Our romance may be over
Posted 12 years agoOur time of romance may be over but my memories are still there.
We had our time, those wonderful moments when we were joyful and full of love.
Slowly time passed by and eventually we slowly grew apart,
but those memories float through my head and I smile at my thoughts.
The scrapbook may be empty but I know that we were there,
in that time when we were happy full of love and joyfuyllness.
I just had to write my thoughts down. I was inspired by a picture I saw and had just write. I know my writing sucks but It's me. It's what I was feeling and it's real. Like the really real that you feel and you don't say. Anyways I hadn't written in a while and since I felt poetic well here it is.
We had our time, those wonderful moments when we were joyful and full of love.
Slowly time passed by and eventually we slowly grew apart,
but those memories float through my head and I smile at my thoughts.
The scrapbook may be empty but I know that we were there,
in that time when we were happy full of love and joyfuyllness.
I just had to write my thoughts down. I was inspired by a picture I saw and had just write. I know my writing sucks but It's me. It's what I was feeling and it's real. Like the really real that you feel and you don't say. Anyways I hadn't written in a while and since I felt poetic well here it is.
Room for TFF?
Posted 12 years agoMy friend Sketchypooh (Sketch_Dalmatian)
is looking for a room at TFF. Can anyone out there pls get him a corner to sleep on. I'm sure the doggy can curl up in a corner. He's sweet and doesn't bite. So if anyone has any suggestions pls message him on the link below. His journal is below. http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4334534/
pj's pjs pj's
Posted 12 years agoYay, I'm getting pj's. Unfortunately the people I had first ordered pj's from last year were not able to make them, I was very disappointed because I was looking forward to them but they were too busy with stuff. So we got a refund. I ordered some pj's from somewhere else. Not custom made of course but at least I am getting me some pj's. I hope they fit right and I hope they look good on me. Oh well now I wait. I should get these next week. Yay.
Cute toddler doing free art raffle
Posted 12 years agoSo there's this cute toddler that is doing a free art raffle. Read the rules for a chance to win. BTW she's so adorable. hehe.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4316459/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4316459/
pj's?
Posted 13 years agoSo yea I was thinking about writing a journal the other day but decided not too but then I saw something that triggered my mood again....
So tomorrow it will be 11 months since i won a raffle for pj's. I have been tempted to ask for my money back for a few months now because I don't even get updates on progress. If you don't have time to do it then why put the offer there. I think i should have never ordered them. I feel like I could not have learned to make them by now. I would suck royally at making them but still. I won't say who I ordered them from because I don't want to be mean. This is more of a kicking myself in the butt for having ordered them. Last year I was hopeful that they would have been done in a month for TFF 2012. That was wishful thinking and I knew it but i expected to get them with in at least 3 months, but now it has been 11 months and well I just don't even care anymore. Just disappointed. *sigh* Oh well. I just know never to do it again. I really liked there stuff too. Oh well.
So tomorrow it will be 11 months since i won a raffle for pj's. I have been tempted to ask for my money back for a few months now because I don't even get updates on progress. If you don't have time to do it then why put the offer there. I think i should have never ordered them. I feel like I could not have learned to make them by now. I would suck royally at making them but still. I won't say who I ordered them from because I don't want to be mean. This is more of a kicking myself in the butt for having ordered them. Last year I was hopeful that they would have been done in a month for TFF 2012. That was wishful thinking and I knew it but i expected to get them with in at least 3 months, but now it has been 11 months and well I just don't even care anymore. Just disappointed. *sigh* Oh well. I just know never to do it again. I really liked there stuff too. Oh well.
thinking about....
Posted 13 years agoThis journal is here to inform you that I am thinking about writing a journal. haha
Pain in my backside
Posted 13 years agoNo really I have a pain in my back right now. It's just so ugggggh I can finally move around but for some reason when I went to lay down it started to hurt more and when I got up, wow PAIN. It took me 5 minutes to get from the bed room to the bathroom. the doors are only 3 feet away. I hope tomorrow is better. It's not even like I woke up this way, I just started to feel the pain in the afternoon. But why???? oh well time to rest.
Feliz Dia De Las Madres (los que celebran el 10 de Mayo)
Posted 13 years agoNomas les quiero desear un Feliz Dia de Las Madres a las mama's Mexicanas. Yo se que en Mexico se celebra el 10 de Mayo. Y niƱos recuerden llamarles a sus mami's.
Free Raffle Ref Sheet By Awesome Awesome Toddlergirl
Posted 13 years agoInfo in the link that follows:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3427479/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3427479/
I'm old, estoy vieja
Posted 13 years agoHOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[X]You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[X]You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[X] You show up late for work a lot.
[X] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[X] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[X] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language (english japanese and spanish)
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[X] You can mow the lawn.
[X] You study even when you don't have to.
[X] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up. (umm, but it's written right there :P )
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are told
[ ] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[X] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[X] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach. :P
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning
TOTAL SO FAR: 24
[X] You have filed a tax return
[X] You have used a pay phone
[X] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[ ] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[X] You still have and use a VCR
TOTAL AGE: 28
Well i guess I practically act my age. *sigh* why can't I be young again. I don't even think that at this point regression would do much for me. :(
[X] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[X] You keep track of dates using a calendar.
[ ] You own a credit card.
[X]You know how to change the oil in a car.
[X] You've done your own laundry.
[X]You can vote in an election.
[X] You can cook for yourself.
[ ] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6
[X] You show up late for work a lot.
[X] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket.
[ ] You've never gotten a detention.
[X] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[X] You like to take walks by yourself.
[X] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[X] You drink caffeine at least once a week
TOTAL SO FAR: 12
[X] You know how to do the dishes.
[X] You can count to 10 in another language (english japanese and spanish)
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you USUALLY do it.
[X] You can mow the lawn.
[X] You study even when you don't have to.
[X] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 17
[X] You can spell experience, without looking it up. (umm, but it's written right there :P )
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[ ] You understand political jokes the first time they are told
[ ] You can type pretty quick.
TOTAL SO FAR: 18
[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[X] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job.
[X] You have more bills than you can pay.
[X] You have been to the beach. :P
[X] You use the internet every day.
[X] You have been outside of your home country 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning
TOTAL SO FAR: 24
[X] You have filed a tax return
[X] You have used a pay phone
[X] You have been served alcohol without being ID'd
[ ] You have purchased stamps at the grocery store
[x] You have purchased a lottery ticket
[X] You still have and use a VCR
TOTAL AGE: 28
Well i guess I practically act my age. *sigh* why can't I be young again. I don't even think that at this point regression would do much for me. :(
About Me Meme
Posted 13 years agoThis is me I suppose. Not sure if this is what you would expect of me...
1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
You can Call me Virginia or Vicky for short
2. How tall are you?
5'5" although the last time I went to the doctor I shrank an inch or so they say.
3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark brown almost black.
3. What about eye color?
Brown
4. What orientation are you?
Straight, but bi curious what? so i like the women too. big deal :P
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
I don't know sometimes
6. What do you do in your spare time?
I like to visit the internet when i have time. I don't do much more. Watch movies i suppose or watch novelas now that I found one to watch. Una maid en Manhattan is a good one. yes the movie was turned into a novela.
7. What's your job?
I have many jobs. I do some catering. I make some products for the family business and try to maintain the website and facebook acct. also I make the labels for the products and other stuff
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I don't really know :(
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
my anti-socialism
10. What are some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I'm not sure
Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?
11. Of what faith/religion are you (if any)?
none at the moment
12. Do you drink?
yup, lately beer but I mostly like sweet mixed drinks
13. Do you smoke?
yes
14. What are your fears?
losing my eye sight
15. What are your dreams/goals?
To become a great photographer not for anyone but myself, to be more knowledgeable, to perfect my speech and my grammar
16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Crushes and ex's and soon. but can't help to look around, lots of beautiful people inside and out.
Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D
17. Who's your best bud?
I have 3 best buds, 2 non furry and one furry.
Rollar is my best bud, but so are Brenda and Ricky(even though Ricky disappears a lot)
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
As of lately it's been cheetos and reeses (i'm sorry they are known as Reese in Canada)
19. Favorite drink?
Hot chocolate from johnny java (if you are ever in Fredericton, New Brunswick you must stop their and try it, it's magnificent)
20. Favorite color?
Blue, Pink, and a fuscia purpleish color
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Mind reader, or Teleportation or telekinesis
22. Favorite movie?
Ever after, but that's just one of many The Red violin
23. Least favorite food?
Veggies? nope sardines
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
My grandmothers home cooking
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I wish I drove any vehicle that I could call my own. Not happening anytime soon. that ship has sailed.
Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.
26. Most disliked bug?
Maggots
27. Most hated pet peeves?
loud annoying noises (i come from a quiet places where I was usually the loud one, and sometimes some noises just get me irritated to easily, will never know why)
28. Dislike in life?
my life (sometimes it seems I have not accomplished anything)
29. Most annoying sound?
There are too many. But I think most of them are at the same frequency. Hmm I wonder if they really are at the same frequency
30. Most disliked TV show?
the teen moms shows the before and after. Mostly because of the way that they act. As adult we see that we can barely make it on our own and they think that everything will come easy to them.
1. We all know what we call you, what about the folks at home? Whats your name?
You can Call me Virginia or Vicky for short
2. How tall are you?
5'5" although the last time I went to the doctor I shrank an inch or so they say.
3. Natural hair color? (if you can remember it)
Dark brown almost black.
3. What about eye color?
Brown
4. What orientation are you?
Straight, but bi curious what? so i like the women too. big deal :P
5. Are you single, taken, or undecided?
I don't know sometimes
6. What do you do in your spare time?
I like to visit the internet when i have time. I don't do much more. Watch movies i suppose or watch novelas now that I found one to watch. Una maid en Manhattan is a good one. yes the movie was turned into a novela.
7. What's your job?
I have many jobs. I do some catering. I make some products for the family business and try to maintain the website and facebook acct. also I make the labels for the products and other stuff
8. What's one thing you like about yourself?
I don't really know :(
9. Alright, now what about something you dislike about yourself?
my anti-socialism
10. What are some things your friends noticed about you when they first met you?
I'm not sure
Good! Hold on, yer coming up on some deeper questions now... ready?
11. Of what faith/religion are you (if any)?
none at the moment
12. Do you drink?
yup, lately beer but I mostly like sweet mixed drinks
13. Do you smoke?
yes
14. What are your fears?
losing my eye sight
15. What are your dreams/goals?
To become a great photographer not for anyone but myself, to be more knowledgeable, to perfect my speech and my grammar
16. Ever had any crushes/ex's in the past/present?
Crushes and ex's and soon. but can't help to look around, lots of beautiful people inside and out.
Almost done!!! Time for some lighter topics now :D
17. Who's your best bud?
I have 3 best buds, 2 non furry and one furry.
Rollar is my best bud, but so are Brenda and Ricky(even though Ricky disappears a lot)
18. Alright, you got the cravin' for munchies, what'cha reachin' for?
As of lately it's been cheetos and reeses (i'm sorry they are known as Reese in Canada)
19. Favorite drink?
Hot chocolate from johnny java (if you are ever in Fredericton, New Brunswick you must stop their and try it, it's magnificent)
20. Favorite color?
Blue, Pink, and a fuscia purpleish color
21. If you had any super power, what would it be?
Mind reader, or Teleportation or telekinesis
22. Favorite movie?
Ever after, but that's just one of many The Red violin
23. Least favorite food?
Veggies? nope sardines
24. Quick! You have only one meal left before you die!!! What is it?
My grandmothers home cooking
25. What do you drive/wish you drove?
I wish I drove any vehicle that I could call my own. Not happening anytime soon. that ship has sailed.
Last 5 questions. You're in the homestretch, come on, you can make it! Lets see what gets under your skin.
26. Most disliked bug?
Maggots
27. Most hated pet peeves?
loud annoying noises (i come from a quiet places where I was usually the loud one, and sometimes some noises just get me irritated to easily, will never know why)
28. Dislike in life?
my life (sometimes it seems I have not accomplished anything)
29. Most annoying sound?
There are too many. But I think most of them are at the same frequency. Hmm I wonder if they really are at the same frequency
30. Most disliked TV show?
the teen moms shows the before and after. Mostly because of the way that they act. As adult we see that we can barely make it on our own and they think that everything will come easy to them.
Depressed? Happy? Confused?
Posted 13 years agoI don't know why but lately I have not felt like myself. I'm not one to post a journal about myself but I don't have many people to talk to.
I feel a bit off. I'm afraid I might be a bit depressed but not sure why. Everything just feels so blah and sometimes a seek a purpose but I'm afraid there isn't one for me. I'm trying to go into my photography again but it seems so hard. It kind of seems like a big task. how can something I love be a task? I'm a bit confused. I'm not a very happy person.
I don't think I ever have been. In all the years I have lived I don't remember ever being truly happy.
I have had many happy moments that have added up to happiness but even that is hard. For now I'm just sitting here listening to music. Listening to Staind. It keeps me happy for the moment. It's moments like this that I remember why I listen to music.
*takes a deep breath* I'll be fine. Not suicidal just mostly depressed. *sits on the floor and cries for a bit* She said there would be days I would miss her. And she was right. Miss you Grandma. Why are days like this when I remember her the most.
I think I am just a complicated person. Always have been. I'm sorry I'm ranting. It's just easier to do when I feel down. *huggs to all*
I feel a bit off. I'm afraid I might be a bit depressed but not sure why. Everything just feels so blah and sometimes a seek a purpose but I'm afraid there isn't one for me. I'm trying to go into my photography again but it seems so hard. It kind of seems like a big task. how can something I love be a task? I'm a bit confused. I'm not a very happy person.
I don't think I ever have been. In all the years I have lived I don't remember ever being truly happy.
I have had many happy moments that have added up to happiness but even that is hard. For now I'm just sitting here listening to music. Listening to Staind. It keeps me happy for the moment. It's moments like this that I remember why I listen to music.
*takes a deep breath* I'll be fine. Not suicidal just mostly depressed. *sits on the floor and cries for a bit* She said there would be days I would miss her. And she was right. Miss you Grandma. Why are days like this when I remember her the most.
I think I am just a complicated person. Always have been. I'm sorry I'm ranting. It's just easier to do when I feel down. *huggs to all*
Lightning Submission
Posted 13 years agoI submitted a photo to
for the March Theme Submissions. pls vote even if it's not for me.
I submitted my picture Lightning. Unfortunately it is not that great, compared to the other pictures of lightning that I have taken in the past.
Well the competition is rules are here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3262709/
My picture is:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7572410
This is the same picture but on the description I have links to pictures of lightning that I have taken in the past.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7571199
for the March Theme Submissions. pls vote even if it's not for me.I submitted my picture Lightning. Unfortunately it is not that great, compared to the other pictures of lightning that I have taken in the past.
Well the competition is rules are here:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3262709/
My picture is:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7572410
This is the same picture but on the description I have links to pictures of lightning that I have taken in the past.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7571199
childish ways
Posted 13 years agoOk, there are so many furs out there being childish. And I don't mean cubs. (Even though there are cubs involved) Just stop it already. There is just so much hatred out there. I hear so much of I'm not talking to so so and so because they know this person or that person. So what people. Just get over it. You can't honestly stop talking to someone because they are associated with someone else that you don't like.
I find it pathetic and sad. Just because you are upset with one person for whatever reason that doesn't mean you have to quit living your life. What I mean by that is you can't let that person run your life. This means you are putting so much effort into disliking the person that you will let that hatred choose your friends for you. Or you would let them seperate you from the friends you once had.
I have heard too much of this and I am tired of this but mostly I am just sad about it. Just let sh*t heads be sh*t heads. Let them ruin their own life. Don't let them ruin or run your life.
I find it pathetic and sad. Just because you are upset with one person for whatever reason that doesn't mean you have to quit living your life. What I mean by that is you can't let that person run your life. This means you are putting so much effort into disliking the person that you will let that hatred choose your friends for you. Or you would let them seperate you from the friends you once had.
I have heard too much of this and I am tired of this but mostly I am just sad about it. Just let sh*t heads be sh*t heads. Let them ruin their own life. Don't let them ruin or run your life.
Austin icon Leslie Cochran dies at age 60
Posted 13 years agoFor all of you guys that have been to Austin and know this person. From the looks of it what they say is true. Austin just got a bit less weird.
http://www.statesman.com/blogs/cont.....chran_die.html
http://www.statesman.com/blogs/cont.....chran_die.html
Free arts
Posted 13 years agoSo there is this cutie
who is offering free arts. Just read his journal for more info.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3186293/
who is offering free arts. Just read his journal for more info.http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3186293/
Enjoy Nyan
Posted 13 years agoSo this little furry butt stumbled upon this page. Pls click and enjoy. yes I mean you Ryo.
http://nyanit.com/furaffinity.net
http://nyanit.com/furaffinity.net
Happy Blendiful Valentines Day
Posted 13 years agoTFF 2012 Badges
Posted 13 years agoIf you want to order a bade for TFF 2012, then I have the artist for you.
is drawing badges for $15. This is his journal:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3151688/
These are some examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7167737
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7327623
is drawing badges for $15. This is his journal:http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3151688/
These are some examples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7167737

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/7327623

Tarot Card Sketches (going fast)
Posted 13 years agoIh you are interested in getting sketched as part of the High Arcana in the Tarot cards, then click the link below. Some cards are already taken. This is for a free sketch.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3148213/
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3148213/
G'nite
Posted 13 years agoYa me deprimi, mejor me voy a dormir. Buenas noches.
My Birthday?? *hides*
Posted 14 years agoSo it just happens to be my bday today. I don't feel old until I realize that I am now 3 decades old. Yup, Me estoy asiendo viejita (I'm getting old). I don't know. I guess as long as I don't feel it, it should be fine. Right???
Yup I'll be A-OK. So for sure no candles on my cakes starting this year, well unless i call the fire department ahead of time for stand by.
Now on to my day *rolls up on the bed and falls asleep* hehe I never said I was staying awake.
Yup I'll be A-OK. So for sure no candles on my cakes starting this year, well unless i call the fire department ahead of time for stand by.
Now on to my day *rolls up on the bed and falls asleep* hehe I never said I was staying awake.
Babyfurs??? What you don't like?
Posted 14 years agoA little furry friend mentioned something earlier and it made me sad. It is not the first time that I have heard about Babyfur Dislikers. I was going to say haters but I can't honestly think that people hate it. they just don't understand it. This is my little rant from earlier. Pretty much my comment to a journal. If you understand what I'm saying then awesome. If you don't then I am sorry I could not explain it any better. The best explanation I can give in one word is: Love.
The following is my rant:
Ok fine Cubs like to be little and loved and cared for. Big Deal. In Life we all want to be loved and Cared for. Does that make a person any less of a person because they want to be loved or cared for.
Some people will deny that they want to feel little but i am sure they have their moments where they want to curl into a little ball and want to cry out for their mommies. It's life. We all yurn for love and attention. If we cry we want someone to come to the rescue with a tissue in hand. If we're feeling sick we want to be cuddled and taken care of.
A true babyfur just wants to be loved. Not told they are freaks. If we want to go on the subject of freaks, uh hello people, we're furries. Need I say more. Some of us want to wear fur suits, or collars. we don't find anything wrong with it because we like it. So what gives us the right to judge someone else.
The following is my rant:
Ok fine Cubs like to be little and loved and cared for. Big Deal. In Life we all want to be loved and Cared for. Does that make a person any less of a person because they want to be loved or cared for.
Some people will deny that they want to feel little but i am sure they have their moments where they want to curl into a little ball and want to cry out for their mommies. It's life. We all yurn for love and attention. If we cry we want someone to come to the rescue with a tissue in hand. If we're feeling sick we want to be cuddled and taken care of.
A true babyfur just wants to be loved. Not told they are freaks. If we want to go on the subject of freaks, uh hello people, we're furries. Need I say more. Some of us want to wear fur suits, or collars. we don't find anything wrong with it because we like it. So what gives us the right to judge someone else.
Valentines commissions
Posted 14 years agoTato
is currently taking commissions for valentines icons.http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3124021/
here are more examples. they are too cute
I just saw Panda Jen's Icon and it's cute.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3126461/
is currently taking commissions for valentines icons.http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3124021/here are more examples. they are too cute
I just saw Panda Jen's Icon and it's cute.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3126461/
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