You get money, and you get money!

Because I just urgh.

I've made everyone wait forever and now my foot's all screwy and there's just no way.

So, I've noted everyone I owe art too. A couple of you, your commissions are practically done, so instead you'll have received a note telling you it'll be uploaded to  engienick instead.

I can't even gore anymore /sobbing/

Anyway,

/dead/.

I'm sorry

I'll crawl back into my hole and die now.

I'm moving completely over to  engienick
Pack your bags and let's get a move on!

when u want to draw a thing for ur friend for sticking by u
but everyone draws for ur friend and they're all so good
and ur just like


/casually jumps out the window/

Sorry to those watching me both here and on my main account for seeing two of this journal but I thought I'd share it with all of my watchers incase anyone gives a shet lelelel.

Anyway, copy paste time.

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Okay, so I'm back from the Hospital. For the first time up at Stafford (In my experience) they were actually very nice. Wow. The nurse was friendly and she was horrifed when I told her that the out of hours GP hadn't even looked at my foot.

It turns out I do indeed have an infection in my foot, the doctor assured me that the tablets I'm on won't show a physical change for around 4 - 5 days (In other words, another 2 - 3 days), although the redness has gone down a little, and they told me to go back in if things get any worse/ don't get any better, since infections can spread, antibiotics or not. Hopefully the flucloxacillin will make a difference soon.

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I'm taking what I like to call 'Quick commissions' over here: http://www.furaffinity.net/view/11482840/ < - I'm taking these while I work on my overdue commissions which everyone has been so patient about (and I can't thank you guys enough for the kind words in your notes), these commissions will be completed within 1 to 3 hours and can be viewed over a stream, contact me at engienick if you're interested. Just taking these while I earn enough money to pay back those who've been helping me out since my little foot trauma.

Ciao ciao.

Well, guess who might have a blood clot. My friend's taking me back to hospital again today, they might keep me in over night but if not, I'll be heading home to stay with my mum for a few days. University starts up again soon, this all happened at the worst possible time /faints/

Good news is, I should be able to work from my bed so long as I'm not in hospital so fingers crossed that it's nothing too serious and they let me go. If I have to stay in then I have to stay in, though.

I promised no more updates but hey,

If anyone of my commissioners are desperate for a refund please let me know, since depending on circumstance I could be back working on the commissions this afternoon or it could be next week if it turns out my legs worse than I fear.

Last update about my gammy foot, sure you're all sick of hearing about it by now.

My housemates are pulling through, one keeps coming to make sure I'm ok and the other keeps asking if I need anything so I don't have to keep getting up and walking around and what not.

I spoke to the doctor today, too. For about 2 hours. They said my medication needs at least 48 hours to kick in, so it outta' start working tonight.

Fingers crossed, eh.

I have my medication but my foot is getting worse, and the hospital doesn't open until tomorrow, I have no possible way to get to any other hospitals either, so I have to wait. Needless to say I'll be going in tomorrow,

just another delay, I apologize although I doubt anyone isn't used to it by now.

I've literally been sat here close to tears worrying. I can't afford to lose use of my foot now, not even for a few days. There's fucking too much to do and I can't even sit at my PC with my tablet since the leg has to be elevated.

Someone bring me a damn miracle.

So, the hospital is down the street, around the corner, then up a fairly long hill from my house.

The taxi driver decides to try and squeeze me for as much as he can, he took me down a route I've never even seen, in the wrong direction, then practically did a loop in and out of loads of housing lots before we arrived at A&E, only to have to /walk/ back because the taxi cost me almost £6 instead of like, £3. Meaning I couldn't afford the taxi home.

I also can't afford my medication.

FML.

So Nick, what's wrong with your leg?

I think I've got phlebitis again. The hospital didn't even like, tell me. They looked, took my blood pressure and prescribed some medication, but it is Stafford hospital so I wasn't exactly expecting much, a diagnosis would have been nice but let's not push it in a place like that, eh.

Soooo I have to go to hospital

AGAIN

because I've managed to get a tissue infection in my leg

AGAIN

and it's spreading really fast

AGAIN

for fuck's sake.

when my commissions are outta' the way imma draw pig again because i miss pig and maybe you miss pig i don't know

life update: n/a it's still shit and my banks been hacked

how is everyone

is anyone still there

Ok so I've thought some shit through and I think I'm sorted. Calmed down, had a word with me, myself and I.

Commissions, apology-art for those I've kept waiting, take more commissions. I need to start making money again since I get nothing until the end of September and I'm living alone, so.

Wish me luck. Gonna' get these done and gonna' get 'em done good.

It's just for a couple of days, but I won't be working much.

My depression has just fucking plummeted and I feel like... I don't even know, it's hard to explain, but it's not nice, not at all.

I can't sleep, I can't eat, I don't want to do anything but rot away, and it's really worrying me, University starts again in just a few weeks.

The next couple of days, I MUST get my sleeping pattern back in order and after weeks of not taking them, I MUST get back into the rhythm of taking my medication. I've been working, but all I've managed is a few half arsed, slurred lines and that's not what I've been paid for. I haven't been paid to put things off so long either and I understand that, you just have to believe me when I say I am sincerely sorry and I will make it up to everyone who's been waiting on me. Even if it means I can't make any more money for another few months.

Everything's just shattered, literally, and I need to get back in the game, no more waiting for... nothing, I've got to take action.

Again I apologize for yet another wait.

Please note me if you have any further concerns/questions about your commission.

-dead- Feel like shit ajksiojhuiofh. Sleeping pattern is /sort of/ on the road to recovery.

Stuff to do:

Workin' on 's commission today,

Other stuff to do:

Execution series

- Execution series 'hanging' (Paid)
- Execution series 'crushing' (Paid)
- Execution series 'sawing' (Paid)
- Execution series 'halved' (Paid)

YCH's
 haruka.pyrocat - Torture YCH winner [Blue] (Paid)
 ikato - Beheaded YCH winner [Red] (Paid)
 Alexandrite - Torture YCH winner [Green] (Paid)
 Benihime_Shido - Torture YCH winner [Red] (Paid)

Don't make for a very plesant mix.

I went to bed at about 5:20am and woke up at like, 6:40am.

What.

What is happening.

I normally go to bed between 4am and 6am and wake up some time the next evening.

PWYWSO: Pay what you want sort of.

Coloured sketches, pay £4 or more if you feel generous, normally £10. go go go.

Tonight only, get 'em while they're hot let's go.

>> https://join.me/115-936-329 <<

doing that livestream tonight
pay what you want commissions

not like anyone'll come but just a heads up

stay hopeful and all that

now back to breaking bad

when did FA become such a lonely place, wow

If I did a stream tonight where I offered $15 coloured sketches (to be completed in-stream) would anyone be interested?
I'm totally out of dough and I need to make a quick quid or two.

Execution series

- Execution series 'hanging' (Paid)
- Execution series 'crushing' (Paid)
- Execution series 'sawing' (Paid)


YCH's
 haruka.pyrocat - Torture YCH winner [Blue] (Paid)
 ikato - Beheaded YCH winner [Red] (Paid)
 Alexandrite - Torture YCH winner [Green] (Paid)

not working today
spending the day in bed
holy shit im sick
this is what no sleep does kids

had a pounding headache last night and hoped i'd wake up without it
didn't happen

-dead-

how do you stop yourself from vomiting

Or a sister,
Ladyfoxx needs you guys.
http://www.furaffinity.net/journal/4975815/

First I was all

"Oh I don't have that many"

Then it took me like an hour to draw a muzzle and now I'm like

"Holy shit."

This pot noodle is fucking delicious

doing commissions

wooh

my hand is dead

waiting list open

taking 3 commissions after this batch

message me if you wanna' be on the list

Waiting list:

1.
2.
3.

- Execution series 'hanging' (Paid)
- Execution series 'crushing' (Paid)
 haruka.pyrocat - Torture YCH winner [Blue] (Paid)
 ikato - Beheaded YCH winner [Red] (Paid)
- Execution series 'sawing' (Paid)
- Execution series 'halved' (Paid)
 Alexandrite - Torture YCH winner [Green] (Paid)
 Benihime_Shido - Torture YCH winner [Red] (Paid)

Not as much left to do as I'd originally thought, wooh!