I'm going to switch my account to another one I've had in a while, but never bothered switching to... In 2 years :P I'll probably begin with the art dump, then I'll gather my watch list and will watch everybody again.

Here's the link for that (still empty at this time) account, so go watch! ^^

 petephin

I don't know if I'll bother sending private messages or leaving shouts to everybody. Maybe only with some people, what do you think? Is this too annoying?

It is now the 7th June of 2013 in Portugal, and it is the first anniversary with my beloved <3

~I keep falling in love for you, every single day of my life, ever since I've met you~

For some time, if not forever. All the contacts I have there I have on my Skype; If someone would like to keep me as a contact, add me on Skype, or Yahoo, I have the contacts on my page.

I just don't see why I should stay there. I am tired of seeing too many things I don't want to see.

I'll still be on the Ceta server though.

THinking about switching to another FA profile. I can't change the name on this one! I already registered it 2 years ago, with a better name, just don't know if I should do it or not.

ALSO, 33000 messages! Woohoo~

Boas, hoje reparei que havia uma série de spambots a registarem-se e a comentar no único artigo que era possível comentar. No total eram quase 1700 spambots. Tive de bloquear estas contas todas, pelo que se alguém que se registou e tem a conta bloqueada, avisem, para eu desbloquear.

Entretanto vou desactivar o registo automático, portanto os registos têm de ser aprovados por um administrador.

I believe we all should forgive those who hurt us in the past, or hurt others close to us. It's not a religious thing, it's simply acquiring inner peace.

Therefore, there are some people who hurt me or friends close to me in the past, and since then I kept for them a small thought or feeling of avoidance and/or hate. And I forgive them.

I'm not asking you to forgive me - in fact, if I know that I hurt somebody, I try compensate and make it up for them - but the point of this journal is to also attempt to spread the action. Because I don't want to leave this world to wherever I'm going and we are all going with hate in my heart.

Hugs to everybody (No exceptions) and a happy new year!

Merry Christmas and happy new year, everybody! I wish you all get the good things you deserve! ^^

As for me... I wish to squee more next year. That is all! :3

...And walk away, no hard feelings, leaving all the emotions behind, and keep only a few friends close, and forget about everything else.

Lately, I haven't eaten a lot of meat, and I don't feel bad/weak about it. I always preferred vegetarian or fish food more than meat, but in the past weeks I have been avoiding meat more than ever. Not that it is a choice, I simply couldn't stand eating it.

Today I was presented with meat for lunch, and even the taste of the sauce felt bad for me (same sauce where the meat was cooked) so I guess I'm becoming more vegetarian and feeshtarian. Fish doesn't count, I think, because it isn't meat, doesn't taste like meat, and it is better. I do think, though, that my fursona "choice" a few years ago wasn't as random as I thought... :P

Peace out :V

All phins are doing this, so... !

Comment with a symbol from below, let me know what you think about me.


♥ = I want a relationship with you

C: = I'm falling for you

:3 = I miss you

;] = I really like you

:* = I want to kiss you

:< = I hate you

: X = I like you

O: = I like you but i'm in a relationship

:/ = I like you but your in a relationship

:] = You're cute

</3 = I regret leaving you

:b = We should get to know each other

;^) = We should hang out

<3 = I love you.. \o/

<:^ = I want to know you

@FT@=*stalk*

eue = You're hot

<:3 = You're a great friend

^_^ = We're friends

^.^ = We're best friends

>;3 = I want you on top

>:3 = I want on top

Stolen from Bolt and Tox and more I think!

1. Do you sleep naked?
When I can yes x/3

2. Do you sleep with socks on?
Nope!

3. Would you rather sleep alone or with someone else?
Definitely with someone else ^^

4. Do you enjoy drama?
Try to avoid it, though sometimes I find myself right in the middle of it (not as the cause)

5. Are you a manly man?
ARRRRR

6. Who was the last person you hugged?
My parents and brother! My brother is silly and engages us in family hugs ^^

7. Small or large package?
Small. Depends!

8. Are you short?
I think I'm below average... Uhm like 5'8, I believe

9. Do you like somebody?
...:3 Yuuush~~

10.Does your Facebook password have to do with a boy?
Naaah! Random stuff!

11. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yes of course o.o I change them!

12. Do you think you’re conceited?
I don't think so o.o

13. Do you dress up on Halloween?
Nah. It's not very traditional here :p

14. Are you double jointed?
Uhm... WHat is this, really? xD

15. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
Not too weird... Car, floor maybe?

16. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Nahhh xD

17. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Not that I know of o.o Unless people thinking I might be gay. But if they ask, it's not true! I'm bi 83

18. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Yes, a few school friends, some names are quite popular (Mine is too, actually x3)

19. How many boys will read this just because it says "Boy Confessions"?
More boys than girls for sure x3



[ ] I wear make up. Only on special occasions.
[ ] I have cried in a movie theater.
[x] I can brush my teeth without opening my mouth.
[x] I get jealous. (not much but sometimes...)
[ ] I think Johnny Depp is sexy.
[ ] JUDE LAW FAG
[x] I love to laugh.
[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.
[ ] I like rap.
[ ] I like techno.
[ ] I like country.
[ ] I carry a purse.
[x] I'd be lost without my computer.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD. ]
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD. ]
[ ] I own a boy band CD. ]
[x] I get bored watching football. Bored from the start.
[ ] Boys are confusing. So is everybody else.
[ ] I've been called a bad influence.
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears.



Come on fellas, be truthful!

1. What color is your underwear?
Grey x/3

2. Do you prefer light or dark haired boys?
No actual preference :P

3. Are you currently frustrated with a boy?
Hmm maybe

4. What's one thing a boy can do to make you like them?
That's a secret! X//3 But no, nothing dirty o.o

5. Do you have a best friend?
Yes! Many best friends ^^

6. Have you ever had your heart broken?
Yes

7. Have you ever thought of having plastic surgery?
No, ew o.o

8. Do you like your life?
Sorta. Could be better in many ways though

9. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
Nah.

10. Have you ever jumped in the pool with your clothes on?
Swimshorts count? o3o

11. Do you have more friends that are girls or boys?
Boys, BUT THAT MEANS NOTHING

12. Have you ever slapped anybody in the face?
Hmmm.... I think so, but not hard xD

13. What are your biggest fears?
Failure ><

14. Have you ever cried yourself to sleep?
Nope..

15. Have you ever not been able to get someone off of your mind?
Yes <<

16. Do you believe in the saying “once a cheater, always a cheater?"
Hmm no. I believe people change.

17. Have you ever had a good feeling about something?
I think so

18. Do you ever wish you were famous?
In a way, yes :P But not famous as in "famous", more like... Someone in the background being famous with someone else. Kinda like being the bass player in a band. I know I'm not the one who gets up front more, but I know I'm still important.

19. Are you currently missing someone?
Yes ^^

THIS BOY OR THAT BOY? PICK ONE:
Cowboy or Gangster?
Cowboy

Preppy or Punk?
Preppy

Face or Body?
Face! Smile. :3

Good cook or take you out a lot?
Fuuuuuuud

Sweet or sexy?
Sweet

Armani or Abercrombie?
Are those like... trademarks? I dunno, I'm poor <:3

Contacts or glasses?
Don't really mind, though I know from experience glasses can be quite a pain x3

Preciso de ajuda numa coisa. Estou a traduzir o SoFurry, e não sei como hei-de traduzir algumas coisas:

-Watch; watchlist, etc
-Shout
-etc

Qualquer ajuda é benvinda!

http://d24w6bsrhbeh9d.cloudfront.ne.....78611_700b.jpg

...that I am that friend.

A few months ago, when I stopped doing RP yiffs, I stopped talking with lots of people, except for a few. Those ones who remained are my true friends, and are so because of what I am as a person, and not because of how good I am in "sex".

Sincerly,

~Pete

PS: Cleaning time for my journals.

Please allow us to change our FA name just one time.

Sincerely,~

Well, the previous Saturday there was another Portuguese furmeet, and with a bit of some financial effort, I was able to go!

Day 1, Friday.
After class took a train to Lisbon,took me 3 hours to get there... And I had Wuffy waiting for me! He accepted to have me on his place for the weekend, many many thanks for that ^^
A funny/scary thing: When we were on the bus, some teenagers were there right beside us and one was talking about how he robbed someone with a knife o.o I was pretty scared, but then they left before our stop, and after arriving at Wuffy's place, I never felt so safe ><

Day 2, Saturday, the meet:
Was a beautiful morning! And that dangerous neighborhood didn't seem so dangerous in the morning anymore xP Anyways, we went to the meeting place. Firstly waiting for :comboio-bolt: at the... train station :P Lucky dog managed to get a first class seat even though he paid a second class xD Anyways!

People started arriving, first Lire and Sny, then Dardo, Mitsu, Profy... And I don't remember the other names xD

After lunch we went to the movies, Puss in boots in 3D! I have to say this was the only movie that got me headaches because of the exaggerated 3D <<

Then Grund arrived, and... damn, he was taller than I imagined x3 Or maybe it was because I'm short... I dunno :P

Dinner, I ate a soup to compensate for the fast food :P And then me and Wuffy headed home, was getting late, and so it ended :P

Day 3
Not much to say... Overslept, train home, and here I am :P

Was a pretty good meet, with the usual drama in between, which I don't give a damn about anymore xP *trying to conserve my well-being here* And yeah! Many manythanks to everybody who came, I enjoyed being with you all, and I hopeto see most of you next Summer,if possible!

PS: Wuffy is adorable. C:

After seeing irl pictures of furries, I stop seeing their fursonas, and start seeing what they look like in reality. Which isn't a bad thing, actually! :P

No, I'm not leaving. It's time to put my foot down in this fandom and this portuguese community about a few situations.

DO NOT try to tell me rumors of this and that with no proves or evidence. Even better, do not tell me if they're NOT related to YOU. As the old saying... MIND YOUR OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS.

I don't care anymore if people are doing this and that, and gossiping around after them.

I DO NOT CARE ANYMORE.

Every piece of information related to someone, a friend, I will only trust to be true if said person tells me that PERSONALLY, or if it someone very close to them, and someone I TRUST TOO.

And as an attempt to excuse myself for the crap I've done the last days, here it is something from the bottom of my heart, not just to relieve myself as guilty:

One thing is to believe a certain rumor at 100% and spread it around like a flier. Other thing is to prove it's wrong, asking directly to the people involved.

I realized the second one it theoretically a pretty thing to do, but trust me, it's not. It's fucking not. So from now on, attempts to make me believe a rumor will be followed by a painful answer.

There might be some people reading this, involved on the recent happenings, and think this is a journal to blame them. NO, It is NOT. This happened in the past already, but only yesterday I realized how much of a fuckup doing this was, and therefore, I just took an action to stop it, which you just read.

For all the people I hurt without meaning it, I am deeply sorry.

In a country where that tradition is completely strange to its history, although quite influentiable, such as Portugal?

Having kids and teenagers up at 1AM ringing on people's apartments who are trying to sleep. <<

Some familiar drama incoming. My grandfather had a leg amputated a week ago, and today we received the news he was diagnosed with Alzheimer. Doesn't want to eat and will be dependable for the rest of his life, which... I don't know if it will be long.

I'm not the kind of insensitive person, but... I'm kinda getting ready for his death, or liberation for him and the ones around him, because he has been in suffering for years now, and made my grandmother, who has the biggest heart I know, suffer as well.

Why am I not affected? Does it make me a terrible person?

Oh hello there.

Next week my third year of College starts, and there are a few things that I have to do, and will need my friends to help me through it.

It hasn't been easy, there are required credits to do the next year, so I need to do at least about 30 or 40 to pass. Otherwise I might fail College, completely.

Since I'm decided to take this year as a Dramatic Turn of Events, for best, and not worse, I will be less often online, but still in a daily basis, and more busy.

Why I need my friends' help? Because I'm easily distracted, and I need their help to force and motivate me to study. I know sometimes it can be boring, and the temptation to open up FA or IRC is extremely high, but I can't, I just can't. Not when I should be working.

The last weeks I've been slightly depressed because I thought I needed someone to help me through this, and sort of tried to see if anyone was interested in that place. But someone made me realize it's not about it; If I can't get enough motivation and happiness myself, how can I have them with someone else? I need to do this year, and I WILL do it. I just hope my best friends can help me through, and slap me in the face when I need it, because I'm sure I will need it lots of times.

TL;DR -> College. More busy.

Thanks for reading, if you did, and I love you all my friends, thanks for staying with me so far, and hope you do for many years, as I will with you.

Ps: A Dramatic Turn of Events is an album that came out perfectly, since it expresses every need I have to do this, and gives me the motivation to do it; It represents what this next year will be for me. Also, comes out in the same day classes start. It's a damn sign.

After that furmeet, I wrote something on my mobile phone a few minutes after I left by train, leaving a few furries behind at the station. Something like this:

"There's no better feeling than meeting the furry friends we've been talking to online for so long, and finding out that the love, the friendship, brotherly love we feel when we used to talk to them is actually real.

I met almost everybody I wanted to meet so badly for the past years/months, and it was really, really awesome.

Thank you guys who came, and the ones who didn't, I expect to meet you soon as well. I feel absolutely great at this time, typing this on my phone right now, after saying goodbye to my big bro  shiranes, the crazy  Profetitus, the awesome  mitsulogic and the sleepy  snytchell ( :P ).

The night was great, I got to talk to  Comboio-Bolt for hours, which was a surprise for me. I know him from the Portuguese community for quite a while, and we have never talked so much, even online x3 And just for the record, he's so awesome and adorable and snuggly and very, very good at massages, though he said the same about mine :P

More than that... I think the hugs were the best. Like  snytchell said, 'Hugs heal everything' (said that while hugging me :P), and they indeed do :P I'm probably being too lame now, but being hugged, being cared for, and respond in the same way was just perfect. I felt like I finally fitted somewhere.

Whatever people might say... Furries are, above everything, a community, and the Portuguese Furry one will always be special for me.

Those two days were worthy of any vacations I had in the past years. Thank you guys <3"

...It's long... But yeah ^^ Was indeed awesome.

I indeed forgot to mention  dardo on that message, who was a very awesome guy, and from that day on, I consider him to be more like a brother than only a friend I already was.

I will miss you all, guys. <3

...is something I've been thinking about for almost a year now :P

Not opening YET; or maybe soon, I just wanted to know what prices you think would be fair for coloring commissions, pretty much in the lines of this style

http://www.furaffinity.net/view/6243523/ (NSFW)

Was thinking of having two separate "modes", linework (from sketches) and/or coloring. What do you guys think?

Thanks for reading, and would reeeeeally appreciate some answers! ^^

Yeah :P Trying a different sort of shading/coloring technique. Though can't post the result, because first, it's crap (My part, the original ink is excellent) aaaand I didn't ask permission to use it, so don't prolly have permission to upload it. :V

Doing more of those soon.

It was :P Spent home, relaxing... So yeah, I'm 21 now ^^