Okay, so this one dude(no names shall be mentioned) was apparently noting me about my stories. He says my stories are better than my art(glad someone appreciates my literature work...) but he notices only one person(you know who ypu are) ever reads them and comments them. Thwn, he concluded that I should stop writing stories, since no one ever reads them.

Dude please! As if I'll stop! Im a writer/artist at heart. I could never stop writing! :D

although I would like more story lovers watching me...because all my watchers are in it for my art(again, why? My art is crap!) and the rest of the furry fandom(okay...I coukd be over exaggerating x3 ) sooooo. Yeah. I juat need more feedback on my stories. .///. Need some writer friends. x.x

but I love you all still! <=)

Yeah, im possibly moving accounts. Why? Well, im finding it very stressful to find people to understand that my fursona is NOT willing to footpaws, yet my username claims that I love paws. x.x but thats not the only reason. The other reason is that im getting kinda tired of people always infering that im a dom. Well IM NOT! damn....I told you, in my profile, that im submissive!!.

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Ugh. School starts tomorrow. One word: FFUUCCKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!

im not going to be aa active on FA or skype, due to the fact that my school's wifi blocks almost everything. Wish I has my phone x.x oh well

Art and stories will be worked on starting tomorrow. X.x

thats all. Any questions? Just ask

Im fine now. All of my depression is gone. Im back to normal...well. ..not really, but im not sad anymore. But... I wanna say a few things:

1. I readded some people I deleted on skype. I felt bad for some of you...so why not?
2. Abiut my FA family...I'll be ready to form one tomorrow, if some of you want to.
3. It turns out...I really didnt have a disorder. Im clean, yay!!! :) (sorry  scyrex :( )
4. About the rp and gift art thing.... im still obsessed with rp...and well, I just cant help myself. If im obsessed, then im obsessed. If you dont like it, then stay away from me. Simple shit. And the gift art...well, if you dont wanna take the time to make me art, then fine. I wont do it either. No more gift art for anyone! (Well, except my true friends)
5. Why do you guys want art and stories from me anyways? I fucking suck. And im no ones favorite artist, so why wpuld you even consider?
6. I would really appreciate if you guys don't try talking to me, unless you really want to. Why? Well, I suck at conversations. And I wont get better(ive tried too hard) if you really want to nake a conversation with me, know what you're gonna talk about first.


Well, thats all the things I wanted to say. Have any questions? Ask. :)

Bye!

If you wanna know why, ask me...if you still care

I can give it a shot... im only looking for about 2 people to do it with...or one. If your interested, skype me or note me.
EXPERIENCED COLLABERS ONLY
Partner 1:
Partner 2:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tZu__BVMWlk

Was deciding whetner i should announce this to my FA watchers...i guess i wouldnt hurt to tell you guys...i guess.

Anyways, im making a LP of one of my favorite old time games, Kirby's Dreamland 3. The videos will be uploaded on YouTube, so if you have an account on YouTube, please comment there, if you dont have one, then you are most than welcome to post your comment here.

WARNING: I do NOT accept crique of any kind whatsoever. If you give me any kind of crique, I will block you. All I have to record is my tablet, and im investing in more equipment in LPs, art, live streams, etc. Also, DONT trash talk my videos. I will block you AND report you.

Okay, now that I got that out of the way, the video above the journal. Watch it, comment, and leave a like if possible

Some other people doing it...why not?
Taken from  ty_desoto

A-AVAIABLE
Duh. Who could ever love me?
B-BIRTHDAY
June 4,1998
C-CRUSHING ON
I dont have the eyes for love...
D-DRINK YOU HAD LAST NIGHT
Sprite
E-EASIEST PERSON/PEOPLE TO TALK TO
I cant talk to anyone...I always get yelled at.
F-FAVORITE SONG
Honestly, theres alot, but I ill share a few of my faves Zendaya-Replay, Immogen Heap-Hide and Seek, Nightcore-Disturbia
G-GUMMY BEARS OR GUMMY WORMS
I gotta go with gummy bears...bears are evil
H-HOMETOWN
Cant say, I still live in it
I-IN LOVE WITH
no one, duh
J-JOB
I dont have one just yet...
K-KILLED SOMEONE
No one...but I should kill myself for being a loser
L-LONGEST CAR RIDE
Ia trip to Disney World when I was about 13
M-MILKSHAKE FLAVOR
Oreo
N-NUMBER OF SIBLINGS
5 sisters, 1 brother
O-ONE WISH
I wish I had friends...hopefully ones that understands me...
P-PERSON YOU CALLED LAST
 darkwolf-tehjesterwolfie I video called him on skype.
Q-QUIET EVENING OR PARTY NIGHT
have to say quiet evening. Who the hell would would want me at a party?
R-REASON TO SMILE
Dont have one.
S-SONG YOU LAST SANG
I dont remember
T-TIME YOU WOKE UP
10:25am
U-UNDERWEAR COLOR
...what the fuck...
V-VEGETABLE
Corn
W-WORST HABBIT
Taking things too seriously...im fragile
X- X-RAY YOU LAST HAD
...dont remember
Y- YOUR OPINION ON THIS MEME
Random...yet fun...I guess
Z-ZODIAC SIGN
Jemini

http://www.lifeunderfoot.org/forum/index.php
I want to see some foot fetish artwork on there extremely badly, but im underage! I know its wrong, but I've seen furry porn websites before, and I didnt freak out or anything. I actually like yiff(not irl, furry yiff only) so uhh yeah. X.x

If I removed you, then tough luck. Shouldn't have ignored me in the first place, because you just missed out on an amazing friend.

Ok, couple of things...

1. Am I ok? Im going to have to say yeah, im fine... Although I do still feel unwanted, but oh well(see number 4)
2. Yes, Im still upset about the fact that I have a disorder.
3. Remember, I am sensitive, and WILL get hurt easily. If im having a problem, take it gently. Dont give me a bunch of lectures, that makes things worse.
4. Im going to clear out the skype contacts that I feel like they dont want to talk to me anymore. If you get upset with me, don't waste your time whinning with me about it. You were available, I sent a message, you never replied. Its your fault. And don't tell you were busy or any of that horseshit, if you were busy, YOU shouldve been invisible! If you dont want my company, fine. Shouldve fucking said something
5. Im probably not going to do art or stories for a while, until I feel completely BTN (back to normal) I dont know how long that will take.
6. If you going to ATTEMPT to talk to me, dont you fucking dare mention my uncle or this situation. You will put me back to depression. Im still not over my uncle's death or this damn disorder.
7. Im not messaging anyone first on skype anymore. Im tired of getting the cold shoulder by almost all of my contacts. If you really want to spend tine with me, you message me first, and prove it.
8. Why do you guys even want me to do art and stories? Huh? Im not good at neither! Im no one's favorite or one of favorites, so why would you fucking bother? Go find someone else.
9. About my FA family... if you guys really want me as a family member, ill start it back up when I feel better...
10. Stop trying to cure my obsession with rp. I know Im obsessed with it, I tried to cure it, but I fucking cant. So there, im a rp slut, and always will be. Just leave it alone.

And thats it. If you have a question, I would love to answer it. If you took offense of anything, km sorry(especially about number 8...I did kind of go a little strong...) so um yeah... bleh.

News from

Apparently I-Im.....bipolar. I didn't t-think th-there was anything wrong with me. I th-thought I was O-okay, but im n-not. T-this really br-breaks my heart. N-now I'm h-have to deal with th-the fact that I have a D-di-disorder. Im so heartbroken right now...I've disabled my account...im to sad to let people see me l-like this... Everyone, do what you do best...become silent watchers. Leave me alone yo die in dispear... *sadly walks to a corner and cries quietly, so you wont hear me*

It took me a lot of thinking and acceptance, but in the end...I decided to not have a FA family anymore. There is too many things wrong with me to be in a family. Im a RP slut, and an art whore, and if I can't fix it, no can.

So, if you have added me on any FA family of any kind(ex: son, brother, newphew) please take me off there. And if you still refer to me as "bro" or anything, please stop. I removed my FA family journal... so, overall...I quit having a family...maybe some other time, I can try again...but I doubt it would be anytime soon

Its 2014. Another year of fake happiness, fake love, and... depression...also failure Yay... >.>

...until 2014 comes...

Yippe... *throws confetti boredly *

Lets face it. Im unwanted. Who the hell would love me as a brother or a cousin, or anything? That's right, no one. You may say you care, but when was the last time you've dropped by and said, "I love you"? Thats right, youn never did... and when was the last time you give me free art just because you love me? Oh yeah, YOU NEVER TOOK THE TIME TO, AND YOU NEVER REALLY DID LOVE ME!!

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5031160/ basically, I got rid of family members that don't talk to me anymore

Ugh, im so bored. Everyone vi want to rp with either quit, or is busy. The people that are rping with wants to rp withme rps about stuff I dont like/want to do. And people are botherinh me about Brain Griffin's death om FG. He died, get over it already. He's NOT REAL, DAMN!!!!

so pretty much, imbored, and dont want to chat.

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In unrelated news, im starting the first, TMI weedays(ok, not really the first) basically, im making a TMI journal for every week day, so ask alot of question. The question I like the most will receive gift art! ;)

Just so everyone wont get their hopes up, no, im not uploading anything on DA. I gave up figuring it out.

The sites im now active on is FA and YouTube. If theres any oyher sites you guys want to recommend to, be my guest

Well, 2013 is gonna end...so, I wanna makd a list of great friends Ive gotten to know this year. The people on this list are great friends ive gotten to know. If you're not on this list, no hard feelings, I just don't think we've gotten to know each other very well.

So, without furtherado, here's the list:









 shadowtech

(his main account)


 johnwolf13
^ theres more people that should be on this , ist, but they're not watching me, and I dont feel like , linking this to them. .///.

Im back from the food drive. And I gotta say, what is wrong with the world? This world is packed with a bunch of greedy fools, refusing to help the unfortunate! For shame... im glad I volunteered, and ill do it again if I have to!

If you live near north texas, please, go over to their food drive, and volunteer to help. Chances are, you might be able to see me!

Yeah, im volunteering for a food drive...and im gonna have to do a lot of work, so im gonna be inactive for most of the day tomorrow.

If anyone wants to add me, my ID is RockCat1000

I got nothing else better to do. :P ill chat or rp on notes or any instant messagers I use (listed in my profile)

Well, my Christmas was fantastic. I wasnt online at all today, I apologize. Buuuttt. I got...:

Clothes
Candy
Money
Gift Cards
And two thinngs... a wii u(well, its mostly my sisters, but we're sharing it) and a tablet! :D

^ what the title says. *looks at my tree, and back* holy crap i have alot of presents under the tree...but i dont care how many present i have, the only thing I've asked for this year is something really important to me...(and no, it's not a 3DS or a Wii U, even though i really really want one badly because people keeps freaking talking about it!! >////< ) oh yeah...and i might be online on FA tommorw all day, but there might be slow replies...even though im probably gonna be the only person online. :P i have no life. v///v