills in light shade and color.📢📢📢

My laptop was repaired. This is definitely great.
I continue to deal with all orders, but due to the fact that there are a lot of them, I will not do them so soon.
So that the work goes faster and does not affect the quality, I will do the work in turn (as they are located in the profile).

Also, there is not very good news. Soon I will have time for tests and sessions at the university. Understand me and do not be offended much.
I really try for you, my kittens :3

Hello. My laptop is still under repair. However, I was able to save all the work, and transferred them to my pc.
Work resumes!

I apologize for such a long downtime. I'm sorry, sorry ( Т-Т

Now I had an unforeseen situation. My laptop is under repair because my pets accidentally spilled orange juice on it. I hope it will be fixed soon, and I will be able to return to work again. Sorry about that again.

Well, I set up my PC a little, and I can draw something here. But all YCHs will wait until the laptop is repaired. Sorry for that, but there are all the source files. Т-Т

Thanks a lot to the people who take my art and YCHs. I am very grateful to you and will try to make them as high-quality and quick as possible.
Now all of Russia is in quarantine, including me. Going crazy all together with  Ivnis and  Brymcha .

Finally, we begin to draw an YCH beach. Sorry for such a long wait. We will try to make it as soon as possible.
On my page I will indicate only my work process. But as soon as everything is ready, I will immediately notify you.

And yet, if you have quarantined, I ask you to comply with it, and urge you to stay at home. Do not be ill)

Hello everyone! Now the whole world is sitting at home (I hope so). Of course I do too. Sometimes I just run out to the store. Because of this whole situation, I had the opportunity to draw more. Therefore, orders will be executed (I hope) faster.
* struggling with my apathy *

Also, buyers of YCH "on the beach" https://www.furaffinity.net/view/33818678/ :
We remember about this art. You just need to take at least one more slot. Sorry for such a long wait. (already bought:  FreakingFossa  LuciLaLuci  FrauleinDivine  theListen)

And of course, I urge you to sit at home. After all, this way we will deal with this epidemic much faster.
Do not be ill.

After fixing my computer, I decided to try to draw in Easy Paint Tool SAI. Before that I only used Autodesk Sketchbook and Photoshop.

All YCH will be performed as all previous work. But in the future I will try to master this program. And then, I hope, I can rise at least one level in skill.

So, finally the master came to me and repaired everything. But not charging ....
However, everything else works great. In the near future I will begin to engage in art. Do not worry :3

You may have noticed that my art is gone from sale. The fact is that my operating system was reinstalled. And the whole folder with my works was damaged and not preserved at all ...
This is certainly sad ... However, I think it is worth looking for positive points in this. They .... you can’t immediately notice, but .... I can now start all from scratch and from a clean computer.

Hello. Now I finally have a lot of ideas for drawings and for animation. But while there is so little time .... And I am very afraid that the animations will not come out very good. Т-Т
But I no longer need antidepressants. Yes, I finally feel better. Thank you very much for your support, brothers.

Well, tomorrow we are waiting for the new 2020. It is very difficult to believe it ...
I hope each of you who read this will meet the new decade brightly, with friends, and unforgettable actions.
I love everyone who follows me, and those who have been supporting me all this year. Thank you dears)
Happy New Year and Merry Christmas!

Hello.
I apologize for such a long absence. I had a series of events that lowered my fighting spirit.
Now, because of these events, I am sitting on antidepressants, which have a very adverse effect on my life. Please forgive me.
I try to return to my usual mode of life, but this will probably happen very slowly.
I hope that everything will work out soon)

Today I passed my main debts on my studies. I apologize for such a delay. From today, I am returning to my usual routine.
I will complete all active YCHs in the coming days. I upload the YCHs that you can buy every 4 hours. I'm also open to commissioned art.
❤❤❤I try only for you❤❤❤

Hello again. I want to tell you that at the moment I am looking for interesting references for new artworks.
*sitting in a pose of a thinker* straining my imagination.
I will try to move away from the girls in kimonos, but not from Japanese culture.

Yay! My first animation experience is over! I want to continue to improve my animation skills. It is quite complicated, but also very interesting.
Money still doesn't exist at home (Still homeless (Take pity on me)

Now I have problems big problems with the psyche. Constant anxiety haunts me. Panic attacks and disruptions have become very frequent guests in my life. I don’t have money for medicines. Although the doctor prescribed me expensive antidepressants. Furaffinity - my only income. Please help me with this. I will try my best for you)

Hello! I recovered, my illness receded)
In one of the posts, I indicated that I had a new graphics tablet. It's true. I really like this handsome man and I really want to draw on it)
I am a crazy fan of Japanese culture and I really want to make a couple of artworks and YCH's on this topic and at the same time try animation. Yes, not as cool as my classmates like Ivnis, but I will try to do at the level and study)

Good afternoon friends. I have a couple of news for you.
Just yesterday I had problems with Photoshop. Namely, he broke with me. While I was reinstalling it, I found many different interesting brushes. Therefore, I will continue to master the technique of smear.
At the institute, our whole group continues to shower with tasks. Honestly, I’m even surprised how much they ask us! O.O.
I hope you understand me if suddenly I will do your work for a very long time. But I, honestly honestly, will try to fulfill it quickly (by virtue of my capabilities) and with high quality.
Therefore, I am waiting for your notes with commissions, kitties ^^