Hey. Just checking in with all my watchers and friends. I'm still hanging in there barely. Kinda rough right now. Finally got my new cochlear hearing aid to replace my old one. So now I can hear again. Hope you are all safe and well. If ya'll need me I'm here. Always willing to listen. Take care.

How are my friends?? I've been better. In a lot of pain, had really bad tummy for 3 days, very depressed/angry.....

And now my mom's credit card is almost maxed out... I really hate things right now. I am seriously PO'D at our government. I could use some hugs please.

I'm sorry I am not on more. My health has been a roller coaster of ups and downs. The weather where I am keep flip flopping on me, driving my Fibromyalgia nuts. I have had severe pain almost every day all over my body, bad stomach in morning, and headaches. Been very tired and just not happy. Very horrible mood swings to the point of being happy one minute and then breaking down in tears. Honestly I am a bit scared and very F'ing tired of it. I am very lonely even though I am with my mom and niece. I really miss having friends to go out with like I used to. I'm still single and it really depresses me. I physically can't work a normal job due to body problems. Just light work wears me out. I am just really out of it.

Thought I'd say hi. How are ya'll? I'm surviving barely. Been having bad vertigo and gas for 3 days. Think it was some pill I was on for muscle relaxing. Stopped taking it now and seem to be feeling better slowly. This month really sucked. Had to buy a tire for my Ram cause I had a flat randomly. $170 down the drain. $60 for an oil change, and a new set of lugs for my wheels. UGH!!!! Plus $25 to my mom and $100 for a bank loan. Double UGH!!!!!


Let me know how you are. I do have a few more car show pics to load when I can get to it.

I put 3 of my car show photos on DA. For those of you that want a taste of what I will be uploading here. And I am gonna do my best to get some on here tomorrow.

Sorry I haven't updated in a while and if I missed anything. Life and not feeling well have been getting in my way recently. I do have some car show pics I just haven't had a chance to edit them so they look proper if needed. Hope you are all doing ok. Feel free to chat and I will do my best to respond sometime during the week.



PS.... Sorry if some of the photos from the car show look off a little color wise or have a fuzzy halo to them. The light inside the building mixed with the light through the
windows was really screwing with my Iphone's camera. Made some of the pics look like I was taking a pic in the 1980's with an old film camera.

Hey, I'm back so to speak. Just went to the Darryl Starbird Car Show in Tulsa OK this last Saturday (2/19/2022). Got quite a few pics of all sorts of vehicles. Gotta touch up the pics if needed and then I'll try and post some of the nicer ones really soon. Hope you are all well. Chat anytime with me. I am on at least once a week. Take care.

I could just cry. I just lost my uncle, learned one of my favorite monster truck drivers (John Moore, No Problem) died, now I find out Ghostbusters Ivan Reitman has died.




ENOUGH ALREADY!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yeah I'm still here. This winter weather is kicking my ass as of late. I've been in terrible pain with monsterous headaches. Having to deal with severe pain due to fibromyalgia is very hard. I have had days when I am in tears not wanting to go on. I hope my friends are ok. Hugs for you all. It is warming up in Arkansas slowly so hopefully I can get out a little more and take pics to share.


Be safe.

Rockstar/actor Meat Loaf has passed away and Comedian Louie Anderson as well.

Happy New Year to all my friends and watchers. Best wishes, prayers and hugs for y'all.

Merry Late Christmas friends. Sorry I missed it. I swear I made a journal before Christmas but somehow it never got posted.



Hope y'all had a good Christmas. Have a safe and Happy New Year. Hugs for y'all.

Have a safe and Happy Thanksgiving. Hugs a love for all my friends. Be good and loving y'all.

My moms brother Paul (my uncle) has had a major accident.....


Apparently my uncle's hip gave out today while he was near a backyard fire (fire pit, etc, not sure). But it caused him to land in the fire.....


He is badly burned and probably not going to make it..... (Had to be airlifted out)


Please friends, send any love and hugs my way for my family. It is greatly appreciated.


I am honestly at a loss for words right now.

Sorry I haven't been around. I am here in spirit and caring love. I just don't get much chance to be on right now. Gotta take care of my niece, run errands, been tired, you know life.....

Also my dang Dodge Ram died on me tonight. I was driving in cruise control bringing a pizza home and it just shut off. No engine. Lights stayed on but I couldn't get it to turn over. Wasn't the battery either. It has been towed to a shop to get looked at.


Hope everyone is doing ok. And had a Happy Halloween.

I'm still here. Finally loaded pics onto computer, resized them, and touched them up. Gonna try to load a few soon. Been really tired and busy lately. Hugs for you all.

I finally got to go to a car show recently, so I will try and get the pics up when I can. Hope you are all well. Hugs for everyone.

Yep I'll be 39. Ugh..... Sigh. Honestly I don't really like having my BDAYs anymore. I hate getting older. Any words of encouragement would be great. Thanks.

But I'm only on about once a week now. Been busy taking care of my niece as of late. Also dealing with bad Fibromyalgia pain as of late, and really bad depression with anxiety added. Hope you are all ok. Always feel free to drop me a line. I will always do my best to reply.



Also my niece just turned 3. YAY!!!!!

Hope ya'll had a good 4th of July. I stayed home and relaxed with my mom. Thats all.

Hey, I'm still around just not very active anymore. I'm sorry for that. I want to post pics but I just haven't had the chance to get out to do so. Too busy watching my niece and dealing with bad fibromyalgia pain caused by nutty weather in Arkansas. It has really been making me depressed as of late and very tired. It sucks big time. Miss ya'll lots. I'm pretty much only getting on once a week now and just trying to try anything to stay positive and happy. Hugs and prayers appreciated.

Well I got quite a few things through trading toys with a friend today and some stuff from shops.... AND THEN I GO AND "F" UP MY DAY!!!!! I freeking backed up into a fellow toy collectors car as I was leaving my friend's house today. UGH!!!!!!! And of course it was in my "Wolverine" Dodge Ram. It did more damage to the truck than the car. It was a very slow hit, like 3 to 5 MPH. Just makes me angry as "F"!!!! Now I have to factor in body repair when I get the truck repainted.



PS. I gave the guy my insurance info and he assured me it was ok. I just feel awful.

I am only on once or twice a week on here and Deviantart. So If I miss something you posted that is why. Ya'll take care.

Hey everyone. I know I don't have to say this but, I am sorry for not being active. I want to share pics, but I am just too busy with life, very tired and really not wanting to do much as of late. Its been really stressful around my house lately mainly due to my 2 year old niece causing problems and stressing me and my mom out. I do have a few pics but nothing just outstanding that I wanna share. I am also having body pains, headaches, and stomach troubles. I have to go in and get a CT scan this month of my stomach area. Hugs for ya'll.

I found out today that the Six Flags Mall in Arlington Texas where I was born and grew up as a kid is being demolished. This Mall opened in August 1970. The area around it was full of eateries and shopping including Target, Sears, Toys R Us, JC Penny, etc. I passed it many times as a kid and young driving adult and watched the area slowly die and fade into history. It saddens me to know I will never see any of it ever again..... CRIES!!!! I know its just inanimate things but it was part of my childhood that I loved to see while riding with my mom in her 1965 Ford Fairelane, and Aerostar van. I really hate change..... I want to just scream sometimes..... I miss the things that we used to have and really dislike a lot of the crap that we have today. I could use some hugs friends please......