I am so sick of stupid ignorant drivers. These a holes do not deserve a license PERIOD!!!!! So far within the past week I have had two cars blatantly pull out in front of me within a few feet. Numerous idiots cross over the double yellow line into my lane head on. And today I had an asshole in a Dodge Ram come into my lane in a roundabout forcing me over the rounded curb. We left at around the same time so I was right with him in my lane within a foot or less. As I honked and looked over at this dingbat I see he is driving with one hand with a large drink in the other in a ROUNDABOUT!!!!! Then as I make my way over to the right lane after the second merge he barrels up and starts waving his arms at me like I did something wrong. I looked over and said "you ran me off the road" and didn't bother to engage him.




I try really hard to be a good driver and it sickens me how people not only endanger themselves but everyone else by driving like dumb asses.


Sorry for ranting but I needed to get this off my mind. Hugs for all my friends. Input is appreciated.

PS: I was in the left part or inner circle of the roundabout which is the lane you are supposed to use in this case to go straight when you make a right turn from the other road. The right lane goes to the highway or merges and is supposed to yield to me.

I sometimes wonder why I watched certain people when I look back on their art and realize that it is not the type of art I am interested in at all. Past nor present. Makes me wonder what I was thinking/doing at that point in time. I mean sometimes the art might interest me and I wanna see if the artist does anything interesting but after a while you'd think I'd make a decision to continue to watch. It just concerns me because I feel like I am loosing my mind....



Ever happen to you??? I wanna know.

Well I am not happy. I just had to spend $412 to fix the AC yesterday on the "Wolverine" Dodge Ram I have. This took most of my disability money for the month. If you wanna know further details I'll tell you when you respond. Really don't want to dwell on it.

To all my wonderful friends/watchers, I am safe at home with family. Just going out to get food or groceries. Having sniffles and drainage but that is not uncommon for me during spring. Hope y'all are ok and safe. Sorry for not posting much. I've been in pain a lot sadly, and taking care of my niece. So no real chance to get out and do much photography. And my Dodge Ram is gonna need about $3800 in paint and tires, but sadly can't do it now since my bank is not open for inside transactions and loans. How are y'all???

I want it gone so bad. Just found out my show got canceled in Tulsa, OK. GRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!

Well I went to pick up my Dodge Ram from my mechanic. Ran excellent till halfway home. Took a left turn and right as I hit the accelerator it went into limp mode and I had to get it to a driveway to pull over. Called mechanic and he told me to turn it off then on. Worked!!! But had to drive it back to him so it could be addressed. He thinks it has something to do with a plug on the throttle body. Probably right. So gotta wait longer



Update: It turned out to be the throttle body failing.

Have a safe and happy New Years. Love you all. HUGS!!! Thanks for being there for me.

Just as title says, I'm sick of it. I was watching an artist as I do with most of you. I consider everyone my friend, and I do care about you.



Basically this artist (not naming) wrote a journal basically telling everyone to F off and they don't understand whats going on etc. So me being concerned I replied (ok?????) not knowing the situation and trying to enquire why, what, etc. I get a reply of (If that is your answer you don't need to know). Ok fine, no skin off my back. Don't want me to know, cool. But this artist sent me a note also basically saying the same thing he did in the journal but told me to personally F off and then blocked me. I'm gonna tell everyone in this journal something about me.... I try to be a nice, honest, and understanding person, I know everyone has feelings, problems, pain, sorrow, happiness etc. I am here to listen even if I don't have an answer. But know this.... DON'T EVER TELL ME TO F OFF WHEN I HAVE DONE NOTHING WRONG!!!! I don't appreciate it, its uncalled for, and extremely childish. If you ever have a problem with me, please let me know. I will try my hardest to work on whatever is wrong. Please ya'll, people need each other, we are not alone in this world even though it may feel that way. I'm a very lonely person but I know in my heart I am loved.



HUGS FOR ALL MY FRIENDS!!!!!!


P.S. (He did apologize and that is a great way to continue a hopeful friendship.)

Ya'll have an excellent Christmas. Be safe. Love ya'll. HUGS!!!!

Have a safe and Happy Thanksgiving!!!!! Hugs for all.

Yeah, I am unwatching some people not because they did anything but rather because their art is just not something that I wanna see or even know why I decided to watch. I tend not to watch people with porn art with a few special exceptions. If I did unwatch you, it doesn't mean that I don't like you as a person. You can still talk with me and interact with me. Plus I am just growing up and certain art just doesn't do anything for me in general.

Sorry for being a day late. Happy Halloween My Spooky friends.

I am locked out of DA again thanks to that damn eclipse mode. Now not even my Mac Mini can disable it now. GAH!!!!!! So now I'm stuck with the expense of buying a new laptop preferably from Best Buy and a Dell or Samsung unless someone knows of a good reliable brand other than those. NO HP!!! Had a desktop HP from Walmart that crapped out on me after 8 years of very gentile use.

I found a new home for my Boston Terrier Pebbles today. It was with a heavy heart that I had to make the realization that I was not able to take care of her and my 1 year old niece and balance my life all together. But she is now with an older couple that has a 4 year old Boston Terrier boy, a yard, and grandkids. She will be way happier in the long run, safe, and given plenty of love that I simply couldn't give to her. She will always be in my heart and loved. I just can't provide her with what see needed. I have realized that I am not able to take care of animals like I used to and it breaks my heart but it is just too much responsibility for me now.

Well dangit....... found out my 2000 Ford Ranger needs a new radiator and a swaybar bolt replaced. UGH!!!! Gonna be about $350 bucks that I really didn't want to spend. Gonna have to take out a small bank loan tomorrow. Course the radiator had close to 200,000 on it and a few bitter winters under its belt. Just didn't need it now. Plus I will have to put the Ram on the back burner for now. It needs tires, and a step rail so my mom can get in it. Thats gonna be around $1500 or so. Hugs would be appreciated. Thanks.


The joys of owning older vehicles. OYE!!!!!

Saw the last My Little Pony Friendship is Magic today. I can't believe its over!!!! I know its been on a while but it just feels like yesterday I started watching it on the HUB network (Discovery Kids). I actually cried. I know that seems silly but I felt it was one of the few cartoons left that was actually good for fans and kids. SIGH!!!!!

Yep, its my Birthday today. I'm 37 today. Man I feel old. UGH!!!! On the plus side its been about 30 years since I beat my cancer totally at age 7. That is one big mile stone.

Hey friends and watchers. Sorry for not uploading much recently. I am ok just been super busy with life and going through depression. I have a bunch of pics to edit and load but just haven't had a chance, energy, or drive to work on them. I will try and get them on my Iphone thumb drive soon. HUGS for you all.

Does anyone know why Deviantart seems to be in this new crappy dark mode rather than classic style? Please help.

Yes my little sweet baby niece is 1 year old today. YAY!!!!!!!!

No matter how pissed you are at some idiot while driving... AVOID ROAD RAGE!!!!! I did a stupid thing today, guy in a van cut in front of me at last second at a red light. Cut around me out of no where just because he didn't plan ahead and had brains none. After I turned right at the light I confronted him in the wrong way by cursing and such. Guy tried to get me to fight, course I didn't (I'm not that stupid) and acted like I was the one who did something.



Point is.... JUST DON'T DO IT!!!!!!!


And I need to work on my anger. So please help me friends. Thanks. Thats all.

The Wolverine Dodge Ram now has new sparkplugs and shocks. So happy that is done. All that is really left is cosmetic.

I'm not in the best condition sadly. Nothing major just a lot of pain and I managed to get something in my right eye that scratched it up bad. My eye is ok, I'll live, it is just a little blurry still and irritated. Taking care of my niece is wearing me out but I do it cause I love her so much. Hopefully next month the Wolverine Ram will have new shocks and spark plugs, though it continues to throw a running lean code on and off which is really annoying. Could be a air flow sensor, the cat converter, or some other fuel sensor. Who knows. It runs and doesn't burn oil or gas at an alarming rate. So.....




But how are my friends? Talk with me, I wanna know.

Hey friends, I finally got both window switch bezels replaced on the Wolverine Ram. Its a small step in the right direction. Now on to the shocks and spark plugs. UGH!!!!

How are ya'll? I took some pics today, all nature if anyone is interested in me posting them. I've been sick for at least 2 weeks coughing up goo and just feeling like crap. Also hurting a lot with migraines on and off. Been really depressed on and off which is really draining my energy. Having to pay off my new hearing aid cause stupid medicaid wouldn't pay for replacement. GRRRRR!!!!!!! Plus I find myself angry and aggravated with the slightest and dumbest things. I just can't seem to stay happy. I find happiness then after it ends it is a downward spiral of anger. I really hate myself when that happens. I just can't seem to stay happy. SIGH..... CRY..... Plus helping raise my niece is a whole new territory for me.