Whether he knows it or not i do.

They do amazing stuff!! And they have a deal going on right now!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5756698/

Just to keep tabs

Nova sushi- akueri
Nova lollipop- nikinazu
Yuri- dyruix

Well lately ive noticed a massive improvement in my mood
My mate and i have been alot happier and closer and i love it
Lately all ive wanted to do was lay in bed with him and draw though hes a pain and wants to nibble me the entire time >.> hes so weird lol

Anyways finals start thursday so art is on hold for now im sorry for the lon wait but school does come first (i wish it didnt but it does lol)

Anyways im off to bed! Night guys!!!

they would look like this
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13405976/


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1. ravenA22
2. ravenA22
3. ryu
4. iluvcookies
5. iluvcookies


they are to be done inbetween my commissions/trades

do iitttt


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Art will be delayed a bit due to chorus concert this week
Dance next week
And then exams all the week after >.<
Bare with me guys im almost done with school haha

Thanks for understanding my plushies!

Commissions:
Kite: badge
Kisu: couple pic

Trades:
Inthered: fullbody = desighn
Spoon: almost done = badge
Kora: chibi :) = bottle

Personal:
Anatomy practice
Pawsie fursuit ref

Im done :)

Whoop i have alot of pawsie and nova to post XD

This person has posted ALOT of stolen art
http://m.vk.com/love_yiff

I need $45 for a gift for my daddy by friday so its technically an emergency!
So please ethier spread the word or please commission me!

Examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13328030/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13327287/

For couples its $15

Slot:
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Post yur refs i will be doing as many as i want to so have fun!

Is to make atleast 2 people smile, if i make more well then fuck ya im a happy girl!

Its just something ive always enjoyed
Honestly its one of the most amazing things about my mate
He has the most adorable smile so i love making him smile and laugh <3

Smiles make the world a better place so its what i like to do <3

and all i REALLY want is a toothless plushie and art of pawsie and toothless!
must raise money to buy myself gifts ;3;

Im gonna make her look alittle more dragon like shes suppose to be so look out for that!

Dear: pawsie/nova
I love you so much and your the bestest girl to ever walk into my life :D people wonder. Howd that guy with with that sexy fine ass girl o3o well ima keep them guessing cause your heart is all mine :D your not just my fiance your my bestie o3o and i will always love you intill death and after :3


Xoxoxoxoxxooxxooxxooxxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxxo



~zaphan and tobi

Go here huns!
http://www.furaffinity.net/full/13233566/

Q1: How old is he/she
19, turning 20 on May 28th

Q2: What is his/her fav color?
PURPLEEEEEZZZZ

Q3: Where did you meet/her?
we met in highschool ^.^ threw a once mutual friend

Q4: Does he/she hide anything from you?
I hope not

Q5: Do you know you mates name?
yup yup! its so cute <3

Q6: What is your mate fav thing to do with you?
cuddle oh and he loves scratches X3 especially on his back haha

Q7: Where do you and your mate wish to go one day?
japan or Australia for the biggest rave festival in the WORLD!

Q8: Did you mate cheat on you?
never! he was accused of it but it never happened

Q9: Do you know mates fav animal?
pugs >.>

Q10: Has your mate seen you in the nude?????
pfft XD to much

Q11: What is your mates fear?
being a disappointment to people
and failing :( but he's so good at alot i dont know why he has this fear

Q12: Can your mate trust me?
whhhhoooo rrrr uuuu?

Q13: How long have you two dated?
we have been in love for 4 years
we were separated due to issues for 2 years but we've found each other again :)

Q14: Do you and your mate have pet names?
Yea
his: baby, babe, hun, sweet, love, and zaphy
Mine: princess, pawsie, baby, sweety, love and snugglywagglemuffin(idk hes weird)

Q15: Do you really love your mate?
more then you know, more then anyone could even imagine
i love my mate with every inch of me heart body and soul
i nor him would be alive today if it hadnt been for each other
he is my soul and my other half
hes not just my mate but
my best friend
my lover
my master
and now he's my fiance and soon to be husband

and i cant wait <3
i love you zaphan

●What is the name of your fursona?
Nova or Ume

• Where did the name of your fursona come from?
Well her name Nova was given to her by her original owner Ume is from Air Gear

• What species is your fursona and why did you choose that species?
Shes a mutt/alien haha i chose it because i love mutt dogs!

• What color is your fursona and why?
Shes white with blue and neon colors :) because i love those colors!

• What is your fursona's personality and how does this compare to your RL personality?
My fursona is extremely bubbly and fun loving shes so much like me in many ways in attitude and likes and dislikes

• What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you in RL?
She owns a plushie named munchie
It was given to me by my mate and it is significant to my relationship with him

• What is one thing your fursona would say to you if you could meet?
"Squeak it again master!!!"

• What is one thing you would say to your fursona?
"No more fetch nova!"

• How has your fursona changed over the years?
Shes new so none lol

• How long have you had this fursona?
Since january

• Would you like to be more like your fursona?
I already am!

So lately ive been not feeling well, im not sick its just ive been well sick of myself i guess, i cant stand looking at my self anymore i feel shitty about everyrhing my voice, my dancing and now its even getting into my art i cant stand it.
And now its affecting my relashionship

But i just dont feel good about myself
I covered all the mirrors in my house to see if that helps
Ive tried even dressing nice while at school to maybe boost my confidence but nothing works :/ i just cant stand myself and im not even sure why
The only time i dont feel like this is when i wear nova its been kinda nice having her

Idk i guess im just wallowing in my own self pity
Ignore this ill probably delete it tomorrow :/

I hate cars with a bloody passion
Ive been in so many accidents that i actually have PSD and go into a panic attack if one little thing with a car im in happens.

So today my mate me and my bestfriend are driving back from disney
Now the car had been making odd nosies at first but we ignored it
So as we were driving back something suddenly flipped under the wheel causing the car to start pulling right and we had to pull over me of course was screaming and crying

Apon inspection we see that the wheel well had ripped off and literally tore an inch of the tire off.
We replaced the tire and now im home

Fuck this im going to bed!

Ah i love her!!!!
So so much!