we were layin' on the whitest sand
oh.. sun above us in a foreign land
seemed like you and me
could wait forever

oh.. but the clouds pulled in and the sky got dark
then it kind of seemed like the wind picked up
a cold wave was coming
time to run now or never more

so come out of the storm why don't you babe
tell me that you love me that your love wont' change
cuz the winds blowing now gonna turn into a hurricane
so come into my heart why don't you babe
show me what you got if you need me today
cuz the winds coming now gonna blow into a hurricane

so we took cover from the pouring rain
in an old broken down forgotten place
up on high ground where
the flood wouldn't drown us

oh the night was long the wind was cold
on your shoulder out the storm I rode
we were waiting for morning
to make our getaway...

so come out of the storm why don't you babe
tell me that you love me that your love wont' change
cuz the winds blowing now gonna turn into a hurricane
so come into my heart why don't you babe
show me what you got if you need me today
cuz the winds coming now gonna blow into a hurricane

I'm obsessed with this song because of it's lyrics. I like cascada.... Anyway.... idk.... Hi everyone.... ....

...The white wolf yawned and jumped out of teh small lily sleeping pod. He waled down the short feet away to a room with a larger pod. "So-raaa........"....His mind was still a bit scattered and his chest felt strange. He walked out of teh mansion and into a grassy forest. "Was...was i asleep?..." He spun around...there stood a smaller otter boy with blue hair and a strange sword.....

Ok so i haven't been on in a while and SORRRYYYYYYY GUYYYYSSSS!!!! I didn't forget you all I've been busy with some things at home. Things are starting to get slowly but shurely better for me... I'm still hunting for a bf..... sigh...... well i guess i have to keep searching.... Did Sora ever stop searching for Riku?!!! *memories of sora screaming riku a MILLIION TIMES looking for him to every single character in KH1, RE:COM and 2* Nope didn't think so!!!...I'm trying really hard...but people keep saying i'm ugly and turn me down..... either that or tehy don't tell me teh truth.....

Welll.... I'm having some issues at home... my bf dumped me a few weeks ago and now people i don't even know are picking on me because they tell me it's my fault...I'm not cute enough for him, i'm not smart enough for him, I'm not dominant for him, you're too cuddly, you're not cool enough....a few of my friends and my first EXbf is helping me through these things... I just wanna say thanks..... but i still feel lonely....I could be at a partyu or a mosh pit and i'd feel outa place...lonely...like noone else was around..... They seem to all know my name...but i don't even know my name..... I keep responding to one name...nick...... I don't know who i am anymore, My family is torn in half, we had to actualy change the locks on the house.... I'm so lonely, so tired of fucking up my life, and i'm just so tird of always having something wrong... I complain about my life almost all teh time.. I honestly don't know how anyone puts up with me....... So...if i'm not on for a while... I'm just having some issues at home...I'm not dead.... I'll try and post when i can, send me notes and comments all you'd liek i PROMISE!!!!...I'll respond when i go on. i swear it.... one thing i will not do is leave someoen else alone... I don't liek feeling taht way so noone else should! Thanx.... Nick♥

Nicky held his head and tugged his hair, listening to his motehr scream and shout at his sister. Nikcy starting sobbing and crying, taking his cellphone and dialing in a number....he couldn't press teh green phone....he threw his cell phone and cried "I Need you so much right now..." He kept crying.,...finally about three hours later he stopped sobbing, crying...and all taht could be heard from him was sniffles and breathing...he was fast asleep... The screaming had ended but the fight would still carry on.... The next day he got up, got ready for school...and looked around searching for his keys. "Where's my keys?"..he looked around and out of nowhere his sister screamed "THEY'RE IN MY PURSE YOU IDIOT! I WAS GUNN TAKE THE TO YOU THE OTHE DAY!" they started to argue but nicky just kept his mouth shut before it could continue, he turned away, grabbing hs bag and his keys and walked out of teh house. walking to teh bus-stop. His sister yelled at him, but he was already too upset to understand. He walked halfway tehre when his mother called, she ofcourse was starting to increase in tone and voice. by teh time he had gotten to teh bus stop, everyone was watching him cry and sob...He can't take the sensless fighting anymore, he couldn't take his mother's anger anymore.
His motehr did not get angry very often, but when she was you'd better hide and keep your mouth shut! She would yell at him for forgetting to do things on a regular basis, he was forgetful...It wasn't his fault, he alreay fealt that there were many things wrong with himself...As much as he loved his mother, he fealt that he wanted to run away from time to time, he had suicidal thoughts on occasion but would never be able to actually commit any... He was a sad, depressed skunk/rabbit who had obssession issuess over Xboyfriends who treated him with respect...he still loved his Xboyfriend...and wanted him back....his new boyfriedn had just recently dumped him and told nicky that he wasn't ready for a relationship.... Nicky was alone...and sad...he still loved his Exboyfriend...they couldn't be together for teh same reason his mother had told him not to talk to nicky..... Nicky tried to stay strong, he was always happy and his ExBF always told him that it'd be ok, that everything would be fine... Everything was fine when he was with His Ex...but he fealt lonely...he wanted someoen to love him again...

Story that i wrote, based on true events.... It's sad but teh story isn't finished...who knows... maybe he'll have teh Happiest ending to ever exist.... Love ya Pappa Bear!!! ♥....

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.


01) SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
I kissed a girl Katy Perry (EWWWWW I DUNZ LIKE GIRLS THAT WAY BLECK)

02) HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
Wreck of The Day Anna Nalick (lol i feel like i cause all sorts of problems)

03) WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Bring me to life Evanescence (You make me Feel alive)

04) HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
the Kill 30seconds to Mars (lol I feel like my old friends killed me off in tehir circle of friends that live near me)

05) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Don't let me get me P!NK (Don't let me hurt myself..Please?)

06) WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Breaking teh habbit Linkin Park (I'm always trying to break my harmful habbits)

07) WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
In The End Linkin park (...)

08) WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
I'm not okay My chemical romanc (lol my parents think I'm Psychotic)

09) WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Time of dying Three days Grace (lol I'm terrified of dying...I try to drown the thoughts with my happiest memories of you <3)

10) WHAT IS 2 + 2?
Happy Stories with Tragic Endings

11) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Home Town Silent Hill 3 ending (He lost everything...he killed himself)

12) WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Breathe Anna Nalick (I don't really love my new boyfriend...)

13) WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Tear drops on my guitar (I hope that i can be yours again :3....I really hope so... <3)

14) WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LOVE. Angel (He was my gaurdian angel... Is he still there?)


15) WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Broken Featuring Amy Lee ((From evanescence)) Seether (Wow...lol I love teh way you laugh and i want to hold you high, steal your pain.... lol Funny..this is a song i wanted to be played at my wedding actually..)

16) WHAT SONG WILL PLAYED AT YOUR FUNERAL?
Nobodies Marylon Manson (Am i?...A nobody?....)

17) WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
The Kill 30 Seconds to mars (I love to play RPs and Resident evil so i kill alot of zombies X3)

18) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
The bird and teh worm The Used (lol I'm terrified of being stuck on a carosel and being attacked by each horse...i'm a worm, tehy're teh birds...)

19) WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Dirty little secret (XDDD YES I HAVE A DIRTY LITTLE SECRET XDDD)

20) WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Monsters MatchBook Romance (lol i wanna fight zombies and monsters...But i don't wanna play Silent Hill and i don't have resident evil anymore)

21) WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Can't watch this Weird Al (lol They're so crazy that i don't wanna watch sometimes as they run around screaming RUBBER DUCKIES!! XDDD)

22) WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Love Story: meme (songs/playlist) Stolen from Coffee-Fox X3 lol he's cuddly XD

You scored 68% giving and 54% receiving on oral.

You scored 67% giving and 90% receiving on anal.

You scored 0% giving and 29% receiving on bondage.

You scored 44% giving and 52% receiving on humiliation.

You scored 6% giving and 25% receiving on pain.

You scored 33% dominance and 43% submission.

You scored 46% voyeurism and 26% exhibitionism.

Besides that, you're 38% into fetishism and 52% polysexual (i.e. interested in sex with multiple partners, whether at the same time or not). You'll probably want a partner who is similar, whether you scored high or low in these categories.

Finally, you scored 41% on autoerotic - a scale that measures your ability and/or willingness to have kinky fun without a partner. It's not exactly a matching criterion, but it's good for you if your score is high. Keep it up!

Idk saw this in a friend's journal so i tried it out (Friends is You scored 68% giving and 54% receiving on oral.

You scored 67% giving and 90% receiving on anal.

You scored 0% giving and 29% receiving on bondage.

You scored 44% giving and 52% receiving on humiliation.

You scored 6% giving and 25% receiving on pain.

You scored 33% dominance and 43% submission.

You scored 46% voyeurism and 26% exhibitionism.

Besides that, you're 38% into fetishism and 52% polysexual (i.e. interested in sex with multiple partners, whether at the same time or not). You'll probably want a partner who is similar, whether you scored high or low in these categories.

Finally, you scored 41% on autoerotic - a scale that measures your ability and/or willingness to have kinky fun without a partner. It's not exactly a matching criterion, but it's good for you if your score is high. Keep it up!You scored 68% giving and 54% receiving on oral.

You scored 67% giving and 90% receiving on anal.

You scored 0% giving and 29% receiving on bondage.

You scored 44% giving and 52% receiving on humiliation.

You scored 6% giving and 25% receiving on pain.

You scored 33% dominance and 43% submission.

You scored 46% voyeurism and 26% exhibitionism.

Besides that, you're 38% into fetishism and 52% polysexual (i.e. interested in sex with multiple partners, whether at the same time or not). You'll probably want a partner who is similar, whether you scored high or low in these categories.

Finally, you scored 41% on autoerotic - a scale that measures your ability and/or willingness to have kinky fun without a partner. It's not exactly a matching criterion, but it's good for you if your score is high. Keep it up! (saw it in ABlackFlamey's journal x3 lol sorry)

You scored 68% giving and 54% receiving on oral.

You scored 67% giving and 90% receiving on anal.

You scored 0% giving and 29% receiving on bondage.

You scored 44% giving and 52% receiving on humiliation.

You scored 6% giving and 25% receiving on pain.

You scored 33% dominance and 43% submission.

You scored 46% voyeurism and 26% exhibitionism.

Besides that, you're 38% into fetishism and 52% polysexual (i.e. interested in sex with multiple partners, whether at the same time or not). You'll probably want a partner who is similar, whether you scored high or low in these categories.

Finally, you scored 41% on autoerotic - a scale that measures your ability and/or willingness to have kinky fun without a partner. It's not exactly a matching criterion, but it's good for you if your score is high. Keep it up!

Idk saw this in a friend's journal so i tried it out

Stolen from AblackFlamey
Check out his work.
NOW

1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
(Oh yes >3)

2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
(lol...>>...<<..... WHENEVER 8D

3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
(I have a twin bed and i feel lonely as it is!)

4. Pork, beef, or chicken?
(Meat is ok...Idk lol I like chicken better)

5. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke?
(No)

6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
(No!!!!....>3 what kinda freak do you take me for? XDD jkjk)

7. Shower or bath?
(Shower....I'd take a bath after so i can play with teh bubbles *Pop!*

8. Do you pee in the shower?
(.......>>...<<.....Maaaaaaybe!....YOU"LL NEVER GET ME ALIVE *Slips and falls*

9. Mexican or Chinese?
(Chinese....X3 but i like looking at the sexy mexican men ....>3 especially that fat/chubby ones >3)

10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
(Aggressive because i'm a subby T.T lol<<...>>....I liek it rough XDD)

11. Do you love someone on your friend list?
(I hope he loves me too *wiggles a little and holds my hands togetehr like a crazed fangirl*)

12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
(I think so...)

13. Love or money?
(Love...I'd give anything for him! ANYTHING!)

14. Credit cards or cash?
(Cash cuz payin bills on cards is such a bitch...so i'm told O.O)

15. Has there ever been anyone in your family you wish wasn't?
(OH GOD YES!!!!!!! I HATE MY FATHER!!! O.O......ummm hehe that's all folks? hehehe....O.O *runs away and slips on soap*)

16. Would you rather go camping or to a 5 star hotel?
(>3 camping so noone can hear my shouts of pleasuuuu-......shouts of joy that i'm camping...>>...<<......XDDD >3)

17. What is the weirdest place you have had sex.
(Still a virgin T.T...I promised i'd wait for him)


18. Would you shave your entire body (including your head) for money?
(NOOOOOOO!!!!!!...I love my emo hair and NEON RED HAIR 8D YAY!!!)

19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
(Nopes!)

20. Ever been to a bar?
(Nope....lol)

21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club?
(no and that'd be weird O.o)

22. Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere?
(Nope...lol)

23. Kissed someone of the same sex?
(Yes...only on teh cheek though.... please if i even cuddle with anotehr man in real life I'm "At full attention" if you knwo what i mean >3)

24. Favorite drink?
(Juice X3 lol)

25. Had sex in a movie theater?
(No.......)

26. Had sex in a bathroom?
(That'd smell kinda weird after wouldn't it?)

27. Have you ever had sex at work?
(No i don't have a job yet for one, two I'm still a virgin)

28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
(No...<<...>>....YOU DON'T HAVE PROOF!! *trips on soap*

29. Bought something from an adult store?
(No but i know who has >3)

30. Have you been caught having sex?
(Sorta....I was "experimenting" with oral sex...... Please don't judge me....)

31. Does anyone have naughty pics of u?
(I think he does >3)

32. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
(probably no....alot of peole ignore my journals...a few people check them but...whatever what am i guna do about it?)

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
14.)If I cried would you try and calm me down or just turn away?
15.)Would you hug me?
16)If you could have freaky adventures with me would you?
17)...If i got jealous of someone would you tell me how to get over it?
18) How much would you like to talk to me?
19)You wouldn't stalk me would you?If you did why?
20)If you know me so well tell me my greatest fetish X3 if you don't now me then guess.
21)If I fell in love with you would you love me?
23)How many ninja hamsters does it take to make me feel safe/
24)Would you keep me safe?
25) Does this sound more of liek a "Do you love me?" thing?

P.s. I added a few and this was a journal a friend of mine stole so technically i did steal it.

"Kiss me" teh skunk said quietly, stairning into teh huge tiger's eyes. The feline leans in....then he wakes up.... :3 i think good things are gunna happen X3... <3

Fake Friends.
No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own journal. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

Taken from ABlackFlamey
Reposted because it is a sound idea.

they keep me busy on boring days liek today If anyone knows any just send me the link X3 it'llbe much appreciated

I need a good laugh right now...anyone want to rp?

DILLON JUST FUCKIN TELL ME WHAT I DID?...what did i do?....please?....I've shed so many tears over you, i've even grown up for you and this is how you repay me?....what did i do? JSUT TELL ME PLEASE!!!!!

...I wouldn't leave someone special to me alone and now he won't talk to me, wont read teh notes i send him telling him i'm sorry and that i'll stop, won't respond to comments...I know he's ignoring me because when i go to comment on his stuff he talks to other peopole within seconds but when i send him a message....i never get one....What did i do? I'm so cunfused if i should just stop trying to say i'm sorry or just go hide in a corner shut down all my web pages and everything and just lethm and everyone else forget anbout this stuipi Highschool Fuck up....that's right I'm a fuck up, i screw up everything he told me to grow up and i did.....You know what i'm just so fed up with trying to sayt i'm sorry when he won't listen to me....so by teh time you finish reading this i'll probably be crying my eyes out as everuyone just points and laughs at teh Skunk boy FUCK UP....... I hate my life and i hate that he wont listen to me...i don't hate him at all...i just hate that he wont listen...... so liek i said...by the time youfinish reading this i'll probably be off and asleep in my Bed...i just want to disappear....i made someone so special to me hate me... I shouldnt have every sent that messgae to him on deviantart...none of this would have happened, I would have never met him and i would never have ended up getting him in trouble.... Don't tell me to grow up or tell me to stop beating myself up because it's already to late...I'm not writing a suicide note.....This is just a farewell note if i don't respond to any of you...don't stop watching me or anything becaue i'm sure i'll be on every now and again hoping taht i'll get a note from him saying what i do wrong and telling me that i can fix it.... This isn't goodbye forever

1) Who are you?
2) Are we friends?
3) When and how did we meet?
4) Would you kiss me?
5) Give me a nickname and explain why.
6) Describe me in 1 word.
7) What was your first impression of me?
8) Do you still think the same?
9) What reminds you of me?
10) If you could give me anything, what would it be?
11) How well do you know me?
12) Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
13) Would you meet up with me?
14.)If I cried would you try and calm me down or just turn away?
15.)Would you hug me?
16)If you could have freaky adventures with me would you?
17)...If i got jealous of someone would you tell me how to get over it?
18) How much would you like to talk to me?
19)You wouldn't stalk me would you?If you did why?
20)If you know me so well tell me my greatest fetish X3 if you don't now me then guess.
21)If I fell in love with you would you love me?
23)How many ninja hamsters does it take to make me feel safe/
24)Would you keep me safe?
25) Does this sound more of liek a "Do you love me?" thing?

P.s. I added a few and this was a journal a friend of mine stole so technically i did steal it.

Ok so I've been feeling sorry for myself alot and I must be really annoying. I'm over what happened but i'm all alone... no one talks to me anymore, noone hangs out with me around here and I feel like a total ass for letting me ruin myself. I've been beating myself over what happened because either way i look at it it was my fault that i had to break up with my bf. All i need is a good friend who I can talk to every now and again, but it seems liek noone wants a good friend anymore. I'm an emotional wreck and I have to put with my parents bull shit....I need to escape, I need someone to talk to. All I want is a friend who'll listen to me when i start to freak. I don't want a relationship yet but hey if it happens it happens...whatever. I wont tell anyone i love them seriously because I don't think i can love anyone anymore. If i ever tell anyone i love them then it's just friendly. Like i said all i need is a friend to talk to. Got a problem with me then that's you're issue.

Just kinda lonely....alot of my friends i live near hate me now... don't know why....I'm always left out of fun things.....Life sucks over here.....Guess i'm just annoying or something...I just wanna run away. Nobody would know i'm gone....know whould know that i dissapeared... I know i'm annnoying but...I really care about my friends....if they need help i try my best... but....I'm just so lonely... alot of people on FA have friends....HELL they're awsome at drawing...Is that why they have so many friends? cuz their artwork or pictures are so awesome?....

Polarin...The X Angel ♥less

Ok so I had to break up with the best guy in the world. I'm torn up about it and he says to move on...Where? How? I know i should but i just can't I don't understand why? anyone who knows how to help me with this issue then please tell me I need help to let go.

Ok my sister recently discovered i was gay from an anominous anouncer...Now she hates me and thinks i'm disgusting....any suggestions on what i should do? ....Zeze i wish you were here...i need you so much.....

Ok so yea i've been off for a whiel and i'm really sorry if i am on i only check real quick. Heard that my friend was going to visit her GF...makes me feel depressed but just thinking that it'll be me meeting my bf one day that gioves me hope.... and for most of teh people i don't talk to much i'm sorry. Well i'm out and the song i posted isn't mine it's I will buy you a new life by Everclear

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fIukr8dADDM


Here is the money that I owe you
So you can pay the bills
I will give you more
When I get paid again

I hate those people who love to tell you
Money is the root of all that kills
They have never been poor
They have never had the joy of a welfare christmas

I know we will never look back

You say you wake up crying
Yes and you dont know why
You get up and you go lay down
Inside my babys room

I guess Im doing ok
I moved in with the strangest guy
Can you believe he actually thinks
That Im really alive

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will

Yes, I know all about that other guy
The handsome man with athletic thighs
I know about all the times before
With that obsessive little rich boy

They might think you think youre happy
Yeah maybe for a minute or two
They cant make you laugh
No they cant make you feel the way that I do

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life
Yes I will

I know we can never look back

Will you please let me stay the night
No one will ever know

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life

I will buy you a garden
Where your flowers can bloom
I will buy you a new car
Perfect shinny and new
I will buy you that big house
Way up in the west hills
I will buy you a new life

I will buy you a new life
I will buy you a new life

My parents are fighting I'm fighting with my parents.....I haven't been on for like 2weeks.... I miss my bf and my friends my school grades SUCK!!!.....My inner emo is trying to break free... what's wrong with me? I'm fading-line/quote from The World Ends With You

sorry but for atleast a weak before and after a holiday I'm always busy but I try to get on. "Angeal What about Honor!" FF VII Crisis Core

It's going to be my B-day on the 29th... I'm excited... but at the same time I really don't care... I've always had a costume party but... I don't know what to do I don't even know if I want a party this year... no one shows up anyway even my relatives don't show I mean I don't want except for them to atleast show up for a while, say happy b-day stay for then leave... If anyone has any suggestions on halloween parties please do tell? I need help

Think positive thoughts and positive things WILL happen.

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Fake Friends.
No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own journal. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new journal as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it.

Taken from shadow-da-wolf


Other Stuff
My submissions will be light now. The reason I was posting a lot of pics this week was because I took off from work. My birthday gift to myself, a paid week off. I went out fursuiting just about everyday this week, whether it was in the yard at at an elementary school. I had a lot of fun doing it. It looks like rain today, my last day off before I go back to work, so no pics today, sorry.

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RAIDER OUT