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Looked though your contact list for the one person who you know you can call to talk to only to find they aren't there....and the one you used to have has forgotten and decided to delete you from their life. Yeah, it does suck to be single...I really don't know how people do it.

...That's how long my winter break is. That's how long my life will be hell. That's how long I will miss my friends and long to leave. That's how long I will be depressed.....Why did I think home would be a happy place.

Well college has been good. I'm two weeks away from the end of my first quarter done. Then I have six weeks off which I'll head back home for to hang out and most likely work >.< Other then that live has been good, made some great friends in college so far and I hope to meet more. And for people who live in Denver. I went to tracks the Thursday of Halloween and I loved it. It's a ton of fun and if anyone wants to go wif me just let me know. Just remember, I'm 18, 19 in ten days, so I can only go Thursday T.T Other then that I hope to keep up wif college and such.


Have you ever watched someones life, who you used to be so entangled in, from limited journal entries and small conversations wif there friends, and realized, you're missing so much.

I've been in college at DU, Denver University, for about a month now. So yay, if you live in Denver get a hold of me, I'm not always busy. College, while you no longer do a lot of things to take care of yourself like you used to at home, is really hella stressful. It likes to build and then suddenly crash in on you. It sucks. But I will push through and make it. I don't have much else to say at the moment so if you have any questions go ahead and ask away.

Nope, not mine it's my mates!  Sancuth was here for a whole week and left Friday to be home before his birthday which is today! Go say happy birthday to him!

I don't know about anyone else, but I'm horribly addicted to the new Kia commercial! And so for you who haven't seen it's wonderfulness http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kfJnqbudMzs
hope ya like it.

SO holy shit omg it's still shocking, a tornado hit roughly 1-2 miles from my house and destroyed the metra, ripped the roof right off of the place.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NlGsNN7TPrc
that's the link to a video of the tornado hitting, golf ball sized hail it was just nuts. My house and me and family are alright so no worries, just a few dents in my dads pick up because my mum couldn't get it totally under our giant tree but a ton of cars have dents.

Wanted to do something a bit crazy but fun. I just watched Pirate Radio, which is an excellent movie, go watch it if you like more indi films wif a good plot and well history of the UK, ohh i love other countries. Anyways, just after watching that i was thinking of how fun it would be to do something like run a pirate radio. Obviously now a days you don't have to be a pirate but what could you do that would reach out to people and but fun. I still think it'd be a fun life or atleast short adventure to be able to just live for a while. Dream of mine is to make something or do something to be known. I guess it's a part of being what we all are. Just had to get my mind out somewhere and this seemed to be it.


Wif lotsa love and fun times ahead,

Patches

P.S. I got my diploma and in the fall will be attending The University Of Denver
P.S.S. I know no one reads these

I'M DONE WIF HIGH SCHOOL!!!!!! TODAY WAS THE LAST DAY WHEEEE
I get my diploma Monday morning!!!!




And so the the next chapter begins.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LnSC5lMqwtQ

So I say watch it because we want lotsa views. It's a music video to Swimming in Miami by Owl City. For my theatre class we had to make a 5 minute video and I came up wif this idea to do the music video. Please watch and i hope you enjoy it!

So school is nearing a close. The real world is quickly approaching and I'm seeing the end of my childhood. High school end in two weeks, I graduate on Memorial Day. Then I have 2-3 month before I'm off to Denver for the next chapter of my life. College. I guess things lately have been overly easy and simple. I have my regrets about things here and there but don't we all? I guess i'm just trying to have another outlet in this journal seeing as i need one tonight. I never got to tell all the fun stuff Sancuth did the weekend he visited. We had lotsa fun *wink* but other then that he managed to melt my heart. He got me a nice gold chain necklace wif a two hearts on it. I've never had something like that happen for me. Being as spoiled as i am, getting things that hit my heart as still fresh and new and make me fall apart. He also was kind enough to get this chicken of a bunny some panties hehe, wheee they are fun and i love wearing them about when i can. He loved them on me too. But other then that like i said I have two weeks as of tomorrow of school, and next week is the only one of the two i consider serious since the last week is like a giant party. If anyone reads this, well if you live in Denver, keep an eye on my journals or send me a pm for msn and i'll gladly add you, I'd love to have more friends to hang wif when i get to Denver.

Sending you love the best I can,

Patches

My mate is visiting thursday for the weekend!!!

Us bunnies were busy early this morning hiding all your eggs. I won't go into details on how we can carry so many. But I don't know how others celebrate but my family is like may other americans, candy eggs and more candy. Oh and ham dinner mmmm. So how ever you celebrate have a great Easter! Us bunnies were busy for you.

Press f5! Icon done by  Toay_K

Okay so here is a quick catch up of my life since my last journal. Got accepted to DU and i'm going there for Video Game Development. I got a butterfly knife for Christmas and managed to only cut or stab myself three times so far! I just beat Mass Effect so i'm ready for the one coming out Tuesday!!! I borrowed it from a friend exactly a week ago. Oh and the most shocking and life changing this I think is well. I got my hair cut. SHORT!!!!! Ahhh i had a a large group of girls (I had a play yesterday wif a large cast) all screaming and giggling and such ova my hair cut it was so funny! Well there is my life in the last few months.

ME! Today is my beloved birthday. YAY!

Owl City. If you like the indie electronic sounding stuff you'll love them. Here is their popular song atm http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aI4JLa0hbUw

Press f5! My friend Abby drew me this amazing pic and that's just a part of it. She's working on the FA thing, she'll have it eventually.

In America for 21 days. I leave tomorrow for Australia and I'll be back August 20th. Hope that everyone has a good August cause mine should be amazing. I highly doubt I'll be near a computer at any time but if I am I may get on and do a update for everyone who cares.

You know I used to make a challenge of finding someone who's life is well worse then mine, yes I know horrible but for the longest time I thought I wasn't doing so hot.... Then the ones I love around me go and say things that really hit me as a WOW! So really now I realize I'm just a spoiled little whiny bitch that most have called me. Sadly it's true, and I guess I'm gunna try to change that the best I can.

 Sancuth came up from Denver to spend the weekend wif me. We had a great time. I haven't had such a good weekend in well ever. We watched some movies, then mostly played some nazi zombies and rez 5. Also did a bit more then just video games *blush* All in all I'm soooooo glad he did come up for the weekend! Hope you're having an ok ride home Sanny I know it'll be a bit hot.

Well it was probably the worst time of my life to start off. I'll let you know the only part I really enjoyed, catching fish wif corn!

Now for all the misfortune. First night my friends little brother threw a large stick at my face and it cut my nose and it's kinda swollen. Not broken but bruised and cut. OW!
The days continue on and it's now the forth. We're driving down a small one lane dirt road and I'm going around a blind corner and a lovely truck comes speeding around it and I dive off the road side to get outta the way, well when I hit the side of the road my car get's taken by the ditch and my car goes perpendicular wif the road and I slam into a tree stump and a giant dirt pile. Bumper pops off some my air intake box broke and my ac thingy broke. So my car is still drivable but the bumper and ac is the real broken stuff. WHOO. It just sucks.....

I must say, if you haven't seen The Rocky Horror Picture Show
You've gotta see it! Don't ask me to explain cause it's kinda out there. So sit yourself down and watch some funness!