I have a great job, an amazing mate great kids, awesome stepkids, yet I feel worthless, helpless to better understand myself, I am overweight I have a membership to the YMCA but rarely use it I could get up and go work out in the morning but instead I sleep away the whole morning. I enjoy reading so I then read away the afternoon getting nothing accomplished during the day except to make myself a slim fast shake and cook dinner for my family. I went to a local fur feast over the weekend it was great I felt the most like myself ever but now it's over and I am missing the furs I met and got to hug before I left.