Thanks to my limited budget, I'm closing the list for now. Until I'm back, this is what you have to deal with. Those taken will be removed.

Version 6.5! CLOSED!

Please copy the following into a note or comment if interested:
[]Commission name:
[]Your prize:
[]Example of quality for that price:
[]Estimated time of completion:
[]WIP updates: Yes/No. If Yes, how many times?
-Weekly
-Bi-weekly
-Every three days
-Every day
-Other (elobarate if so)

Example:
[] My girls
[] $70
[] Hyperlink to the pic of the quality you get for that prize.
[] Two weeks
[] Yes. Every three days.

At the end of my stay, I'll be sure to let the lucky ones know that I have their desired piece to create. The best prize/quality have the best chances. Without further undo, here's my list!

-CLA team
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, full color and shading. With a logo in the background. Military themed. Four descriptions and one reference.
Status: Open
Contestants: 
1.  pyxiis

-My girls
Five (possibly six if all goes well) characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. Beach themed. All have references.
Status: Open

-Survival 
Three characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Survival/apocalyptic theme. Three references.
Status: Open
Contestants:  pyxiis

-Get the f#ck outta my way!
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Building exploding in the background. No specifictheme. One reference.
Status: Open

-CLA around a campfire (if previous CLA has been completed)
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, painted. Apocalyptic, barren environment at night. Military theme. One reference (previous CLA pic)
Status: Open

-Tag Team (sniper and spotter)
Two characters, male, anthro, painted. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the afternoon. Military theme. One reference and one description.
Status: Open

-Emperor Phantom and Beast Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, full color and shading. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the early morning. No specific theme. 
Status: Open

-My little brother
One character seen through the eyes of another, male, beast, either greyshades or full color. Looking inside a large cage. Brotherly themed. One description.
Status: Open

-Don't die (previously Dear brother...)
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, detailed and colored sketch. Apocalyptic, barren environment with an ash-filled sky. Death themed. Two references if Phantom and Spectre are already done. One reference and one description if not.
Status: Open

-Three sides of the same coin
Three characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Slight gore included. Two references and one description. Three references if Délarbé and Poisithen is finished.
Status: Open

-Two sides of Phantom
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. PI and military themed. One references for both.
Status: Open

-Two sides of Ryan
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. SWAT and mercenary themed. One reference for both.
Status: Open

-Overburdened
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Bedroom at night. One reference.
Status: Open

-Neue Deutsche Härte
Two characters, either male/female or just female, anthro, full color and shading. Simple, random background: choice of the artist. Two references.
Status: Open

__________________________

-Multiplayer (NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, full color and shaded. Living room. Gaming and sex-themed. Two references. 
Status: Open

-Teaming up (NSFW and special)
Two of my characters (male) and one of the artist (female only). Choices for the rest are open. 
Status: Open

-Délarbé and Poisithin (NSFW)
Not before the SFW is done.
Status: Not opened yet

-Jagdzeit (Kinda NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. Forest environment. German language included. Two references.
Status: Open

-How about a shower? (NSFW)
One character, female, anthro, full color and shading. Bathroom with shower cabin. One reference.
Status: Open

-Comfort (NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. Inside a tent. Two references.
Status: Open

More can be on their way. It is allowed to choose more than one; no limits. You have till Friday next week. Reminders will be posted reguraly. Good luck 

I'm back at 40 watchers. Back on the grid biatch! Yeeeeeeeaaaaaaah! It may sounds stupid but I like that round number. If I could draw, I would let you guys enjoy a raffle or something. But since I suckz at that, I can't. Still, thank you a lot!

As for the update, I'm closing the list for now. Why? Because I'm running out of moniez, that's why! '^_^ I've already spent over $100 if it isn't more. Besides, I wasn't really getting much claims anyway. I can't upload anything to link to my journal because that means uploading and that means roaming will suck me dry.

The lucky ones that have gotten some commissions are:
 nomoreshame
 pyxiis
 nuzzo

I'll update the list as V6.5 soon so there will be no confusion.

Phantom and Spectre have been sold to  pyxiis I simply couldn't resist her quality. If you want me to trust you too, show me something! I got a fresh and new list for ya all!

Here's commission list 7!

Please copy the following into a note or comment if interested:
[]Commission name:
[]Your prize:
[]Example of quality for that price:
[]Estimated time of completion:
[]WIP updates: Yes/No. If Yes, how many times?
-Weekly
-Bi-weekly
-Every three days
-Every day
-Other (elobarate if so)

Example:
[] My girls
[] $70
[] Hyperlink to the pic of the quality you get for that prize.
[] Two weeks
[] Yes. Every three days.

At the end of my stay, I'll be sure to let the lucky ones know that I have their desired piece to create. The best prize/quality have the best chances. Without further undo, here's my list!

-Délarbé and Poisithin
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. With a complex background. Either black gooish or hellish. Gore and hellish themes. Description and one reference.
Status: Taken by:  nomoreshame

-CLA team
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, full color and shading. With a logo in the background. Military themed. Four descriptions and one reference.
Status: Taken by:  pyxiis

-My girls
Five (possibly six if all goes well) characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. Beach themed. All have references.
Status: Open

-Phantom and Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background. No specific theme. One description and one reference.
Status: Taken by  pyxiis
Also: Sketch by  nuzzo

-Survival 
Three characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Survival/apocalyptic theme. Three references.
Status: Open

-Get the f#ck outta my way!
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Building exploding in the background. No specifictheme. One reference.
Status: Open

-CLA around a campfire (if previous CLA has been completed)
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, painted. Apocalyptic, barren environment at night. Military theme. One reference (previous CLA pic)
Status: Open

-Tag Team (sniper and spotter)
Two characters, male, anthro, painted. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the afternoon. Military theme. One reference and one description.
Status: Open

-Emperor Phantom and Beast Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, full color and shading. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the early morning. No specific theme. 
Status: Open

-My little brother
One character seen through the eyes of another, male, beast, either greyshades or full color. Looking inside a large cage. Brotherly themed. One description.
Status: Open

-Don't die (previously Dear brother...)
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, detailed and colored sketch. Apocalyptic, barren environment with an ash-filled sky. Death themed. Two references if Phantom and Spectre are already done. One reference and one description if not.
Status: Open

-Three sides of the same coin
Three characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Slight gore included. Two references and one description. Three references if Délarbé and Poisithen is finished.
Status: Open

-Two sides of Phantom
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. PI and military themed. One references for both.
Status: Open

-Two sides of Ryan
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. SWAT and mercenary themed. One reference for both.
Status: Open

-Overburdened
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Bedroom at night. One reference.
Status: Open
__________________________
-Multiplayer (NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, full color and shaded. Living room. Gaming and sex-themed. Two references. 
Status: Open

-Teaming up (NSFW and special)
Two of my characters (male) and one of the artist (female only). Choices for the rest are open. 
Status: Open

-Délarbé and Poisithin (NSFW)
Not before the SFW is done.
Status: Not opened yet

-Jagdzeit (Kinda NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. Forest environment. Two references.
Status: Open

-How about a shower? (NSFW)
One character, female, anthro, full color and shading. Bathroom with shower cabin. One reference.
Status: Open

More can be on their way. It is allowed to choose more than one; no limits. You have till Friday next week. Reminders will be posted reguraly. Good luck 

The update to the previous. I added a few NSFW commissions to the list. They are beneath a line to seperate the SFW from the adult stuff.
I also added an example of how to comment properly.

With that being said: Commission list 5!

Please copy the following into a note or comment if interested:
[]Commission name:
[]Your prize:
[]Example of quality for that price:
[]Estimated time of completion:
[]WIP updates: Yes/No. If Yes, how many times?
-Weekly
-Bi-weekly
-Every three days
-Every day
-Other (elobarate if so)

Example:
[] My girls
[] $70
[] Hyperlink to the pic of the quality you get for that prize.
[] Two weeks
[] Yes. Every three days.

At the end of my stay, I'll be sure to let the lucky ones know that I have their desired piece to create. The best prize/quality have the best chances. Without further undo, here's my list!

-Délarbé and Poisithin
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. With a complex background. Either black gooish or hellish. Gore and hellish themes. Description and one reference.
Status: Taken by:  nomoreshame

-CLA team
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, full color and shading. With a logo in the background. Military themed. Four descriptions and one reference.
Status: Taken by:  pyxiis

-My girls
Five characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. Beach themed. Five references.
Status: Open

-Phantom and Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background. No specific theme. One description and one reference.
Status: Open
Contestants:
1.  pyxiis
2.  nuzzo (quick sketch of just Spectre)

-Survival 
Three characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Survival/apocalyptic theme. Three references.
Status: Open

-Get the f#ck outta my way!
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Building exploding in the background. No specifictheme. One reference.
Status: Open

-CLA around a campfire (if previous CLA has been completed)
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, painted. Apocalyptic, barren environment at night. Military theme. One reference (previous CLA pic)
Status: Open

-Tag Team (sniper and spotter)
Two characters, male, anthro, painted. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the afternoon. Military theme. One reference and one description.
Status: Open

-Emperor Phantom and Beast Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, full color and shading. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the early morning. No specific theme.
Status: Open

-My little brother
One character seen through the eyes of another, male, beast, either greyshades or full color. Looking inside a large cage. Brotherly themed. One description.
Status: Open

-Don't die (previously Dear brother...)
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, detailed and colored sketch. Apocalyptic, barren environment with an ash-filled sky. Death themed. Two references if Phantom and Spectre are already done. One reference and one description if not.
Status: Open

-Three sides of the same coin
Three characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Slight gore included. Two references and one description. Three references if Délarbé and Poisithen is finished.
Status: Open

-Two sides of Phantom
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. PI and military themed. One references for both.
Status: Open

-Two sides of Ryan
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. SWAT and mercenary themed. One reference for both.
Status: Open
__________________________
-Multiplayer (NSFW)
Two characters, male/female, full color and shaded. Living room. Game and sex-themed. Two references.
Status: Open

-Teaming up (NSFW and special)
Two of my characters (male) and one of the artist (female only). Choices for the rest are open.
Status: Open

-Délarbé and Poisithin (NSFW)
Not before the SFW is done.
Status: Open

More can be on their way. It is allowed to choose more than one; no limits. You have about two-and-a-half weeks. Reminders will be posted reguraly. Good luck 

I've deleted my journal in which I rampaged for losing a watcher. Now the count has come to two. I have peace with it since I've decided that those aren't worth my time. I have good friends/contacts here on FA like  EGKangaroo and  pyxiis

With that being said: Commission list numero 4!

Please copy the following into a note or comment if interested:
[]Commission name:
[]Your prize:
[]Example of quality:
[]Estimated time of completion:
[]WIP updates: Yes/No. If Yes, how many times?
-Weekly
-Bi-weekly
-Every three days
-Every day
-Other (elobarate if so)

At the end of my stay, I'll be sure to let the lucky ones know that I have their desired piece to create. The best prize/quality have the best chances. Without further undo, here's my list!

-Délarbé and Poisithin
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. With a complex background. Either black gooish or hellish. Gore and hellish themes. Description and one reference.
Status: Taken by:  nomoreshame

-CLA team
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, full color and shading. With a logo in the background. Military themed. Four descriptions and one reference.
Status: Taken by:  pyxiis

-My girls
Five characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. Beach themed. Five references.
Status: Open

-Phantom and Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background. No specific theme. One description and one reference.
Status: Open
Contestants:
1.  pyxiis
2.  nuzzo (quick sketch of just Spectre)

-Survival
Three characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Survival/apocalyptic theme. Three references.
Status: Open

-Get the f#ck outta my way!
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Building exploding in the background. No specifictheme. One reference.

-CLA around a campfire (if previous CLA has been completed)
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, painted. Apocalyptic, barren environment at night. Military theme. One reference (previous CLA pic)

-Tag Team
Two characters, male, anthro, painted. Apocalyptic, mostly barren environment in the afternoon. Military theme. One reference and one description.

-My little brother
One character seen through the eyes of another, male, beast, either greyshades or full color. Looking inside a large cage. Brotherly themed. One description.

-Don't die (previously Dear brother...)
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, detailed and colored sketch. Apocalyptic, barren environment with an ash-filled sky. Death themed. Two references if Phantom and Spectre are already done. One reference and one description if not.

-Three sides of the same coin
Three characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Slight gore included. Two references and one description. Three references if Délarbé and Poisithen is finished.

-Two sides of Phantom
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. PI and military themed. One references for both.

-Two sides of Ryan
Same character, two different looks. Male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background with a logo. SWAT and mercenary themed. One reference for both.

More can be on their way. It is allowed to choose more than one; no limits. You have about two-and-a-half weeks. Reminders will be posted reguraly. Good luck

Hey everyone! Even though I'm in France, I keep a tight check on what happens on FA. It costs me, true, but it's worth it.

To the point. When I come back, I'll be spending on art. And I have wishes. The art will vary in terms of how many characters to complexity. And I need artists who are willing to draw things out for me! Be aware that some have no ref and need to be created from scratch.

Please copy the following into a note or comment if interested:
[]Commission name:
[]Your prize:
[]Example of quality:
[]Estimated time of completion:
[]WIP updates: Yes/No. If Yes, how many times?
-Weekly
-Bi-weekly
-Every three days
-Every day
-Other (elobarate if so)

At the end of my stay, I'll be sure to let the lucky ones know that I have their desired piece to create. The best prize/quality have the best chances. Without further undo, here's my list!

-Délarbé and Poisithin
Two characters, male/female, anthro, full color and shading. With a complex background. Either black gooish or hellish. Gore and hellish themes. Description and one reference.
Status: Taken by  NoMoreShame

-CLA team
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, full color and shading. With a logo in the background. Military themed. Four descriptions and one reference.
Status: Taken by  pyxiis

-My girls
Five characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. Beach themed. Five references.
Status: Open

-Phantom and Spectre
Two characters, male, anthro, full color and shading. Simple background. No specific theme. One description and one reference.
Status: Open

-Survival
Three characters, female, anthro, full color and shading. No background. Survival/apocalyptic theme. Three references.
Status: Open

-Get the f#ck outta my way!
One character, male, anthro, full color and shading. Building exploding in the background. No specifictheme. One reference.

-CLA around a campfire (if previous CLA has been completed)
Five characters, male/female, anthro/human, painted. Apocalyptic, barren environment at night. Military theme. One reference (previous CLA pic)

-Dear brother...
Two characters, male, anthro/beast, detailed, colored sketch. Apocalyptic, barren environment with an ash-filled sky. Death themed. Two references if Phantom and Spectre are already done. One reference and one description if not.

More can be on their way. You have about two-and-a-half weeks. Reminders will be posted reguraly. Good luck.

Free shit. Need I say more?
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6003446/

Report number 2 from France. The sun made way for annoying drizzle at times but at least we had a great bbq. God I love meat! Nomnomnomnom!
Cause I was bored, I wrote out the scene of a commission :iconFluffyUrsidae : made for me starring my characters Ryan and Roxanne banging! It's my first sexual writing ever and as it is, I think it's pretty good.
If you haven't yet, check on  pyxiis for commissions. As far as I know, she still needs help. SO DO IT! >:(
To artists who still owe me... SEND ME THE GODDAMN PICS ALREADY! The waiting is driving me nuts and checking FA costs me money thanks to roaming. So even if just a WIP, send me! I beg of thy!

Sup FA and watchers! Phantom here with a report of the first two days in France.
It's very sunny and quiet here. Just perfect. For those wondering: I'm using data streaming instead of wifi cause we don't have that. And the nearst McDonalds is 50 km away. So I can only answer a few things before the costs exceed €1. I need to use this more than once nah?

To the point: I've noticed that not all artists who were supposed to give me art on Monday did not to this. Please as fast as possible.
Also, thanks to those who did. I luv u X3

Another thing: please take a commission from ma Rammstein sista  pyxiis She really needs it and if I wasn't here in France I would have jumped in myself. But I'm unable to. She needs £50 which roughly translates to about $70? Just do it!

Thanks for reading!

DEATHLINE:

Hey guys. Quick update. I don't think it should be a huge issue but you can say that around 5:30 AM (GMT +1) I won't be able to receive anything anymore. Then you're too late

But, no worries though. I'll find free Wifi spots and risk getting my ass hacked just for you guys

Ain't that wonderful?

OWED ART:

These people have promised me at least something (either finished or sketch) on Monday so expect you keep your promise mkay? If you think you might have it finished by then, it's good too. I'm not that cold.

IMPORTANT!


Because I'm gonna be in France on Monday (that being 5:30 AM in the morning GMT +1), there's a subtle yet strong standing deadline. Artists that owe me have till Monday for approval of sketches, details, delivering finished products and such. If you do this any later than Monday, I can't reply or comment on anything, meaning that you're stuck and I feel guilty as fuck while I should be relaxed. So thanks for the understanding.

EXCEPTION PRODUCERS!

1. Unaffected regulations
As for artists who I've agreed on or I feel like giving slack for whatever reason on to finish my art after or during my vacation: you are of course unaffected. If you can finish it faster, please do, then I'll scrap you of the list.

2. Knowing you can't finish it before Monday for whatever reason
If you are truly unable to finish what I commissioned you for because you have family and/or personal issues for example, I understand. Please comment below if this is the case and I'll put you on the list under "Unaffected".

LIST

Unaffected:
 nomoreshame would like to see a sketch before I go
 nuzzo
 fluffyursidae
 zefrenchinator
 IHitomi-KitsuiokiI

Affected:
 luska
 nyma
 cherrychocoalate
 wolfichan
 space-pikachu

IMPORTANT!

Because I'm gonna be in France on Monday (that being 5:30 AM in the morning GMT +1), there's a subtle yet strong standing deadline. Artists that owe me have till Monday for approval of sketches, details, delivering finished products and such. If you do this any later than Monday, I can't reply or comment on anything, meaning that you're stuck and I feel guilty as fuck while I should be relaxed. So thanks for the understanding.

EXCEPTION PRODUCERS!

1. Unaffected regulations
As for artists who I've agreed on or I feel like giving slack for whatever reason on to finish my art after or during my vacation: you are of course unaffected. If you can finish it faster, please do, then I'll scrap you of the list.

2. Knowing you can't finish it before Monday for whatever reason
If you are truly unable to finish what I commissioned you for because you have family and/or personal issues for example, I understand. Please comment below if this is the case and I'll put you on the list under "Unaffected".

LIST

Unaffected:
 NoMoreShame would like to see a sketch before I go
 nuzzo
 fluffyursidae

Affected:
 Luska
 nyma
 cherrychocoalate
 wolfichan
 zefrenchinator
 space-pikachu Yuki-Onna ref sheet

Stolen from  Strawberrylove

Name: Cas
Nickname: Casaova
Location: Netherlands
Age: 18
Height: 1.79 meters
Zodiac sign: Pisces
Any pets: A dog
Favorite thing about yourself: Very adaptable
Worst habit: Arrogant
Fun fact: Not religious, yet satanic

Identity, Sexuality & Personality

Gender identity: Male
Sexual preference: women
Romantic preference: That ass
"Kinsey Scale" score: 0
Relationship status: Open
Myers/Briggs type: Dafuq?
Hogwarts house: Slytherin

Routine

"Early Bird" or "Night Owl": Night owl. THE NIGHT!
Bath or shower: Shower
First thought in the morning: Still... too... fucking... tired
Last thought before falling asleep at night: Seriously bladder?

School/Work

Do you work or are you a student: work
What do you do well: Writing fanfics
Where do you see yourself in 5 years: Programming a video game


Habits (Do you…?)

Drink: Almost nothing
Smoke: Never
Do Drugs: Nope
Exercise: Nope
Have a go-to comfort food: Anything ranging from pizza to McDonalds
Have a nervous habit: Plucking my shirt

What is your favorite…?

Physical quality (in yourself): None
In Others: Face and ass (female only)
Mental/emotional quality(in yourself): Open minded
Animal: Canines, felines, vulpines
Artist/Band/Group: METAL! METALCORE! DEATHCORE!
Author/Poet: Meh...
TV Show: Big Bang Theory
Actor/Actress: Jason Stratham

Sorry if you were expecting any art to be uploaded. Work was terrible! It tore me down and the only thing that build me up again was the taste of pizza. Hmmmm!
However, I couldn't upload anything. It's 0:08 PM right now so... tomorrow? :>

Mind the Spam people! There will be a small barrage of art that was made for me but I never uploaded them myself. Since I'm going to France next Monday, I figured I'll give you guys something to enjoy while I'm gone.

One piece of art is to be excluded until  pyxiis has finished my commission, but I'm sure that won't take days anymore

IMPORTANT!

Also, because I'm gone, there's a subtle yet strong standing deadline. Artists that owe me, no matter their mental state (sorry to go all-out and very blunt) have until Monday for approval of sketches, details and such. If later, I can't reply or comment on anything, meaning that you're stuck and I feel guilty as fuck while I should be relaxed. Thanks for the understanding.

As for artists who I've agreed or I feel like giving slack for whatever reason on to finish my art after or during my vacation: you are of course unaffected. If you can finish it faster, please do, then I'll scrap you of this list:

Unaffected:
 NoMoreShame
 nuzzo
 FluffyUrsidae
 IHitomi-KitsuiokiI

Affected:
 Luska
 pyxiis
 Nyma
 cherrychocoalate
 wolfichan
 zefrenchinator

People who I think I'm gonna block soon:
 Catniped

That's right! Next week I'll be in France for three weeks. It's a very isolated place, meaning that internet is hella expensive on my phone. Besides, I like being away for a while.

So if any of you artists out there see this and owe me art, finish them fast or you'll have to wait three weeks until I'm back

Those I owe art from:

 NoMoreShame
 pyxiis

and more.

Today, I have been a part of the cremation of my best friend's ( EGKangaroo) father. As I mentioned in "A friend's tragedy, is my tragedy" he passed away on the 18th of July and today was the last goodbye.

The ceremony began at 10:30 AM local time and everyone had to be there by 10:15 AM. When I arrived there, I saw him approach me. He overwhelmed me by suddenly embracing me in his arms. I reacted fast enough to return the favor. The poor guy cried his heart out on my shoulder, or at least what he hadn't cried out yet.

It made me realize how much he appreciated me being there. I was extremely nervous because I've never been to such a place without being someone left behind. But I felt very much at home there. As if his family, could have been mine.

Normally, I don't cry during such sessions (because I didn't knew his dad very well) but seeing my best friend standing in front of a microphone, saying what was on his heart, filled me up.

I finally bursted into tears when I saw him and his brother say his last goodbye's in front of the coffin. I wanted to join him so bad but knew that it was impossible.

My mom said it wasn't a bad thing. She quoted a sentence from a Dutch poet and entertainer Toon Hermans: pas als je iemand hebt, die met je lacht en grient dan pas mag je zeggen: ik heb een vriend

In other words: If you have someone, with whom you laugh and cry, then you can say: I have a friend.


On that note I end this journal entry. I wanted this journal entry to be a raging towards artists who owe me art but this is way more important.

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5957317/
These, I guess two, are extraordinary artists who are currently in a time of crisis. Commissions are open and they would very much appreciate anything coming in. They do NSFW for those interested so give them some love okay?

http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5957317/
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 LuckyDuck http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5952579/
For free! NSFW! Just give a ref and I might make it!

Yesterday, around 21:00 PM or so, I received a note from my best friend  EGKangaroo with the title "A quick poke". I thought it was nothing more than a casual message. The link he supplied, guided me to a journal entry of him.

Never before was I so wrong about so much...

In that journal entry, I read that his father passed away on the 18th of July, between 20:30-21:00. After battling a disease for 3 years, he couldn't keep up. I was in such a shock. This guy didn't deserve this. Not now and not ever!

I spammed his mailbox and FA mailbox with "Don't hesitate if you need me" and I commented on the journal entry. The waiting was agonizing and finally I called the poor guy. Despite me being afraid of being pushy, stalking, getting his mom on the phone and even more nonsense that spooked through my head.

He sounded pretty calm and tried to cope with the loss. He told me that they were cleaning up the living room, where his immobile father mostly stayed for the 3 years he was still on this Earth. I offered to help him, to be there with him.

He declined it, saying that he can't have visitors now. So I suggested he were to come over to my place on Monday, aka tomorrow. He agreed.

Monday was actually gonna be the day that me and my little annoying brother were gonna visit the most popular Dutch amusement park "Efteling" but I didn't even think about that. My little brother felt with him and completely forgot about it as well. He even suggested that EGKangaroo should take his place and go with me to the Efteling instead. We'll see.

Something more personal for EG
And Kevin, if you read this:
Know that I'll always be there for you when you need me.
Know that I'm not the only one caring for you; my whole family is.
Know that your tragedy, is my tragedy.
Know that no matter what, I'll... We'll be there for you.

I can't believe it. Yesterday I posted two pics (SFW and NSFW) of an adopted demon dragon-wolfess and I received 15+ favorites and three new watchers in return. This is a milestone in my short time being active on Furaffinity. Let's just say it isn't over that particular wolfess. Oh no. I'm planning to do a lot more with her. And for good measure: I have 363 messages.

THANKS YOU ALL!

I just saw that my page has been viewed 200 times! Not just that, but I as a writer have been taken in some library here on Furaffinity. Pretty cool. THANK YOU ALL!

I've commissioned more artists to draw out characters for me. I found some male and female metalheads for Trivium and Rammstein respectively. MUTTER!

I'm still waiting the important one's. If they come in, then more can continue. HURRY UP!

Yuuzea (http://www.furaffinity.net/user/yuuzea/) just got back to me telling me that he'll be making a colored sketch of Calamity for me to judge. His prices are low for his quality and he's currently low on commisions. GRAB THEM WHILE THEY'RE HOT!

I've also been honored to see my real-life best Dutch friend in the world EGKangaroo (http://www.furaffinity.net/user/egkangaroo/) has watched me.

I'm now at an all time high in favorites (23) and 11 watches. 87 (aside from one) comments that are positive so I can't complain.

I've almost reached 100 messages (feeling important! Ye'eaaah!) and Melangetic finished the two art pieces I had commisioned for. Awesome!

Also, I received my first adopt yesterday. I named the beauty Calamity, curiousity of Trivium's The Calamity. It gives me some space to experiment on. This including her clothing, fur color perhaps. Check her out here http://www.furaffinity.net/view/13910478/
I'm waiting for a good yet cheaper artist to come by so that she can be drawn from a different perspective.

It feels so awesome to upload a few pics and already receive such positive support. Granted, all is not created but commissioned by me but with 12 comments, 1 journal, 10 favorites and 4 watches I'm supah glad! ;)

So in return, something bout moi:

I live in Holland. That country in Europe not bigger than a turd. Not important, I know. But we are in the Quarter Finals of the FIFA World Cup! Take that Team USA! WOOOH! Erhum... excuse me.

I'm 18. Problem?

I've been a member since August 2013 but haven't been active at all. That was not until FanFiction member Zewing hooked me up with Melangetic (THANK GOD!) and got me into this all.

I love female furry art! I'm a sucker for Star Fox's Krystal, other vixens, felines, cats and sometimes dogs too.
But my all time favorite is of course Roxanne.

I'm a fur with three fursona's. I used to have one, then two and quickly a third emerged. I call them "3 sides of the same coin"

- The first is Phantom. He's a male arctic fox with random spots of rust all over his snow-white fur. He's in his early 30's. He's kind of an asshole but is nice when nice is returned. He's a sucker for his girlfriend Kursed (very popular Krystal alter ego). He has a brother named Spectre. Details about him shall be kept in the shadows.

- The second is Ryan Steller. He's a male cheetah with a normal cheetah color scheme. He's the moralist of the three. He works with the SWAT after a history of sh*t. He met Roxanne some good 10 years ago. Only 1,5 ago years did they spoke of mutual love.

- The last but not least is Délarbé (Day-lar-bay). Dust up your French for this one and hide directly after that. Switching the "r" and the "b" at the end will spell "Damaged" in French. He's the personification of my insanity and the (of course) made-up alter of (Star Fox's) Fox McCloud. He even stars his own story at sensitive stomachs and Krystal fans don't like. His fur is spooky grey, on the edge of silver. His pain threshold is tremendously, being formed and insanified by it. He loves shock and suffering, leaving the victim cringing. When the last tear is shed, all hope is vanished and darkness has come over, he'll be the only light within the darkness. Touch it... come closer to it. It feels warm, doesn't it? Can you feel how save you are in my arms? Under my watch? SHRED You're dead!

The main fursona I use is Ryan. He's the most realistic of the three and the most respected by the public that already knows the three.

That's kinda it. Check my FanFiction account Phantom R.D.S. Foxx (https://www.fanfiction.net/u/4891270/) for more.