Wanna know what I've been up too? not getting Commissions, not drawing anything for myself. This seems to be a common issue, that's why you rarely see from me...! Well, how about we fix that.
Besides the fact I will be updating my commission prices in the near future soon as I get around to it, I also spend plenty and more time in text around my discord server!
You can find that here: https://discord.gg/7E2myWHKnv
Not only will you know as soon as com prices are updated and live again to take but get more details on things like writing coms. We also host things around the server; we have a monthly tournament we just started. It is a easy to get into month long event every month, hosted in our server! We also plan to hopefully host some movie nights at some point, otherwise have access to all the updates for anything i do over there, be it going live while streaming, anything art and writing related, or elsewise!
This is a shorter journal, (one I accidentally posted too soon as well WOOPS) but i wanted to remind people where the activity is at, and hopefully update everyone that im not dead, and still always active in the background just slow! and, dealing with things as always, but I am trying my best! Thank you.

Hello all, it's been a small while since you may have heard from me. Thank you all for the new followers and support. Life has been hitting me rough, and I've moved 3 times in the last year and a half, with uncertainty of my living situation going forward. This is one of the main reasons I've kept myself from drawing more, or even writing more, all of which I would love to do. Theres been plenty enough going on in my life as is, I'd rather not give you the whole rundown. I do however, still worry over the state of things going forward. Not just for myself, but for FA as well. I know plenty of people use the site, but its fate is currently being dangled over the air with the recent passing of Dragoneer. May they rest in peace.
It is precisely because of such that I am here reaching out again. Going forward when I can manage it, I plan to make much more of everything, if possible, but I'm not sure if FA will be around to house my works in the future. For everyone looking to still see more of me, I implore you to check out these links on where to find me.

Discord Server: https://discord.gg/7E2myWHKnv
This will be the main place to speak with me directly, get direct updates on everything, and probably where I'll be directing taking any coms in the future directly through if i can get back into it. Its a pretty friendly safe space for us focusing on subjects ive drawn or want to draw. that being the vores and wg and stuff, but its also a place we spend most our time hanging around.

Patreon: https://www.patreon.com/NightflightCafe
Due to guidelines this place is more barren, and I'm figuring out what to spruce it up with. But any and all support directly helps loads.

Twitter: https://twitter.com/PKYay
Twitter NSFW: https://twitter.com/BreKYay
The Best place to follow for art updates alone. Sorry in advance for the retweeting.

Bluesky: https://bsky.app/profile/pkyay.pmd.social
Both Twitters fused together. But I still have alot of backlog to upload here and have been doing it slowly.

Lastly. Twitch: https://www.twitch.tv/pkyay
I stream frequently. They aren't art streams, but they are very chill.

These are just a handful of places you can find me at. I hope to see the lot of you soon in the future. I will of course be praying FA does not get shut down, but in the meantime, I would like to give you all those links in the worst-case scenario. I apologize again for being slow to produce art or anything substantial to house on my profile here, but I'm glad everyone still likes my older works. Here's to my situation improving in my life, and hoping things work out. And if you're reading this, I hope things in your own future work out for you as well. Thank you very much for being here.

Going to make this quick and short! find all the prices over here:
https://twitter.com/PKYay/status/16.....41375535013893
Or you can find them on the discord over here:
https://discord.gg/7E2myWHKnv
Feel Free to send me a note here or on any of these two sites.

Hello!
Bre Bre!
It's been a while hasn't it.
The truth is, I've been having a rough time. I have actually since the last piece of art posted here have made 2 or 3 other official pieces that haven't made their way here and might not. There's been plenty things going on outside in my life, several phases and bouts with depressions and countless times anxiety has taken control of my life.
I'm better now. Or to say at least, I'm past all of the new hurt. And the one who stayed by my side, refused to ever give up on me, constantly talked me back into things when I was at my point of shying away again from everything and everyone. At the point I was about to ruin my life further,  omabeast was there for me. pushed me through thick and thin. Thank you, for everything that you do for me, for talking to me every single day and being the best.
And because of it, I'm here giving you an update of everything important and exciting for my FA. There's one more mention I would love to get out of the way. One of the images I skipped out on posting to FA was of a Wulvrick I drew. I didn't want to post yet ANOTHER cute image with me and Om I drew. But what's important to note is that this Wulvrick I drew is an entirely new OC for me! We finally finished out working all the kinks and designs of them, and the shoutout I want to give is to  darkwufflez who not only helped throw ideas together and I feel made the bulk of the design actually happen, but was also more than kind enough to help get the ideas onto paper as well, when I still feel my worst about my own drawing abilities. If you're reading this, I also cannot thank you enough for all the help with it, and the entire result was a super mood booster I also incredibly needed at the time.
I'd like to be a lot more open to people. My anxiety is terrible, and I am really trying hard every single day to overcome little obstacles. I would love to meet new people and make new friends. This is also the main point I'm making this post. I am trying to break out of this shell I've locked myself so deep in. I've spent the better of the last week working on and making a Discord server! An official one to tie to my FA. It has a main focus on RP, something I personally love to do, with a side functionality focus of housing my art. Things id upload here or plan too, commission handling through Discord which I would probably find easier. The whole nine yards. And I would also like to make this server publicly available here. As it's tied to my FA here, there is also a super heavy focus on weight gain, feederism, and lots of vore themes, all my personal favorite things I'd love nothing but to draw more of or see more of my character. The server also includes a waiver of signature with all this information and more. The goal of the server is to create a place for me that I can feel entirely open with myself and others without any discrimination or stress. Dealing with anxiety is incredibly hard, but if you're looking to join our small community, anyone is happily welcomed! I decided to theme the server around the Tavern that my character owns, in its own confined space. Many don't know about it, but its heavily important to me and gave me good memories in the past, hoping to use that leverage as a place I may find myself more comfortable in, it's the main stage for the server and its theming. A place where also PMD like activities can and may take place once I get some other things in the background turning. If all of this interests any of you, or you'd just like to come to hang out with bre,
The server invite may be found here!
https://discord.gg/7E2myWHKnv
And please take caution approaching with anxiety, but I'm excited to see new people in a place I own.
And with news of a server, yes for everyone who still might be around hanging out on FA, with the duo function of the Discord, I'm planning to get back into art again. I'm currently saving up money at my current job to afford a new art tablet, which will hopefully help me tons in improving my skills and dexterity as an artist over my current cheap tablet that has barely struggled to get me as far as it currently has. Ontop of this, I also plan to be learning and using a better art program. It's no secret, up till now the majority if not all my drawings were done in Adobe Photoshop. Yeah, I'm also entirely aware Illustrator would have been better, but I got much more used to photoshop and latched onto it. Going forward I'd like to use this new tablet I've yet to buy, and stray more away from Photoshop and onto potentially Paint Tool Sai, or if you have any recommendations on better programs, send them my way. Once I dip my paws in the water and find stable footing, I'd like to open up my first batches of commissions again. I've talked about having them before and while I technically did, I never got a single one finished, and I apologize to anyone who asked at such a time. Hoping now, with the vast help Om gives me, and my foot in the door starting this new year off, I may try to push past a lot of my hurts and focus on healing and being better, focus on breaking out of anxiety and interacting with others especially of similar interests, which I have a lot of trouble even finding. And while I always may still have anxiety issues, if I could make new friends to lean on when stressed, I'd have done everything I set out to do and would be happy.
If you made it this far? Thank you for reading all of that! Just throwing my thoughts out at you guys like I usually do. If the server ends up being a bit too much, you all can still enjoy my art from a safe distance here on FA without the interactions or "drama", and I'll try to upload all the important things again I'm sorry! I'm in a lot better a headspace then when I made my last journal entry, and I hope I've reflected that here for anyone who was worried. Thank you all again for following, for liking my art, and for generally being nice and inviting people for the small anxiety filled interactions I have actually had with anyone in comments on this site. Until next time, or maybe till you end up stopping by the Tavern! who knows!

I want to start by saying, i apologize for the lack of content. lack of any art in general, i've been finding it hard to draw. this isn't art block, i generally believe i don't have the ability to draw and everything i've made has came out not too well. i was scared to even make this journal, i generally have high anxiety when even thinking about posting art for others to see, let alone talking to new people. i dont exactly believe myself in the slightest when i tell others im an artist. i'm not sure when the next piece will be uploaded, i have more scrapped pieces of art then you can image, nothing looking even remotely good. ive no means to improve or get better, practicing isnt cutting it, and it never has, me doing so for so long has just proved me right in the long run, i lack even the basic ability to draw straight lines. i don't know what needs to change, i know that whatever i end up uploading next i wont like either just like all my other things. so again i apologize for lack of art of any kind, and my inability to actually draw, but im really trying to see if i can get other things made if possible to everyone.

Second, i wanted to thank all the favorites and new followers i got from my last piece. again, it doesnt sit perfectly well with how it came out with me, but that doesnt mean i didnt spend all of my time for weeks making it, days on the story, and bouncing ideas off of sky constantly. Despite the fact it was posted drastically late from the given date, people still somehow enjoyed it, its my most viewed piece and im honestly generally unsure how to even recreate anything close to it. since finishing it, i havn't been able to draw a single thing even close to having a shape no matter how many times ive tried, i guess it took up all of my ability and energy to do anything and im stuck on cooldown, which does suck because theres things i do want to draw, ive just still never had the ability especially now to do such. I at least wanted to take the time though to thank everyone who is now following me, or everyone who favorited it, even if they dont end up seeing this journal. it means alot to me, especially since i otherwise would not be able to interact with so many people thanks to my social anxieties, at least making something to myself and being able to share it to others who then enjoy it in place of talking to me feels nice, and i really appreciate all of the feedback.

I choose to give you all this update now because its my birthday today. I mainly wanted to give a thanks to everyone for support on the last piece but had a couple extra update like things to say as well. Ive wanted to give several pieces of artwork since my last one and havn't managed a single thing. nothing for halloween, i even tried today numerous times for a birthday picture and realize i wont be able to produce such things, no matter how hard i try, i cant even manage a sketch or scrap, actually ive never been able to manage a sketch that even looks remotely ok. im in an awful place right now, and im trying not to reflect any of those feelings with my words or my art to others, i would rather them enjoy the good feelings in my art instead. I guess now that ive gotten a couple new people here, i should also mention the whole, i appreciate all comments you want to send my way, and follows but if i cant reach back out to you to respond to comments or things like that, its not because i didnt see it but because my anxiety wont mentally let me respond properly. I also would like to draw more vore/weight gaining kind of things for those following me not for that if you arent ok with it to back out, but i also would love to draw normal super cute things too so dont worry! i just, would really like to be able to learn and draw big soft cute things like my bre even bigger than i do its kind of always what i wanted to do, but i guess even the not big things end up looking soft with my style dont they. I always pack alot of information into the descriptions of everything i upload here, and kinda am doing the same here, in fact if i had art to post you guys might be getting all of this just under an image. for those actually reading all of it too, a special thanks, knowing my words arent going to waste.

I dont have much else to say im comfortable saying or can think of, thank you for taking the time to check out the journal. i know im more than a little slow at understanding or even doing things but thank you for sticking with me.