take a look: http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5170620/

I ask all my watchers... what are you going to do for christmas? (if you know)

As for me, i have to go to Two chirstmas dinner parties...on the same day,since my mom and dad are divorced(get to stuff my face twice!) If i get some time and space, i might draw for a while.

I ask all my watchers... what are you going to do for christmas? (if you know)

As for me, i have to go to Two chirstmas dinner parties...on the same day,since my mom and dad are divorced(get to stuff my face twice!) If i get some time and space, i might draw for a while.

thank goodness....i passed them all! they were challenging...well, not math and spanish(those were way too easy for me...)
half a school year is down...another half to go...

Bad news guys, last friday, somebody at school stole my phone!! :( it's terriable. now, i cant upload art, or use skype anymore :( I reported it to sercuity, and they couldnt do anything about it. now my phone is gone! plus, it had a lock on it, and who would take a phone with a fucking lock on it?!?!? *sign* I guess it's back to writing stories again....
#Gone

Why not? Im still feeling kinda down.

What do you think of my first vore art?

Taken from  sweettooth5505
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★ What is your fursona's name?
His name is Anthony Lovato
★ Where did the name come from?
From my RL name. I gave him my name, and irl, i prefered to be called Rockey
★ What species is your fursona and why?
He's a catboy. He's half human and half cat. Why? because I think cats are awesome and better than dogs. And for the human part, because compared to furries, Humans are underappreciated and powerless.
★ What color is your fursona and why? (Hair/fur/eyes/etc.)
His skin color is light black. His hair is Black and red. His eyes are sky blue. His cat ears are gray(thats the only furry part)
★ What is your fursona's personality and how does it compare to your RL personality?
He is Nice,Caring,Tough,Brave, and often determed to protect powerless humans. Me irl compares to every quality of my fursona, except that im not tough or brave. Im Shy and funny.
★ What is the one thing you would say to your fursona if you two meet?
"Hi! I think youre awesome!"
★ What would your fursona say to you if you two meet?
"You seem like you're in need of protection. Dont worry. Ill protect you!"
★ How has your fursona changed over the years?
He hasnt changed a bit. He's perfectly fine!
★ How long have you had this fursona?
2 years now, almost three!
★ What is one item your fursona owns that is significant to you irl?
We both own a baseball bat for protection.
★ Would you like to be more like your fursona?
Only the rich part.

If you want to know, feel free to ask

Got this from

~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

[center]~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another one's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone's holiday elf--to spread the joy! Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special!


~Step 3~
The List:
1. Meet my FA friends irl
2. Gift Art from my Friends
3. Gift art from a famous FA artist
4. A collab Fa account with some of my friends .///.
5. A 3ds or a Wii U (im falling behind in my gaming! >///<)
6. A tablet where i can draw digital art
7. recommended games
8. A new necklace
9. A new sketchbook
10. Love!


if you wish to get me rl things, note me or something. >///<

People always ask me, "who's your best friend?" The answer, i dont have one. Theres no such thing as a best friend. :'C ok, everyone is gonna disagree, but im serious. I have no one that i can acctually call a best friend. And i doubt anyone can say that im their best friend,and mean it. v///v
#Loner

Yes, im still down with a cold, but my rash is gone(finally). But im still depressed. :C still trying to draw the pain away,unfortunetly, its not working at all(but im still drawing.

For now, im putting all requests and trades on hold,until i feel better. Ill still take them,but im gonna procrastnate.

As for yesturday, my mom came home around 11pm. Turns out,she had a late meeting. As soon as she heard the messages, she rush home to take care of me. She got rid of the rash, but the cold it taking over my body.

This morning, i got a text from my "friend" who gave me the cookie. Turns out, he was never a real friend. He give me the rask on purpose, jut to hulmilate me. T_T
Im so upset now. I just want to stay in bed and cry(well, im in bed, but im not crying.) Im not at school because its snowing outside, and there sleet all over the roads. But that does not cheer me up a bit :(

*signs* now would be a really good time for rps and stuff. And no, im not begging for rps. Im just trying to make thid pain go away.

So, apperently, one of my friends offered me cookies to cheer me up. I ate one, and as he was telling me while i was eating, he mention that it had peanut butter in it! i tried to spit it out, but it fell into my mouth before i could reach in and get it. One period later, i got sent into the nurse's office. I was covered in itchy bumps. And both of my eyes were red,swollen and watering. i tried to call my mom, but she never answered. At the ebnd of the day(they just made me sit in the clinic all day) i was forced to go home...but not in a car. I had to WALK in the cold, windy outside. I was sniffing, sneezing, and itching all they way home.

Now im home...alone.no one to take care of me. I have a rash, AND a cold! Then i remembered...I was supposed to take the trash and recycling! my mom is gonna flip. >.<

*Signs* not only im drowning in sorrow,but im also drowning with sickness! Ugh. So much for drawing the depression away.

Now would be a really good time for gift art and rps. T.T

#Drowned.

Yesturday, i was crying like crazy,thinking about my recent loss, but today.. im gonna try to draw the pain away. Rps might help too, but i think art might snap me back to normal. Just nothing sad or anything. Just regular stuff like paws or something. >.<
#Trying

I just learned something terriable this morning. It turns out t-that last n-night, when i was sleeping, my uncle died. V///V It was terriable. Apparently, he got in a car accident. Some guy was texting and driving, and he crashed into my uncle. T_T

Im so devastated. He was the best uncle i could ask for. I even learned he was part of the furry fandom(i think as a fursuiter, or something...) i could tell him anything, and he would love me even more. He never had children, nor a wife, yet, he could supporr himself in life. He treated me like his own son, and he never let me down. he was like my other half.

And whats worst about this? He was never respected by his family. My other uncles,aunts,not even my parents liked him. They say he's too childish for his age. They acctually picked on him,just because he was a furry fantict. I cried every time he was picked on,but all my family told me to suck it up. I was too scared to tell them that i joined to fandom. V////V And,we're not even having a funeral for him. :'C

Now i...just all alone. My family thinks cartoons,videogames, and all the stuff I like are a waste of time. They never believe that i would make it as a cartoonist. They never had any hope for me whatsoever. Im just lucky that they still gave me a roof and clothes. But im still sad abouy my uncle. This is the worst thing that has happened to me. Im all alone... *scoots to a corner and cries* :'(

R.I.P Unce Rolando
Possible R.I.P happy Rockey

#DeepDepression

Got this from

~Step 1~
Make a post in your journal containing your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple to really big. The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

If you wish for real-life things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where folks could get in touch with you.

[center]~Step 2~
Surf around other lists to see who has posted their list. If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another one's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream for free--do it. You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone's holiday elf--to spread the joy! Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special!


~Step 3~
The List:
1. Meet my FA friends irl
2. Gift Art from my Friends
3. Gift art from a famous FA artist
4. A collab Fa account with some of my friends .///.
5. A 3ds or a Wii U (im falling behind in my gaming! >///<)
6. A tablet where i can draw digital art
7. recommended games
8. A new necklace
9. A new sketchbook
10. Love!


if you wish to get me rl things, note me or something. >///<

You know the drill, ask me stuff! ill give you my most honest reponse!

This user deserves some watches,love and kindness  shadowtech (yes,thats his current icon)

Heres how this works. Below is a list of words. All you have to do is make a sentence with them which sentnce sounds the best to me, wins!

Words you can use(you dont have to use them all):
Doctor
Music
Bed
Folder
Fox
Dog
Human
Sky
Blue
Red
Snow
Lifghts
Vet
Patient
Pain

Voice call me in skype. I cant really talk through IM, but i can talk for hours through voice chat. :3

Okay, i know i shouldve told you guys this before, but please, dont called me Tony. It is a name that my dad's side of the family used when my great uncle passed away(they still call me that today). My great uncle and me have alot in common, and we did everything together. He loved me like his own son. So this name isspecial to me, and i dont want anyone else to use it.

My fursona's name is Anthony.
My rl name is Anthony too, but i prefer to be called Rockey.

Okay?

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Updates:

Hiya guys. So im currently at my dads atm, so i cant get to work on art/stories[

Requesters- if you requested anything for me, i just want to let you know, im still working on it, and i will upload them asap.

Traders- im still working on your stuff as well. I have very few trades, so its gonna be a bit faster to upload them.


As for my life...i can honestly say that everything's going good. No one's bullying me(well...not much) allthougj before thanksgiving break started, my art teacher offended me. He told me that my art is 4th grader work,and i got really offended. Now im too scared to go back to art class T_T now im just a little disconfident about my art now >.<

For my fa life. Well, honestly, things are...empty here. Ever since i have skype, i havent recieved much notes lately. It kinda makes me sad. :C oh well.…

Why do i say this? because, I can now have a conversation with others! i just voice called a very close friend of mine, and i was acctually having a conversation with him without having a need to rp! we talked for a while, and it turns out, i had more reason to love a good friend like him. (You know who you are ツ )

So now, if you wanna have a really good chat with me, call me! :) (but i can still chat through IM heh <=3 )

can someone make a thumbnail that i can use for my chapter story, High school Drama please? thanks

that's right, im gonna give up most of my time today to upload the rest of high school drama, and stories i owe to other people (especially  cotokun89 i feel bad that i never posted his :( ) sooo, yeah. wish me luck! x_x

 kafeierin won this time :3

Who can translae this dialouge?

Country Fisherman 1: MR DUX
Country Fisherman2: MR NOT DUX
Contry Fisherman1: OSAR CDEDBE WANGS
Contry Fisherman 2:LIB MR DUX

First one to figure it out wins a prize :3