Update on life and what i'm doing.
Posted 3 years agoHey there, so i don't think this much, if never at all i should say. I've never used journals much and i been thinking maybe i should talk a bit. Whats going on, whats happening, and why haven't i been posting.
For whats going on, well, I been studying to get into computers and the It field like a friend recommended for me. i mean, i been trying to get into computers, but college was too slow, expensive, and while it has a lot of other benefits i wouldn't replace, wasn't going to work out. at the moment I'm half way to getting a certificate and enter a new stage in my life I never thought I would be entering. But there isn't all good news. I had a few traumatic events both online and in real life that i had to overcome and take in, deal with some bad actors, but most of all seeking help to talk about those and see how I can deal with and understand this stuff better with a therapist. So far, things have been okay, if a bit slow.
Lately I been trying to get back into writing when I'm able too. i find writing a enjoyable, if challenging hobby for me and it really allows me to explore and put out my creative ideas. Although I do have some bad habits I need to sort out like stop editing the first draft before it's even finished. Also got back into Cyberpunk 2077. Yea, I was sucking the hype train fumes really hard for those who know me, and the train crash of a release really bummed me out. However, I made a new game for the 1.5 reboot update and I have to say, it feels better. A lot better. it's not ideal yet, although granted I was hoping for more immersive things like being able to buy food and eat at a table ot drink cocktails at a bar like in the scripted scenes. Sorta like in RDR2 or GTA5, but sadly we're not there yet. If you guys have Cuyberpunk 2077 and haven't tried the 1.5 update, do it. It really feels better to me.
As for the lack of posting.... well, that could be a lot of things. Laziness, depression, lacking motivation. I have so many pictures I have yet to share on my FA and I feel bad that I can't posted them yet. I want to make a huge art dump with posty bird, but I haven't figured out how to use it yet. So don't count me dead yet. when i figure out how to do a huge art dump, you'll all see what I've been up too. :D
For whats going on, well, I been studying to get into computers and the It field like a friend recommended for me. i mean, i been trying to get into computers, but college was too slow, expensive, and while it has a lot of other benefits i wouldn't replace, wasn't going to work out. at the moment I'm half way to getting a certificate and enter a new stage in my life I never thought I would be entering. But there isn't all good news. I had a few traumatic events both online and in real life that i had to overcome and take in, deal with some bad actors, but most of all seeking help to talk about those and see how I can deal with and understand this stuff better with a therapist. So far, things have been okay, if a bit slow.
Lately I been trying to get back into writing when I'm able too. i find writing a enjoyable, if challenging hobby for me and it really allows me to explore and put out my creative ideas. Although I do have some bad habits I need to sort out like stop editing the first draft before it's even finished. Also got back into Cyberpunk 2077. Yea, I was sucking the hype train fumes really hard for those who know me, and the train crash of a release really bummed me out. However, I made a new game for the 1.5 reboot update and I have to say, it feels better. A lot better. it's not ideal yet, although granted I was hoping for more immersive things like being able to buy food and eat at a table ot drink cocktails at a bar like in the scripted scenes. Sorta like in RDR2 or GTA5, but sadly we're not there yet. If you guys have Cuyberpunk 2077 and haven't tried the 1.5 update, do it. It really feels better to me.
As for the lack of posting.... well, that could be a lot of things. Laziness, depression, lacking motivation. I have so many pictures I have yet to share on my FA and I feel bad that I can't posted them yet. I want to make a huge art dump with posty bird, but I haven't figured out how to use it yet. So don't count me dead yet. when i figure out how to do a huge art dump, you'll all see what I've been up too. :D
Shosian design guide 1.1
Posted 8 years agoWith people taking an interest in having their own Shosian (AKA shoe person, shoe girls, shoesies, ect) I figure I take some time and make a simple guide to those who have questions or don't know how they should look. This is my first time making a guide to an idea of mine as a open species, and I had to think about what is required and optional to what makes a Shosian, so feel free to ask any questions you have.
The first step is simple, but the hardest step. Find a shoe to base your Shosian on. There are billions of different shoes, boots, heels, and designs for those all over the web, so finding the shoe you want to be your Shosian will depend on what you want the most, and your imagination.
Now you got a shoe you want to use, where next? Well, remember this, Shosians are not just based on the shoe you pick, but are made from the shoe as well. From the leather, rubber, plastic, fabric, laces, and design. Every part of them is made from whatever the shoe is made out of. Here are a few examples.
WARNING, NSFW exsample/s
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29471465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25135920/
https://twitter.com/furlana_art/sta.....29781687283718
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26482010/ (far left is the example)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29957785/ (extra limba are optional)
SFW example/s
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24331537/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28970888/
When it comes to design, you can take some liberties but here are some guidelines.
1. Shoelace hair is optional. It can be grown out like hair, styled in any way like hair, and they're similar to dreadlocks so hairstyles are limitless.
2. The shoe they are based on HAS to be their feet. You can design them differently if you like just so long it's not a boot girl wearing stiletto heels. This is because these shoes ARE their FEET and attached to them.
3. Palms of the hands must have treads that match their shoes. The idea is they simulate paw pads like on anthro characters. You can design this however you want. just note that these are MUST.
4. Any part of their body that is "fleshy" will have treads on them that match their shoes (palms, inside the ears, tongues, genitals, ect.) However, liberties can be made if treads don't look like they work in those areas.
5. Shoe muzzles are optional, but you get brownie points if ya use them. ;P
6. Have fun with the design! You are free to design your Shosian however you like and free to explore their design.
And remember, no stealing ideas from others. The Shosians belong to me, so give credit when credit is due. :)
UPDATE: there are now three different types of muzzles for Shosians. normal muzzle and shoe muzzle http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24331537/ and the Shnoot design made by Fin http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25940916/ )
The first step is simple, but the hardest step. Find a shoe to base your Shosian on. There are billions of different shoes, boots, heels, and designs for those all over the web, so finding the shoe you want to be your Shosian will depend on what you want the most, and your imagination.
Now you got a shoe you want to use, where next? Well, remember this, Shosians are not just based on the shoe you pick, but are made from the shoe as well. From the leather, rubber, plastic, fabric, laces, and design. Every part of them is made from whatever the shoe is made out of. Here are a few examples.
WARNING, NSFW exsample/s
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29471465/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25135920/
https://twitter.com/furlana_art/sta.....29781687283718
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/26482010/ (far left is the example)
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/29957785/ (extra limba are optional)
SFW example/s
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24331537/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/28970888/
When it comes to design, you can take some liberties but here are some guidelines.
1. Shoelace hair is optional. It can be grown out like hair, styled in any way like hair, and they're similar to dreadlocks so hairstyles are limitless.
2. The shoe they are based on HAS to be their feet. You can design them differently if you like just so long it's not a boot girl wearing stiletto heels. This is because these shoes ARE their FEET and attached to them.
3. Palms of the hands must have treads that match their shoes. The idea is they simulate paw pads like on anthro characters. You can design this however you want. just note that these are MUST.
4. Any part of their body that is "fleshy" will have treads on them that match their shoes (palms, inside the ears, tongues, genitals, ect.) However, liberties can be made if treads don't look like they work in those areas.
5. Shoe muzzles are optional, but you get brownie points if ya use them. ;P
6. Have fun with the design! You are free to design your Shosian however you like and free to explore their design.
And remember, no stealing ideas from others. The Shosians belong to me, so give credit when credit is due. :)
UPDATE: there are now three different types of muzzles for Shosians. normal muzzle and shoe muzzle http://www.furaffinity.net/view/24331537/ and the Shnoot design made by Fin http://www.furaffinity.net/view/25940916/ )
Kalasians. like em or not?
Posted 8 years agoLong ago, a friend and I had a chat and got an idea for an alien race inspired by a picture of theirs. over time we have been slowly developing and I been thinking up new ideas for them to make them more interesting. But there has always been this nagging thought in the back of my mind that always gave me doubts. While i don't care much of what people think about my ideas half the time, I will admit this idea has been always been fun developing but I worry how many people will react to them. so I wanna ask you people who are reading this.
What do you think about Kalasians?
Originally, I wanted Kalasians to be an unusual race, something that looks normal at first until you realize they are quite strange. interacting with them means a different etiquette, such as when talking with them you have to look at the lower heads eyes and not the upper head, or you are unable to hug them without slamming your junk into their face. An unusual experience for someone not accustomed to Kalasians or aliens in general. And while I have created many reasons, facts, and info to the upper heads functions, how their brains work like a network system, their flexible bodies, too even how they have sex and give birth, but there are still things I have yet to hash out, such as how their insides are arranged.
I know there are those people who are so open minded and like the idea of them, some of you are even fans. But on the other hand, I know there are some who think differently, either they are on the fence about them or indifferent or find the idea silly, sexual or worst, reminds them of the big bad wolf video, which is not the original source of the idea as stated above.
So, I want to ask you people, anyone who reads this. Tell me what you think about them, be your fans, followers or someone passing through my gallery. I want to hear peoples feedback about Kalasians.
EDIT: I kinda over did this journal now i think about it x3. so here is the summary. I want to know people's reaction to them, not only the idea of kalasians as an idea but if they ever read a story and saw them in it, would they be bothered by kalasians or not. i know everyone has their own thoughts about them and i'm fine with that, i just want to know about those thoughts people might have
Some exsamples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22630450/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14485508/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22706935/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23085622/
What do you think about Kalasians?
Originally, I wanted Kalasians to be an unusual race, something that looks normal at first until you realize they are quite strange. interacting with them means a different etiquette, such as when talking with them you have to look at the lower heads eyes and not the upper head, or you are unable to hug them without slamming your junk into their face. An unusual experience for someone not accustomed to Kalasians or aliens in general. And while I have created many reasons, facts, and info to the upper heads functions, how their brains work like a network system, their flexible bodies, too even how they have sex and give birth, but there are still things I have yet to hash out, such as how their insides are arranged.
I know there are those people who are so open minded and like the idea of them, some of you are even fans. But on the other hand, I know there are some who think differently, either they are on the fence about them or indifferent or find the idea silly, sexual or worst, reminds them of the big bad wolf video, which is not the original source of the idea as stated above.
So, I want to ask you people, anyone who reads this. Tell me what you think about them, be your fans, followers or someone passing through my gallery. I want to hear peoples feedback about Kalasians.
EDIT: I kinda over did this journal now i think about it x3. so here is the summary. I want to know people's reaction to them, not only the idea of kalasians as an idea but if they ever read a story and saw them in it, would they be bothered by kalasians or not. i know everyone has their own thoughts about them and i'm fine with that, i just want to know about those thoughts people might have
Some exsamples:
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22630450/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/14485508/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/22706935/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/23085622/
So what do you all like?
Posted 8 years agoI'm watched by 655 people on FA. for some, that's not alot. But for an average guy like me, that's alot of people to be impressed by. But I'm no artist and I've yet to become a writer yet, I want to know, why do you people watch a guy like me?
I know some of you came here cause you like something here in my random collection of strange pictures. Maybe you like the conjoined twins Karisha and Mena, or you like May Abbigail, the limb shifter. Perhaps it's not a character I have but a concept I made, like the sentient monster shoes or the strange muzzle feet and similar 'feet' related ideas I've made. or you just happen to be a fan of multi limbs and conjoined twins and just watch me for that as well.
But I want to know what some of you people like in my curious gallery of strangeness. List them down if you like to share :)
I know some of you came here cause you like something here in my random collection of strange pictures. Maybe you like the conjoined twins Karisha and Mena, or you like May Abbigail, the limb shifter. Perhaps it's not a character I have but a concept I made, like the sentient monster shoes or the strange muzzle feet and similar 'feet' related ideas I've made. or you just happen to be a fan of multi limbs and conjoined twins and just watch me for that as well.
But I want to know what some of you people like in my curious gallery of strangeness. List them down if you like to share :)
Need a commission? + Story/Life update
Posted 9 years agoi know, i rarely ever post a message here anymore. well having a job can really distract you and life can even dump a bombshell because of a misunderstanding. i'm basically sorting through things in my life and trying to jump the hurdles life throws at me, be it making someone you respected mad at you for a misunderstanding on your part or trying to find a career path to a brighter future. My story, Smugglers Tales: Liars Dust is still a WIP and was made to help me learn the basics of writing and story telling. i plan to finish it soon. it's close to an end in fact but life has me struggling with ever finishing it. i know few of you want to see me finish it and read it but until i finish it and am pleased with the result, i will not post it here yet.
in other news i been getting commissions here and there lately. the latest being the artist
Mei5683
if you want a good quality picture, i'd recommend checking him out if you got some spare cash to spend. I d plan to post more pictures soon of what i commissioned as of lately, even of what Mei has drawn for me too :) but not until i get over some personal issues between me and myself.
anyway, i hope you all are doing well and have a good day and be safe :)
in other news i been getting commissions here and there lately. the latest being the artist

if you want a good quality picture, i'd recommend checking him out if you got some spare cash to spend. I d plan to post more pictures soon of what i commissioned as of lately, even of what Mei has drawn for me too :) but not until i get over some personal issues between me and myself.
anyway, i hope you all are doing well and have a good day and be safe :)
Smugglers Tales short: Liars Dust updated
Posted 10 years agoThe Google Document version has be updated thanks to my friends and readers who have read the story whole. The Google document version has been updated for these fixes and will continue to be updated as I see it. However a total rewrite will most likely not happen. I'm pleased with the plot line I have so far and will continue to work on it in the coming second part.
If you ask why i have this short story broken up, It is so i can improve my writing more quickly and also show my results to those willing to read what i have so far. Instead of say taking a whole year struggling with the current writing skill I had before and finished a whole story with it and having to re-write it all next year or something to make it better. Having it broken up like this helps a lot I think improve my writing. Not to mention lets me practice on improving my own writing habits and faults i neglect with just talking with people. Anyway, the updated Story of Liars Dust is in the same google document as before, the normal documented version will be updated shortly.
I hope you all enjoy my writing as i improve on it over time. Once Liars Dust is finished I'll see about combining it all together and see about getting it exposed to others to read it.
(Update: The document file version has be updated!)
If you ask why i have this short story broken up, It is so i can improve my writing more quickly and also show my results to those willing to read what i have so far. Instead of say taking a whole year struggling with the current writing skill I had before and finished a whole story with it and having to re-write it all next year or something to make it better. Having it broken up like this helps a lot I think improve my writing. Not to mention lets me practice on improving my own writing habits and faults i neglect with just talking with people. Anyway, the updated Story of Liars Dust is in the same google document as before, the normal documented version will be updated shortly.
I hope you all enjoy my writing as i improve on it over time. Once Liars Dust is finished I'll see about combining it all together and see about getting it exposed to others to read it.
(Update: The document file version has be updated!)
Q&A for Karisha and Mena
Posted 10 years agoyo there guys :) so i almost have 500 watchers and my god why do you people follow me? O_O i mean i can't draw and i only started out writing as a means too let out my creativity and yet you people follow me either way to see something out of me. maybe it's the talking shoes, the weird, over the top ideas or the talented artist i commission to draw said over the top ideas. whatever reason you watch and follow me i thank you either way and thought i try something fun and interesting. call me late to the party but i want to hold a Q&A journal but not for me but for maybe my most popular characters Karisha and Mena. take it away girls!
K: YO! Karisha here.
M: And Mena, hello there. ^_^
K: So we know alot of you, if not some of ya guys like us and i don't blame ya, it's hard to resist staring at a 2 headed goddess of awesome. B)
M: Only in your dreams sis. X3
K: Hey!
M: Anyway this idea sparked up in our minds and we thought we have some fun with this and with you, the watcher.
K: Yeah so if you got some question about us or something crazy or random you want to ask us go ahead. Maybe you wanna know whats life like as a pair of smugglers sharing a body all their lives.
M: Or you just want to ask one of us a personal question or both of us at the same time. for now we won't limit the number of questions you can ask.
K: Yea, since this is kinda new to us and we dunno how many of ya even read these journals so fire away your questions! XD
M: But ask them one at a time please. i think both of us want to answer them the best we can if needed.
K: Yea, make any long list and we'll either ignore ya or just answer one good question. OH! and no dirty questions!
M: Please don't...
K: We've both heard enough "how many dicks can ya suck" joke questions for one life time so any dirty quips from ya and you're asking for it.
M: But questions like our sexuality or anything else is fine. so leave a comment below and we'll answer your questions as we can :)
K: Oh i think we'll do just fine Sis ;3
M: Are those going to be your famous last words sis or are you confident you'll win our bet?
K: Both B)
M: Oh, why the gods joined such a cocky, giant, talking wart on my shoulder i'll never know X)
K: HEY! >:(
K: YO! Karisha here.
M: And Mena, hello there. ^_^
K: So we know alot of you, if not some of ya guys like us and i don't blame ya, it's hard to resist staring at a 2 headed goddess of awesome. B)
M: Only in your dreams sis. X3
K: Hey!
M: Anyway this idea sparked up in our minds and we thought we have some fun with this and with you, the watcher.
K: Yeah so if you got some question about us or something crazy or random you want to ask us go ahead. Maybe you wanna know whats life like as a pair of smugglers sharing a body all their lives.
M: Or you just want to ask one of us a personal question or both of us at the same time. for now we won't limit the number of questions you can ask.
K: Yea, since this is kinda new to us and we dunno how many of ya even read these journals so fire away your questions! XD
M: But ask them one at a time please. i think both of us want to answer them the best we can if needed.
K: Yea, make any long list and we'll either ignore ya or just answer one good question. OH! and no dirty questions!
M: Please don't...
K: We've both heard enough "how many dicks can ya suck" joke questions for one life time so any dirty quips from ya and you're asking for it.
M: But questions like our sexuality or anything else is fine. so leave a comment below and we'll answer your questions as we can :)
K: Oh i think we'll do just fine Sis ;3
M: Are those going to be your famous last words sis or are you confident you'll win our bet?
K: Both B)
M: Oh, why the gods joined such a cocky, giant, talking wart on my shoulder i'll never know X)
K: HEY! >:(
Best Freehand drawing i ever seen. show with other artist's
Posted 10 years agoi found this while looking around the web and happened uppon this video
the man draws motor vehicle's and their motors with no other tools but his brush, with amazing detail and a bunch of anthromorphic characters working on said vehicle's. this man has damn talinted and i hope he goes somewhere with his talent :D
the man draws motor vehicle's and their motors with no other tools but his brush, with amazing detail and a bunch of anthromorphic characters working on said vehicle's. this man has damn talinted and i hope he goes somewhere with his talent :D
Recycaling Characters part 2
Posted 10 years agogiving it into the idea some more, i realized i had alot of characters who i don't use much or none at all then i thought. adopted characters i won or characters i made myself.giving it some thought, i decided to see about doing something with all of these old characters for one and had a idea. why not make them into a squad? a type of police force or military group
Such characters that come to mind include as followed
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11105011/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12082672/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9516967/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12028945/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8333922/
all of these character are ones i rarely or never use anymore but still hold alot of potential. as i said in my last journal i plan to update atleast one of them to something else but this time i'm thinking of rebooting my Rakshasa and others now to be part of a type of team and upon looking at them, each of them has something paranormal about them or strange. (a chimera, a girl with mouths on her hands, a woman with haunted gloves and boots, and a mystical being from another plane of existence) honestly sounds like a neat group of characters for a type of paranormal squad don't you think? only thing missing is some male team mates.
i plan to see about upgrading some of these characters appearances a little bit, either extra limbs or minor anatomy changes but they will all stay the same in looks. others i need to work on personalities and character, but over all i think this will be best decision for these characters
also on another note, i had plans to have a commission made soon with some of these characters but in no way related to this. in fact thinking about it now i might have to change things around or make up a excuse to make both pictures related somehow
UPDATE: thanks to
farorenightclaw their group will be called Paranormal Hunt And Neutralize Team, Occult Mobile Squad. Aka, P.H.A.N.T.O.M.S. i'll keep you up to date with more soon for anymore updates
Such characters that come to mind include as followed
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11105011/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12082672/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9516967/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12028945/
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8333922/
all of these character are ones i rarely or never use anymore but still hold alot of potential. as i said in my last journal i plan to update atleast one of them to something else but this time i'm thinking of rebooting my Rakshasa and others now to be part of a type of team and upon looking at them, each of them has something paranormal about them or strange. (a chimera, a girl with mouths on her hands, a woman with haunted gloves and boots, and a mystical being from another plane of existence) honestly sounds like a neat group of characters for a type of paranormal squad don't you think? only thing missing is some male team mates.
i plan to see about upgrading some of these characters appearances a little bit, either extra limbs or minor anatomy changes but they will all stay the same in looks. others i need to work on personalities and character, but over all i think this will be best decision for these characters
also on another note, i had plans to have a commission made soon with some of these characters but in no way related to this. in fact thinking about it now i might have to change things around or make up a excuse to make both pictures related somehow
UPDATE: thanks to

Recycling Characters?
Posted 10 years agoi know the name sounds silly but lately some of the characters i own have been collecting some dust and i feel like i some of them should be recycled or remade so to speak. basiclly a complete redo of their character and background. i only have a few but here are some who don't get used alot.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12082672/ Catlyn Northwood, gunslinger out for revenge with the help of ghostly possessed gloves and boots as her companions and replacement limbs.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8333922/ Sunndria, a Rakshasa from when i tried to jump into D&D and Pathfinder for the first time. i couldn't get into the games but i still enjoy this character. her background always changes to fit the story and to be a nutral character.
while Catlyn i might do very little changing with, my Rakshasa i do want to reboot into something better and defiantly keeping the reverse hands.
so what do you guys think? any suggestions or thoughts about what i'm about to do?
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12082672/ Catlyn Northwood, gunslinger out for revenge with the help of ghostly possessed gloves and boots as her companions and replacement limbs.
http://www.furaffinity.net/view/8333922/ Sunndria, a Rakshasa from when i tried to jump into D&D and Pathfinder for the first time. i couldn't get into the games but i still enjoy this character. her background always changes to fit the story and to be a nutral character.
while Catlyn i might do very little changing with, my Rakshasa i do want to reboot into something better and defiantly keeping the reverse hands.
so what do you guys think? any suggestions or thoughts about what i'm about to do?
help some artists out
Posted 10 years agoso just so everyone knows first, i'm not advertising but helping these few artist i watch get some income. two artist i watch, one of which i know, are in need of sunds and are taking commissions. the artist are
Bourbon. and
Inkwell-Pony
while i never commissioned Bourbon before i have with inkwell and he is a crative artist with many odd ideas. if your into TF, kinky things or contorting you should check him out. he does a commission stream sometimes and takes stream commissions.
Bourbon is a talented artist and draws beautiful pin up pictures and recently moved to a new account. i'm right now trying to grab a picture from her right now of Karisha and Mena if possible. you can commission her here on her journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6675114/
i hope anyone seeing this can offer a helping hand to these people and grab some nice pictures too :)


while i never commissioned Bourbon before i have with inkwell and he is a crative artist with many odd ideas. if your into TF, kinky things or contorting you should check him out. he does a commission stream sometimes and takes stream commissions.
Bourbon is a talented artist and draws beautiful pin up pictures and recently moved to a new account. i'm right now trying to grab a picture from her right now of Karisha and Mena if possible. you can commission her here on her journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/6675114/
i hope anyone seeing this can offer a helping hand to these people and grab some nice pictures too :)
LOOKING FOR FAST PACE, AWESOME/KICKASS HARDROCK, METAL, ECT.
Posted 10 years agoSO yea i've listend to songs like 'Burn it to the Ground' by nickleback and that a good song for what i'm looking for, but i need something different and they have to be what is basically music i would use for a fight scene, race, introduction of characters, ect.
if anyone can think of anything that this i'll chekc it out. i'm mostly intreasted into Hardrock and metal but if it's electronic, dubstep, or any other form of rock i'll try it.... just don't recommend anything slow, emotional or something like that UNLESS it's johnny cash. that man made some real nice badass music in his later days like "gods gonna cut you down' or 'Ain t No Grave' unless you know some songs that have songs that are similar to these two only i don't wanna hear em. just fast pace, or something with a great beat.
list songs you would recommend in the comments below
if anyone can think of anything that this i'll chekc it out. i'm mostly intreasted into Hardrock and metal but if it's electronic, dubstep, or any other form of rock i'll try it.... just don't recommend anything slow, emotional or something like that UNLESS it's johnny cash. that man made some real nice badass music in his later days like "gods gonna cut you down' or 'Ain t No Grave' unless you know some songs that have songs that are similar to these two only i don't wanna hear em. just fast pace, or something with a great beat.
list songs you would recommend in the comments below
HAPPY FUCKING NEWYEARS PEOPLE! NOW GET DRUNK!
Posted 11 years agoGET DRUNK AND WASH AWAY THE MEMORIES OF YESTER-YEAR! IT'S A NEW YEAR WITH NEW HOPE AND IF YOU'RE STILL DOWN, FIND A FRIEND, GET DRUNK AND HUG AND KISS THAT PERSON WITH A FIERY PASSION THAT MAKES EVEN HELL MELT!
I WISH EVERYONE, MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS WHO I FEEL ARE MY SECOND FAMILY, FROM ME TO YOU, A HAPPY NEW YEAR, A NEW HOPE FOR A BRIGHTER FUTURE, THE RETURN OF NASA AND EXPLOREING SPACE AND PRAY THAT THE NEW STAR WARS MOVIE TURNS OUT TO BE REALLY GOOD OR BETTER
MARRY CHRISTMAS! 8D
Posted 11 years agoit's hard to wish people a happy holidays sometimes. Heavy knows this. if only we had gloves just like Heavies we could be bringing back the Christmas spirit one punch at a time
i think the meaning of Christmas is slowly being forgotten, what it really means to some people as other people try to denounce Christmas because it offends people of other beliefs.
Horseshit.
Christmas has to me always meant peace on earth and good will to mankind too who ever or whatever people believe in. in fact it's the only holiday where random people will WILLINGLY wish others a good day. in it's most basic form the words "marry christmas" just means wishing a good day on to someone else and when people of this era will just ignore random strangers for most of the year, this is the one and only time where some people will actually go out of their way to wish people a good day.
to lecture a person who only wished someone to have a good day by saying 'marry christmas' is just offensive and hurtful to the one wishing a marry christmas. hell if someone wished me a Happy Hanuka or Happy Kwanzaa i would wish them the same thing! so no matter what religion you believe in or if you believe in none, i want to wish you all a Marry Christmas and a Happy New Year folks and i hope you wish the same to others as well ^__^
Giving Thanks
Posted 11 years agoi wanted to do this on Twitter but fuck twitter and their letter limits. today is a day to give thanks and i am thankful for alot of things. most of all i am thankful for the friends i have online who help starve away my loneliness when all my friends in reality have ventured off to find careers and jobs in other states for the past 6 years. alone. i am thankful for having loving parents who do everything they can to help me and finding a supporting job or career path i would enjoy and keep. i also want to give thanks to those that watch me to see my strange ideas come to life, despite how slow i have been posting them. i am thankful to still be alive to still forge myself a path for what lays ahead of me in the coming year. i am grateful to have friends who support me and help me even when i seem like either a brilliant man or mostly a bumbling buffoon. i want to thank the artist who draw my weird characters and ideas. (really... i keep getting surprised how open minded and willing you artist are to draw the weirdness i create. i really thank you lot from the bottom of my heart)
maybe another day i will start opening up a little and talk some more about myself but i wouldn't know the day so i leave youa ll with my thanks and i hope they reach you all
maybe another day i will start opening up a little and talk some more about myself but i wouldn't know the day so i leave youa ll with my thanks and i hope they reach you all
Ghost, Die Young and Freak of the Week
Posted 11 years agoso in one night i found some awesome animated music videos, some of you might have already seen em and i'm just spouting old news and for those that know me well should know that i'm slow with the news.
first song i got hooked on is this. Mystery skulls - ghost. now this is actually a fanimation and it's a really good one too
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THNaO8pZ7c8 <---- official Ghost music video. waning. jump scare at the end
i also recommend watching the songs official music video as well. it's really more hilarious and spoof of the exorcist. defiantly a must see as well XD
(on a side note. i'm going to see if i can get some characters and my new fursona. yes, i have a fursona now and he will be just a weird as anything else here just... not as open about it x3 might then get a picture as him dressed or drawn in a similar style in the video)
second song i found is another fan animation for Die Young. it's not the complete song but this one is enjoyable for it's vibrant colors, furry characters and just being all out fun and cheery
http://vimeo.com/110478181
also i don't see characters often sporting a gold tooth fang. (hmmm...)
last one i found is actually a official animation for a song for Freak Kitchen-Freak of the Week
i can't help but like freak of the week. if i twist the words around it makes me think of myself how i make new weird freakish characters in my head almost every week.
i have some thoughts for Ghost's fanimation but i'll save it for another time. you guys just enjoy these songs
first song i got hooked on is this. Mystery skulls - ghost. now this is actually a fanimation and it's a really good one too
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=THNaO8pZ7c8 <---- official Ghost music video. waning. jump scare at the end
i also recommend watching the songs official music video as well. it's really more hilarious and spoof of the exorcist. defiantly a must see as well XD
(on a side note. i'm going to see if i can get some characters and my new fursona. yes, i have a fursona now and he will be just a weird as anything else here just... not as open about it x3 might then get a picture as him dressed or drawn in a similar style in the video)
second song i found is another fan animation for Die Young. it's not the complete song but this one is enjoyable for it's vibrant colors, furry characters and just being all out fun and cheery
http://vimeo.com/110478181
also i don't see characters often sporting a gold tooth fang. (hmmm...)
last one i found is actually a official animation for a song for Freak Kitchen-Freak of the Week
i can't help but like freak of the week. if i twist the words around it makes me think of myself how i make new weird freakish characters in my head almost every week.
i have some thoughts for Ghost's fanimation but i'll save it for another time. you guys just enjoy these songs
Karisha and Men's need a theme song!
Posted 11 years agoSo I'm been stuck on my short story because of lack of motivation to write. I need songs that fit the smuggler twins to get my mojo flowing... But the songs I have don't fit them. I want something that gets me jazzed up and banging my head but I'm open for anything so long it sounds actiony or existing and epic (But not too epic! I'm not looking for anything like from like Two Steps from Hell with a full orcishtra XD)
But of course you are welcome to suggest songs you feel are fitting for a pair of hot, daring smugglers like K&M yourself :) i'm free to anything. now i could look for songs myself but honestly i wouldn't know where to start. your talking to a guy who has heavy metal pirates songs, electric swing music, rock and thats about it. i also have some relaxation songs and rock irish folk songs but thats about it :/
Rock, metal, dubstep, remixes, techno, electric, or something with country mixxed in is fine so long as it's a hybrid or remix (I was inspired by Firefly after all to write) leave any suggestions below you feel fit for the twins :)
But of course you are welcome to suggest songs you feel are fitting for a pair of hot, daring smugglers like K&M yourself :) i'm free to anything. now i could look for songs myself but honestly i wouldn't know where to start. your talking to a guy who has heavy metal pirates songs, electric swing music, rock and thats about it. i also have some relaxation songs and rock irish folk songs but thats about it :/
Rock, metal, dubstep, remixes, techno, electric, or something with country mixxed in is fine so long as it's a hybrid or remix (I was inspired by Firefly after all to write) leave any suggestions below you feel fit for the twins :)
anyone read manga? i want something to read
Posted 11 years agosoooo lately i been wanting to read or even watch japanese cartoons, anime and manga. mostly things like Fullmetal Alchemist/brotherhood, one piece, pumpkin scissors and... well thats about it. i finished FMAB twice and starting to rewatch the first version for it's version of Al and Ed's story getting their bodies back and how it was paced until the website went offline. i wanted to continue pumpkin scissors after that but the translation team doing that is taking too long translating and once or twice messed up but it's the waiting that killing me and one piece... well wait sucks.
so i wanted to see if anyone that watches me knows of anything good to read or watch and dubbing is fine. i'm looking for something to read mostly on a military or something relating to it. from the Elric brothers being dogs of the military or the the mind washed 901st anti-tank troop of pumpkin scissors. fantasy settings are fine too
action and comady is fine too like one piece or Fairy Tale (need to get back watching that) but the reason i'm asking is because A: there is a fucking shit ton of of manga and anime to look through that i couldn't imagine figuring out what is what and B: searching for what i want exsactly either gives me no results or too much so i wanna ask real people for their suggestions of stories i can watch or read.
oh yea, final note. NO SCANTLY CLAD WOMEN! i mean if there is a female protagonist i want her dressing like a normal human being. not some slut or something. this also includes Strike Witches. i want story and action. not panty shots and smut.
if anyone wants to help me out just leave a comment and thank you :)
so i wanted to see if anyone that watches me knows of anything good to read or watch and dubbing is fine. i'm looking for something to read mostly on a military or something relating to it. from the Elric brothers being dogs of the military or the the mind washed 901st anti-tank troop of pumpkin scissors. fantasy settings are fine too
action and comady is fine too like one piece or Fairy Tale (need to get back watching that) but the reason i'm asking is because A: there is a fucking shit ton of of manga and anime to look through that i couldn't imagine figuring out what is what and B: searching for what i want exsactly either gives me no results or too much so i wanna ask real people for their suggestions of stories i can watch or read.
oh yea, final note. NO SCANTLY CLAD WOMEN! i mean if there is a female protagonist i want her dressing like a normal human being. not some slut or something. this also includes Strike Witches. i want story and action. not panty shots and smut.
if anyone wants to help me out just leave a comment and thank you :)
What is Weird? my thoughts and personal opinion
Posted 11 years agoOkay well this hit me like a train wreck while i was web surfing FA just after reading a comic about a young man who loves getting butt fucked. No i'm not going to rant about gay sex. Just because i'm a republican doesn't mean i'm a closed minded ass.
No this is something i found just disturbing and weird but i won't be mentioning the comics name or the artist who made it. Just know it involves the mile high club and gay sex. On one of the comics panels a character was cleaning up after doing "business" with a customer and then reached up his asshole to scoop out the seman and then eat it.... I don't care how clean your butthole is. Your butt could be the freaking popes and i would still wish i could vomit right now so the acid could burn my tongue to get the imaginative taste out of my mouth.
But this isn't a rant and i'm not here to bitch either and then get "you have a choice to not watch it" or even a "different strokes for different folk" from people. What fascinated me was that in the comments, everyone were saying things like how hot this comic page was or cute and adorable it was and that got me wondering; what goes through peoples heads to makes them think this is normal let alone call it 'cute'.
Now lets look at my gallery for a second. A collection of 2 headed girls, a girl with the power to grow extra limbs and a shape-shifting symbiote inside of her. A cougar girl with 4 arms, a snakecock, muzzles for feet and a rabbit girl with the same thing only hers are selfaware and a alien furry with a head between her legs. this is weird. Even i know this is weird but yet i find this normal to me. So why is it i find a person swallowing jizz (not just from his butt) to be weird but to everyone around me they see this as normal? This just made me realize that everyone, no matter how normal we are, are weird.
Everyone in the world is weird but we don't know it, is what i came to realize. Doesn't have to be the porn we look at. in iceland, they have a traditional dish called Hákarl. Hákarl is rotton shark meat. Right know you are thinking that is weird and gross (maybe mostly gross) and to any person from anywhere US alone find the concept to eat rotten meat weird and disgusting but yet the people of iceland find this pretty normal.
In south america they eat roasted giant ants. In Southeast Asia and other parts of Asia there is a drink called snake wine involve pouring still live snakes blood from it’s body into a shot of rice wine and quickly drinking it. Sounds like something a frat boy do just to show how macho he is, right? But there is another drink done the same way but only instead of snake blood they use the snakes contents of their gall bladder. Yea, that's all sounds gross but this is all also weird as well but yet... these people in those parts of the world find these things normal.
Doesn't have to food either. Everything from the clothes someone is wearing to the things they do. A person would think what they do is normal but everyone else around them is thinking the man in the corset and high heels is weird as he bends over every time he drops his fork in the high class restaurant on purpose and apologies to everyone outloud as he shows his ass to everyone.
That probably wouldn't happen but that would be weird. So how about a more realistic scenario then? In the same high class restaurant, people would think someone is weird if that someone had a t-shirt on, camo pants, a big hobo beard and trucker cap but has the money to afford his meal and a limo to leave in. Only people who i think this would happen in would be the Robertson family from duck dynasty, the richest red necks on this planet.
But thats not all. The fandom you are in right now, where you are reading this journal right now, the furry fandom is seen as weird by the major population of the world at large and yet.... you don't think that it is do you? You see this fandom as normal. Even i think this fandom is pretty normal too but before i joined i was with everyone else thinking furries are weird and crap.
We know some people in the furry fandom can be normal folk like anyone else you would meet but outside of our fandom 'bubble' people hark on us and view us as weirdos. So what is it that makes us think we ourselves are normal? Why do i think my 2 headed fox girl is normal but to the guy next to me thinks that's weird but his room filled with his collection of stuff squirrels he sees to be pretty normal?
Maybe someone in the future will tell me, but the next time someone says the stuff i look at is weird, I would like to point at what he looks at is pretty weird too.
No this is something i found just disturbing and weird but i won't be mentioning the comics name or the artist who made it. Just know it involves the mile high club and gay sex. On one of the comics panels a character was cleaning up after doing "business" with a customer and then reached up his asshole to scoop out the seman and then eat it.... I don't care how clean your butthole is. Your butt could be the freaking popes and i would still wish i could vomit right now so the acid could burn my tongue to get the imaginative taste out of my mouth.
But this isn't a rant and i'm not here to bitch either and then get "you have a choice to not watch it" or even a "different strokes for different folk" from people. What fascinated me was that in the comments, everyone were saying things like how hot this comic page was or cute and adorable it was and that got me wondering; what goes through peoples heads to makes them think this is normal let alone call it 'cute'.
Now lets look at my gallery for a second. A collection of 2 headed girls, a girl with the power to grow extra limbs and a shape-shifting symbiote inside of her. A cougar girl with 4 arms, a snakecock, muzzles for feet and a rabbit girl with the same thing only hers are selfaware and a alien furry with a head between her legs. this is weird. Even i know this is weird but yet i find this normal to me. So why is it i find a person swallowing jizz (not just from his butt) to be weird but to everyone around me they see this as normal? This just made me realize that everyone, no matter how normal we are, are weird.
Everyone in the world is weird but we don't know it, is what i came to realize. Doesn't have to be the porn we look at. in iceland, they have a traditional dish called Hákarl. Hákarl is rotton shark meat. Right know you are thinking that is weird and gross (maybe mostly gross) and to any person from anywhere US alone find the concept to eat rotten meat weird and disgusting but yet the people of iceland find this pretty normal.
In south america they eat roasted giant ants. In Southeast Asia and other parts of Asia there is a drink called snake wine involve pouring still live snakes blood from it’s body into a shot of rice wine and quickly drinking it. Sounds like something a frat boy do just to show how macho he is, right? But there is another drink done the same way but only instead of snake blood they use the snakes contents of their gall bladder. Yea, that's all sounds gross but this is all also weird as well but yet... these people in those parts of the world find these things normal.
Doesn't have to food either. Everything from the clothes someone is wearing to the things they do. A person would think what they do is normal but everyone else around them is thinking the man in the corset and high heels is weird as he bends over every time he drops his fork in the high class restaurant on purpose and apologies to everyone outloud as he shows his ass to everyone.
That probably wouldn't happen but that would be weird. So how about a more realistic scenario then? In the same high class restaurant, people would think someone is weird if that someone had a t-shirt on, camo pants, a big hobo beard and trucker cap but has the money to afford his meal and a limo to leave in. Only people who i think this would happen in would be the Robertson family from duck dynasty, the richest red necks on this planet.
But thats not all. The fandom you are in right now, where you are reading this journal right now, the furry fandom is seen as weird by the major population of the world at large and yet.... you don't think that it is do you? You see this fandom as normal. Even i think this fandom is pretty normal too but before i joined i was with everyone else thinking furries are weird and crap.
We know some people in the furry fandom can be normal folk like anyone else you would meet but outside of our fandom 'bubble' people hark on us and view us as weirdos. So what is it that makes us think we ourselves are normal? Why do i think my 2 headed fox girl is normal but to the guy next to me thinks that's weird but his room filled with his collection of stuff squirrels he sees to be pretty normal?
Maybe someone in the future will tell me, but the next time someone says the stuff i look at is weird, I would like to point at what he looks at is pretty weird too.
Taking a break from the Weird, the Strange and the Bizzare
Posted 11 years agoyea. i think i'm going to chill out after my last picture is finish. i mean not only i need to save funds but also i feel i'm getting to 'mary sue' here and need to chill out and should focus on other things and my more likable characters; May, Karisha and Mena and others who are more semi normal x3 not only that i'm struggling with my novel as well and a short story i started on so i'll be taking a break from my more bizarre ideas and try and focus my attention into my sci fi fiction.
Where's the Art?
Posted 11 years agowell some of ya might be wondering where i been and why i haven't posted anything even though i've clearly been busy.
1: i moved few months ago to a new, smaller house
2: i been busy trying to get things unpacked, fixed and what not
3: i been looking into getting a new scanner as the one i have is lost
4: i been lazy :P
yea, the last one is inexcusable but thats the basic jist of things. i plan to make a big art dump soon once i get a scanner and post all the pictures i've gotten and more from AC and some others i kept hidden so just letting you all know whats up
1: i moved few months ago to a new, smaller house
2: i been busy trying to get things unpacked, fixed and what not
3: i been looking into getting a new scanner as the one i have is lost
4: i been lazy :P
yea, the last one is inexcusable but thats the basic jist of things. i plan to make a big art dump soon once i get a scanner and post all the pictures i've gotten and more from AC and some others i kept hidden so just letting you all know whats up
Goddamn it Blizzard...
Posted 11 years agowhat is this? my 5th time rejoining WoW? i must be a glutton for punishment. not never have i never been a high level character but i lose my attention span to grinding! But with the new expansion seen making all of the races to look awesome and the release of the lvl 90 boost i am tempted to rejoin WoW x3 i'm more use to EVE but even lately i don't feel the drive to play it. even after joining a new corp. so i think what i will do is... i'm going to find a very active furry or fur friendly guild on WoW.... though that might be easier said then done because most furries are fucking Hord! XD (and no i am not going to start any arguments. thats a dead horse i am not going to kick anytime soon) so i'm looking for a big, active, furry or fur friendly Alliance guild that will take a lvl 26 drunk hunter dwarf.... yes that is the highest character i have. if you know any good groups then let me know and i will check them out. be it RP, PVE or PVP, it don't matter to me.
though that brings me to a kind of moral question. alot of people say there is more fun to be had in doing the quest missions then ever and agreed the quests today are more story driven and even have actually doing stuff. even starting fights sometimes. but then the grinding is REALLY, REALLY boring. is also sucks when there are so much better things in the high levels then where i am.... then again i shouldn't complain. years ago Blizzard mae it so you could level up faster then ever before but still... i dunno. does anyone think a lvl90 boost is worth getting?
though that brings me to a kind of moral question. alot of people say there is more fun to be had in doing the quest missions then ever and agreed the quests today are more story driven and even have actually doing stuff. even starting fights sometimes. but then the grinding is REALLY, REALLY boring. is also sucks when there are so much better things in the high levels then where i am.... then again i shouldn't complain. years ago Blizzard mae it so you could level up faster then ever before but still... i dunno. does anyone think a lvl90 boost is worth getting?
i think i started a Fad...
Posted 12 years agowell a small one for now but in the recent commission picture for a friend of mine http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11902910/ all the comments are all the same or similar; "i want these" I'm honestly shocked how people are reacting to one of my weird concepts and i honestly really have to thank
Darkomi for being so creative with the design of these monster shoes and my friend Rena because this commission is a gift to them. x3
but i swear if i do start to see other pictures of monster shoes because of this i'm going to start asking people to give a little credit to me for the concept X3 can't have people stealing credit now but i honestly do want to see if others will be inspired to draw or commission their own versions of this weird idea i made while i was board out of my mind long ago XD

but i swear if i do start to see other pictures of monster shoes because of this i'm going to start asking people to give a little credit to me for the concept X3 can't have people stealing credit now but i honestly do want to see if others will be inspired to draw or commission their own versions of this weird idea i made while i was board out of my mind long ago XD
Looking for Players
Posted 12 years agoso i recently got back into a game i haven't play since i got it. MechWarrior Online, and after a little practice with the controls in the training grounds i've become really addicted to the game and the lore. but being a lone wolf that i am i honestly need more training and.... well better team mates then the random rabble i get tagged with. so i wanted to see if anyone out there plays the game, know anyone that does or any furry groups that do and can help me. leave a comment below or note me. :)
a artist in need and afordable line art commissions!
Posted 12 years agoi don't normally do this kinda thing alot do to my low popularity (but i won't let that stop me) a ran across this artist who was in need for help for collage funds because her government didn't help her pay for it (go Canada government XP)
her name is
thecrazydragon and is offering line art commissions and sketches for $15 to $25 dollars. if you have spare cash or really want a high grade inked picture for a good price, go to her page and look at her prices. and be sure to spread the word to help her out
her name is
