Never felt better, Not a sound for miles and only better thing than what i thought is the great family welcoming me back :3

It's funny really. I can almost feel the purity of the air and the cool breeze and warm sun on my face. I can feel the laughs to be had the to cherish and the memories I wait to make. I feel the time that could have been had in better company and the time had with less dramatics. I long for the feeling I might have soon forgot had it been a moment longer that i waited. I see myself laying back in the tall grass smelling nothing more than the dirt and what flowers be near taking the time to see a cloud and admire it's shape and form. To walk in the woods and know the dirt better than I know the smog and artificial world I try to understand feels like a happy moment gone by. All the light fading from my body every moment I reside here. The love nonexistent and harsh, could bring any man to tears knowing what he will constantly miss. 5 days ill be home