I have made it to level 35, damn.

Another year, another level up. Time to enjoy being 31.

Today is the birthday and I'm now 30. Nothing special happening today because woo things are closed over here still.

Hsppy 2020 y'all. Let's see what this decade brings!

So far through out the times I've tried, people have declined wanting a monogamous relationship. For the first one ever for me? Hell yes I want monogamy so we can just focus on us, not some off person of course we would talk about being open but some heavy, heavy rules would be applied. So many times I've heard someone call monogamy/closed relationships selfish but it's only becuase said person can't fuck said guy they want. It's been one hell of a ride not wanting to be with someone who isn't a slut or thinks that being on Prep prevents all things.

Guess that's the way things are now.

This big boof is 29 now. Almost forgot my birthday was today.

It's that time of year. I'm now 28 which means I become a daddy in 2 years by furry logic!

Going, cannot wait!

What hotel are you staying at?
Holiday In sadlly =C

Arrival/Departure
Arriving Thursday morning and leaving Sunday night... Because I have to be an adult and work

Transportation?
Driving

Are you sharing a room with someone?
A lady, two straights, a Therion and myself.

Who do you hang out with?
Anyone who wants to hangout!

Relationship Status
Single... RRRRRNGH

What is your gender?
Dudeguybro

How old are you?
27

How tall are you?
5' 10'

Are you an Artist?
Nope.

Do you take commissions?
I want some commissions done for me!

Are you a Fursuiter?
Soon... Soon.

Attending parties?

A few of them, no idea which ones but I plan to party hard!

Do you drink?
I plan to at the parties.

Can I buy you a drink?
Don't drug me.

Do you smoke?
Nope, clean air boi.

How should i find you?
Twitter, Telegram, in person. (Wearing a pink polo shirt on day one)

Are you attending any panels?
A few of them.

Stage or public performance?
I will attempt, just no dancing.

Rules of engagement (physical contact)?
I'm okay with hugs, handshakes... Gropes but... Press your luck.

How can I find you?
Black, Buzzcut, wearing a golfer hat, will have a kilt.

Can I talk to you?
I encourage it.

Can I give you stuff?
Depends on what it is!

Can I come to dinner with you?
I make no promises on when it happens.


What's your goal for the con this year?
Having fun and not falling for some asshole who wants to date me. Lol

Other cons?
Further Confusion, Pawcon, maybe MFF

I'll be there this year, hope to meet some folks I've been wanting to meet for years as well as some artists.

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So 2017 did not turn up the year that was even better for me, it seem to get worse and worse even than last year. I've seemed to have done so many things to cause me to Lose Friends, not feel welcome, as well as not feel attractive enough for anybody. My living situation is still relatively the same, still living with a roommate who has power trips and is paranoid about who is around their child. I can't have people over no matter what situation occurs, and I can't even clean or cook after a certain amount of time because the babies to sleep. I know what I was getting into when I want to move in but I didn't expect limitations to be so hard just because a child is in the house. I lived with kids that are from my sister and my brother and never had to deal with these kind of limitations ever. And it makes me feel I'm like trapped inside my own house.

2017 hasn't been kind me in many ways, especially when it comes to my love life. I've used so many dating apps, like scruff, Growler, Tinder, Adam for Adam, OkCupid, even Ferzu. All my attempts have been shot down, even with those I met on other things such as games and meetup groups. I've beat myself up over my single life so much that I really just want to quit all together because I don't see myself ever getting in a relationship because I've haven't had one yet and I'm 27 years of age. I've dealt with so many rejections so far, I recently had one guy I was into but now I know he doesn't want anything because he rather have a woman instead. So that's my 13th rejection so far. I did have a chance before with someone else I knew but I declined him because I was scared of what was going to happen, and it wasn't his fault either I let my fears get in the way of things.

This year has been so shity so far and I'm pretty sure 2018 will be no better. I mean I'm already going to therapy because I had a suicidal thought, even though I can never go through with it just having that suicidal thought scared the crap out of me and now I'm having therapy and I don't feel like it's working at all because I'm still acting the same way as I do before. So for everyone out there? Enjoy the years to come they'll be better for you but for me I will still be in the same place as ever.

Seriously. Someone explain what's so good about a guy cross dressing and acting like an idiot and never carrying thier own weight with anything. All they want is to be carried for thier whole lives by someone.

Today is this big boofers Birthday! I'm now 27 years of age! I hate getting closer to 30, but oh well I cannot stop the flow of time!

As the title says, looking around for fursuit makers, something in the mid tier kind since I don't have -that- much money to toss for a suit.

I've alrwady found two. Mischief Makers and Menagerie Workshop, I want to know my options before I pick one for a partial suit.

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•GREEN = I think you’re cute.
•GREY = I wish you would notice me.
•PURPLE = I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.
•TEAL = We have a lot in common.
•YELLOW = I don’t know you at all.
•BROWN = I don’t like you.
•PINK = I think you are unattractive.
•RED = I hate you with a burning passion.
•WHITE = You scare me.
•RAINBOW = BED PLZ.
•SCARLET = You have influenced my decision/thoughts on something.
•MAROON = You taught me something new.
•CINNAMON = You’re a really cool person and admire you from afar.
•PERIWINKLE = You make me laugh
•MAUVE = You are really talented
•BLUSH = Seeing you on my dash makes my day a little better.
•CYAN = We have very little in common
•THISTLE = I only just started following you
•INDIGO = I’ve been following you for a long time
•FUCHSIA = Your blog content is gold
•COPPER = Your blog content is trash (and I love it)
•VERMILION = You make me feel passionate
•HONEYDEW = I want to call you by a nickname
•LAVENDER = You inspire me
•CORAL = You’re a meme
•UMBER = I want to know more about you
•FORGET-ME-NOT = You remind me of somebody
•RAZZMATAZZ = I would share my favorite food with you
•ARSENIC = I don’t know how to describe the way I feel about you
•WINE = You make me feel kinda funny, like when we used to climb the rope in gym class
•SAFFRON = I love your ideas
•TIMBERWOLF = I trust you
•FALLOW = I want to run through the Northern wilderness barefoot with you
•PLUM = I’d like to chat with you
•TANGERINE = I love your aesthetic
•SAGE = You make me cry
•CRIMSON = We should collaborate on something!
•CHARTREUSE = You’re my homie
•BURGUNDY = I get excited when I see posts from you