sagome 8D

still gotta chose an icon to use for my new account 8C

andrew doesnt like my user name or any of the phere and sagome pictures, it makes him upset and frankly it makes me kinda frustrated too.
so i might move, debating on a name atm

Plannin on gettin married next summer, getting a better job, leaving my current job, dads getting better, life is good right now :3

My fish blaze is dying
and so is my dad...
he has to start dialysis soon.. because his only working kidney is starting to fail...and so far the waiting list for a donor is horribly long...
my job sucks and i still don know how to drive :c i cant get a better job to help support my family....
and life is miserable at this point in time...

Yes phere and i broke up.
were both happy
figured id give an update since people keep asking and its getting anoying
am i going to kepe this account? not sure well see how things play out.
Yes i have a new boyfriend, weve both moved on, he is also with someone new.
So please stop asking and dont feel bad for us. were happy this is what we wanted

This might sound really lame and cheesy, youve been warned

Lately ive been so into my ponysona, Resound, that i feel i have abandoned sagome as a whole. I no longer see myself within her, dont get me wrong, i love her with every fiber of my artistic being, just as much as i love all my characters, but never have i though that i would replace my fursona! I feel horrible but...drawing sagome actually frustrates me, drawing anything not pony related frustrates me. i like Resound, shes everything i wish i could be and more, shes just....i love her more than i do sagome, do you think its a phase? maybe is it just cause im so into ponies right now that ive set sagome aside? i dont know guys... Resound really makes me happy, i can relate and admire her...i just...idk...i cant see sagome ever being my fursona ever again, i get mad when i look at the plushies i got of her and i think "why did you waste all your money on this stupid character"...what a cruel thing of me to think.... Now i wish that i had never bought any of the plushies i have of her now, if only i had felt like this a year ago when i bought them all....i look at my art and the only pictures i like of sagome are the ones i used for vent arts of her....i didnt like any of the ones with phere or any where she was happy...i dont know...but i think....i think now...sagome might just be an oc...and no longer a fursona....i dont really know any more :c

im old, todays my birfday, hoping for lots of pony toys from parents <3

cant draw cause i dont get as much time as id like.

also im getting my tax return soon so ill be able to refund for the plushie commissioners i alraedy contacted.

Please note me and ill be sending you a refund this weekend *chibi commissioners*

Ive been going to the hospital alot more and also working alot more than normal. I never get enough sleep so i normally go to bed wen i get home and dont get up till really late then just fall asleep again. And even so i have to get up at 4 or 5 in the morning and dont get off till 2 or 3 because were losing so many hostesses and my bosses make me work up to 6 days sometimes.

Also ive fallen out of touch with drawing anything other than ponies, every time i tried to work on the chibis i thought thye looked disgusting, sooooo please note me and ill send refunds this sunday, hopefully i should be able to get them all cleared out and maybe a plushie commissoiner or two.

still drawing, havent had much time to draw cause ive been in and out of the hopsital.

expect to see some chibis next week, still trying to get all teh sketches and la's outta the way.


being inactive till everything is absoloutley finished.

im taking a break from posting stuff so i can play catch up with chibis.
I wonder would it bother you guys if i just post alot of chibis in one submission
i get done faster that way.
im also playing catch up with plushies.
I mean i havent been posting stuff lately or doing much art cause ive been doing work for practically two weeks straight
ive only had one day off per week so i havent had tiem to art.
Ive been trying to save up to by a car cause my ride to work is getting a new job in five weeks
ive been selling stuff around, including plushie commissions to help save up, i only get like 120 a week and the car im looking at is about 3500$s so im becoming even slower and trying to catch up with current chibis and plushies as weell, including my last 5 commissions on her. I still have 3 plushie trades but im still going to have to place these things on hold.
Right now i cant afford to do trades yet because i have just enough materials to do all my commission, including buying new fabric once my other plushies are done as well. Life is very stressful right now so im going to post as many chibis as i can when i have time to draw.
Please understand that i would love to draw and sew every day but i simple cant. Stress kills my motivation and i also come home from work exaughsted.

Life is in a bit of a tough bind for me this year so far, I only have 5 weeks to get a car on a 120$ a week paychecks and my car is definatly going to be over 1,500 even if i have to get a different car.

Im stressed and i really cant afford to post at a decent pace like i used too.

im sorry but im giong to do my best to get things done, just please allow me the time to catch up, and again im sorry i havent been posting much lately because of lack of time.

We fired a hostess lately so only two hostess work for the whole week, we have another two but they only work on weekends, thats why weve been pushed down to one day a week off.

Lucky me im off tomorrow, i can work on stuff...i still need to ship, i havent been able to ship recently either, hopefully i can do that on monday since my mom wont do that for me.

I appreciate those who understand and hate to make you guys wait.

I cant really offer to draw anying for free cause , i mean, im already in a bind as it is.

Well ill still be checking messagesm i just dont want to post anything for a week so i can just post one big ol lumpsom of art and plushies as well.

Thanks to those that undertand my stress and lack of time.

-sagome

we wanna play and her server quit out on us. ;A; anyone have onewe can join?

http://www.livestream.com/sagomeschannel chibi streaem starting now.

My friend who im doing all the pony commissions for has decided its ok for me to work on normal commissions for a few days. Im going to work more on them today but life has been prety busy for me this week. My cousins leave tonight to head to germany and ive been spending alot of time with them because i wont see them for the next 5 years. Thast why i havent really been doing much art for the past three weeks. Commissions can get done in a day but not seeing family for the next 5 years is obviously my first priority. I have also been making little scrap doodles to sell to get money for my loan, cause im awful close. And my friend is commissioning me for a pony so ive been working off and on for that.

I have nothing planned today *for the morning to maybe the afternoon* so im planning to work on chibis. I would rather stream but generally no one comes, streaming makes me work a little harder, especially when the commissioner is there to tell me if im doing everything right/wrong.

I just woke up about 10 minutes ago, so in about 10 minutes im going to start working on chibis and hopefully get a bit done. Ill probablly be streaming or 3-4 hours and then end it till late tonight.

Im doing a live stream in a little bit for normal commissions, going to try and get 3 or 4 of the chibi sets done today, i really wanna catch up and i really have no i dea why i didnt think of this scheduale earlier.

Heres the list so far:
https://www.furaffinity.net/journal/3159849/

Hers my scheduale:

Mon-ponies
tues-other
wens-ponies
thurs-othesr
fri-ponies
sat-other
sun-personal art/plushies

Also trying to get my ass in gear for plushies, so ill be starting on plushies on mondays and finishing them up by sundays,here will be plushie schedeuale

Mon-pattern draft/draw out pattern
tues-cut pattern out
wens-Sew up body
thurs-sew head and tail
fri-sew small details *IE ears, extra fur parts*
Sat-stuff and attach all parts together
sun-paint eyes and any markings to small to sew.

Starting with my friends fluttershy plushie he would like to have made for his B-DAY
Corrilly
Alkosh
blue-moon x2

anyone im missing?

breakdown101

"all good artists are bad artsits that never quit trying."

stream down due to bad weather

http://www.livestream.com/sagomeschannel streamin for a little

https://join.me/946-218-700 no live straem today just join me. If i live stream i might be tempted to sing and my voice is almost gone so thats not allowed ;w;

My friend bought me a new tablet . She woujldnt let me buy it ;a; oh my goooosh now i get my ass back in gear <3 untill my commissioner comes online im gonna paint this gyarados painting <3

Im going to talk about memories with all my close friend and with jordon of course <3

First off Kat:
Maaaan my favorite memory with you is when we went to walmart and walked by that asian guy in the suite. I remember we were giggling like little school girls the whole time. Even when i think about it today i cant help but smile <3

Kabbie:
My best memory with you is when we had that argument and you made that picture of sagme and kabbie with all the lil phrases on it. Even though it technically wasnt an argument we still went through an emotional ride. I smile because i realized that no matter what we still love eachother <3

Teri:
i have to many good memories with you. Fav memories were when we role played as kids with our pokemon toys and how we developed stories for zod and sagome.

Jordon:
Just looking at you makes me smile so i dont know whwere to start XD~!

I've been trying to find my tablet pen for the last day and a half.


guess what.

Parents threw it away "we thought it was a pen that didnt work!"


......
REALLY?!
FUCKNG REALLY
HOW MANY TIMES DID YOU SEE ME DRAW BEFORE?!

now i have to buy a new tablet :/
for
thier
mistake.

i should be donig chibis but i wanna finish up this rainbow dash plushie ive been working on off and on for a few weeks....i also got asked to do more ponies for the commission im currently doing V.V so im still stuck doing ponies....Do you guys think i should make an off and on scheduale days

like for example mondays can be my pony commissions and tuesday can be my other commissions :3? what do you think?

Ok here's my scheduale :

Mon-ponies
tues-other
wens-ponies
thurs-other
fri-ponies
sat-other
sun- Self art/plushies.