Man I feel like shit. I feel hot, nose is running like crazy, sneezing, achey, tired. Just ugh!!!! I need hugs and well wishes bad friends. PLEASE!!!!

Have a good one. Be safe and share lots of love and memories.

I am not in it thankfully but for those of you that are my friends, BE SAFE and CAREFUL!!! I send prayers to ya'll.

As some of you know, my BDAY is today. I am officially 34. Yikes too old!!!!! LOL!!!!! Not doing much today seeing as my last journal explained that going to Tulsa was unfortunately my lack luster of a headache BDAY gift to myself. But I did manage to get some stuff yesterday. I got Aladdin for Sega Genesis, NES Kid Icarus, and a grey NES zapper. Art would really make my day if anyone was willing to do some of my fursona. PLEASE........

So, my BDAY is in 3 days. So I decided to go to Tulsa OK to an antique show and vintage stock shops.... Well that went good and bad. Good that I found a few toys and a video game. Bad that it was kinda bland due to not much in the shops.



The really annoying..... My hearing aid battery went out and the batteries I bought wouldn't work. So as I was going to return them, I forgot I left my keys in my truck and thus locking myself out. MOTHERF@#$!!!!!! Luckily my mom was nice enough to pay for the lock guy to get my truck open. UGH!!!!!! I seem to have some of the worst luck with my damn keys.

Well I have been suffering from depression as of late. Mostly due to all the bologna going on in the news recently, and just hurting/feeling tired. I managed to get a complete Nintendo NES for $5 so that is good news and I finally have all 3 colors of the Nintendo Gamecube. I have been saving up to buy a 2005/06/07 Ford Mustang V6 just so I have a car in case of emergency. I still owe $1,500 to the bank on my truck's motor. So that is aggravating. But I'll have that much saved in 15 months toward the car. How are all of you?

I bought a M.A.S.K toy on Ebay about a week ago. It looked really good like almost mint out of box with the figures. Got it today. Yeah..... Handlebars on motorcycle were broken, there was chrome wear, bumps on the rubber tire, and paint wear on one of the figures. So yep... I'm pissed. Had to issue a refund with Ebay. GRRR!!!!

Whats new? Ask me anything you want as long as it is polite.

I'll give you a hint: Its an old electronic.

Sorry for lack of communication, pics, and just being around. I have had wild mood swings, anger issues, pain, and just anxiety for no reason. Something is off and I'm not in the best mental state as of recently. I think of ya'll always. You are my friends and its a shame that I am not able to visit you all. It is really hard for me to deal with the fact I am disabled and it makes me a bitter person. HUGS all round.....

For those of you that didn't know, Custom Car Legend George Barris died yesterday 11/5/15.






RIP George. You made our lives so cool and we'll miss you.

I do not speak much online. I just don't care for it. I am sorry if I miss something in a journal or post. I much rather speak in person or on the phone. Just to let my wonderful friends know.

I really want my fursona redone for Halloween. I don't have money for a commission. But I would be so happy if "you" could do it for me. PLEASE.... Please pass my journal on to people who might be willing to do this. Thankies.

Hey friends, just got back from a week in Texas. Got to do so much. I got video games, laserdiscs, a turbo grafix 16 and so much more. Sorry if I missed your journals or BDAY. I only had my Nook tablet and it is really hard to use online. So small. Hope y'all are well. HUGS!!!!!

Going to see my Texas friends for a week and going to Retropalooza in Arlington Texas on Saturday. Then to a toy show the 3rd of October in Dallas Texas. So any Texas Furries around that area, look for me.

I loaded some new pics over on Deviantart. So go take a look. I'll try and load them over here tomorrow before I leave for Texas.

If you know anyone in the upper NW Arkansas area, I am trying to sell my Tamiya RC Monster Trucks + Accessories. Here is the Craigslist link.

https://fayar.craigslist.org/tag/5161024950.html It is a bit pricey but well worth the money.


I usually don't do this on FA but I kinda need some extra money for Retropalooza coming up at the end of September.

Nickname: Matt
Location: USA
Age: 33
Height: 5'11"
Zodiac sign: Dog
Pets: 2 Boston Terriers
Favorite thing about yourself: ability to think outside the box
Worst habit: being a little too introverted
Fun fact: I have different sized pupils

___Identity, Sexuality & Personality
Gender identity: Dude
Sexual preference: Straight
Relationship status: Single


___Routine
don't really have one

___School/Work
Do you work or are you a student: Neither.
What do you do well: Hooking up electronics and collecting things
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: don't really know


___Habits (Do you…?)
Drink: Only a small amount once in a blue moon
Smoke: nope
Do Drugs: Only what's prescribed
Exercise: Not as much as I should. Hurt a lot so kinda stagnant
Have a go-to comfort food: nachos
Have a nervous habit: bite nails

___What is your favorite…?
Physical quality (in yourself): legs
In Others: idk
Mental/emotional quality (in yourself): No nonsense person. Don't put up with crap
Food: mexican
Drink: Jarritos mexican soda
Animal: a lot. Dogs, rats, birds, reptiles, etc
Colors: Black, green, red, yellow, blue, brown, orange. all in various shades and forms
TV Show: Walking Dead, The Strain, My Little Pony, TMNT, Many more
Video game: GTA 5, Burnout Paradise, Skylanders, Many more including vintage Sega, NES, etc

Yep, my Bday is Sept 5. Going to Retropalooza in Arlington, TX at the end of Sept as a late gift to myself. I would love to have some free art. It would so brighten my BDAY!!!! Hugs to y'all.

I am so damn depressed. Mainly due to the fact I haven't had my antidepressant in close to a week thanks to f'ing medicaid. That and I am sick of the morons running the USA. They are allowing it to be ruined. I am very lonely, I have very few friends to begin with and my close ones are back in Texas. I have never had a girlfriend nor a real job to provide for myself. I am constantly having problems with my ankles hurting, hip popping, and just general pain. So I am just at my wits end. Nothing I seem to do defeats my depression and anxiety. Just wanna curl up and CRY!!!



PS. I am sorry for this rant, just want people to know how I really feel a lot of the time.

Just took my truck in to get new shocks, brakes fixed, air conditioner switch box fixed so it will be all good for a trip to Texas at the end of September for Retropalooza. As for me, I am ok except this humid weather is making it so hard to do anything. I just feel so sick and light headed when I am out in it. UGH!!!! How are my amigo's?



Well crap..... had to have a new fuel pump. UGH!!!!!

I'm sick with something. I've been hurting bad, ran a low fever for multiple days, having cold sweats, and uncontrolled shivering. Went to doc and found out it wasn't the flu or strep throat, and I'm not contagious. But ugh.... wish I felt better. I need hugs!!!!!!

OMG!!!! Great movie. I actually teared up a bit at the end. Wish Lucas Black and Lil Bow Wow was in it more than they were. But I really think it was nice how they ended it.

Ya'll are wonderful. Thanks so much for watching me. I have been so slow to update and I am sorry for that. I will try my darndest to load some pics soon.




PS: Well, looks like I am going to have to take some pics. The few I had were not very good.

Just ask me stuff. Doesn't really matter. Just make it PG-13/polite.