http://www.furaffinity.net/view/9359642/

Saw this right here earlier, and it ends TOMORROW. For a nice comic, its not too bad of a price ^^


Work is kicking my ass lately haha. My feet, they hurt. All I want to do is sleep nnngh. Today I only ate half a piece of toast and ended up close to fainting. Felt better after lunch break fml. I need to start being hungry in the morning. Feeling like you're gonna pass out is no fun.

Yes I do.. I was depressed and miserable all day for no apparent reason. Went out got some sushi, and now drinkin'. All of a sudden everything is alllll better x) Brings a smile to my faace, I should do this more often! o wait I don't want a beer bellah, nevermind. -u-

Yupyup, I'm going to go ahead and clear out my FA notes and messages because well...

Pocketmew
▼ My FA

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I feel bad for cluttering the servers with all this crap! :P If you are a commissioner and you're not up on my list on my profile NOTE ME. . My notes are so cluttered right now, that I miss things a lot (which is why I'm cleaning it out). So I'll get your note and can go back in my trash and recover your notes you sent. If I don't get word in a couple days I'll also empty out the trash bin.

Also...I can't wait for FF14 Reborn. I'll buy the shit out of it <3

http://www.youtube.com/watch?featur.....;v=sqL3-n2-3J4

Bah, horrible idea using the cheapest shoes ever for work. I have a blister on one foot and my other is completely red. Feels like I'm walking on knives! >^< Other than that, work is greaaat ;3. I think seeing all the adorable dogs and helping people makes it worth it. Most of the questions I got were flea or collar related... My manager said last week a guy came into Petsmart with his horses. FULL SIZED HORSES-WALKED THROUGH THE AUTOMATIC DOORS. Why couldn't I have worked that week haha. Someone did ask me if they had horse harnesses..Sadly, our petsmart does not sell anything equine related.

The only little bummer is I'm not petcare yet so I'm not allowed to handle the small rodents or birds. Rrr. I can..get...crickets and fish though. Which honestly those are the only things that people usually ask for.

I have work next Fri and Sunday. I can work on commissions all next week though before then! >u< Which I really appreciate! Every little bit of money that I get from my job and my commissions helps with me trying to get an apartment. And hopefully a pet to live with me in it! :3

Sooo tiring! I'm about to go pass out eheh. Not bad though, I had fun and I learned a lot about all the amernals. I feel like my brain is going to explode from all the info. Also, this man came in with his dog for the pet hospital that looked just like this http://www.hudsonsmalamutes.com/ima.....-huge-head.jpg

it was an Alaskan malamute that seriously looked as big as a freaken lion! SO CUTE I wish I could just bury my face into that fuzzball. But alas, I was busy busy and I'm sure its against conduct to huggle the dogs eheh. >u<

I'm so excited! This'll be the first thing I've done for Halloween in ages.  Tylenn brought up a get-together for Austin-furs. We're gonna hang out, and derp around haha. Should be a lot of fun~

So I applied at Petsmart as a cashier since I just at least wanted to be around the animals and thought they didn't hire the handlers often. Well the guy saw I was interested in working with animals so he recommended me to another manager I got introduced to today. My job is going to be handling the animals, and helping people pick em out/recommendations on habitats etcetc. ANDDDD I will be working at the pet hotel with the dogs and cats :D And the adoptions. Just general anything working with Petsmart's animals. SO YEAH I AM EXCITED. Like you have no ideaaa. Had to take a drug test today, then the manager is going to call me back with the dress code, days I work, hours etc. Hopefully I learn a lot from the job.

The place I'm working at is very large, and the bonus points with me is.. they actually take very good care of their animals. It also gives info on the types in categories of Beginner-Intermediate-Advanced pets with all the information about them so that customers won't bite off more than they can chew. So overall I am just happy I got the job. Seems like a really nice place :3

Got an interview for Petsmart >w< I haven't had a job before, so we'll see how this pans out. Just gotta go buy new pants though since I only have two pairs that fit now after having my son. And lets just say...one of them shows off my butt (rides low), and the other one is so long it covers my feet. I swear I am the worst female sometimes XD Only 2 pairs of pants wat is this?!?!

Wish me luck though!! This job is really needed ;w;

Commissions are open again~ They may close again if I get a job ;u; But as of now I have time again. A little quirk this time :o I'll also take art commissions for real life items. Like say you have a lot of extra jewelry you don't want, I'm willing to do a commission for em :P. I'm mostly interested in Jewelry, makeup, "girly stuff", shirts, and sketchbooks.

Commission prices are:

Sketches: 5$
Headshot/icons: 10$
Bust: 15$

20$ per fullbody colored image + background
+10$ per additional character

*extra charge may apply if your image is very very difficult! Most likely this won't happen, but if it does I'll let you know before I proceed on the picture*




After I confirm your commission, I'll let you know where you are in the line. Once I confirm that I am working on your picture, it will take about 3 days to finish. If something comes up I will tell you~

>.< Its like almost impossible to find a darn job when you don't have work experience OR any contacts hah. I came to an application where it asks for names of people for the recommendation or whatever that part is called, and I had no one ;A;. Like...geez I just realized the only people I actually talk to are my parents, 1 close friend...and that is it. bajkdjaf I hate being a hermit and a nobody. If I died the only people to my funeral would be my family, and my best friend.. How depressing.. Maybe I should be more trusting, or outgoing. Meh

I feel so horrible lately... Like one of those dark slumps where you feel you'll never get anywhere, and that you're doing everything wrong. I just want to snuggle up in a blankie and watch Once Upon a Time until these bad feelings go away ;A;. Or hang out with some peoples to forget about it..

So I have never been a religious person. It seemed like everyone tries to shove things down your throat and you're not allowed to have your own beliefs. That is what really bothered me... Also, whenever I went to church or anything of the sort I never got a feeling that it is right. Lately I've come across shamanism, buddism, and higher beings. I know it sounds really weird...But its the first thing that has ever made me feel something. I don't stick to their teachings word for word, but I DO believe in things that I can feel. For example, meditation and the chakras.

So I thought I'd share an uncanny thing that happened just a few weeks ago. Me and my friend have our own decks of shamanism cards. Hers are "earth magic" and mine are "power animals". She also has had dreams of a spirit guide who teaches her. She asked her guide what my spirit animal is, he said a rabbit. Now I was a little skeptical, not like "You're crazy" but more of "Does this even work?". Well I got home and decided to take it seriously for once. I took my deck, shuffled, and asked what is the animal that stays with me through my life. I got the rabbit.. I didn't think much of it, just a coincidence. So a few days later again, I shuffled the cards, and I asked "What is my spirit animal?" and the first card drawn was the rabbit. So I go and I read up on the traits of rabbit, and they very much have to do with my direction in life. OH and I forgot what I asked...but I drew the card "dream journey" <That isn't the actual name I just forgot it and that night, again, I dreamt a very vivid dream about rabbits. -u-

How interesting is that?

Hah, not trying to convert anyone, or tell them this is all true and you should believe it. I just thought it was a pretty interesting experience. My beliefs when it comes to religion is, go with what your heart tells you.

Yupyup ;3 I'm back and all. I'm patiently awaiting my tablet pen though, which apparently I thought had 3 day shipping, but it is 5 days. So it should come tomorrow or after tomorrow *u*; Also, I'm going to college soon! Well, hopefully. It depends on what grants I can get... There is also a chance I'm getting kicked out of where I'm living currently. Due to them possibly moving ;A;. My parents offered me to stay with them and not have to pay rent so long as I'm going to college...Not sure about it though. Buh hopefully I can just move out into an apt before all that happens...

Blugh anywho! I'll be working on sketches for the commissions I had from before I had to take the darn trip. I can use my tablet, I mean it works, just it works verrrry...terribly. But it'll be fine for sketching until the new pen comes in.

Sorry I haven't been working on much, or replying to comments too often. I have to do everything from my iPhone, which is tedious. That and my tablet is broken. I'm gettin the replacement but it is getting sent to my home instead of here since I'm leaving in about 3 days. Buh I can't wait to get back to drawing >~< it is driving me crazy.. The boredom is annoying too. D:

Visiting my parents and apparently there are fleas in the whole house. I have bite marks everywhere :( they're gonna do a "flea bomb" but we have to leave the house for 4hrs and it'll probably be on the weekend. Nngh itch itch arf... Anyone got a flea collar for me?! *whine*

I told myself I'd never do this, because comics takes quite a bit of time hah. BUT~ my tablet pen has been awful lately and I really need to get a replacement for it to continue work on other things. Now, I'm making two options for this. It can be an auction, but I'll also have an auto-buy for a shorter comic. Samples of my art are in my gallery, if you want me to do a quick mock up of a comic sample, let me know.

Details below:
*If the comic is around 5 pages I will complete a page a day when I have a free week. Which that will be Oct 5th-10th.
*If it is a LARGE comic, I will finish a page a week.
*You can give me a story to go by, or let me make a story for your characters :3
*It can be adult, but if it is 100% adult and not just small scenes, it'll be placed on my 18+ account.
*Quality will also depend on bid. If it is a very high bid, it will be completely colored and shaded. A normal bid-low bid however will be a flat colored comic.

Option 1- Amount of pages depends on bid~ Min bid increment 5$
Starting bid: 20$

Auction will last until Oct 5th

Option 2- 5-10 pages Min bid incre 5$
Starting bid: 5$
Autobuy: 50$ (The autobuy is set at 5$ per page for 10 pages)



If you help advertise this for me, you'll be entered in a drawing for a free image! :3

I went in my parent's basement in search of 2 boxes of long pile fur I had.. It also kept all my boxes from my last move... Whiiiich my parents precariously stacked around the room touching the roof.. Geez. I was doing a decent job climbing and searching until I saw a snake skin. I pussied out after that >.< maybe I'll find it when I go through the boxes and throw crap away. Why is it snakes skins scare me far more than the actual snake...?

Finally made it to my parent's house. Had car issues twice and had to make many stops *sigh* I do have a comp here and brought my tablet so i can work on commissions at night. No streaming though since their Internet sucks hard.. I turned on the 3G to my phone just to post this haha. Going to take forever to post images @.@ I'm coming home sep 30th-3rd depending on the drive back!

My parents keep setting up these last minute "vacations" where I visit them for 2weeks lol. My grandma is picking me up tomorrow (I had a days notice ftl). I'll still work on my commissions while I'm there, and everything will be pretty normal. The only exception is I won't be able to stream during that time since their internet is horribad. Sucks that its happening now after I met so many awesome people at a furmeet bowling night last night! D: It feels like I may just finally have friends in Texas, or at least a step in the right direction haha. Maybe I won't be a hermit forever ;)

My commissions are closed until I get back~ Unless I actually have a ton of free time (Which is highly possible).

PS: I updated my profile so you can see the progress of your picture and where you are in the to do list.

I have a feeling we'll go through another downtime in the next few hours haha. Hopefully not~ So for commissions I had before the downtime, I didn't have the info saved anywhere else except FA. So...I wasn't able to read the notes to finish them urg. But they'll be worked on now that FA is back. I'm saving the info to my computer now pfft. And I figured since I only have 2 commissions qued at the moment I'll do a welcome back sale ;P Eheh

ALL art for today only is only 10$ paypal. UNLESS It is like a harem or something haha. Since I'm sure people will want at least 2 characters I'll make slots ;w;.

1.  Kaeldu
2.  desmondmcgaven
3.  desmondmcgaven

My normal commission slots are unlimited still however ;) I'll most likely make commission slots in the future, but as of now I'm not getting a flood or anything so its always nice getting more.

Soo with little debate I decided to make an account for my 18+ art. I initially created my account not wanting ANY porn on it. Times got rough, and drawing porn helped me make some extra money. I don't mind drawing porn at all, I just don't want it cluttering my gallery and to get pageviews only because I have it. I'd prefer people to look at my artwork for the art. ^^; I know it is pretty weird...

The 18+ images I have in my gallery will stay there. All new artwork I make that is 18+ however will be put on my porn account-  mewpockets Please do watch me there if you're interested in that! :)

I hope it doesn't inconvenience anyone...

Ahhh, my little sister got me one for my birthdday. sadlfkjalj ITS SO COOL ;w;


This is nekomimi
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bUxAwMHgrPQ

So I won't be working on anything that day, more than likely. >u< My mom sent me a gift already, the box told me what I was so I just went ahead and opened it. I got a Kindle and 50$ Amazon gift card. I can finally finish the books I've been wanting to read. My sisters apparently got me something too but won't tell me! They both pitched in, and my big sister is a nurse...So I'm freaking out to see what it is. Especially since my younger sister knows me better than anyone.

and...I..FINALLY..Got a Zelda shirt! ;D I've been looking for one every time I go to a game store. Its one with this image http://www.infendo.com/wp-content/u.....soldout495.jpg I want moaar Zelda shirts. I also saw one someone had that was a totoro shirt so cuteee. >w<

I still am up for commissions by the by. I'm thinking just doing pricing kinda...freelance. Like..you tell me what you want, and I can sum up a price for it. Ranging from 5-20$ depending on whatcha want. I don't want to set down a flat rate right now since I want to improve more first. ^^

Be careful when pressing down the pen on the pad. Too much pressure on it can cause it to malfunction. Mainly, the pressure plate getting stuck. Like mine is ;A; I have to buy a completely new tablet due to it. I tend to press hard on paper, and I must have absentmindedly done it to my tablet. Just a heads up ;P I'm saving up for a new pen now *sigh*

In 6 days I will be 22! >u< I want to stay 21 forevar though D: I'm going to be happy to get my bike though, get myself whipped back into shape. It feels so...unhealthy just sleeping and playing games all day. Oh and...my skyrim decided to delete 3 of my saved files due to "Steam cloud" which means I lost 2 days worth of gameplay...which means it will be a pain iin the butt to get back to where I was, not to mention incredibly boring. I think I'ma put skyrim on hold until I stop being mad at it....

Also I was thinking about doing something called "Daily Deals" as a way to give someone once a day a incredibly nice commission price. Probably ranging from 5-10$ for a full image. But it will be finished in that day, and won't be worked on after that. And if no one claims a slot for the day, it will be a picture drawn for myself.

I just figured the Daily Deal would be a very good way to get me into drawing every day, and help with my skills. Let me know if you're interested in that idea!