The ABDL con~~ It's in 2026 buuuuuuuut that's ok cause it gives me an ultra big amount of time to save up money for it. Had to skip on it last year... this year(?) cause it was in january and my workplace wouldn't let me go on vacation round that time cause it's busy around the holidays and it was kinda short notice. Real talk I'm just super excited to be an unabashed smol gremlin again :3 So that's somethin to look forward to!!

Otherwise I've been good. Just busy with adult life and stuff as well. Workin and artin and hanging out with friends and family. Still got my dog too. Just enjoying myself. Really happy that it's spring and i'm not dealing with gross seasonal crap. I like the nice and refreshing vibe of this season and despite my allergies, I think it's my favorite season now haha.

Hope y'all are doin well too :3

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Commissions List: (Updates frequently as I work):

 uigooey : Single feral shaded character commission- COMPLETE~
 uigooey : Single anthro shaded character with alt: COMPLETE~
Anonymous commissioner 1: Single feral character, full background - Detail sketch in progress (waiting on some details)
Anonymous Commissioner 1: Flat crayon sketch- COMPLETE~!
Anonymous Commissioner 2: Single anthro character shaded, no background - COMPLETE~
Anonymous Commissioner 3: Single anthro character shaded: COMPLETE~
 jrhoss : 2 Character anthro with soft shading- COMPLETE~!
 thamestink : 2 character soft shaded- Colors in Progress
 Zergking : Shaded, 2 panel comic -COMPLETE
 alxkiddo : 2 character commission with soft shading: COMPLETE~
 Inderno - Single feral shaded character with two alts: COMPLETE
 glimeringshadow - single anthro character, flat: COMPLETE
 johns2013 - 2 anthro character, flat: Colored Lines in Progress
 solet - 2 anthro character: Posing sketch in progress
Resh: 1 character reference sheet: COMPLETE
 inderno 2 character : Detail Sketch in progress
Resh: 1 character reference sheet: Colors in Progress
 flutterguy10 1 character reference sheet: Detail Sketch in Progress
 zillabrony single character, flat color: COMPLETE
 uigooey single character, shaded: Shading in Progress

Haha I know I"m a lil slow on the congratulations. Work usually picks up around the holidays, both irl and artwork, so I get a... bit more than a bit busy haha. Being a quieter person doesn't help often with this haha.

But yeah. We had some good times, we had some not so good times. But we're still here and still keeping on keeping on.

Did end up having my tablet break on new years eve, got a new one recently (same brand but newer form). It's so weird to do artwork on a screen that's not... violently worn down. Gonna have to get used to that.

Otherwise my new years resolutions are to be more consistent with my cleaning routines and to cook more. And to try and quash down being shy and being more vocal/social and stuff in unknown situations.

As for the cooking more resolution, if anybody has good recipes they have to share please feel free to share em :3

Still workin on commissions too. When I have a moment i'm going to put the "I'm working on this stuff list" at the bottom of this journal. At this current time ya'll are seeing the 'special' version of the journal that I haven't edited yet to add the list. Lucky y'all lol.

Hope everybody's doing well and I wish ya'll a happy new year :3

Not vending but I’m gonna have lil stickers to pass out so if ya see me say hi and I’ll give ya some! I’ll take pics of my fit and post em on Twitter and Bluesky so you can know what I’m lookin like.

Gonna be hitting every single sketch book swap too!

We had to put down bliss today. She wasn’t doing good, she ended up having bladder cancer. We’re gonna miss that dog. She was good. She was very good

Ayo just slapping this journal here to re-organize the commission queue. I know people use a different website for that sort of thing but ehhh.. I know I functionally have a hard time juggling multiple websites so I just put the queue here and update it as I go. I do apologize for the delay though due to being sick.

Otherwise i'm doin super good. a lil bummed about the con being over and getting back into the swing of work but it is what it is. We vibin. I know the con re-sparked my interest in reclaiming my childhood stuff via thrifting and checking my parent's house every so often so yeah~

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Commissions List: (Updates frequently as I work)

 alopecia15 Single character reference sheet, flat. Diaper alt: Complete~
April: 2 character commission, soft shaded, background: Detail Sketch in Progress
 PaiPuff : Single anthro character, flat wet alt & messy alt: Complete~
 TheFurryBoat Single feral character, shaded, full background, messy alt: COMPLETE!
 wolfieboy365 Multiple anthro character, flat, 3 panels: Sketch in progress
 secretbrowser Single anthro character, flat , wet alt & messy alt: COMPLETE~
 uigooey Single anthro character, arm alt + eye alt, soft shaded: COMPLETE
 poofstrike Single feral character, shaded, stylized background, wet alt & messy Alt: COMPLETE~
 adwdwrew24 2 character anthro, flat: Complete~
 drebingrey39 2 character flat with messy alt: Complete~!
 Pecacheu 2 character, soft shaded: COmplete~
 LuciusLovin 1 character, crayon style, shaded: COMPLETE!
 zillabrony13 1 character flat color: Complete~
 clandestinewing 1 character flat with background: COMPLETE~
 mandobanjo H1 character w messy alt: Colors in progress
Cloud Jumper (Twitter) : Single anthro character, soft shaded + diaper alt: COMPLETE
Paisley: Single anthro character flat: COMPLETE
Navy: single character soft shaded with full background: COMPLETE~
 skunklover777 1 character flat, simple background wet alt, messy alt: COMPLETE~
Anonymous commissioner: 2 character flat color: COMPLETE!
 jrhoss 2 character commission shaded w background: Lineart in progress
 UIgooey single character soft shaded with messy alt : COOMPELTE~
Bougie: 2 character flat color: Linework in progress

Apologies for my delay in getting back here. Haha. Ended up getting sick right after the con (not fun). I’m on the mend now though which is good.

The con was an absolute blast tho and I definitely hope to return next year because fuck yes.

I’ll be back to official artwork-work on Tuesday. Being sick got me really delayed in unpacking and taking care of some other home things.

My doggie also had mild surgery. He’s okay but I have to constantly monitor him to make sure he doesn’t do a “mega stupid activity” with his cone of shame. Haha

Hope yall have been well.

Heyo everybody. I"m gonna be going to CAPcon in the coming days. Basically it's a ageplay convention so I"m super duper excited for that. Gonna be in solid bab mode for probably a week or so. Due to it i'm going to be pretty silent and away from social media as I prepare (EUGH PACKING) and then go convention-ing/babbing out hardcore, and then de-stressing from the con.

I should be back by March 7th from my sababical :3 I may low key be working on sketches during the convention but I don't think i'm going to be regularly checking twitter/my notes until the 7th, as a heads up.

I apologize for any inconvenience this may cause. I don't often take vacations like this though so it's a bit special for me. No work, either full time job or the art sounds super relaxing. If I doodle anything whilst there I"ll definitely share it tho :3

And if anybody else is goin and y'all happen to see me feel free to say hi or somethin. I"m gonna be hangin with my friends for the most part but I like meetin new people too. Don't worry. I just lightly nibble :3

Hope y'all are doing great and have something fun to look forward to as well in the coming days!

Happy thanksgiving everybody. Hope it was good and fulfilling :3.

Speaking of, i'm thankful for bein able to go to mff soon which makes me all excited. I thought I had to work its weekend but then I suddenly realized I don't so.... yeah! I"m excited

SO yeah that's gonna be fun! Excited to go there and look around and stuff. Go to the sketchbook swaps. Get some commissions and neat merch. Conventions are always super fun. So having MFF to look forward to is great. Likewise with looking forward to CAPcon

I know I"m gonna be quite busy for All of next week (due to work/other activities/MFF) so expect me to be more around on December 5th or so. Even then that might be a day of rest for me though lol. I am still open for commissions so don't be afraid to note me regardless, just if you note me it may take me a bit longer to get to is all.

Hope y'all are doin well.

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Commissions List: (Updates frequently as I work)

Pixie: Reference sheet, anthro character, 4 sides total (3 sides flat, 1 shaded): Colors in Progress (save for 1 side)
 Eviolite : 2 character flat stylized background: COMPLETE!
 shrager67 : 2 character commission, soft shading, full background: COMPLETE!!~
 alopecia15 Single character, flat, full background: COMPLETE~
 Renlu 2 character (1 feral 1 anthro), shaded /w wet alt +background: COMPLETE~
 uigooey Single character, soft shading : COMPLETE~
Stormy Thorn (Twitter): 2 anthro character, flat, full background: COMPLETE~
 Bondedfriendship : 5 character feral with soft shading: COMPLETE~
Vale: 2 character flat color with background & Messy Alt: COMPLETE~
Mia: 2 character, flat color, messy alt, stylized background: COMPLETE~
ShayminthePokebaby: Single character, flat color, stylized background: COMPLETE~
 uigooey Single character soft shaded with eye alt: COMPLETE~
 zillabrony13 single character flat with stylized background: COMPLETE~
 Myrmezard single feral character soft shaded w wet& messy alt : COMPLETE~
 Luciuslovin : single anthro character crayon commission: COMPLETE~
SylviSylveon: single flat color feral with wet&messy alt: COMPLETE~
 alopecia15 Single character reference sheet, flat. Diaper alt: Colored Lines in Progress
 adwdwrew24 2 anthro character flat: COMPLETE
 uigooey 2 character commission w shading: COMPLETE~
 ominousfurry210 1 character anthro flat color: COMPLETE
Mia: 2 character feral, flat color, messy alt, stylized background: COMPLETE~
BluRodent: 2 character- 1 humanoid, 1 feral, flat color: Colored Lines in progress
April: 2 character commission, soft shaded, background: Detail Sketch in Progress

Sooo... i'm bad at keeping up with my life in journals. I usually don't have much to say unless either something radically good or radically bad happens.

In this case it's the latter.

So I was in a car accident tuesday. Got banged up and bruised but everybody involved is alive and well. Including myself being alive. No missing limbs but i'm still pretty shaken and my car got totaled. I'm also very bruised and scraped and sore as heck unfortunately (I am getting better though day by day at least). And gonna be out quite a bit of money finding a new car b/c cars are heckin expensive (even used cars) and my car, being from 2014.... ain't worth that much (and especially not anymore being totaled and all....). I"m just glad everybody involved is okay in general. This situation for me just a huge anxiety thing tho so I don't really wanna go into hardcore details about it because I really don't wanna keep thinking about the scary bits. Thanks.

So because of this I'm back to hardcore commission work more officially on FA/Twitter/wherever else I kinda exist at. I did make a new pricing sheet to reflect my level of art, along with updated pricing. I will be uploading the updated prices along with a high resolution link of the sheet (Due to FA having stupid limits but what can ya do) so please do not be stunned by the new prices. I'll be working on the commissions pretty consistently on my days off of work/before I go to work/etc. But because I'll be taking on a lot I will say I do not have an adequate ETA on when they will be completed. I do assure I will be working on all of them though.

Please just do bear with me there will be a few delays in response when it comes to notes due to me being stretched a tad thin with trying to get a new car/insurance calls/other stress related stuffs


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Commissions List: (Updates frequently as I work)

 uigooey : 1 character commission, shaded w/ expression alt & eye alt: COMPLETE~
 Sanicgamer1999 : single character soft shaded no alt: COMPLETE~
 LuciusLovin : 2 character, soft shaded w/ full background: COMPLETE~
 alopecia15 : Single character, soft shaded: COMPLETE~
 shrager67 : 2 character, soft shaded, full background /w wet&messy alt: COMPLETE~
Robo: Single Anthro character commission, flat, wet alt : COMPLETE~
Grima: Single Feral character, soft shaded: COMPLETE~
Vapor: Single feral character, flat, soggy alt: COMPLETE~
KingPillowButtMoon: Single feral character, flat, stylized background: COMPLETE~
Pixie: Reference sheet, anthro character, 4 sides total (3 sides flat, 1 shaded): Detail sketch in Progress (waiting for approval for lines)
Amara: single anthro character, stylized background, 2 version (1 undiapered & 1 diapered, expression changes): COMPLETE~
 Eviolite : 2 character flat stylized background: Colors in progress (half done)
 shrager67 : 2 character commission, soft shading, full background: Shading in Progress
 Trying_to_Art Single character, flat, stylized background: COMPLETE~
 alopecia15 Single character, flat, full background: Linework in Progress
Anonymous Commissioner: Single character,flat/no background Expression/object Alt: COMPLETE~
CookieObsessed: 2 characters, anthro, flat,: COMPLETE~
YangXiaoLong: 1 character, anthro, flat character w/ stylized background: COMPLETE~
Logan: 1 character flat: COMPLETE~
 Renlu 2 character (1 feral 1 anthro), shaded /w wet alt +background: Colors in progress
 uigooey Single character, soft shading : Colors in Progress~
 wolfieboy365 Single character soft shaded full background: COMPLETE~
Stormy Thorn (Twitter): 2 anthro character, flat, full background: Colored Lines in Progress
 Bondedfriendship : 5 character feral with soft shading: Detail Sketch in Progress
Vale: Sketch in progress

Hope y’all are doin well. I’m having a good time :3

Gonna be away for like two-three more days.

Just curious.

I never know what to put in journals tbh. I feel like my life's kind of boring and I'm shy about sharing stuff. Like, I found some neat lil tidbits of stuff at goodwill and garage sale season is starting so I'm happy about that. I love finding neat little treasures to give them new homes. It's fun :3 My favorite stuff to find is christmas ornaments tbh. I am in absolute love with my tree and I'm making it a personal challenge to make the most unhinged wild tree I can (Like I have a lobster ornament for pete's sake). Also birds b/c I heckin love birds. No bunny ornaments yet tho :( My autistic senses have absorbed bunnies into an Absolute Favorite Thing and while I have a lot of bunny figures for like everyday decoration.... well... nothin for a tree yet. (Also I promise I don't have a tree up, just you get the most "on sale" christmas stuff in garage sales/goodwill round this time). Otherwise I just find neat things that go with my house decor. Got a small beckoning cat collection. I really like decorating (It's super fun and I like how things come together like that~)

I"m also going to an anime convention in two weeks. Anime Central. AKA: ACEN. I"m not a huge anime nerd (love pokemon to bits but that's just scratching on a huge surface to look at) but I love the convention and have been going almost every single year to there since I've learned of the convention. Also I love looking around at the artist alley and dealers den or whatever areas that sell stuff. I love seeing the creativity of others and it makes me really happy.

Otherwise I've been working on art. Been in a background's mood lately so I've been pushing myself to do a lil better on that. AKA: work on
personal pieces that haven't been done for months/years because they were stuck in the background phase. Gonna use these (and some others) to revamp my commission's sheet (it's been pretty overdue tbh). So nobody be surprised if I post a new commission sheet... eventually. It's hard for me to date myself so I don't know when it'll come about (probably when I finish all the example pieces I need to reflect my current grasp of art). Will probably make a more concrete sheet for my crayon-style commissions as well.

Been also finding neat video-essays to listen to whilst I do art when not in stream. Honestly I'd probably livestream my art as I listen to these but I feel like a good chunk of them aren't really... appropriate to do. Not because they're bad but the dissonance between "cute diaper art" and "Analog horror with deep themes" while interesting, I feel is inappropriate in a stream setting. ALSO THO if anybody has any recommendations pls let me know. I like deep dives into media and I do have a taste for horror :3

Also been having a craving for music. I do intend to listen to more songs and attempt to "draw a vibe" from a song if I feel something and put my thoughts into a picture. I've done that for a few songs I've listened to (that are currently in the sketch phase of creation) and I"m satisfied with how the posing ended up coming about. Something more for me to look into. I've been listening to a lot of Chonny Jash's covers on youtube but also been getting back into more older pop-rock again. It's nice.

I guess I do have things to say, I guess I also get afraid of if anybody's gonna read em or if i'm just shouting it into a void (it ain't art after all, albeit still personal to me). If you got this far, thanks very much for reading.

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Commissions List: (Updates frequently as I work)

 LuciusLovin : Icon Commission: Complete~
 jrhoss : 2 character soft shaded commission, stylized background: Complete~
 LovelyPamperdoodle 1 character soft shaded: Complete~!
 alopecia15 Single character, soft shaded: Complete~
 alopecia15 Single character, soft shaded: Complete~
 clandestinewing 2 Character, soft shaded commission: Complete~
ShayminthePokebaby (@ Twitter) : 1 character, soft shaded: Complete~
 zillabrony13 Single character, flat, w/props: Complete~
 alopecia15 2 character flat commission: Complete~

Siddy: Single character soft shaded w/ complex background & Alt: Complete~
 poofstrike 2 character commission, soft shaded wet alt and wet/messy alt: Complete~
 Mandobanjo 1 character flat commission w/ stylized background + wet alt: Complete~
 jrhoss : 2 character commission, shaded w/ full background: Complete~
 uigooey single character soft shaded w/ alt: Complete~
 johns2013 2 character 2 panel commission, flat color: Complete~
 bondedfriendship character reference sheet: Complete~
 Azeebzeeb 2 character commission /w wet alt &messy alt & pacifier alt, soft shaded + full background: Complete~
Anonymous commissioner: Single character commission, flat, paci-strap alt: Complete~
 ricktin 2 character commission, soft shaded : Complete~
Avii: 5 character commission, soft shaded, full background: Complete~

Joel: single character soft shaded no alt:
Luci:

Well. At the hotel for it anyway. Havin fun with my boyfriend and some friends so that’s awesome :3

Will be pretty afk until next Monday.

I did bring my sketchbook along so I’m probs gonna still be arting :3

Ayooo, hope y'all are doin okay. I'm doing a lot better now health wise. I have a clean bill of health, no longer sick/contagious. I do have a bit of side effects: Aka my restless leg syndrome keeps flaring up. Luckily that can be mitigated with ibuprofen so long as I catch it pretty quick when it starts acting up again. Other than that and some sniffles, I'm ready to roll. My doggie's been pretty supportive too. He's been a lot more of a snugglebug since I've gotten sick. Rewarding him with a lot of head scritches for that one.

Been back to disciplining myself with working on art. I've been happy with what I've been doing lately. IDK what it is when I have mild hiatuses but I feel like a messed up phoenix after I come back. Firey and strong. Maybe it's the break making me look at stuff with fresh eyes, but hey I'm not gonna complain. If I'm going to be creating art and having fun with new stuff and ideas, damn well gonna do it~ (I've been dabbling in other themes in artwork such as more clear NSFW and vore and stuff too. I'm contemplating fleshing out another Twitter/Fa for the more diaperless stuff though. I've never really tried that sort of thing but... *shrug* it seems interesting enough)

This does kinda roll into my thing of next week. Next week's CAPcon which is like a huuuuuge ageplay convention. Which I'm super excited about but also kinda nervous cause it's my first ever time going. It looks like it's gonna be a lot of fun, and I'm going with my boyfriend and some other friends so that's gonna be neato. I'm looking forward to it a lot. A lil worried about how crowded it's gonna be and stuff, but I think if I can do anime/furry conventions I can definitely do this. Plus the playground/jungle gym looks sooooo fun. NGL I've always loved parks and swings and stuff. I'm not the most athletic creature out there but I do enjoy getting moving and playing with others. Legit, I miss high school gym class just b/c I got to play sports. Was I good at them, ehhhh I was middling at best. But it was fun and that's what matters.

Long story short, I might be a bit hard to contact next week. I'm definitely gonna bring my sketchbook to Capcon b/c of course I am, but if I get sent notes or whatnot there will be a delay to my responses. Gonna be pretty busy with friends and fun and experiences and Adventures™. Please feel free to send me notes and inquire about stuff; I'm just being transparent about my inconsistent response time.

Also have a music because it's been a pretty deep hyperfocus of mine for the past month:
Music Link: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nIA.....nel=ChonnyJash


I've been told by.... ehhh a few people in my streams that my musical taste is a bit interesting, but fuck I really like it and just wanted to share. This guy's covers have been just hitting me pretty well lately in that part of the heart and brain and soul that just absorbs music. I know probably nothing much about music and its composition. All I can easily say is that I like things in it and that it resounds in me. And I'm like that brand of autistic that'll listen to stuff I love over and over and over.... And I'm trying to get better at just sharing more things about me/stuff I like here so here that goes.

If anybody has any music recommendations they wanna share with me, please be my guest~

But yeah I think that's all I have to say today. Thanks for reading this journal. Again, hope y'all are having a good day~

Regular Style Commission Queue:

 Zergking : Flat 2 part 3 character commission: Colors in Progress/Colors in Progress
Jrhoss on Twitter: 2 character soft shaded: Lineart in Progress
 Zillabrony : 1 character flat: Detail sketch in Progress
 uigooey : 1 character anthro, Shaded: Sketch in Progress

Fever, chills, ache.

Gonna be quiet on here for a bit until I’m better apologies

Its funny how when i'm stressed to heck I'm suddenly productive as all get out in art. I know it's a risk of burnout considering... but art has always been a comfort thing since I was younger so I"m glad it's still being that for me. Hopefully I don't burst into flame in my attempt at soothing myself though.

Work's been a whole ordeal and stressful. Our nursing home company (nonprofit) got bought by a private (for profit) person and it's.... like fuck man I don't like change. And things are gonna be changing, a bunch of my coworkers are freaking out cause all the paperwork we have to sign acts like we are new hires starting from scratch. like shit i've been there 6 years now (and last time our company got brought we didn't start from scratch). I can't quite change anything though so....hoooboy, that's an event. Gonna try to contact hr to contact the other company's hr so I can get my questions answered (aka my worries at least confirmed or denied)... I can deal with the fear of change so long as the fear of the unknown ALSO isn't in the equation. (also I don't want my vacation time or pay hardcore fucked with or else fuck i might look for a new job in the field somewhere else because OOF). Plus I get to hear my coworkers freaking out and saying "oh i'm gonna quit" (as she says every other week I swear)

It's like one thing after another. Recover from holiday stress? Here's a new problem. Recover from short staffing issues? Hello NEW MANAGEMENT STRESS.

At least I got my vacation approved for march (I'm going to capcon so yeeeeey that's gonna be fun~ First time at a ageplay con)

I should probably just chill and think about positive future things. It feels better getting all my thoughts out onto a journal, even if it's on Fa. Gonna go to ageplay convention~ was able to stream this week~ gonna work on more arts~ Here's hoping the good vibes stick and the bad vibes just... go.

Regular Style Commission Queue:

WittleWolfyKota: 2 character shaded w/ stylized background + wet/messy alt: Complete~
 Thamestink : 2 character, soft shaded, wet alt + messy alt: Complete~
 Zergking : Reference Sheet: Complete~
 Zergking : Flat 2 part 3 character commission: Lineart in Progress/Colors in Progress
 bondedfriendship : 1 character soft shaded commission: Complete~
 bondedfriendship : 2 character soft shaded commission w/ wet alt: Complete~
 Datahazard64 2 character shaded: Complete~
Jrhoss on Twitter: 2 character soft shaded: Lineart in Progress

Crayon Style Commissions:

Anonymous Commissioner: Upgrade to shaded: Complete~
 Mandobanjo : Flat color: Complete~
 adwdwrew24 : Flat color w/ props + Alt: Complete~
 Luciuslovin : Shaded single character : Complete~

Wishing you all a happy new year and a good start to 2023!

Gosh it was so fun. I turned Auru into a cute lil plushie (commissioned him to become one anyway) and he got a heckton of complements. I also recharged a lot of my art juice there apparently because I did as many sketchbook swaps as I could (a lil shy crediting myself because I really don't HAVE a non-kink area of posting). Although I also did the NSFW sketchbook swap and found out I actually enjoy drawing tasteful nudes so that's actually really neat to me~ It's like a personal growth thing cause for the longest time I was really really not into that sort of thing due to personal reasons so hey. Nature is healing I guess c:

Otherwise I.... really wanna fursuit as Auru. I bought some fursuit supplies so I'm really hoping that I can go and do that sometime next year. Make a partial for my fella c: The idea seems really hella fun to me and just, yeah~ Dreamy sparklebun goin to the con next year sounds super fun to me.


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Crayon Style Commission Queue:

PampedP on Twitter} Shaded /w props: Complete~
 LuciusLovin } Flat: Complete~
 zillabrony13 } Flat: Complete~
 alxkiddo } Flat: Complete~
 adwdwrew24 } Flat: Complete~
 soba-the-totodile } Flat: Complete~
 nekonekodiamata } Shaded /w props: Complete~
Anonymous Commissioner } Shaded w/ props: Complete~
 mandobanjo } Still waiting on Details
 macrodiapergod } 2 shaded /w props: Complete~
A second Anonymous Commissioner } Flat (upgrading to shade later) : Complete~ (flat done)

Regular Style Commission Queue:

WittleWolfyKota: 2 character shaded w/ stylized background + wet/messy alt: detail sketch in progress

Goin to mff this weekend. Not going to be suiting or doin anything in the dealers den but just going :3 it’ll be fun

To start with, I thank you all for the lovely well wishes for my birthday. It means a lot and is super sweet.

So. I got Pokémon violet. I don’t usually advertise my like. Mental stuff often but I will admit Pokémon is a hardcore special interest for me. So I’m very much going to hyperfocus on the game for a bit. So I may be slow on replies and notes. Most likely I will be.

Heck this game is so good though!!!! I love how much you can explore and investigate the environment. I love seeing all the Pokémon out in the field and I love a lot of the new ones so far!!

I chose quaxly because he’s a very good boy duck and I named him after an oc I haven’t posted here yet but I will soon though. Rosen goes “pomp”~

Yeah there’s a little bit of stuttering but I also play in handheld mode 99% of the time so I’m not really surprised by that considering. Heck tho it’s so fun!!

I'm now officially 28 years old... Wow that's kinda old *dabs*

I don't really have birthday plans tho :p I just have work and stuff. Nyah well. Still nice to have good vibes tho~

Still alive and kicking. Soon to be here another year. Birthday's coming up soon (October 26) so I"m intrigued by that. Not really expecting much tbh but it's still neat to kinda look back at the ages you were and the age you are now and go "Wow, things changed" (hopefully for the better... but I regress ;p)

Artstuff's still going okay. Working through the backlog of posting pictures decently enough (at least I accidentally held onto some of them so long that it's seasonal again). Also been working on other artwork too. Been trying to diaper up a lot of the pokemon from Scarlet and Violet because I can. And it's fun. I'm excited for the game coming out (I"m going to try to not hyperfocus on it -too- much though when it comes out, haha)

I've also been working on some personal art too. Fleshed out a new character of mine, that technically I had for a long while but didn't really post much of because human. Buttttttt I furry-ized him recently so yeeee. Hopefully I'll be drawing him more often as well. Already have some stuff sketched out.

I'm doing my best on the other goals. Working full time's still a bit much but I'm trying to still find a balance between everything that works for me. And still working through stuff but it at least is moving in a positive direction.

Hope you guys have been doing well. <3

I know I've been quiet. My bad on that. I've been going through things. A lot of things over the past few months. Some of it good: moving house, learning to be more independent, remaking new patterns for living in a new place. Some of it messy: work stress and other stuff I'd rather not elaborate on.

I am still alive though... otherwise how am I writing the journal. Heh *jazzhands*

Been doin therapy and been trying to organize my life and trying to pick up where things have been slacking. Re-normalize myself with what I like and prevent burnout and yeah. I know I have a bunch of notes that I haven't read and I apologize for that. I haven't been online as much. It's hard for me to come back and see a bunch of things piled up that need to be done that are just... oof. I wanna get there though.

So I guess my plan of attack.

Step 1: Post all the pics that I haven't yet. I have stuff back from 2021 still that I haven't been posting yet that I really really should cause I'm really proud of the art that I've produced.

Step 2: Get back into the groove for consistently streaming. "Consistent" streaming being at least once a week. It doesn't gotta be long or anything but I do wanna try. Maybe pavlov myself into wanting to art when candles are lit (ayo it's a thing I read that might help... I've already pavloved myself to sudden banjo noises so... it's a possibility)

Step 3: Open commission slots when I'm ready vs "hey note me if you're interested" for now. I will probably go back to the note thing later on. But I really want to prevent burnout and the slots offer a bit more of control for me.

Legit I miss doing art and miss the speed I used to do it at. I know I can do it again too. It's just rough right now. Even writing this journal is kinda hard, but its nice to have something concrete to look at.

So yeah. I'm still alive. Commissions are closed until I can work myself back up to em. And I"ll open slots when I'm ready. I'll try to stream once a week. Luckily I have a lot of art to post in the meantime.

Thank you all for sticking with me. Hope y'all are doing well.

Finally got all settled in the home for the most part. It still feels strange and vaguely off kilter but I utterly love the fact that I have freedom to do whatever I want without judgement or just being in charge of my own space and day without other's really "butting in" so to speak. But that was also a -huge- adjustment and took me a while to actually sink in and feel normal. Regather my spoons and rolling with it.

And now I am rolling with it~ Commissions are back on progression, and I'm hoping to stream a lot more often as well. <3

I hope everybody else is doing well <3

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Commissions List: (Updates frequently as I work)

 minecraftplayer129 1 anthro character commission, flat, simple background: Complete~

 Zergking 2 anthro character commission, soft shading, stylized background: Complete~

 datahazard64 : 2 character anthro, soft shading, stylized background, wet alt and messy alt : Complete~

 thamestink : 3 character anthro soft shading full background: Complete~

 TheConflicted : 2 pic progression piece, single character (x2) w/ soft shading and stylized background: Colored lines in progress/Colored lines in Progress

 adwdwrew24 Anthro character, flat color, stylized background: Colors in Progress

 VforVictini Feral character, simple background: Detail Sketch in progress

Got my body moved in and all comfy and cozy. Also my body is dealing with allergies so I might be allergic to the new carpeting in my room. Rip for now then XD

Still needing a bit of a hiatus because both unpacking and getting settled and realizing “oh gosh I do have to go grocery shopping” mixed with… allergies (taking Benadryl is honestly necessary but also ooof it makes me tired and useless)

Thank you all for the patience as I’m currently out of commission for the most part. Thank you.

Soooo yeah!! Officially moving this coming Saturday. Now usually I like to think I’d be on top of things enough to have downtime to draw between work and cleaning and packing and going through things. But teeeeeeechnically the move in day got pushed sooner by a week so I’m kinda scrambling to get everything done. Spoons are low. Cleaning is a cycle of rotating the mess. Packing the delicates is delicate (and packing my abdl stuff so my parents don’t accidentally stumble upon it is even more delicate). Headache meds are a fabulous resource.

I’ll keep y’all posted and I should hopefully be alive (albeit dusty and sore as heck) by Sunday-ish but i may need extra time to recharge. Again. I’ll keep y’all posted. Just wanted to let y’all know why I’ve been kinda silent for a bit again.

Thanks for reading. Hope you all are doin okay