Yep. This account is dead. In other words, I won't ever appear on this account. Instead, check out my RP accounts and where I'll always be.

I'm never on here. So... why should I? Move all my pics over to my RP account, put them in scraps and so forth...

What do you guys think?

I've been waaaay too focused on getting my RP account of the ground. In the meantime, I feel like I neglected some people. In fact, I did. I promised  shadowkusa the finished Act 2 for a couple days now and  Lipton still gets a short story from me since half September and  ToxicFoxCommissions since August! So yeah... fuck me huh?

The first I'll do from tomorrow on is:
1. Send Act 2 to Kusa to review it. I wanna see if it indeed has the immersion I needed.
2. Finish the short stories.

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One very strange thing to mention: I got 97 watchers now. That went way too fast. Thanks guys.

Yep! I did. Yesterday night, I created a secondary account! YAY! *throws glitter n shit up in air* WOOHOO!

Anyway, I did my first major RP with my character Roxanne's pet just a few mins ago. Of course, I RP'ed Roxanne :3

Damn I was nervous! However, it turned really awesome and it goes to show how deep I can immerse myself in her thinking and way of being. Its an unearthly feeling that I just need to experience again. At the end of the RP, Roxanne was pretty tired though she kept a pokerface but I can't do that. So I'm hitting the bed when this is uploaded.

In case some of you haven't RP'ed yet, do it. Its awesome!

Roxanne's account:  R-oxy_Holl1ster
Her pet werewolf:  JanosMan

Sorry for the flashy title. It's pretty important for me that all of my watchers read this. So here it goes.

As of now, my account on FA has gotten a little complex to handle. I feel that having around 10 OC's on one single account is a bit overwhelmig for me at times. Also, since I might have a bit of OCD, I want everything nice in order by character. Now its a scrambled mess.

I need your opinion as I split my account into several OC-focused ones. Two that are for sure going to be seperate accounts will be Roxanne (for RP purposes with her pet) and one for Délarbé, my still not paper third fursona. The question for you is: Should I make more? If yes, how many? A few more or just 10 accounts, one for each OC?

This account will not cease to exist but different content will posted. More personal and less commissioned.

Thanks for reading!

Act 2 is done! AT LONG LAST! 13119 words long is this chapter, taking up 25 Word pages. I haven't been able to put  LunaSelene scene in there but I'll try that as soon as I get back from school.

Thanks for all the support :3

90 WATCHERS! FUCK YEAH! Thank you a lot  Dragzilla66

But yeah 90 watchers is just incredible. I can remember that only a few weeks ago I was forever stuck at number 43 or something like that. Then BAM!

I'm doing fantastic! I'm as of now writing this journal at page 17 of 24 of checking Act 2 of my story. The word count has increased from 11510 to 12759 now and there way more to come seeing how it goes.

And now for something I never thought was gonna happen to me: Two of my female characters, Roxanne and Poisithen, he become mistresses of one of my watchers. This guy, who I leave unidentified until I feel comfortable sharing his name with everyone, deified both Roxanne and Poisithen to no end. He does have two other mistresses but so far he seems very loyal X3

Don't have any money available for any art but that will come very soon. Overall, awesome nah? I'm not very experienced in RP'ing with my female characters but so far it's working out.

Finally, when you think "I'm gonna finish this", your body decides to be a douche and give you the most annoying and frankly the most dizzyness causing headaches I ever had.
Count having a lack of sleep in for some ungodly reason and you got a recipe for discouragement.

So no. I'm not done yet. I apologize to  Lipton since she hasn't been updated on her story regularly. I'll be busy, but for now, its sleepy time.

I've just started working on putting Act 2 together. I want to deliver quality and immersion, something you would expect from a 11k chapter. It will hopefully take me less than an hour but you never know.

Also, in case you're completely sick of the copyright motherfuckers preventing you from getting free music, I have the perfect site for you. It's sort of a hybrid between Facebook and ITunes. However, it doesn't act like Facebook with ads and constant messages. And not like ITunes as you can stream any song for free! I've headbanged myself a whiplash listening to Carcass' 316L Surgical Grade Steel . Top notch quality when and wherever. All you need to do is give your phone number to Russia, since this is a Russian site. However, they already have that probably so who cares? Like I said: no annoying messages, mails or ads will bother you.
Interested? http://vk.com/

Yay! Phantom comes with another happy note! Now we don't have to feign feeling sorry for him >W<

No but seriously, I really owe you guys for the given support. It was honest (as far as the tone of a comment goes) and truly helpful.

I finished Act 2 of Perfect Insanity. Starring  pyxiis playing a neat guest role. 11510 words make this my longest chapter ever written and also the most immersive. Though the latter could still use some work, I love this chapter to DEATH!

Act 3 will starr  LunaSelene also playing a guest role. I think I have a few spots open. It's free and advertising yourself ain't always a bad thing. So apply if you want.

WARNING:THIS STORY IS COMPLETELY OFF CHARTS WHEN IT COMES TO SANITY. THINK TWICE AS YOUR CHARACTER WILL PROBABLY MEET A TERRIBLE FATE.

Act 2 of Perfect Insanity just reached ~10000 words. I'm so glad! I'm nearing the end!
It was really a pain in the arse to write. Such story telling and exposition. And keeping it interesting and fluent is tough as all FUCK! However, it nears its end and that should gimme the confidence to continue on and press through!

I wanna thank the following people and things that supported me:
 Lipton
 LunaSelene (thanks for the cheesecake. YUM!)
 shadowkusa
 pyxiis
 Nuzzo (yes, even you)


FUCK YEAH METAL \m/ >_< \m/
Disturbed
Trivium
Caliban
Decapitated
Rammstein
Eisbrecher
Megaherz
Scar the Martyr
Days of Jupiter
Dimmu Borgir
Pantera
Suicide Silence
Skillet
Onlap


I feel miserable. And no, I'm not sick. Just feeling awful.

In my mind I feel OP! Got everything planned out to the teeny tinyest detail.

But in reality I feel OW. OverWorked. I can't seem to finish Act 2, I got two... no three commission stories to write, one to remaster, the threat of a shitload of homework breathing down my neck and finally  Lipton short-story! Furthermore, I got artists running away with my money and not doing the arts that I paid them for two, three weeks or even FUCKING TWO MONTHS AGO! And I'M pointing fingers >>~X((



The runaway artists!

 Luska
 Khii




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In short: I feel like being flushed down the drainer. Also, I'm lonely. Not friends-wise, but girlfriend-wise. But that's for another time.

Thank you for reading a waste of your time and an example of my waste.

That was... actually pretty damn fast. I've never had this. I just opened up my story and started to write. At first, nothing serious came from my typing fingertips. So I turned it off and looked up some useless shit on YouTube. I got bored and reopened my story. I turned on some FUCKING METAL and began again. And I don't know what it was... either the quasi-inspiration from a fragment of Game of Thrones I found on the net or just the music...

BUT I'M BACK MUTHAFUCKA!
So what's my agenda for the coming days?

1. Finish Act 2 and start on Act 3 of Perfect Insanity
2. Finish the short stories to accompany upcoming commissions
3. Start up on  Lipton short-story she won at the raffle

Thanks for all the positive comments and support. I really needed that. :3

Yep. It happened. I'm officially in a writer's block! SHIT! And I only needed to do two things:

1. Finish Act 2 of Perfect Insanity.
2. Start up the story for  Lipton she won during my story raffle.

I feel so... absolutely... worthless right now. Just... FFFFFFFFFFF!$@#%@^%~!@.
Better not translate that.

But yeah, shit hit the fence. It might take a while for me get through it but I will eventually.

Hey there!

Since you are all my watchers (79), I thought that I might make this. I noticed that more then 80% is a total stranger to me. So I want to know what I'm dealing with. Tell something about yourself, the reason why you watched me and ask whatever you'd like.

The winner of the story raffle has become....

 Lipton

Since this went so great, I'm planning to do another. So no crying! I already reached the 75 milestone so prepare for another. I might even start commissions if this is succesful...

I'm feeling so happy! People really enjoy my material and even when it has been ages since I posted anything new, there remains that loyal set of fans. Yay! I've sent a document to my friend  pyxiis and this is her response: "I literally could not stop reading that! I like **** stoic personality and **** light-hearted humour; they contrast each other so you've got a good mix of characters there. Your writing style is very to-the-point, and the pace is good so even large amounts of text are easy to digest."
(This is quoted. It has been cut not reveal any spoiler/plot lines. However nothing has been altered. If this violates her privacy or anything else, this will be removed upon request)

So, tomorrow will be the end of the story raffle. I reckon somewhere between 13:00 or 14:00 GMT+1. Keep them fingers crossed!

I wss gonna use this to rant about commisions I'm still waiting on but me too happy bout good feedback :3

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6124329/
Do I need to repeat myself?

I've read a passage from the book that was so overhyped. It was a blowjob scene. My look on it?

A first draft. This is nothing but barebones. This is my understanding of a rough, first draft. I let it rest so I can think straight again. I come back, fresh minded and I add what needs to be added. The writer clearly forgot that. As there no emotion to it, barely any feeling. If you can call it that. I can write waaaay better than this bullshit. This sold for 100 million copies!? Get a life. For fuck's sake.

Is the book written as barebones as this scene? I feel awkward reading a more so succesful but severly lacking passage while my own is just better. Don't believe me? Compare that part with what I've written in my adult one-shot "Her Free Man". I'll never say it's a masterpiece, but better for sure.

Thanks for reading and sorry for wasting your time X3

50th watcher:  legalkiller1127

From 47 to 50 in the blink of an eye. All I did was upload one adopt. Dafuq? But seriously, thank you all! I'm not an artist, just a writer that doesn't post stories here. All I do is commission and repost and then I get this! Unbelievable!

So since most artists hold raffles for this to celebrate, I decided to do the same. Somewhat.
I'm offering free short stories (2000-8000 words) featuring your character. All ratings allowed.
All I need is a comment on this journal and a ref to your character you want featured. You don't neccesarily watch me.
After a winner has been chosen, I'll note him or her for details regarding that story.

Example of my best one-shot: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14423629/
Example of an adult one-shot: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14447791/

No idea when I'm gonna end this raffle. I guess the end of September sounds good. Okay? OKAY then!

Good luck and THANK YOU ALL AGAIN!

Update 4/9/14: Please help me! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6084847/

Hey everyone! It's been a while huh?

I would like thank everyone for their favorites on my demon girl Poisithen. If she wasn't already taken, she would feel flattered.

In light of this, I've decided to post more of my stories here on FA. Beginning with a story that I never really finished. No reason why. Either way, I picked it up today and will be posting it on FA.
It's about the Star Fox series, namely focusing on Krystal and my own human character. It plays before Star Fox: Adventures so no Fox X Krystal fans will be butthurt.

If you doubt my quality of writing, I got a buddy of mine here on FA who can prove that I'm not writing shit. His name?  Zewing

I'm back from France. IT WAS AWESOME! I really needed this.
Now, I said I had a limited budget, however, it seems there is more than I expected. The commission that has been written in bold is for a friend to see. So... VERSION 7!

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Version 7!

Please copy the following into a note or comment if interested:
[]Commission name:
[]Your prize:
[]Example of quality for that price:
[]Estimated time of completion:
[]WIP updates: Yes/No. If Yes, how many times?
-Weekly
-Bi-weekly
-Every three days
-Every day
-Other (elobarate if so)

Example:
[] My girls
[] $70
[] Hyperlink to the pic of the quality you get for that prize.
[] Two weeks
[] Yes. Every three days.

At the end of my stay, I'll be sure to let the lucky ones know that I have their desired piece to create. The best prize/quality have the best chances. Without further undo, here's my list!

-CLA team
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, full color and shading. With a logo in the background. Military themed. Four descriptions and one reference.
Status: Open
Contestants:
1.  pyxiis

-My girls
Six characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. Beach themed. All have references.
Status: Open

-Survival
Three characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Survival/apocalyptic theme. Three references.
Status: Open
Contestants:  pyxiis

-Get the f#ck outta my way!
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Building exploding in the background. No specific theme. One reference.
Status: Not open now

-CLA around a campfire (if previous CLA has been completed)
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, painted. Apocalyptic, barren environment at night. Military theme. One reference (previous CLA pic)
Status: Not open now

-Tag Team (sniper and spotter)
Two characters, male, anthro, painted. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the afternoon. Military theme. One reference and one description.
Status: Not open now

-Emperor Phantom and Beast Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, full color and shading. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the early morning. No specific theme.
Status: Not open until word from  pyxiis

-My little brother
One character seen through the eyes of another, male, beast, either greyshades or full color. Looking inside a large cage. Brotherly themed. One description.
Status: Not open now

-Don't die (previously Dear brother...)
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, detailed and colored sketch. Apocalyptic, barren environment with an ash-filled sky. Death themed. Two references if Phantom and Spectre are already done. One reference and one description if not.
Status: Not open now

-Three sides of the same coin
Three characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Slight gore included. Two references and one description. Three references if Délarbé and Poisithen is finished.
Status: Not open now

-Two sides of Phantom
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. PI and military themed. One references for both.
Status: Open

-Two sides of Ryan
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. SWAT and mercenary themed. One reference for both.
Status: Open

-Overburdened
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Bedroom at night. One reference.
Status: Open

-Neue Deutsche Härte
Two characters, either male/female or just female, anthro, full color and shading. Simple, random background: choice of the artist. Two references.
Status: Open

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-Multiplayer (NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, full color and shaded. Living room. Gaming and sex-themed. Two references.
Status: Open

-Teaming up (NSFW and special)
Two of my characters (male) and one of the artist (female only). Choices for the rest are open.
Status: Open

-Délarbé and Poisithin (NSFW)
Not before the SFW is done.
Status: Not opened yet

-Jagdzeit (Kinda NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. Forest environment. German language included. Two references.
Status: Open

-How about a shower? (NSFW)
One character, female, anthro, full color and shading. Bathroom with shower cabin. One reference.
Status: Not open yet

More can be on their way. It is allowed to choose more than one; no limits.
Reminders will be posted reguraly. Good luck

Cut off until further notice
I did something stupid. Super stupid! Though I knew that it would sap me dry, I still did it.

Let me get your out of the confusion. Yesterday, I was asked by  nuzzo to check my mail for the approval of a WIP. However, I turned off all of Google so that the updates wouldn't sap me dry through roaming. If I were to activate all of Google, it would cost me. Guess what I still did?

From €11,92 to €1,92 in the blink of a fucking eye! I have no words to describe my own stupidity.

So, this is the last you'll hear from me. Uploading this journal will cost about 50 cents so... I got that going for me. Which SUCKS!

I apologize to those who have questions, have send me notes etc but I can't reply until I got wifi. Which may take a while.

Expect to hear from me in... it's 00:10 AM here, Saturday. Expect to hear from me in 6 days max.

I don't blame Nuzzo, let that be clear.

I'm sorry again.