I have two classes that readily bore me to sleep: Geology and Algebra. Geology is not the content, but rather the voice of the professor, who's lectures rival the best of lullabies. I might tape them to loan out to my friends with children and sleepless nights... Algebra on the other hand is boring both in content and teacher. And in this of all classes they gave me a computer, they gave me a computer with internet, and they are not closely supervising me whilst i am on this computer, with the internet, in the most boring of my classes. This is a dire mistake.

So here i sit, osmosing the lecture, I think it's on the quadratic formula, playing on the internet.

Life is good...

well, i have been drawing all along, but now my scanner is working! Woot!

So today was *drumroll* my first day of college! Yay! Yippee!!! I had a great time, which may have something to do with my being a nerd, but hey, i enjoy myself doing what i have to do, so i guess that's a good thing. all my classes look to be decent, except speech, but does anyone ever really enjoy speech classes. I find it ridiculous that that class was required not just in high school, but now i have to take it again to get my degree. While we're on the topic of stupid class requirements, i have to take Texas government. Texas has got to be the most egotistic state, because i know i've never heard of Oklahoma government, or California government, but i have to take 3 hours of Texas government... if anyone can explain why, i'll welcome it. So I had a good day at college, which is good, because i'm looking at being there almost a decade for the degree i want (again: i'm a nerd).

So, its been a month (give or take a few) since our beloved site crashed... a lot can happen in a month. In my case i found out i was pregnant, then found out my body doesn't like babies, lost my mate because i lost the kid, met my mom's old high school friend Chris, met a toucan at the zoo ( i have video and pictures which i will eventually post, it landed on me!), and other than that i've just been sitting here. an example of my boredom: my new hobby is growing my hair. I have no where to go, no one to hang with. So here i be, until i find some way to be somewhere else...

T. says i need to calm down. Kae Kae says i need to calm down. Squeakers says i need to calm down. Twiggy says i need to calm down. How the hell am i supposed to calm down and relax if certain people (read: one person) keep throwing fits at me over the tinniest shit! Bad day, things suck, i tell them to calm down and *whammo* shit hits the fuckin' fan. So here i am, definately not calm, definately not relaxed, and the people (again, read: one person) who should take my well being in to account with their every action are the ones (read: the one) doing it to me.

By the way, i would tell them this, but guess what would happen

a) they would accept my feelings and begin to take them into acount

b) x=42!

c) the world would implode upon its self

d) they would think they world was impoding upon its self, but only to them, and it is definately the worst thing going on in the entire world. And of course we all need to go kiss their asses (read: one ass) and tell them how bad it must be for them, because none of us are currently suffering from life-ending problems of a drastic and stressful nature, or if we are, they aren't nearly as important as their problems.


Guess the correct answer. Go on.


And, in case you didn't notice, the phoenix is pissed.

blah...

Today i was listening to the song Graduation by Vitamin C. (for those of you who don't know, i graduate from high school June 7th) And i realized: all this time i had been thinking of graduation as getting the hell out of high school, YAY! I had forgotten i'll be saying good bye to so many people who were huge parts of my life. Randa, Alyssa, Kae Kae, Brian, Jesse, Ally, ect... Its not like we're all going to college together, Alyssa is going all the way to Ohio last i heard, and Randa is going somewhere in West Texas. So my sick realization today was that, I think i might actually miss high school... Its not so much that i will miss keller high school, just that it was always the same, had none of the drama the rest of my life is pregnated with, it was just keller high school. and now come this fall, i'm going somewhere new, to be a college student, get a degree, and wait four years for yet another huge change...

i would like to announce that i am writing this from my..... BRAND NEW LAPTOP!!!!!! a late birthday present from my parents. yay for new computers!

My cat has run away from home. Well, more just disappeared, for we have no clue as to how she could have gotten out. All i hope and pray is that wherever she is, she is happy and safe, and maybe one day will come back to me.