Busy catching up on a life I've been missing out on because other people took priority. Well they don't now. I've been enjoying being a housewife, learning, loving, succeeding and failing at things. Moreover remembering the people that matter and just not allowing myself to return to the ones that don't. I've also been unwilling to be around those that would screw up a moral compass I almost forgot I had that I didn't need books and weekly services to teach me about. Sorry if the life I want isn't so impressive or fantastic, but it's the one I want and have, and I'm loving it, and my wife, and my little dog. I fought a long time to be this happy, and I'm not about to let it go now.

School goes well, everyday life gets better, well, everyday. Health is still providing a lot of challenges, mental health and general outlook have improved. Enjoying old things again, learning to forgive myself for what I can't help and help what I can help. So much progress, but very tired, back to rest and relaxation. Well after a good meal with the wife, I'm starving and I still need to put on more weight.

Not dead, just busy. School has presented it's own challenges as has my health. But I've gained weight and I've been walking more. Mental health has been improving, but I still have hard days. Sorry I'm so introverted. Neurological complications are hard, and I'm going through a lot medically right now. Things get better, even if they seem like they won't. It's okay to be an introvert, sometimes you just don't have the energy for the world, I never do. I'm growing more to be a better person every day, I think we'll keep making progress.

I'm loved, and I have friends. It's enough.