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Kitten!
Posted 10 years agoSo we got the CUTEST little kitten about two weeks ago and she is just the sweetest little love. Things have been up and down but going alright. Sorry I haven't been around, hopefully I'll pop up a bit more here and there. ^_^
Still here!
Posted 11 years agoYes, I'm still here, though I know I haven't posted any of my own work in a long time. To be honest, haven't drawn anything I like enough to actually post xD
Seen working a lot on taking SecondLife pictures and making them really pretty with Photoshop and I've gotten into making tattoo layers of wounds, which is surprisingly fun O_O
But I've not abandoned the drawing artistic world! I'm just not going to show anything until I like something, cause if I don't like it? No one else should either xD
Seen working a lot on taking SecondLife pictures and making them really pretty with Photoshop and I've gotten into making tattoo layers of wounds, which is surprisingly fun O_O
But I've not abandoned the drawing artistic world! I'm just not going to show anything until I like something, cause if I don't like it? No one else should either xD
No Digital for A Bit
Posted 11 years agoMy stilus broke for my tablet, and after looking at prices, my husband and decided to just save up for a whole new tablet rather then just trying to buy the pen. Soooo I'm trying to practice just traditionally right now until I'm able to get a new tablet. ^_^ Wish me luck!
Novice Streaming! Good Music, Okay Art!
Posted 11 years agoFeel free to hope in and watch a newbie artist work! Good music playing (some of my favorites) and working on an art trade for http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11105969/ This little cutie!
LinAdopt wants a tree kangaroo femboy so that's what I'm working on giving him! Keep your fingers crossed! xD
Stream: https://new.livestream.com/accounts.....events/2830107
LinAdopt wants a tree kangaroo femboy so that's what I'm working on giving him! Keep your fingers crossed! xD Stream: https://new.livestream.com/accounts.....events/2830107
STREAMING - WATCH A NOVICE
Posted 11 years agoDecided to stream, working on a picture for oOSolarEclipseOo's raffle, which is found here:
oosolareclipseoo.deviantart.co…
Don't know how well it will turn out, might scrap it xD Turning a My Little Pony into a human. @_@ We'll ssee how it turns out, huh? Anyhow, here's my stream:
https://new.livestream.com/accounts.....istynnashllynn
I think that's how that works? I dunno.....
oosolareclipseoo.deviantart.co…
Don't know how well it will turn out, might scrap it xD Turning a My Little Pony into a human. @_@ We'll ssee how it turns out, huh? Anyhow, here's my stream:
https://new.livestream.com/accounts.....istynnashllynn
I think that's how that works? I dunno.....
GORGEOUS Eastern Dragon Adopt!`
Posted 11 years agoSeriously guys, this dragon is to die for! Help these two awesome artists out and bid on this, the bids right now are RIDICULOUSLY low!
Artwork collaboration between
JaktheDrox & 
Fleki
CHECK THIS OUT!!!! I promise you will NOT regret this!
Auction Here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12939336/ 
JaktheDrox
FlekiRaffle Time Again! Call Out For The Artist
Posted 11 years agoSo, thanks to 
Zeliv 's journal,
I learned about THIS cutie, 
LucidAether , who I think is a doll.
They're doing a raffle and being sweet and calling out to get watchers for their friends at the same time, which I think is really nice.
The artwork is really nice, the painting is really beautiful, so come and watch this little love and enter their raffle!
Their Raffle:
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5571030/ 
Zeliv
LucidAether$5 Bust Sketches
Posted 11 years agoSo I'd love some practice on people's characters. I'm going to take 10 commissions for bust sketches at $5 each, if you'd like me to try a half body, then the price is $8
Will probably color the eyes because well, I love eyes. Everyone loves a little color splash, right?
Example of a bust: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12823433/
Throw me a ref, if you want a bust or a half body, and your email for paypal invoice!
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Will probably color the eyes because well, I love eyes. Everyone loves a little color splash, right?
Example of a bust: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12823433/
Throw me a ref, if you want a bust or a half body, and your email for paypal invoice!
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Stormy out
Posted 11 years agoHave to go pick up my husband from the airport, hasn't stopped storming since he left. Poor thing has a cold and has to fly with it :( Bet that's gonna feel horrible! But I'll make sure to baby him lots when he gets home.
White speckles in my throat again, weird.
Sorry about the last journal, I'm fine, really, sorry about that, was in a mood I suppose. Thank you for the kind thoughts.
White speckles in my throat again, weird.
Sorry about the last journal, I'm fine, really, sorry about that, was in a mood I suppose. Thank you for the kind thoughts.
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Posted 11 years agoHaving one of those days where I realize just how alone I am. It's not a bad thing and people have their own lives, fall in love with new people, find they have more in common with people over there rather than the single person here.
Just one of those days where my mind won't quite turn off the way I want it to, and nothing is distracting me quite right, so I suppose I'll continue working on two pieces of art I've been doing. It's better than dwelling on things that don't quite make sense, make a person happy and sad all at once.
Kinda sad when I realize that I've got no one to turn to when my husband isn't around. =/ But then, guess I've always sorta been that way. Keep people close for awhile and then watch them drift off, as is right. Some people are meant to be here to make an impression for awhile, but then simply let go and watch those they held close drift off onto better and bigger things.
Yeah.... I'm in a mood today. I'm sorry. I'm not exactly sad? But ... I'm kind of melancholy all at the same time. Suppose I should take one of my pills, to be honest, but I don't really want to.
Right, soooooo I'll stop rambling. Just wanted to say hi I suppose. I don't do so well by myself. T_T Might not be easy to reach on skype for a bit until I can shake off this cloud.
Suppose my doctor is right, I really should go to a psychologist again. Too many thoughts in my head. Some very old, some not so much.
Just one of those days where my mind won't quite turn off the way I want it to, and nothing is distracting me quite right, so I suppose I'll continue working on two pieces of art I've been doing. It's better than dwelling on things that don't quite make sense, make a person happy and sad all at once.
Kinda sad when I realize that I've got no one to turn to when my husband isn't around. =/ But then, guess I've always sorta been that way. Keep people close for awhile and then watch them drift off, as is right. Some people are meant to be here to make an impression for awhile, but then simply let go and watch those they held close drift off onto better and bigger things.
Yeah.... I'm in a mood today. I'm sorry. I'm not exactly sad? But ... I'm kind of melancholy all at the same time. Suppose I should take one of my pills, to be honest, but I don't really want to.
Right, soooooo I'll stop rambling. Just wanted to say hi I suppose. I don't do so well by myself. T_T Might not be easy to reach on skype for a bit until I can shake off this cloud.
Suppose my doctor is right, I really should go to a psychologist again. Too many thoughts in my head. Some very old, some not so much.
Gotta Give An Artist Some Love
Posted 11 years agoThis artist right here 
vexstacy
She does some beautiful stuff and people, she's got an auction up right now for a YCH that the pose is just gorgeous! Seriously! I wanna see someone's beautiful character win this and get that sexy pose!
I'd bid myself, but sorta promised my husband I wouldn't bid on anything for a bit. So someone JUMP in there and grab it!!!! I know lots of you have gorgeous OC's that you'd just love to see all sexy and come-hither like in this YCH!
Here's the link http://www.furaffinity.net/view/128...../#cid:80270736 <3
vexstacyBeautiful Western Dragon AUCTION!
Posted 11 years agoGorgeous western Dragon up for auction, fantastic collab design between the amazing JaktheDrox and the fantastic fleki
Auction ends March 5th @ 10pm Server Time
Quick! Go check it out!!! http://www.furaffinity.net/view/12869024/ Off To The Airport!
Posted 11 years agoOff to yet again take my hubby to the airport where he's going to go BACK to Georgia for ANOTHER WEEK~ *Flops* I miss him already. lol
Yay! Eric's Coming Home!
Posted 11 years agoSooooo happy to have my husband back home, he comes in tonight. ^_^ Even if his work IS sending him back out again within just a few days. Really hate having him gone, but I understand it. It IS work related and all.
Due to all this traveling, I guess now there's a chance that instead of moving to D.C., we might be moving to Georgia. O_O Wish they'd make up their minds. *laughs* Least I've always wanted to visit Georgia.
Due to all this traveling, I guess now there's a chance that instead of moving to D.C., we might be moving to Georgia. O_O Wish they'd make up their minds. *laughs* Least I've always wanted to visit Georgia.
Help Out An AWESOME Artist!
Posted 11 years agoHelp out this awesome artist who's computer is basically exploding on them! If you can, help out, we've all been there in bad times, and it doesn't get a whole lot worse for an artist when the comp goes belly up!
Here's their journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5537059/
Here's their journal http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5537059/
*Sniffle Sniffle Pout*
Posted 11 years agoWell, that's it, just dropped my husband off at the airport. He has to be in GEORGIA for a whole WEEK! Work related.
I miss him already .... :(
I miss him already .... :(
Harder Than I thought O_O
Posted 11 years agoSo, I've been working on the color commissions that I have and I have to say, they're so much fun to work on, but I have so much more respect for big time artists, all you people out there that take on commissions right and left and .... well .... actually KNOW what you're doing!
It's been hard trying to come up with unique designs and wondering it they'll be okay or not, finding colors that match in the way you WANT them to match, find what speaks to you and the commissioner. Yes, it's much much harder than I'd ever expected, so my respect level to all you artists has just gone up more than it ever was. (Not that I didn't already respect a ton of you HUGELY)
I get a bit rattled and worry that maybe I'm not doing it right. Maybe what's wanted is more than my skill level is at, cause let's face it, it's still super beginner level. But taking a deep breath, playing some LoadOut on Steam to help clear my head (weird, but it helps) I jump back into the fold with both feet and work things out the best I can and eventually come up with something that I myself and my commissioner like.
Just had to spout all that out xD
It's been hard trying to come up with unique designs and wondering it they'll be okay or not, finding colors that match in the way you WANT them to match, find what speaks to you and the commissioner. Yes, it's much much harder than I'd ever expected, so my respect level to all you artists has just gone up more than it ever was. (Not that I didn't already respect a ton of you HUGELY)
I get a bit rattled and worry that maybe I'm not doing it right. Maybe what's wanted is more than my skill level is at, cause let's face it, it's still super beginner level. But taking a deep breath, playing some LoadOut on Steam to help clear my head (weird, but it helps) I jump back into the fold with both feet and work things out the best I can and eventually come up with something that I myself and my commissioner like.
Just had to spout all that out xD
*Gasp* MORE FREE ART!!!!
Posted 11 years agoSaw this from someone I watch and this girl does some really pretty art! Take a look, take a chance!
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:38711404
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/...../#cid:38711404
Bad Doctors
Posted 11 years agoGods, I can't stand my doctor. I don't think I'll ever go back to her. She actually sat there and GOOGLED my medication to tell me what would happen with it if I were to get pregnant (I want off of it and she doesn't want me to be).
Don't google shit, I can do that at home! Kept asking me what I wanted her to do, I don't know! SHE's the one that's supposed to have gone to school for a degree and tell ME what her thoughts and opinions are on what's happening and what can be done about it! She said "I don't know" so many fucking times it was like listening to a broken record! That and telling me 8 times in a SINGLE appointment how strongly she wants me to go see a psych. I KNOW I should go see one, but they're expensive! And the one at the clinic is like going to a high school guidance counselor with self help remedies that make me want to put my fist through a wall! You don't tell someone who says they'd once carried two bottles of Vicodin around in their purse with serious thoughts of taking both bottles at the same time to go home and think positive thoughts! GAH!
And no, i"m not suicidal, that was a long time ago, I just deal with some heavy depression sometimes now.
My doctor seriously makes me want to scream. I've NEVER had a doctor that always tells me that she doesn't know and that she doesn't have any "quick fixes" before. I don't want a quick fix, I know there is no quick fix for my stomach and/or my anxiety. That's why I go to the doctor! Just so damn frustrated! And she always seems to make me feel like I'm a problem child :( I barely get to see her when I DO go in, I usually get shuffled off to some other doctor (which is always surprisingly positive and helpful with suggestions and concerns), so when I end up seeing her, I try to catch her up on what happened with the other doctors. She's been telling me for over a YEAR that there's no problem with this one thing, and then when I mentioned it again at another appointment, acted like I'd never mentioned it before and why hadn't I mentioned it to her cause it could be something serious! Like... SERIOUSLY?! What's WITH this woman?!
Okay, done with my rant. Just had a really bad appointment. Oi.
Don't google shit, I can do that at home! Kept asking me what I wanted her to do, I don't know! SHE's the one that's supposed to have gone to school for a degree and tell ME what her thoughts and opinions are on what's happening and what can be done about it! She said "I don't know" so many fucking times it was like listening to a broken record! That and telling me 8 times in a SINGLE appointment how strongly she wants me to go see a psych. I KNOW I should go see one, but they're expensive! And the one at the clinic is like going to a high school guidance counselor with self help remedies that make me want to put my fist through a wall! You don't tell someone who says they'd once carried two bottles of Vicodin around in their purse with serious thoughts of taking both bottles at the same time to go home and think positive thoughts! GAH!
And no, i"m not suicidal, that was a long time ago, I just deal with some heavy depression sometimes now.
My doctor seriously makes me want to scream. I've NEVER had a doctor that always tells me that she doesn't know and that she doesn't have any "quick fixes" before. I don't want a quick fix, I know there is no quick fix for my stomach and/or my anxiety. That's why I go to the doctor! Just so damn frustrated! And she always seems to make me feel like I'm a problem child :( I barely get to see her when I DO go in, I usually get shuffled off to some other doctor (which is always surprisingly positive and helpful with suggestions and concerns), so when I end up seeing her, I try to catch her up on what happened with the other doctors. She's been telling me for over a YEAR that there's no problem with this one thing, and then when I mentioned it again at another appointment, acted like I'd never mentioned it before and why hadn't I mentioned it to her cause it could be something serious! Like... SERIOUSLY?! What's WITH this woman?!
Okay, done with my rant. Just had a really bad appointment. Oi.
FREE BADGE RAFFLE!
Posted 11 years agoSo one of my favorite artists, 
mondeis, is doing a free badge raffle! Thought I'd show you guys so any who want to can go and enter, take a chance ^_^
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5516410/
mondeis, is doing a free badge raffle! Thought I'd show you guys so any who want to can go and enter, take a chance ^_^http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5516410/
Happy Valentine's Day! <3
Posted 11 years agoHappy Valentine's Day, everyone! I hope it's wonderful for you, whether you're with your lover, with an awesome friend, or blowing people up in games with gleeful vengeance.
*lots of hugs and kisses to everyone with a few well placed gropes*
*headdesk laughing*
Posted 11 years agoEver do something that you agonize over and think "Wow, this turned out really beautiful" and you love it, you think about it, you post it and then ...... you see it.... and you go, crap is that what I did? You thought it was really great and now it's ... okay.
Yep, we are our own worst critics.
Yep, we are our own worst critics.
Want An Awesome Drawing?
Posted 11 years agoGo here! He's only got 5 slots open and his work is awesome-sauce! http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/5497666/
PhotoShop CC
Posted 11 years agoSo I downloaded the free trial of Photoshop CC and I've got to say I'm having a lot of fun learning things in it. It's got a lot of different aspects of it from Sai, but I sorta like working with both of them. Anyhow, it's fun xD
Patience is A Virtue
Posted 11 years agoI think I get impatient when I draw. Because I can see how it is in my head and can't quite comprehend why it doesn't look like that as I'm drawing and why it doesn't happen instantaniously like a photograph. Granted, I'm a serious newbie at this but it's strange having to remind myself that if I want to get better, I have to keep doing it, if I want it to be good, I have to take my time. it'll be awhile before I can simply whip out a piece of awesomeness in ten minutes unlike other artists I know xD
