Guys, in Canada. been hecktic. But I didnt forget anyone it's just been very hard. If you want my new account or facebook please send a comment!

I'm back, I got the FA mobile app. I plan to finish all commissions owed. I'm moving back in with my mother in Rhode Island. I'm going to be going through a rehab under my mothers wing because she's a nurse. my cutting is going to stop, my suicidal intentions too. I have my friends to thank for that. thank you all for the support. I've been having a rough time... and I'm glad you all didn't jump down my throat.

Okay so, I've gotten over my heart ache. I am over my ex and started dating again. I am how ever still very home sick. I will pay back the people I owe money too. But I have a few important things to handle first. Also, expect me to be gone in December, I am taking vacation time because, I need it. I maybe even leaving the country for my vacation, this will be my first time ever doing that, and I am super excited about it! I just wanted everyone to know. I haven't forgotten anyone, and I would rather ya'll know instead of getting butt hurt that I went on vacation and didn't tell you guys.


I had more to say but my tummy started getting angry with me. I also have to go to work soon, so noms, then work. I will update/edit this journal later, or maybe even just make a new journal continueing on with everthing. Toodles!

So, I am trying to get back with someone I love and realize FA has way too much drama, and unneeded depression hat a lot of you guys give me isn't worth being miserable all the time, then taking it out on him, and other people i care for. so, when my paycheck comes in, ill refund whom ever. then quit the fandom.

.... So, someone found out something, and told everyone on campus, and now.... i just cant face my friends anymore.

Okay, so, I'm in love with my ex, he left me because I was overly jealous, clingy, controlling, and bitchy. That's my fault. But I want him back, and he is giving me a chance to. But what should I do? I need some instructions.

I found this article this evening via facebook, and I was curious. I read it and the more I read the more I became disgusted and enraged. My brother, Shane, is special needs. Not bad like this child, he talks, walks, plays outside, swims, watches movies, plays xbox. My brother has a form of autism. He's like a 5 year old trapped in a 13 year olds body, and he will be during 14 this November. If anything happened to my brother... I would be mortified, and probably kill the person who did it. The jail time would be worth it honestly. To know what I am talking about read this. Try not to be as heart broken as I was.

http://www.viralnova.com/justice-for-quinten/

How can we justify this? I want this brought to justice. This whole thing enrages me. It needs to fucking....!! I'll hold my tongue on what I'd do to this man who did this to his own son, then tried to cover it up so he wouldn't go to jail.

I just wanted to give a big thanks to everyone who helped me out to fix my busted phone, got my to the funds to get the shots i needed, and for being so supportive of me during my black period of life where all I wanted to do was die. I am still getting over my depression and it isn't an easy thing to overcome. It also doesn't help the person I am a huge fan of is pissed off at me.... And I hope she forgives me.

But I wanted to thank everyone for the moral support they've been giving me. Life is hard, but God only throws at you what you can handle, so I know I can handle this. Once again, thanks guys!

Do's:
-Come up and talk to me, don't be shy!!
-Glomp me, but first say my name so I can brace myself!
-Hug me, but make sure you ask, or grasp my attention so you don't startle me.
-Take pictures of/with me! I love pictures, especially when they are posted.
-If I have my dog with me, you may come up and pet her, but do it slow, and be sure to let me know first so she isn't scared.
-Invite me to lunch. I love to eat at new places, so tell me where and how much and let's GO!
-Ask for some art, I will sloppy sketch for free sometimes.
-Ask for my phone number to text me/call me/ keep in touch!

Don'ts:
-Touch my chest, I am a female, and for you to do that will make things awkward and uneasing, might scare me off.
- Pull my tail!!
-Steal food from me, I will eat your hand as punishment.
-Stalk me, like it's alright to follow me around to hang out, you don't need my permission, but don't follow me into the bathroom and wait outside the stall breathing heavily, or follow me to my hotel room and camp outside the door..... Don't need that happening again.
-Pester me for sex, no mean's NO!
-Grab at my camera, or camera pole. It's annoying when I am trying to film something, or take a picture, and someone is trying to shake my camera, or take it from me to play keep away. Unless you are a SUPER close friend, or rooming with me...DON'T DO IT.
-Look through my sketchbook unless I say it's okay.

My lover and I live with 4 other roommates, one is the daughter of the owner of the house whom makes 5, but we don't count her as a roommate just a land lady. My boyfriend's friend has been living with us for a month, and it is putting our relationship in danger, he changed my room plans, disrespects me, and from what my other roommates say (Which I believe one of them, because he is my best friend) he wants to break us up, take my boyfriend to live with him on his families ranch, and forget all about us here. Today was the last straw, my things were being reorganized, and touched, even my underwear, and I had enough of watching and said "Please don't go through our clothing." Even though it was on the floor... he was putting them in the hamper, but still some of those can't be machine washed, AND I DON'T LIKE MY UNDERWEAR BEING TOUCHED! But he responded with, and in an aggressive tone. "No one wants to be disgusting like you." And kept touching my things.

Finally my BF kinda...lost it on feeling sorry for his friend, he stopped everything he was doing and waited for our guest to leave the room. He said he was gonna talk with him, so I am waiting on that, but I can't take it anymore. I am saving up every penny I get (Unless for a fursuit, I have to use that money on fursuit commissions) and moving the hell out of here, or at least visitng my parents. I need 2 tickets from TX to RI. For my bf and I.... We both are losing it. I'm fed up, and I know he is too.

He witnessed me CRYING today. Even he knows I wont cry infront of anyone unless it was just him, and even HE had to fight with me to learn to cry when I need to. Before I hid it, and so..he's upset because I am upset and didn't need to be mistreated.

So anyone whom can help us, maybe pimp out my name, I will love you forever.


Also, to those whom I own art to...THIS is why I am so busy. DRAMA. FUCK ING DRA MA.
I can't draw in peace without "Ew thats fucking sick, two guys fucking, God forbids hat, and your going to hell, specially since it's animals, God forbids that too. Your a sicko."

>:I

First off, thank you  milkshakejunky and  gippy for your donation to help me with my boyfriend. It's greatly appreciated.

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COMMISSIONERS!
I ordered a new tablet. So I can finish up what I promised. I am grateful you all have been so understanding. My tablet will arrive in 1-2 more weeks. So PLEASE hang in there, no one has been forgotten, I've just been busy. THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!

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My boyfriend had heart issues last night/this morning at 3AM. I was with him, very tired after being there so late. DIdn't get to bed/home until the sun came up. I plan to help him pay off his debt, so please anything will help!!
I will give more deals than I usually do on art. BUt first I NEED a tablet that isnt broken. NEED. I found one new for $50-$60 and whatever shiping is...
This is really important to me.
Please spread the word, and help if you can.

Donations can be sent to auroralightcreations[at]gmail.com @ paypal.

Please leave your user name when you donate, At the end of the week I will give a big thanks to anyone whom helped me in ANY way. And post a link to a journal here if you spread the word because you need thanks too.

So, my boyfriend lost his job at GoodWill, but still works for CUTCO. But it isn't a great paying job. So if prices on things go up here, it is so I can help support the two of us and our home.

I would stream, but until my boyfriend fixes his laptop since mine can't be fixed I will just tell when I start working on commissions :3

I'm having a deal for 3 slots on a partial.

$400+ depending on colors

So tonight I plan to do a stream.
If I do its to make $61 to play off my fees...
also who knows how to get a Paypal debit card?
I've tried but it won't let me...

...so I over drafted my bank... I'm in debt $31... And it keeps boosting late fees Avery day late by double. Fucking great. All the cash I earned fucking gone. Fuck. At least the dogs are fed...

my depression is getting worse and I don't know what is triggering it it could just be the chemicals telling me to be sad even though I don't fully understand why. I've also been feeling like a beauty as well as I miss my family and a lot of other things too. so for now I'm going to go on a camping trip with some my roommates and my boyfriend, in hopes that it will help my depression out a little bit because I've been wanting to go camping for a year now. and seeing my moms post pictures and status updates about her camping trip has made me a little bit jealous and even more homesick. so this camping trip will do me good so anybody home I owe art commissions to please give me 3 days to get back from my camping trip I should arrive Sunday night.

So, for every $6.99 buyer I'll offer a free traditional badge!
I wanna buy prisma markers and see if I like them; but they are so pricy.

I did this once before on an other account, so why not here too since I am trying to revive Pixen?


I will be selling my art services from now until August. I will be your art slave from the moment you pay to the beginning of August.

My rules are no more than 2 fully colored pictures per day. I am a fast artist, but I don't wanna be stuck home all day drawing 50 pictures for you per day.
You can have unlimited people in the picture, as well as any fetish, even the gross ones.

I am doing this so I can buy a laptop for school. I attend school this August when my art slavery ends.

LIMITED SLOTS WILL BE OPEN TO THIS!

From now until August I am charging $50 per slot. If you wish to tip to help me get my school laptop feel free. My paypal is auroralightcreations[at]gmail.com


SLOTS!

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Back again, Pixen's back, tell a furiend.

Lol but no really I miss pixen to bits so I am coming back to draw art of her.
Anyone want a free digital picture with pixen?

Miss me? ;P

My great grandmother isn't doing too well. She is at the hospital and had a heart attack while there. She was "dead" for 10 minutes. But they revived her thanks to a machine. It's only a matter of time. They are trying to keep her alive as long as they can. It's pretty heart breaking.... Because I was close to her even though she is my mom's grandmother. Making her my GREAT grandmother. But still I was kinda close. We hung out often when at family events...

But...yeah... I wont be doing so well for the next few days..

Gonna maybe hang out with  rowencia since my other friend two friends have school. That and I just don't wanna be home and the only person who has a car is Rowen, so I'll be with her if I have a break down.