Ok so a while back i had found a Furry Flash game where you play as an Anthro bear in a dungeon and when you encounter an enemy you have to choose (example) Blow and the enemy would end up sucking you off and once you defeat them they would be covered in well... lol Yea, and i can't find it anywhere!! Help me find it? if you know where it is anyway lol it was fun playing.
Thanks <3

Ok so I made an account on Inkbunny just for fun lol. It's an ok site, I'll still stay here on FA I, If anybody wants my inkbunny account snd me a note okeedoke?

Ok, Those who i owe pics due to an art trade PLEASE!!! Send me a note, I cannot remember who i owe art to and i'd like to keep my promise to them.
Thank you,
Polarin <3

today is the wiccan day of Thanks and Harvest. :3 I prayed and gave thanks of alot of you, alot of you guys and gals help me through stuff, :3 my harvest was my friends, and I believe the heavens know that (a thousand prayers later Heavens:"Geez! We get it!) Im not a crazy religious person, I wont press it on you and I dont care what religious belief people have, :3 you are you. I dont stand people up for my religion, friends/family are 1st. :3 Im out. happy lug!

1)Who are you?
2)are we friends?
3)how did we meet?
4)would u kiss me?
5)give me a nickname, why that name?
6)describe me in one word.
7)what was ur first impression of me?
8)still the same?
9) what reminds u of me?
10)if u gave me something, what is it?
11) how well do u know me?
12) gunna do this in ur journal?

 Poppawolf me poppa :3

Breaking Benjamin; Dance with the Devil (join in if you know it)
"Say goodbye! As we Dance with the devil TONIGHT! Dont you dare look him in the EYE! As we dance with the devil toni~II~IGHT!!-"

Paranoid: High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: very high
antisocial: High
borderline: moderate
histrionic: High
narcissistic: moderate
avoidant: high
probly shouldnt have told u guys but whatever... anywho... some of these terms make no sense... a little help? Im not too smart lately... :3 teehee (reading till 1 in the AM doesnt help either XD)

ok! leave me a message and I'll
1. Respond with something Random about you! :D
2. which color you remind me of
3. my first memory of you
4. what animal you remind me of
5. Ask you something I've always wondered about you
6. My favorite thing about you
7. my least favorite about you
8. Challenge you to do this too!! :D!!

<3 Po

:3 omnom?

I need some to cuddle with... things arent goin to well and my ex is an ass... no not u Ze, ur not the ass, its my ex-panda bf...

KH RP!! PLEASE! Ive seen Spoilers of Birth By sleep!! I need KH RELIEF!!

I need to have a Silent Hill RP! I am in need of one!! like... SERIOUSLY or an RP spar or even a Kingdom Hearts RP. Please?

Ive been dump for someone else... I knew it was coming...but why does it hurt so much?...

Ok so when I discovered I have no clean underwear I remembered! "I HAVE A SPEDO THONG THING IN ME CLOSET!" so I dived into the belly of Hell and back, I took a shower, THE FARKIN SHOWER DOOR BROKE! I get out and slapped on my thongthingy! lol So Every saturday of any month that is the 2 Day of that month is Cozy thong day!!! get ur thong on people (example of Day Jan/2/Saturday or October/2/Saturday)

.... um..... does anyone wanna cuddle?.... wrestle? Battle? something?....

I dont know what to do... I... I just so much drama, Im turning into a slut, I can't find/keep a boyfriend. I think I screwed my friendship with alot of people... If someone Knows what I should do TELL ME! because Im stupid and I screw up everything.

ok... so Ive seen alotta Mpreg stuff and I um... I wanna make my normal "peice-of-life" Character Luke, a black Kitty, 268pounds, white paws/tail tip/mask-face-spot/crotch and innerthigh, pregnant.... Idk how... I know I come off as a slut to alotta people but Im only joking around and Idk Who to ask, I want it to be a close friend... Id rather it be a bf but I dont seem to keep down a bf for long... if ur a close friend of mine and ur reading this send me a Private Message k?

"damnit too many!" Nicky growled and slashed His Keyshard at an armor suit. "Just remember! The P-0-L program is seconds away from the data! Just hold up till the disk is done!" Noix tapped and clicked, downloading cloning data and Polarin research along with other experimental data and programs. "NOIX LETS GO!" a black wolf, muscular, cover in scars and a bat shaped eye-patch, fired his rocket launcher, clearing the path. "Zip!" the disk in hand, the three ran off,into the snowy Aurora District.

Ok.. I want to know what everyone thinks of me. I want total and Comeplete!!!! HONESTY!!!! I dont care how harsh it is! just tell me. I need to change myself, but to do that I need to know What it is I NEED to change to do it.

Ok, first I wanna say Happy holidays!!! and second, I want to apologies to some people. Big bro, Im sorry Im obnoxious, Sis Im sorry I'm always bitching about SOMETHING, and I wanna apologise for everything irritable to any and everyone. Things are starting to look up for me, so I wont bitch and complain as much, I found a mate, I'll be less clingy and over affectionate. Happy Holidays guys!

RULES
1.) Post rules
2.)use as much description as possible
3.) Tag four people who are extra special to you
4.) Bold or underline your answers

When you were little, were you scared of monsters?

Yea

What did they look or become?

They were usually shadows and stuffed animals

What did they do?

the stufed animals didn't stop talking even after i took out the batteries. Some would make noises and toys would be moved the next day. (one side of teh room to my closet or even inside a a windowsill)
How about when you were a little older?...if you moved did tehy follow?

Yea, they would still haunt me. I still get creeped out at night about that stuff.... but yea, it still happened up to junior high

Were you made fun of because you told someone?

Nope.... some peopel actually thought about it themselves...
Did it get worse? The starnge things happening.

when i moved it seemed to get worse.. It's creepy where i live anyway...too many old peopel and little kids, they all stare at me when i walk by, they say strange things....
Now.....Do you see things?

Sometimes... Especially after i play silent hill.... That's a major reason why though so it doesn't count...

by NIcky ♥ or PolarinXAngel
Now who are you gunna tag now?
Zero1235 (sorry big bro)
ABlackFlamey (lol tag X3)
IamRondo (You to bro X3)
BlueHart (X3 sorry)

and anyone else i knwo who wants to cuz my friends are all special to me! ♥

1. Post these rules.
2. Post 8 true things about yourself.
3. At the end you must tag 8 people and post their icons.
4. Go to their page and send them a message saying you tagged them.
5. NO TAG-BACKS

1.)I'm insane but i love all my friends... I have to take ADD meds that work for ADD, ADHD, Depression and anxiety
2.) I have no life outside of my house (that i can say is even a real life)
3.) I hate myself most of teh time
4.) I'm terrified of knives, spiders and needles (I will try and unhand you if you have a knife, squash a spider, and jump out a window in a ten story building to escape a needle...i've tried.....)
5.)I'm lonely most of teh time and wished that someoen was in my bed with me.....not sexually....sometimes yes but other times no
6.) I LOVE anime (Bleach, soul eater, Mushi-shi ect.) and manga (Deathnote, Kingdom hearts, ect.)
7.) I'M A TOTAL ZELDA AND KINGDOM HEARTS NERD I KNOW ALL TEH BEHIND SCENES INFO AND STORYLINE!!!!
8.) I love fat older guys who are dominant (i'm ina relationship with one right now and I'm madly in love lol)

I'm tagging....
My older brother: Zero1235
My friend: BlueHart
my brother: silvertail
my friend: Raith666 and taht's all teh people i think haven't been tagged.... lol

I want to have a silent hill, Kingdom hearts, OR!!!! Resident Evil RP. Send me a note or just IM me on AIM I'll prolly be on late tonight but if i'm not on AIM then send me a note and i'll get to you tomorrow morning k? I'm lonely and i need to RP and fight!!

Write past events involving you within 10 bullets, no more than 10 experiences can be shared unless you really want to lol... BEGIN!!!

1.) i was in love with my best friend, He was a total dick to me though.

2.) I knew i was gay even when i was 10 or 11. I was quick to understand i guess....

3.) Most of my family and pets died when i was little....

4.) I have medication for my depression, ADD and Anxiety...it doesn't work all that well...

5.) I hate my father because of all teh shit he put my family and his family went through

6.) I'm a needy person and i dispise myself at times for how i am, look, and act, and especially my speech...damn you speech impedimant....

7.) I'm still in love with my ex boyfriend

8.) I'm always horny!...(another thing I hate about myself)

9.) I do stupid shit without realising i'm hurting anyone and then when i do realise it's too late.

10).....alot of people hate me.... yea i'm needy and i liek to cuddle, if i do something that bothers you then say so goddamit don't just sit there and say nothing while i piss you off! If i bother you then say it! Yea I'm always depressed, yea i want someone to listen while i bitch about my life...but you know what? I love my friends for that because they never ignore me and they never tell me to shut up or that i'm always bitching about something....yea I freak out over things...yea i'm depressed...yea i want a hug or someone to cuddle with.... but you knwo what?.... I'd take a bullet for anyone....even if I didn't know them all taht well.... so don't judge me on how i act, what i do, what my interests are, how i dress, how i look...judge me on how much i care about you.... aI've lost alot of friends recently because they think i don't care.... if you think i don't care then why they hell am I trying?.... Think about it...and you know who you are if you think i don't care....

Nice comments would be appreciated if you say anything rude or just plain mean...you'l be blocked.... I'm not in teh mood to deal with rude people...
Polarin and Nicky ♥

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Polarin
2. Nicky
3. Sissy (my last name has Sissy as a pronounciation)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. PolarinXAngel
2. Terra661243
3. Polarin666
THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Ate food
2. Watched cartoons
3. Talked to my friends

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. ......I can draw and use swords i guess....I'm pretty good with a gun....
2. I'm Crazy XDDD
3. My room when it's clean XP

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. I complain/bitch/ and act stupid most of teh time and i'm always so damn depressed...*smacks self* GTF OVCER IT NICK!!!
2. I cant draw how i want to.... let's face it i suck!!!
3. That I can't keep some people happy...

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. I am Italian, Portiguese, Canadian, French, German, Native american, and most likely something else....
2. I lived in Cranston RI teh first 10-12 years of my life then moved...
3. and... Umm.....idk....

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Being killed/friedns dying/ death
2. ...... Losing someone special to me in ANY way...(Break up/ death/ moving away)
3. ...people...people who want to hurt me because i have a speach impedimant....because i'm not cute...because i'm gay....because of some mistake....

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. Orange shirt
2. Tripp pants
3. loose boxers....XDDD

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Moosic, Computer, Friends.
2. Food, Drinks, Video games
3. Depression/ADD/hunger pills....(They're all in teh same pill so i only take one a day rather then a bazillion )

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. Phone
2. Clothes
3. Sword

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. Evanescence :D....<3
2. THREE DAYS GRACE 8D!!! <3
3. My chemical romance! <3

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Friends who tell me that i'll make it through
2. Getting my art faved (it makes me feel like i'm getting better)
3. When people tell me they love me <3 X3

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT:
1. On My Own - Three Days Grace
2. Hurricane - Cascada ( 8'D <3)
3. Famous last words -My Chemical Romance

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:
1. Finish a gifts i forgot about
2. Go to fencing practice (SWORDS 8D!!!)
3. Finding a boyfriend lol I'm needy!!!!

THREE THINGS YOU REGRET:
1. .....There are too many.....
2. ....Alot....
3. ...I don't..... I DON'T NEED THIS!!! *runs off*

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. Love
2. No cheating
3. Understanding of my insanity...and that they're insane too XD or just fat and a total video gamer!! <3 <3 <3 I liek fat guys....especialy with facial hair X3

THREE IMPORTANT THINGS YOU'VE GIVEN TO THE WORLD:
1. My love
2. My Heart
3. ......When I'm dead... My body for flowers to grow over my plot so that way the world will know that death is not the end.... but teh beginning of a new life....

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in order):
1. I've got 2 dogs 2 cats, a lizard, 2 birds, and fish
2. I love getting cuddly and making friends but it's just difficult for me..... because either someone doesn't like me or they don't want to be friends
3. I've never lost a friendship because they hate furries or gays....(I've really lost toooooo many because of those)

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Friendly
2. funny
3. and nice

THREE EMOTIONAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX:
1. Comfotring
2. Supportive
3. Able to calm me down if I freak

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:
1. Run lol i can run about up to 3 feet really fast but if you ask me to run for food i'll run an entire athletric track
2. Clean my room
3. Make friends/Get a boyfriend/Keep a boyfirend for over a month without hurting them or myself.....

THREE THINGS YOU MISS FROM YOUR PAST:
1. ....My rival and our adventures
2. old friends....Auutumn.........*snaps back* O.o.....
3. Getting cuddly with boys and my mom just thought it was a "Phase" XDDD Tough luck momma I knew i was gay even back then XDDD

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE:
1. A ship to travel to other "worlds"
2. a keyblade......
3. A heart shaped Box painted like stained glass :3 (Nifty and pretty too)

THREE REASONS WHY YOU ARE WHO YOU ARE:
1. Depressed....Childhood/Parents fighting/loosing almost all my family members when i was young due to death or disease
2. I'm happy becasue of my friends and ADD
3. Cuddly because I love cuddling, it makes me feel fuzzy! <3 :3

THREE OF YOU YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. Drawing.
2. Writing
3. Videogames, while listening to music, talking to friends and using teh internet all at the same time XDDD I've done it before! :3

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. I wanna see harry Potter with my firend because I still like him but he's a little cunfused how he feels.
2. Talk to my Xbf because 2 of our old characters are having a baby (MPREG WOOOOOOOO!!!!)
3. ......Wow this is probably weird but......watch a nice fat guy with plenty of facial hair get undreesed and lay down in my bed..........don't ask XDDD My meds make me somewhat delusional and probably horny :\

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING:
1. Artit.
2. Poet/Author
3. Cook

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR HOLIDAY:
1. A person who's special to me's house
2. Japan for the new Kingdom Hearts games and Final Mix!!!!!
3. Floriday to hang out with my friends and then to massachusetts to go see my cuddle buddy :3

THREE CARTOON CHARACTERS:
1. Flapjack!!!
2. Chowder!!!
3. Hazaki from MoonPhase (Anime but whatever)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Idk....
2. ....
3. IDFK.....

lol fun!!! Now who's next?......