I feel like posting this anyways... After having my heart ripped from my chest and after almost taking my life, last week, I am finally starting to pick myself up... It still hurts like hell to think of how someone I really loved and cared for could walk away almost without a look back or with no remorse, but I guess some people are cold like that... I started to sing again today, though it wasn't my best... I made me up a new dating account, though it was only about 40 words in length, which is not like me at all.. I guess what everyone says is true... Everyday, you find a way to grow stronger and stronger. It also helps that I have less than two weeks in this crummy town... It sickens me that the guy told me he wasn't ready for a relationship (which was he lame reason for breaking my heart), yet he uses the same dating site that I do and his profile states that he looking for a serious relationship... I understand that he didn't want to date me for whatever messed up reason, but dude could have at the least had the balls to tell me the truth at the time... Oh well that is a chapter that is over with in my life... Well that is in the process of being finalized... I hope that everyone had a Merry Christmas... Have a safe New Year, and I may see you around...

At the end of this year, I will be dropping out of school, and leaving town... I will be moving to a state that I have never been... Hopefully, I can put this whole state behind me... I will be taking my student loans check and moving away despite of knowing someone or anything... I figure a change of scenery will do me well.... Alabama and the Southern states has too many bad and hurtful memories... So bon voyage