I find it funny... I've been looking for work as a welder as an apprentice and I can't find work. I find it funny that the government is pushing the "we need trades people!!!" Line in everyone's face, but when you get out of school you are basicly left in the cold as to finding an apprenticeship. Just so people know these apprenticeships are basicly lottery tickets. If you can get and keep one you are set for life. If you can't welcome to the worst parts of purgatory. Life is strange ah well.

The blade snick snacked through the beast hide though he did not die, the powder and gun roared as if it were from the gates of hell it's self! yet the beast remained, then i got pissed and whipped a Molotov at it and watched it flail in agony as it fell before me. That done another year had come and gone and I now stood for another year to hold this vigil against these monsters.

I am 25 now.. soo yay

So as I made my trip around the sun once more another demon of time came forth this one bigger and more dangerous than all the 22 that had come before it all snarls and teeth gnashing. I drew my snickersnee and did mighty battle with the beast! ohh it was a battle worthy of legend low did it take all the working hours of the day to slay this beast, but when vanquished we then returned to my domicile where the battle began and drank in it's memory for we would never see another of it's like again! Though I do fear, it's final words before it removed it's head and cut out it's heart to eat were it's elder brother would come for me next year.

And if people don't get the flower text, I am another year older and 23 now.

WOOT! MY TEAM WON YESTERDAY IN RUGBY CHAMPIONSHIPS WE ARE TEH CHAMPIONS FOR BC YAY!

im back from aussy it's been a week i've finaly taken a look at some of my stuff and i've reached the point where all of my watches = 200 pics journals and other things a day i can't kepe up! arg! OH and i bought some all blacks stuff and if you don't knwo who the all blacks are yoru fit to be tied! or not depending on your kinks

traveling to aussy this weekend... very nervus about it all mostly becuase i don't do it so often and this wil be the farthest i've ever gone... oh well the second we land i'll probly start dancing on the plane...

it is my birthday today it is awsome woot!

the human ody is ment to only take soo much damage soo much strain so much exhaustion soo much lack of sleep soo much dieting. when you break one of these as long as the others arn't pushed too far or the single isn't too sever you can continue to push on. Now what i did was stupid i pushed my busted up body to wrestle harder, pushed my self past exhaustion, went harder and pushed my self harder with out any nessasary kind of sleep and finaly i've been trying to loose weight to drop a weight class. well my body caved on me at a really important time in practice and i couldnt' get up for 5 minates afterwards coach thought about calling the ambulance. when i finally got up my knee caved and i fell flat on my face and lay there wondering if i was gonna die my coach drove me home and i fell asleep than ate what was in my fridge iced my entire body in a bath and watched tv while i was in the bath tub relaxxed and ate more in the bath tub now im feeling cold all over but now im amazingly good ^.^ ice baths are hypothermic.

God how do you know your tired? Well very simple you start looking at things you don't normaly look at thinking "WoW thats cool!" or "Oooo never thought of it before but YEA thats hot!" You start listening to blues or heavy metal what ever your loved kinda music is or just something crazy your find. And the tell tail sign your tired and sleep deprived you start writing about how tired you are and the reasosn you know your tired, there is how ever one simple answer go to bed jerk off and your out like a light! wonder hwo many people acutlay read journals vs. just deleting them like i do cuz there are too many to read all at once