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Posted 7 years agoSorry I'm like, so inactive here LOL
I should really upload some of my newer stuff ffffff
I should really upload some of my newer stuff ffffff
So I stream sometimes....
Posted 8 years agoIf I advertised it here, would anyone be interested in watching/hanging out? c:
Bump
Posted 8 years agoIt was about time I bumped that last journal and posted an update.
There's not even really anything to say. I'll probably try and be more active on here to see if I get any business, but who knows if that'll even happen xD Ah well.
There's not even really anything to say. I'll probably try and be more active on here to see if I get any business, but who knows if that'll even happen xD Ah well.
Awful news
Posted 9 years agoIt's getting really hard saying this everywhere so I won't go into too much detail, but it's important.
My beloved Siberian Husky, Mishka, tragically died yesterday morning from a seizure attack. We were used to them because of his epilepsy, but this was completely different, and just.. horrific. They would not stop. we had to carry him in a duvet out to the taxi, and he died on the way to the emergency vet.
I'm devastated. He'd only just turned 5. It's going to be so hard adjusting to a life and daily routine without him in it. He was honestly the best dog I could ask for.. the one thing that made him imperfect was his epilepsy, which had nothing to do with who he was. He was so gentle and sweet, and so ridiculous and hilarious, and beautiful inside and out. I'll love and miss him for the rest of my life, and I could not have asked for a better dog to be my first. it's just so horrible.. he was so young, and he went in such an awful way, and I was right there through it all. It was so hard leaving his body at the vet's, it was so hard saying goodbye. It was just so sudden, there was NO way to predict it (he'd been perfectly fine all day), and nothing that could've been done - even if I'd got him to the vet while he was still alive.
Everyone has been amazing. Luckily my mum was in Edinburgh, so she was able to come right over to be here and comfort me. She was so torn up as well - she'd never been a dog person until Mishka, and she cried with me and offered such sweet words and wisdom and it was such a comfort having her here. The whole family and all my friends are devastated, and I've received so many amazing messages, texts and phone calls from people who are offering so much sympathy and support, and it's been very humbling. at least I don't have to go through this alone. Everyone loved Mishka, so it means so much that he'll be remembered.
He's going to be cremated, and I'm going to take home his ashes in an engraved urn. I'm going to arrange that tomorrow. Some of his ashes will be scattered into the river he loved to swim in all the time.
I miss him so much, the pain is almost unbearable. I feel so empty and lost without him here. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to go through, and it's going to be so tough for a while, but I'll get better, and eventually I'll be ready to get a new dog to give my love to. But not yet, and not for a while. I need to grieve and just.. miss my dog. He was my pride and joy, my treasure, my best friend, my angel, my sweet darling boy, and he always will be.
Rest in peace, Mishka.
29/09/2011 - 24/10/2016
You were the best dog in the world. We'll never forget you. Thank you for always being here and making us smile and laugh. You'll always be my boy. ♥
My beloved Siberian Husky, Mishka, tragically died yesterday morning from a seizure attack. We were used to them because of his epilepsy, but this was completely different, and just.. horrific. They would not stop. we had to carry him in a duvet out to the taxi, and he died on the way to the emergency vet.
I'm devastated. He'd only just turned 5. It's going to be so hard adjusting to a life and daily routine without him in it. He was honestly the best dog I could ask for.. the one thing that made him imperfect was his epilepsy, which had nothing to do with who he was. He was so gentle and sweet, and so ridiculous and hilarious, and beautiful inside and out. I'll love and miss him for the rest of my life, and I could not have asked for a better dog to be my first. it's just so horrible.. he was so young, and he went in such an awful way, and I was right there through it all. It was so hard leaving his body at the vet's, it was so hard saying goodbye. It was just so sudden, there was NO way to predict it (he'd been perfectly fine all day), and nothing that could've been done - even if I'd got him to the vet while he was still alive.
Everyone has been amazing. Luckily my mum was in Edinburgh, so she was able to come right over to be here and comfort me. She was so torn up as well - she'd never been a dog person until Mishka, and she cried with me and offered such sweet words and wisdom and it was such a comfort having her here. The whole family and all my friends are devastated, and I've received so many amazing messages, texts and phone calls from people who are offering so much sympathy and support, and it's been very humbling. at least I don't have to go through this alone. Everyone loved Mishka, so it means so much that he'll be remembered.
He's going to be cremated, and I'm going to take home his ashes in an engraved urn. I'm going to arrange that tomorrow. Some of his ashes will be scattered into the river he loved to swim in all the time.
I miss him so much, the pain is almost unbearable. I feel so empty and lost without him here. It's the hardest thing I've ever had to go through, and it's going to be so tough for a while, but I'll get better, and eventually I'll be ready to get a new dog to give my love to. But not yet, and not for a while. I need to grieve and just.. miss my dog. He was my pride and joy, my treasure, my best friend, my angel, my sweet darling boy, and he always will be.
Rest in peace, Mishka.
29/09/2011 - 24/10/2016
You were the best dog in the world. We'll never forget you. Thank you for always being here and making us smile and laugh. You'll always be my boy. ♥
meme
Posted 9 years agoNeeded to bump the last journal lol
stolen from my dude dally.
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Personal
Real First Name: Daisy
Nickname/Username: sunkissin / Patchwork-Pup
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Chinese Zodiac: Rooster
Briggs type: ENFP-T
Pets: Mishka, my Siberian husky son <3
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Sexuality & Romance
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Kinsey Scale: idk
Relationship Status: Single
Poly or Mono: Mono
Want to Marry: Yes
Want Kids: One day, yes
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Silly Stuff
Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff
GoT House: House Stark
Bending Style: Water
Pony Race: Peagusus
Pokemon type: Fire
What Are You Reading: Nothing atm
What's The Last Movie You Watched: 5 Centimeters Per Second
What Are Your Greatest Irrational Fears: Moths, balloons, ghosts
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Sleep
Early Bird or Night Owl: Night Owl
What Time Do You Go To Bed: normally from 3am-5am < lol stole Dally's answer because same
What Time Do You Get Up: Normally about 1-2pm
What Do You Sleep In: Pyjamas
Do you Dream Frequently: Yes
What Position Do You Sleep In: On my side
What was the last dream you remember: Good question. Two nights ago I had a dream about Balto,
like I was re-writing the film in my dream?? that was only one part of the dream and the only part
I really remember lol
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Work & Education
High School: Dropped out years ago
College: I've done 3 full years, I plan on going back next year
Occupation: Waitress/Bartender
Where Do You See Yourself in 5 Years: No idea. Hopefully doing better than I am now
What's Your Dream Job: Concept artist or video editor. Something in visual media or film/TV
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Favorite Stuff
Foods: Steak, Chinese, cereal... I love a lot of food this is a big question
Carbonated Drinks: Cherry coke
Non-Carbonated Drinks: Tea or orange juice
Ice cream flavor: Chocolate 100%
Season: Spring
Animals: Sharks, dogs, wolves
Colors: Pink, red, blue, cream
Music: So many different kinds omg
TV shows: TOO MANY OMG. Currently How I Met Your Mother
Video games: Still too many. DragonAge Inquisition is my #1 atm
stolen from my dude dally.
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Personal
Real First Name: Daisy
Nickname/Username: sunkissin / Patchwork-Pup
Location: Edinburgh, Scotland
Age: 23
Gender: Female
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Chinese Zodiac: Rooster
Briggs type: ENFP-T
Pets: Mishka, my Siberian husky son <3
--
Sexuality & Romance
Sexual Orientation: Straight
Kinsey Scale: idk
Relationship Status: Single
Poly or Mono: Mono
Want to Marry: Yes
Want Kids: One day, yes
--
Silly Stuff
Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff
GoT House: House Stark
Bending Style: Water
Pony Race: Peagusus
Pokemon type: Fire
What Are You Reading: Nothing atm
What's The Last Movie You Watched: 5 Centimeters Per Second
What Are Your Greatest Irrational Fears: Moths, balloons, ghosts
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Sleep
Early Bird or Night Owl: Night Owl
What Time Do You Go To Bed: normally from 3am-5am < lol stole Dally's answer because same
What Time Do You Get Up: Normally about 1-2pm
What Do You Sleep In: Pyjamas
Do you Dream Frequently: Yes
What Position Do You Sleep In: On my side
What was the last dream you remember: Good question. Two nights ago I had a dream about Balto,
like I was re-writing the film in my dream?? that was only one part of the dream and the only part
I really remember lol
--
Work & Education
High School: Dropped out years ago
College: I've done 3 full years, I plan on going back next year
Occupation: Waitress/Bartender
Where Do You See Yourself in 5 Years: No idea. Hopefully doing better than I am now
What's Your Dream Job: Concept artist or video editor. Something in visual media or film/TV
--
Favorite Stuff
Foods: Steak, Chinese, cereal... I love a lot of food this is a big question
Carbonated Drinks: Cherry coke
Non-Carbonated Drinks: Tea or orange juice
Ice cream flavor: Chocolate 100%
Season: Spring
Animals: Sharks, dogs, wolves
Colors: Pink, red, blue, cream
Music: So many different kinds omg
TV shows: TOO MANY OMG. Currently How I Met Your Mother
Video games: Still too many. DragonAge Inquisition is my #1 atm
Finally saw Zootropolis!!
Posted 9 years ago... yea "Zootropolis" is what it's called here in Europe so that's what I'm gonna call it LOL
ANYWAY HOLY CRAP WHAT A FUCKING GOOD MOVIE OH MY GOODNESS
It was so clever and powerful, as well as gorgeously animated and executed beautifully. I loved the messages behind it, and how much they ring true to real life and real discrimination and prejudice, and how well they tied them to different species of animals which made it real yet subtle. While it was sometimes a little in your face, it was just the right amount and was very well exemplified.
I loved how the world was built, I loved the characters and how their personalities and relationships developed (especially the two leads<3), I loved all the ideas and concepts of a world inhabited by human-like animals... all of it was just wonderful. It was an absolute delight from beginning to end, and I'm eager to watch it again soon!
There was one or two small plot points that weren't explained very well and bother me just a little (which I'd love to discuss with someone!!) but otherwise this film was just.. damn good. Definitely one of my new favourite films, and perhaps my favourite Disney film since Wreck-It-Ralph. So, so good :heart:
............ also I can't stop listening to "Try Everything" HELP IT'S SO CATCHY AAAHHH
............ also-also if anyone in the comments calls it a "furry movie" I will smite you. It features anthropomorphic animals, yes, but that doesn't mean it's for furries. The creators are aware of furries and knew they could make money off them (the same way Hasbro make money off bronies even though the show isn't for them) but it is not made FOR them: no more than Robin Hood or The Lion King or Kung Fu Panda is. You can love anthropomorphic animals (and draw them and have a fursona) and not be a furry, m'k?
ANYWAY HOLY CRAP WHAT A FUCKING GOOD MOVIE OH MY GOODNESS
It was so clever and powerful, as well as gorgeously animated and executed beautifully. I loved the messages behind it, and how much they ring true to real life and real discrimination and prejudice, and how well they tied them to different species of animals which made it real yet subtle. While it was sometimes a little in your face, it was just the right amount and was very well exemplified.
I loved how the world was built, I loved the characters and how their personalities and relationships developed (especially the two leads<3), I loved all the ideas and concepts of a world inhabited by human-like animals... all of it was just wonderful. It was an absolute delight from beginning to end, and I'm eager to watch it again soon!
There was one or two small plot points that weren't explained very well and bother me just a little (which I'd love to discuss with someone!!) but otherwise this film was just.. damn good. Definitely one of my new favourite films, and perhaps my favourite Disney film since Wreck-It-Ralph. So, so good :heart:
............ also I can't stop listening to "Try Everything" HELP IT'S SO CATCHY AAAHHH
............ also-also if anyone in the comments calls it a "furry movie" I will smite you. It features anthropomorphic animals, yes, but that doesn't mean it's for furries. The creators are aware of furries and knew they could make money off them (the same way Hasbro make money off bronies even though the show isn't for them) but it is not made FOR them: no more than Robin Hood or The Lion King or Kung Fu Panda is. You can love anthropomorphic animals (and draw them and have a fursona) and not be a furry, m'k?
HELLO FRIENDS I AM HERE
Posted 10 years agoThis is Rebelness finally moved to a new account xD The main reason for the move was because I fucking hated the username and haven't associated with it for a looong time now, so I wanted to use something that fit me better. "Patchwork-Pup" is something that's just been in my head for a while and I think it's cute and goes nicely with "Sunkissin" c:
i'm still in the process of settling in and whatnot and then I'll start uploading art :'D THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WATCHES YOU'RE ALL GREAT <333
i'm still in the process of settling in and whatnot and then I'll start uploading art :'D THANK YOU FOR ALL THE WATCHES YOU'RE ALL GREAT <333
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