Finally home from 3 weeks in Thailand. Been really lonely over there! Now i can hang out with my friends again, luv<3

I've started doing "The sandwich" technique at coloring and drawing my stuff c:
I finds it fun! And easy, and the final result looks good :'3

Just sayin' <3

ilu, all my watchers c:

I don't know why, but a sudden happiness just came to me, lol<3
I just had a super day with some of my friends<3 We hang around the city, chilled with some cigarettes and watched a movie :'3 I also got to talk about some problems with one of them, what a relief to get all toughts out of my head for a while.
Altough some of them are still there, but something says "Life's a bitch, If it's easy, you living it wrong" right? c: SOO, that will mean I'm living in the right way or something?<3 AWYAH.

Tomorrow is my last day with internett for a little while ;_; ... Ohgod. Halp! D:

After Germany, I'm going to Thailand for about 2 weeks. But in Thailand i will have acces to Internet~ luvluv.

(Lal, i luv using FA journals as some kind of a blog, lol<3)
Also, no drawing submissions in a month from me, ok? Cuz tomorrow i have to pack my stuff and after that I am going to hang with some friends, and then sleep over at Kristina's house, the girl I'm going to Germany with c:

bye, my fwundz<3

I got some orders to doo D:

Pomeranian [ 0% ]
Basenji [ 0% ]

I should start. But I don't feel for it atm :c
I've never been this sad at a long long time. I can just hear the happiness from the neighbours. But in my room, everything is filled with sadness. JASOIHDO Lina, stop this fucking complaining shit for fuck sake! D: .hasdjkhyuefgi x-x U attentionwhore.

Well. Maybe some drawing will help? I will try~


xxx, Pichew

The feeling of love gets so strong you almost feel like you have to throw up to get it away.. Seriously. (Even more love-complaining journals.. i gotta stop it)

Well. Now I'll draw some or watch Anime or something.. I don't have anything else to do. Well, I got my xbox, but i got no batteries :P Lazy shit.

- Pichew c:

Scary kids scaring kids - The deep end <3

I love that song, it makes me someway happy, and in the other way depressed c: but IDC<3 I love it. Now I'm sitting here with my best friend, Poizen! c: <3

Now I'll draw a little c':


xxx, Pichew n-n

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- Cleaning up the closet
- Listening to Crystal Castles
- Feels the smell of freshly baked brownies <3
- Kinda angry, cause i feel that my mom don't understand me. ( Like, seriously )

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I got a lot of clothes c:
And i miss having acces to cigarettes <//3 :c BUT ON MONDAY, YEH<3
I HATE easter. But i love holidays <3 ( I'm not religious in any way )

- Pichew.

This is the secound day i am having a fight with my mom because of my "fails" ..
She think and hears stuff in a different way than i do, and i have to take consequences because of that.
Yester day, i sat insede all the day, spent my time on crying and trying to make my mom understand my wiewpoint. And she doesn't allow me to visit my dad after he came home from a trip in Thailand.
Sometimes, i seriously hates her.

I really need to talk with my psychologist about this shit. I'm tired of it, and i tolerate nothing before i start cry again...

- Pichew <3

I really need some FA friends :c Not someone boring and too serious.. ;A;
I always feel outside. Some reasons because i'm different too others, and i have special interests and different opinions. It's shitty.. I have a lot of good friends, but i want friends on FA too, fore various reasons c: <3

So.. If u r interested in talking to me? add me on MSN;; Suicidalpichu[at]hotmail.NO c:
SORRY FOR MY BAD ENGLISH. I'm norwegian.


' ... Lonley shitshitfuckderpbluargh! :c

In about 2 weeks, I'm going to have my confirmation TTwTT TOO GOD I'M NOT CHRISTIAN!<3 Directly transelated from Norway, It's called Human-ethics c: Also, I believe in science and stuff like that ^w^ I'm very anti religious, but please don't get angry. I don't hate religious people, just the religions themselves c:

I also thinks it's unfair that we thats not christian, have to go to church with school when it's christmas... easter and stuff, or pick trash around the city ;A; FUCKIN UNFAIR<///3

I can't wait to get aaall the money <3 c:

And! I also got the Oshawott addictedness again TTwTT HE IS SO FUCKIN' CUTE, MOTTAFOKKAS! <3<3<3<3<3<3<3

- Pichew, the oshawott addicted money lover <3 xx ;*

Waiting for my friend, Christina to come >< So we can meet Jesper in the cityy.. In this small motherfucking derp place, we don't have anything else to doo than drink coffee and cafe lattee.. BYE<3

My feelings are totally mixed up today. Angry, happy, sad, love, envyness, lonelyness..
I hate beeing bisexual sometimes. Right now, i'm in love with 2 persons at the same time.. One girl, and one boy. I've been in love with the boy for over a half year now. At the beginnig, he liked me too, now he likes my best friend.. .-. fml. The girl liked me too, but i'm not sure who she's into right now.. Well, a cigarette will maybe get my feelings at place again, and hang with some real good friends ^^ And i'll spend my night painting for a friend <3

I wanna get away from this herpderp place TT_TT ... I .. Hate.. Norway.

Me and some friends, Tone-chan, Glenn, Joseph and Jonathan, tricked a guy named Joachim todayyy ^w^ He is like.. In love with Tone, and she is together with Glenn, and we said that she also were together with Jonathan today, and Jonathan was together with her, me and an another girl c: Joseph were like "OH GAWD, JIA R SOOO STUPID!D:"

lol.. Random :3 I HAVE CS5 FOR A LITTLE WHILE, luv<3

Coloriin may haair, making the brown side blooond, or blonderrr, or maybe caramelorangeish or peepeeyellooooow, but idc, cousee my other half side of my hair is bloonde, like it's 50/50 blonde and brown. So people caalls me kindeer, but i dont caaare~ cuz now i am colorin iit, and no i r onleh BLOOOONDE hopefully.. But not, couse its brown, and its hard to get blonde againnn :cccc (8)

I'm a pretty good song writer yeah? This is my new hair-blondeing rap! : D I KNOW U LOVES IT!! >:C <3

And my tummy hurts. Help? <3 D:

I haven't got to bed yet and it's like.. 8 hours left before school D: AND I HAVE PROBLEMS TO GET UP FROM BED IN THE MORNINGS TTwTT And now i will draw for about .. a half hour? PRACTISEE LUV<3 I'm not to bad, heh? :3 i will submit some scetches tomorrow. But u don't have a scanner, so i'll use my camera ;*<3
I'm sure im just writing for my own pleasure. But yeah. I think its good for me to write sometimes. But i should write my homework.. Idc D: WELLL. No. I will not draw.. Or.. maybe i will BO GOODNIGHT!<3

Well. Everyone have a day like this? Every part of your body hurts, headache, tired as hell, hungry all day, too lazy to go outside, and only want to sit in front of the computer or the TV gaming some xbox 360 >< .. Well, today's mine. And mom decided to not give me peace and put me on cleaning my room and kitchen. She probably hates me TT__TT WELLLLL. Now i really needs photoshop D: IHUTZ U, PC. Y U NO DOWNLOAD PS? D: <////3

Well.. Probably, noone is reading my journals, but.. IDK<3

Gawd, I'm such a newbie here >w< My friend showed me this site, and i had to join it :3

I will submit art and stuff.,. Ofc xD I draws everything with furries, doggies, foxes, Pokèmon, Horsies :3 Juhh..
I need someone to chat with TTwTT (a) suicidalpichu@hotmail.no