Personal Vent (READ PLEASE!!! MAJOR WARNING: TRUTH REVEAL...
Posted 3 years agoPlease read this and understand everything with respect as this is something very personal about me and everything that has happened to me.
Many years ago before I learned about the internet, I was very much a Quite Person. Never liked being alone. Didn't often Smile. Never spoke a lot. And things weren't getting any better either. I often stayed in my bedroom after days of neglect from my Dad who was still alive during that time. It was a nightmare when my Dad had no parenting Skills... And My Mom was pretty much the same... Only, I and Dad didn't like each other... My family never got along with each other, either... I've been trying to reveal the fact that I've been in bad situations with certain people in real life. especially due to the fact that I'm emotionally sensitive to what people do and how they do it to set another person into Emotion Overdrive, which, to me, causes the Emotions to go haywire and Make the person lose their cool, should their Emotions be misunderstood due to not knowing the person's Backstory, or in other cases, the person's past life experiences I've pretty much had my Emotions misunderstood many times because they didn't know how broken I was when they didn't know about my Past Life Experiences being so harsh. And being born to a Poor Family made things much worse than it already was. That's pretty much the reason why I can't even use sites like PayPal to use as a Digital Bank because requiring a Phone also means that I would be unable to do much else if I have to use every dollar to just use it and waste the Number to times to use it and pay to use the Hours to keep using it. And My Grandma isn't interested in me getting a phone if all I do is play games on it, let alone that I don't even talk to people at all, Phone or not...
Do you guys now see why I've been dealing with Frustration every day in my life?... It's also the reason why I hardly ever get any art of my own characters... I literally have to rely on Requests and I don't even see a possible way to get anything for my characters, especially a ref sheet for my Gieeg Character, Taven... Either nobody even believed what I said, or they were just being dismissive... And the fact that I literally have no Art Skill, I can't do the art myself...
All of this is very true and it has been either ignored or Overlooked by many people... If you think this is all, it is not...
If you have any comments on this, PLEASE DO SO! I'm tired of being ignored and overlooked because of people not understanding the situation I've been in. Let alone being called an "Attention Whore". I am not the kind of person to commit that kind of nonsense because It makes me look like an idiot in public...
Many years ago before I learned about the internet, I was very much a Quite Person. Never liked being alone. Didn't often Smile. Never spoke a lot. And things weren't getting any better either. I often stayed in my bedroom after days of neglect from my Dad who was still alive during that time. It was a nightmare when my Dad had no parenting Skills... And My Mom was pretty much the same... Only, I and Dad didn't like each other... My family never got along with each other, either... I've been trying to reveal the fact that I've been in bad situations with certain people in real life. especially due to the fact that I'm emotionally sensitive to what people do and how they do it to set another person into Emotion Overdrive, which, to me, causes the Emotions to go haywire and Make the person lose their cool, should their Emotions be misunderstood due to not knowing the person's Backstory, or in other cases, the person's past life experiences I've pretty much had my Emotions misunderstood many times because they didn't know how broken I was when they didn't know about my Past Life Experiences being so harsh. And being born to a Poor Family made things much worse than it already was. That's pretty much the reason why I can't even use sites like PayPal to use as a Digital Bank because requiring a Phone also means that I would be unable to do much else if I have to use every dollar to just use it and waste the Number to times to use it and pay to use the Hours to keep using it. And My Grandma isn't interested in me getting a phone if all I do is play games on it, let alone that I don't even talk to people at all, Phone or not...
Do you guys now see why I've been dealing with Frustration every day in my life?... It's also the reason why I hardly ever get any art of my own characters... I literally have to rely on Requests and I don't even see a possible way to get anything for my characters, especially a ref sheet for my Gieeg Character, Taven... Either nobody even believed what I said, or they were just being dismissive... And the fact that I literally have no Art Skill, I can't do the art myself...
All of this is very true and it has been either ignored or Overlooked by many people... If you think this is all, it is not...
If you have any comments on this, PLEASE DO SO! I'm tired of being ignored and overlooked because of people not understanding the situation I've been in. Let alone being called an "Attention Whore". I am not the kind of person to commit that kind of nonsense because It makes me look like an idiot in public...
No Jokes. Period.
Posted 3 years agoI don't do April Fools Day at all. So don't bother pranking me.
POV Idea: Rescued by an Alpha Pokemon
Posted 4 years ago- You're walking through the Snowy Areas of Hisui... yet you have ventured into an area where Alpha Pokemon are located in... You have heard of an Alpha Hisuian Zoroark located in this very area... hearing that it had a Hatred towards Humans and Other Pokemon...
-As your venture deep into the Area, you heard the Cry of the Hisuian Zoroark... But the cry is soft... You track the Alpha Pokemon down and notice it. But as you carefully approach it, you are attacked from behind by another Alpha... This one appears to be an Alpha Ursaring... Your body is fling at the Alpha Hisuian Zoroark and hits it on its back... The Alpha Zoroark notices you but it doesn't attack you... it checks your health by sniffing your scent and then it looks at the Alpha Ursaring that attacked you...
- Your entire Body is Paralyzed and you are unable to move at all... But the Alpha Zoroark attacks the Alpha Ursaring with a Powerful Strong Style Night Daze that scares the Alpha Ursaring after it gets hit by the Attack. You are unfortunately in the Attack's Area of Effect, but you don't take Damage as the Alpha Zoroark wasn't intending in hurting you. It goes to you and picks you up carefully.
- Your Numbed Body can't move and only your head is able to turn and look at the Alpha... The Alpha Zoroark wants to help you heal... but it wasn't what you were thinking as it began to eat you, yet it doesn't chew on you nor crunch on your bones... instead it carefully swallows you whole...
- Moments after the Alpha swallows you, you land in the Alpha's Stomach... Strangely though, the Stomach Juices are not digesting you... more so... the Juices are healing you... It seems that the Alpha Hisuian Zoroark that Ate you is Gentle Natured and it is acting Motherly towards you. It cradles you gently as it softly rubs its belly to let you know that you are safe... Letting the Juices soak you so you can move again.
-Your fear fades away as you soak in the Healing Juices... Yet you know that you don't have any Pokemon... But the Healing Juices relax you as they work to cure your Numbed Body...
-It was several hours already and you wake up in your House in Jubilife Village... You sit up on your bed and you noticed your only Luxury Ball next to you... As you go to grab it, it suddenly opened and out came the Alpha Hisuian Zoroark that Ate you earlier... You noticed that your body is healed up and you are able to move again. The Alpha Zoroark rests with you and licks your cheek, acting Motherly. It seems that it wants to be with you as your First Pokemon. You accepted this and you can now explore the Other Areas with your new Alpha Pokemon. You just hope Captain Cyllene will allow this when you wake up in the Morning... But your new Alpha comforts you as you think this out. Its Motherly, gentle personality becalms you with its soft Fur and caring warmth. You immediately felt calm as your Alpha Zoroark keeps you warm and comfy as both of you start to fall asleep for the night. Alpha Zoroark keeps you warm and snug as it hugs you close, not in a possessive way, but in a caring, Motherly way.
Pokemon © Nintendo
This is between two Characters of mine. A Female Alpha Hisuian Zoroark and my Hisuian Trainer, Ichiro. The Alpha Ursaring is just a Random Alpha Pokemon for this Scenario. While Hisuian Zoroark normally has a Hatred towards Pokemon and Humans, The Alpha in this Idea is the opposite of its kind. This Alpha is Motherly and Gentle. and it cares for the Human Trainer, Ichiro because it shares its DNA with him. But Arceus of the Hisui Region is the true cause of this Event. But Hisui Arceus isn't aggressive against Ichiro because Hisui Arceus understands Ichiro's fear of encountering it. So Hisui Arceus does not wish to attack Ichiro... More so, it wants to go with him as a Pokemon for him. The only problem is... Ichiro must require the Azure Flute in order to meet Arceus. And Ichiro does not have the Azure Flute as of now... But Hisui Arceus plans to guide him through Telepathy. The Alpha Hisuian Zoroark is one of Hisui Arceus's Guides for Ichiro to have. And thus Ichiro is gifted the DNA of Hisuian Zoroark, allowing him the use Transform and turn into a Hisuian Zoroark. Hisui Arceus is testing Ichiro in Trails with Alpha Pokemon that it sends out for Ichiro to Encounter and befriend so he can grow his Team with nothing but Alphas.
-As your venture deep into the Area, you heard the Cry of the Hisuian Zoroark... But the cry is soft... You track the Alpha Pokemon down and notice it. But as you carefully approach it, you are attacked from behind by another Alpha... This one appears to be an Alpha Ursaring... Your body is fling at the Alpha Hisuian Zoroark and hits it on its back... The Alpha Zoroark notices you but it doesn't attack you... it checks your health by sniffing your scent and then it looks at the Alpha Ursaring that attacked you...
- Your entire Body is Paralyzed and you are unable to move at all... But the Alpha Zoroark attacks the Alpha Ursaring with a Powerful Strong Style Night Daze that scares the Alpha Ursaring after it gets hit by the Attack. You are unfortunately in the Attack's Area of Effect, but you don't take Damage as the Alpha Zoroark wasn't intending in hurting you. It goes to you and picks you up carefully.
- Your Numbed Body can't move and only your head is able to turn and look at the Alpha... The Alpha Zoroark wants to help you heal... but it wasn't what you were thinking as it began to eat you, yet it doesn't chew on you nor crunch on your bones... instead it carefully swallows you whole...
- Moments after the Alpha swallows you, you land in the Alpha's Stomach... Strangely though, the Stomach Juices are not digesting you... more so... the Juices are healing you... It seems that the Alpha Hisuian Zoroark that Ate you is Gentle Natured and it is acting Motherly towards you. It cradles you gently as it softly rubs its belly to let you know that you are safe... Letting the Juices soak you so you can move again.
-Your fear fades away as you soak in the Healing Juices... Yet you know that you don't have any Pokemon... But the Healing Juices relax you as they work to cure your Numbed Body...
-It was several hours already and you wake up in your House in Jubilife Village... You sit up on your bed and you noticed your only Luxury Ball next to you... As you go to grab it, it suddenly opened and out came the Alpha Hisuian Zoroark that Ate you earlier... You noticed that your body is healed up and you are able to move again. The Alpha Zoroark rests with you and licks your cheek, acting Motherly. It seems that it wants to be with you as your First Pokemon. You accepted this and you can now explore the Other Areas with your new Alpha Pokemon. You just hope Captain Cyllene will allow this when you wake up in the Morning... But your new Alpha comforts you as you think this out. Its Motherly, gentle personality becalms you with its soft Fur and caring warmth. You immediately felt calm as your Alpha Zoroark keeps you warm and comfy as both of you start to fall asleep for the night. Alpha Zoroark keeps you warm and snug as it hugs you close, not in a possessive way, but in a caring, Motherly way.
Pokemon © Nintendo
This is between two Characters of mine. A Female Alpha Hisuian Zoroark and my Hisuian Trainer, Ichiro. The Alpha Ursaring is just a Random Alpha Pokemon for this Scenario. While Hisuian Zoroark normally has a Hatred towards Pokemon and Humans, The Alpha in this Idea is the opposite of its kind. This Alpha is Motherly and Gentle. and it cares for the Human Trainer, Ichiro because it shares its DNA with him. But Arceus of the Hisui Region is the true cause of this Event. But Hisui Arceus isn't aggressive against Ichiro because Hisui Arceus understands Ichiro's fear of encountering it. So Hisui Arceus does not wish to attack Ichiro... More so, it wants to go with him as a Pokemon for him. The only problem is... Ichiro must require the Azure Flute in order to meet Arceus. And Ichiro does not have the Azure Flute as of now... But Hisui Arceus plans to guide him through Telepathy. The Alpha Hisuian Zoroark is one of Hisui Arceus's Guides for Ichiro to have. And thus Ichiro is gifted the DNA of Hisuian Zoroark, allowing him the use Transform and turn into a Hisuian Zoroark. Hisui Arceus is testing Ichiro in Trails with Alpha Pokemon that it sends out for Ichiro to Encounter and befriend so he can grow his Team with nothing but Alphas.
Respecting my choices with POV Ideas
Posted 4 years agoBecause of my decision in this, all POV Ideas will be good straight to Journals for the Time being.
All other Story Ideas, however, will be in Journals as well. SO please keep this in mind whenever I have a Story or POV Idea in mind.
All other Story Ideas, however, will be in Journals as well. SO please keep this in mind whenever I have a Story or POV Idea in mind.
Happy New Years, y'all!
Posted 4 years agoNot much to say but, Happy New Year, FA!
Merry Christmas
Posted 4 years agoNot much to say but... Merry Christmas, y'all.
NSFW Account?
Posted 4 years agoI might use this Account for SFW Stuff... But should I make an account for NSFW Content? I'm willing to try and make SFM Pics, but I want to have a separate Account for NSFW content.
If I do, I'll need to think of a Username for that Account.
If I do, I'll need to think of a Username for that Account.
SFM Help
Posted 4 years agoI'd... like to know how to use SFM... I'm thinking about taking a break from Garry's Mod and trying SFM for a good while.
If you are willing to help me, please comment below and I'll try to reply as soon as I'm available.
If you are willing to help me, please comment below and I'll try to reply as soon as I'm available.
Happy Thanksgiving!!
Posted 4 years agoHappy Thanksgiving to those in America!
Vore Audio Idea - Saved by a Friendly Monstie
Posted 4 years ago- This is bad... You're near death's door as your Palico and Palamute are buying you some time to recover by attacking an enraged Arzuros.
- However, the Arzuros proved stronger than your Two furry companions and heavily damages both of them, knocking them out... The Bear Monster then turned it's attention towards you and charged at you! It would look like you might meet your end here...
- Suddenly, the Arzuros is hit by a tail of another Monster... You hear a Roar, but it was faint due to your consciousness fading. Your eyes looked at the Monster that saved you from death. A Gold Rathian... It scares the Arzuros into fleeing, which works. The Monster went to you and smelled your scent. You were heavily injured and the Gold Rathian started to worry of not only your condition, but you Palico and Palamute, as well.
- The Rathian let out a gentle roar. It wants to help you and your furry companions heal up... Then it went to your Palico... but your consciousness completely faded before it gently ate your Companions and then you.
- You slowly awaken moments later to find yourself in the Gold Rathian's Belly. However, instead of digesting you, her Belly Juices are healing you. And your Furry Companions are also being healed. Though, both of them appear to be scared. You hugged your companions, letting them know that the Rathian seems to be special. The Rathian communicates by softly roaring. She'll let you and your Companions out as soon as she reaches her destination. She then flies to that Destination while you and your Palico and Palamute Companions enjoy the ride for the time being.
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Monster Hunter is Created by Capcom.
Note: The Hunter in this Idea is my own Monster Hunter Character, Kazuyuki. The Palico Companion is Rina (My Palico in Monster Hunter Rise.) And the Palamute is Kanna. (My Palamute Companion in Monster Hunter Rise). The Gold Rathian is one of Kazuyuki's Monsties, the other one being a Silver Rathalos.
- However, the Arzuros proved stronger than your Two furry companions and heavily damages both of them, knocking them out... The Bear Monster then turned it's attention towards you and charged at you! It would look like you might meet your end here...
- Suddenly, the Arzuros is hit by a tail of another Monster... You hear a Roar, but it was faint due to your consciousness fading. Your eyes looked at the Monster that saved you from death. A Gold Rathian... It scares the Arzuros into fleeing, which works. The Monster went to you and smelled your scent. You were heavily injured and the Gold Rathian started to worry of not only your condition, but you Palico and Palamute, as well.
- The Rathian let out a gentle roar. It wants to help you and your furry companions heal up... Then it went to your Palico... but your consciousness completely faded before it gently ate your Companions and then you.
- You slowly awaken moments later to find yourself in the Gold Rathian's Belly. However, instead of digesting you, her Belly Juices are healing you. And your Furry Companions are also being healed. Though, both of them appear to be scared. You hugged your companions, letting them know that the Rathian seems to be special. The Rathian communicates by softly roaring. She'll let you and your Companions out as soon as she reaches her destination. She then flies to that Destination while you and your Palico and Palamute Companions enjoy the ride for the time being.
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Monster Hunter is Created by Capcom.
Note: The Hunter in this Idea is my own Monster Hunter Character, Kazuyuki. The Palico Companion is Rina (My Palico in Monster Hunter Rise.) And the Palamute is Kanna. (My Palamute Companion in Monster Hunter Rise). The Gold Rathian is one of Kazuyuki's Monsties, the other one being a Silver Rathalos.
Temporary Changes
Posted 4 years agoThese changes are only temporary. And it's only one change until I can figure it out.
The Audio Ideas will be shifted into Journals for now until I can find a good audio software that I can use.
I have an Idea for a Monster Hunter Vore Audio, but in my idea, Soft vore is involved, but no digestion. It'll be more of Healing Vore and Endosoma.
Do expect this to be in text format for the time being though.
The Audio Ideas will be shifted into Journals for now until I can find a good audio software that I can use.
I have an Idea for a Monster Hunter Vore Audio, but in my idea, Soft vore is involved, but no digestion. It'll be more of Healing Vore and Endosoma.
Do expect this to be in text format for the time being though.
Hatred... Please stop it...
Posted 4 years agoI'm constantly having to see people hate on each other... And it's starting to piss me off. SHUT IT WITH ALL THE DAMN HATRED PPL!!
Soon to return
Posted 4 years agoIt has been a long while since I actually did anything here. Don't worry, though. There will something from Garry's Mod by me. In time, though. So please be patient as I think of a Pic to make.
Not dead.
Posted 4 years agoI am not dead. But it has not been the greatest year for me.
First Q&A Session Announcement
Posted 4 years agoThis will be short but it's a heads-up announcement for my FA Q&A Sessions.
These Q&A sessions will happen on Sundays and ONLY on Sundays.
Don't expect any Refs as of now due to heavy Brain Fog Symptoms, which I'll need to change what I eat soon. But do expect a certain number of my Characters to be available for Questions. However, there will only be one Character available for the First Few Sessions this month: The Main Protagonist for the Story Version of my Future Video game for Nintendo Switch, John, in the form of the Alien Character Race that I created for this Project, the Anima.
Expect the first Q&A Session this weekend.
These Q&A sessions will happen on Sundays and ONLY on Sundays.
Don't expect any Refs as of now due to heavy Brain Fog Symptoms, which I'll need to change what I eat soon. But do expect a certain number of my Characters to be available for Questions. However, there will only be one Character available for the First Few Sessions this month: The Main Protagonist for the Story Version of my Future Video game for Nintendo Switch, John, in the form of the Alien Character Race that I created for this Project, the Anima.
Expect the first Q&A Session this weekend.
Announcement regarding Q&As
Posted 4 years agoI won;t do much with my Account for a while but DO expect Q&A Session Times next month in the form of Journals.
8/8 Vore Day!
Posted 4 years agoShort message,
Happy Vore Day, y'all!
Happy Vore Day, y'all!
Emotional Stress (Help me...)
Posted 4 years ago(Couldn't think of a better title...)
Depression had a Major impact in my life in the past... And It often strikes me a lot as I grew up. This led to multiple issues involving Emotional Stress that continues to haunt me sometimes in Dreams... AndvI fear that they may become real... and it scares me... this often causes me to plea for emotional support multiple times in my head... more often than any other emotionally Stressed person...
As of right now, Emotional Stress is weighing in very heavily in my heart and I could give up if I continue to sink in loneliness and despair...
This is a very serious matter right now and I don't like being unnoticeable... it would feel like I'm useless In a community... and I don't like myself of being in deep sadness and despair... I'm poor in more way than one... I often portray myself as a Human Male in pair of Silver pants and nothing else during these dark times...
Depression had a Major impact in my life in the past... And It often strikes me a lot as I grew up. This led to multiple issues involving Emotional Stress that continues to haunt me sometimes in Dreams... AndvI fear that they may become real... and it scares me... this often causes me to plea for emotional support multiple times in my head... more often than any other emotionally Stressed person...
As of right now, Emotional Stress is weighing in very heavily in my heart and I could give up if I continue to sink in loneliness and despair...
This is a very serious matter right now and I don't like being unnoticeable... it would feel like I'm useless In a community... and I don't like myself of being in deep sadness and despair... I'm poor in more way than one... I often portray myself as a Human Male in pair of Silver pants and nothing else during these dark times...
Level 31 reached!
Posted 4 years agoMe birthday is Now, Everyone!
B-day soon
Posted 4 years agoMy birthday is next week on Tuesday. Just lettin' you peeps know.
Great halt in projects...
Posted 4 years agoMy posting activity has greatly dropped sadly and my motivation tank has sadly run dry... This also goes for Gmod stuff... I wish I had the motivation again as I used to...
Keyweapons
Posted 4 years agoThe Keyblade has a lot of strength and Magic... But Did you know?... There are Weapons like the Keyblade in different Types.
Here is a list of all the Keyweapons that possibly exist within your Heart's Power:
Keybow
Keylance
Keytana
Keynai
Keyaxe
keybrush
Keyhammer
Keycutter
Keydice
Keycards
Keyfist
Keydagger
Keystaff
Keygauntlets & Keygreaves
Keybat
Keybook
Keychakram
Keychaks
Keycrossbow
Keyfan
Keyflail
Keyflute
Keygun
Keyharp
Keyglider
Keyscepter
Thief Keysword
Keyshuriken
Keyscimitar
Keysarigama
Keymore
Keyscythe
Keymace
Keyoyo
Keyrang
Keysling
Keykatar
Keywhip
Keygunblade
Here is a list of all the Keyweapons that possibly exist within your Heart's Power:
Keybow
Keylance
Keytana
Keynai
Keyaxe
keybrush
Keyhammer
Keycutter
Keydice
Keycards
Keyfist
Keydagger
Keystaff
Keygauntlets & Keygreaves
Keybat
Keybook
Keychakram
Keychaks
Keycrossbow
Keyfan
Keyflail
Keyflute
Keygun
Keyharp
Keyglider
Keyscepter
Thief Keysword
Keyshuriken
Keyscimitar
Keysarigama
Keymore
Keyscythe
Keymace
Keyoyo
Keyrang
Keysling
Keykatar
Keywhip
Keygunblade
Mugen mood? Maybe.
Posted 4 years agoI might be in the Mood for Mugen stuff, but I haven't thought of any custom stages to make or any characters to create yet. I might make some character profiles for my muge. Fighters before making their movesets. If all goes well, I might open commissions for possible short stories that involve fighting and sometimes soft vore.
Commissions might be open finally on the weekends and I will only use PayPal as a Payment Source. I might do my own Short Stories in my own time when I feel like it. If you want to chat with me, It's best to do that on Discord. I will also RP on Discord only if I'm friends with you there.
Commissions might be open finally on the weekends and I will only use PayPal as a Payment Source. I might do my own Short Stories in my own time when I feel like it. If you want to chat with me, It's best to do that on Discord. I will also RP on Discord only if I'm friends with you there.
Random Sentence of the day #1
Posted 4 years ago"Lord have mercy, it's a room full of homosexuals"
Don't ask where I got this from. I just thought it was funny.
Don't ask where I got this from. I just thought it was funny.
[MAJOR VENT] Existing? No one cares...
Posted 4 years agoI hate my very existence now... No one cares what I do and I now don't give a God fucking damn anymore... I always seem to fail at everything I attempt and I get depressed over it.
More angry than sad, but only towards myself because I can't do anything right...
More angry than sad, but only towards myself because I can't do anything right...
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